Ok, very short chapter coming up!

If you're confused, these are Legolas' thoughts as he's lying in the healing ward. I have had someone check this over, and she said it was quite touching. See if you agree, and tell me in a review. ^_^

Talking about reviews – WOW! I got absolutely loads!!! The replies took up a whole page! Thank you very much all you lovely lovely people! Cookies for you all! ^_^

Now on with the chapter.

~Lainfaer~

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MoroTheWolfGod – Was I quick enough? Hope so! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

laegoleaf – Yay, he's arrived! SuperHal! ^_^ Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

Angel From Hell – Nope, I feel exactly the same! *drool* He's scrumptious! They both are! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

nilraen – Everyone's saying that! Poor Legolas. Glad you like the story. Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

Kept-Secret – He may be; he might not be! Keep reading and you'll find out! ^_^ Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

Legolas4Me – Very cool name! Thranduil may come into it, and if he does, I promise you he WILL NOT be a child abuser. That's just too cruel for everyone's favourite Prince! I completely agree, Haldir is a total sweetheart! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

Haldir's Heart and Soul – He has to be calm doesn't he? I mean, he's got a ravaged Elf on his hands. Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

SEP – He does deserve to die, but the Elves don't really want another kin-slaying on their hands. But I agree, he does deserve to die the filthy, dirty, bloody….

You get my point? ^_^ Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

Starlit Hope – Go them definitely! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

TheSilentSenshi – I hope I didn't keep you waiting too long! I want Legolas too, but Haldir won't let me. *backs off a bit as Haldir glares, Legolas hiding behind him*

Thanks for reviewing anyway! ^_^

Cheysuli – YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S WRITTEN KEEP BREATHING!!!!!!!

I LOVE THAT STORY!!!!!

I SAW IT ON LIBRARY OF MORIA!!1

Anyway… *regains dignity*

Thank you very very very very very very very much for reviewing! You know, you're a bit of a legend! Ooh!!!! ^_^

Elerrina – Of course they should. He's such an evil bugger! SuperHal (as I call him) to the rescue! Yay!!! Thanks for reviewing. ^_^

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Chapter 4: Sorry.

(Legolas' P.O.V.)

I can't believe he did it again.

I thought he had changed.

I thought he wanted me back.

I thought he loved me.

He said he'd look after me.

He said he would care.

He said he would never do it again.

He promised.

What do I do now?

What do I say to people?

What is going to happen to me?

What will happen to him when the twins find out?

Where will I go from here?

Where am I going to stay now?

Where will Astalder go?

Where has my heart gone?

Why did I ever fall in love with him?

Why didn't I tell anyone?

Why did he continually take me by force?

Why didn't he ever realise?

Did he know how much pain I was in?

Did he know how much I suffered just for him?

Did Adar believe I had deserted him?

Did everyone think I was stupid?

Was I stupid?

I loved him.

And I believed he loved me in return.

I was blind to all else that mattered.

I played the fool.

Deaf, dumb, and blind.

Deaf to peoples' protests,

Dumb against Astalder,

Blind to what he was really using me for.

I was stupid.

Or is stupid the right word?

True, I was a lovesick idiot.

That part was obvious.

Just a young Elf…in love.

They say you can't help who you fall in love with.

How right they were.

Whoever they were.

I believe that now.

I am no longer deaf,

Nor dumb nor blind.

I will listen to people, speak out for my rights.

See people for what they really are.

I will come home Adar.

Once all this is over.

I promise I will.

You are the one I truly love.

I'm sorry.

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Aww, bless him! Do you agree with our dear little Leggy? I do!

Please review, and the more reviews I get, the quicker I will update. ^_^

~Lainfaer~

*NEWS-FLASH!!!!*

*Go read Sunni07's stories. They are good, and I have promised to send her a few readers. Please go along, and chapter 5 will be up much quicker if you do. Thank you!!! ^_^ *