Ok, very short chapter coming up!
If you're confused, these are Legolas' thoughts as he's lying in the healing ward. I have had someone check this over, and she said it was quite touching. See if you agree, and tell me in a review. ^_^
Talking about reviews – WOW! I got absolutely loads!!! The replies took up a whole page! Thank you very much all you lovely lovely people! Cookies for you all! ^_^
Now on with the chapter.
~Lainfaer~
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MoroTheWolfGod – Was I quick enough? Hope so! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
laegoleaf – Yay, he's arrived! SuperHal! ^_^ Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
Angel From Hell – Nope, I feel exactly the same! *drool* He's scrumptious! They both are! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
nilraen – Everyone's saying that! Poor Legolas. Glad you like the story. Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
Kept-Secret – He may be; he might not be! Keep reading and you'll find out! ^_^ Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
Legolas4Me – Very cool name! Thranduil may come into it, and if he does, I promise you he WILL NOT be a child abuser. That's just too cruel for everyone's favourite Prince! I completely agree, Haldir is a total sweetheart! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
Haldir's Heart and Soul – He has to be calm doesn't he? I mean, he's got a ravaged Elf on his hands. Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
SEP – He does deserve to die, but the Elves don't really want another kin-slaying on their hands. But I agree, he does deserve to die the filthy, dirty, bloody….
You get my point? ^_^ Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
Starlit Hope – Go them definitely! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
TheSilentSenshi – I hope I didn't keep you waiting too long! I want Legolas too, but Haldir won't let me. *backs off a bit as Haldir glares, Legolas hiding behind him*
Thanks for reviewing anyway! ^_^
Cheysuli – YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S WRITTEN KEEP BREATHING!!!!!!!
I LOVE THAT STORY!!!!!
I SAW IT ON LIBRARY OF MORIA!!1
Anyway… *regains dignity*
Thank you very very very very very very very much for reviewing! You know, you're a bit of a legend! Ooh!!!! ^_^
Elerrina – Of course they should. He's such an evil bugger! SuperHal (as I call him) to the rescue! Yay!!! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^
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Chapter 4: Sorry.
(Legolas' P.O.V.)
I can't believe he did it again.
I thought he had changed.
I thought he wanted me back.
I thought he loved me.
He said he'd look after me.
He said he would care.
He said he would never do it again.
He promised.
What do I do now?
What do I say to people?
What is going to happen to me?
What will happen to him when the twins find out?
Where will I go from here?
Where am I going to stay now?
Where will Astalder go?
Where has my heart gone?
Why did I ever fall in love with him?
Why didn't I tell anyone?
Why did he continually take me by force?
Why didn't he ever realise?
Did he know how much pain I was in?
Did he know how much I suffered just for him?
Did Adar believe I had deserted him?
Did everyone think I was stupid?
Was I stupid?
I loved him.
And I believed he loved me in return.
I was blind to all else that mattered.
I played the fool.
Deaf, dumb, and blind.
Deaf to peoples' protests,
Dumb against Astalder,
Blind to what he was really using me for.
I was stupid.
Or is stupid the right word?
True, I was a lovesick idiot.
That part was obvious.
Just a young Elf…in love.
They say you can't help who you fall in love with.
How right they were.
Whoever they were.
I believe that now.
I am no longer deaf,
Nor dumb nor blind.
I will listen to people, speak out for my rights.
See people for what they really are.
I will come home Adar.
Once all this is over.
I promise I will.
You are the one I truly love.
I'm sorry.
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Aww, bless him! Do you agree with our dear little Leggy? I do!
Please review, and the more reviews I get, the quicker I will update. ^_^
~Lainfaer~
*NEWS-FLASH!!!!*
*Go read Sunni07's stories. They are good, and I have promised to send her a few readers. Please go along, and chapter 5 will be up much quicker if you do. Thank you!!! ^_^ *
