Don't know what to name it. Open to suggestions

~ Pairings = Harry/Draco, Ron/Hermione ~ Rating = Uh I guess PG-13

Disclaimer ~ Warning ~ Warning ~ Warning ~ IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE IDEA OF DRACO AND HARRY LEAVE!!! Otherwise I just have to say that I do not own this. I wish I did but alas...I only own my book that I am writing.

Chapter 1

Hermione was pulled from a deep sleep by the sound of a shrilled voice which echoed throughout out the halls of the girls side of Gryffindor.
"HERMIONE! HERMIONE!"
"WHA!" she exclaimed as she fell from her bed.
"Hermione, are you awake?" Ron's voice echoed into her room
"SHHH Ron! I was asleep but now I'm up. What time is it?"
"Can I come in please? Its really important!"
"You shouldn't even be here! So be quiet before you wake up all of Gryffindor!" She sighed then looked at her watch. "Its 1:30 Ron. This better be good." The door to her room slowly crept open and in jumped Ron. He looked as if, in the muggle world they would say, as if he had seen a ghost. He slammed the door behind him shut. "RON!" she sighed deeply. "Just because we have been together now for 6 mounths 2 days and 12 hours doesn't mean you can awake me at this time in the morning!"
"Awe, you've been counting." He said throwing her his best smile for
this time of the morning. Hermione blushed and then remembered that
she was supposed to be mad. "Alright, now what did you want? And why couldn't you wake harry about it instead of me?" "Because it's about Harry." "Is he alright!" "Um...I'm not sure." "What do you mean you're not sure? And what's that?" She said pointing to the book under Ron's arm. "Isn't that Harry's Journal?" "Ya." "What are you doing with it?" Ron quickly walked over and sat down next to Hermione. "Well, I woke up around twelve and couldn't sleep, so I glanced over at harry to see if he was awake. He wasn't but he had fallen asleep with his journal open, atop his chest. So I went over and picked it up. I swear to you I was only going to close it and put it away, but then I saw somethin'." "What did you see?" "A name." "A BLOODY NAME! THAT'S IT!" "Shh! It wasn't just any name." "Well whose was it." "It...was...it..." "Oh spit it out already." "Malfoy, Draco Malfoy." "What!?" She screeched feeling as though she had been slapped. "What else did it say?" "You're not going to believe this." He said while opening the book and ruffling through the pages. "Look here." He said pointing his finger to the page then he began to read aloud. "September 9th. Today was torture. Especially in potions class. He sat right in front of me. To stare at him without letting anyone see, it drives me mad! I don't think Ron or Hermione know yet. Which is good. I mean who would believe that I was in love with Draco Malfoy. My supposed 'arch enemy'. More like the love of my life. I wish I didn't love him. I wish I could ignore his golden hair or his beautifully toned voice, but I cant. I still love him." "No Way!" Hermione gasped as she threw her hand clasping to her face. "Wait there's more, listen to this. September 12th." "Yesterday." Hermione chimed in. Ron nodded his head and continued. "I wish I could tell someone. This is ripping me apart! If I was to tell Ron but he would not only never talk to me again but he would kill me. I can here him screaming now. How can you even like that git? He called Hermione a mudblood! I HATE YOU! I can't lose my friends over this, but I am just so depressed lately. I hate pretending to be fine. I just don't know what to do anymore." "Oh my. He didn't tell us cause he is afraid he'll lose us." "I didn't know what to do so I brought it to you. What re we supposed to do? He won't tell us and if he finds out I read this he'll kill me." "Ron, do you hate Harry now." "'ELL NO. Where did you get that idea?" "Harry thinks that you will hate him if he tells you. We have to show him that we won't hate. What did tonight's read." "I don't know I haven't read it yet." He said that, then he turned the page. "September 13th. I don't know if I can hold out any longer. I can barely fool myself. I feel like I'm dying. I think I am. I want to die. This is killing me. Even if I were to tell anyone how I feel I would be rejected. I can't go through with that." "I can't believe we couldn't see this Ron." "He was acting strange." "Strange. WE should have seen it before. Skipping meals lowering grades always quiet. It's so obvious but we didn't see it." "Wait it says that he wants to die. You don't think he, would he?" "He wouldn't do that, would he?" "He cant...he" "HE'S GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE!!!" Hermione screamed. "We can't let him Ron We CANT!" "Hermione chill! I don't think he would..." "But what if he does." "We won't let him! We are just gonna hafta show him how much he means to us. Deal?" "Deal." They shook hands. "So can I go back to bed now?" "Yes I have to return this anyway." Ron said standing and shutting the Journal. "Goodnight Hermione." "Good night Ron." She lay down and Ron pulled the sheets up around her neck and kissed her fore head. She giggled and he left the room to go back to bed.

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A/N Okay did you like it? I hope you did. There is a lot more to come so if you want it please review. When I get reviews it makes me want to write more!! I will update soon. Arigato!