Heres chappie 4!! Sorry about the wait. Writers block can be a bitch. YAY!! Thank you to all my LOVELY reviewers and to Brent for not pounding me when I told him that he wasn't in the third chappie. OH!! I saw Underworld!! Finally!! I've waited forever. Wickedly coolio dudes!! Especially when she chopped the guys head in half. Gruesomely wicked!! Love it. For all you peeps out there who haven't seen it, GO WATCH IT!! You have no idea what your missin out on if you don't!!

CHULA- YAY!! STEPH!! I know isn't that song the best…especially that one part it rocks!! Yup…just like Linkin Park. Hey I've met another Linkin Park fan here!! Smiley Joe! YEAH!! Of course I'll give ya more Killer!! What would we do without the oh so loveable little dude. LoL. Yup short term memory loss…like Dory. Lemme give ya a little memory boost then. "Great. So now we have to go rescue the damsel in distress?" that enough for ya. It's a joined ficcy so you'll have to wait longer…well talk to ya soon friend!! Happy reading!!

Zimo- No worries. People have their own shit to deal with and I can handle that. It's not like I'm gonna strangle you or anything…yet. Jokes. Brilliant…just like me!! Ok the guys are laughing right now…*growls* retards…meh I'll take care of them later…*cackles evilly*...and I changed this chappie too. I made Russia less aggressive and Miyami's in this chappie!! YAY!! And I'll be waiting for your email. Happy reading!!

Smiley Joe- Hiya! Thankies for the review…LINKIN PARK FOREVER DUDE!! Ok I'm calmed down now…I think we'll get along just fine. LoL…I know I'm a retard but you'll deal. Thanks again! Happy Reading!!

Disclaimer: I don't own beyblade or Eternity Darin. She belongs to Faith-007. Amber Benson and the gang belong to Zadien. Russia Kennedy, Hanson Slade a.k.a Hans, and Zareth Forest belong to Zimo. And now we have the great Miyami Kinomiya, who belongs to ChibiTari/Unlucky Star…damn ff.net, deleting good fics. Yes I'm still pissed but I'm dealing. But I do own Shahero, Brent, Kyle, Jared, and the gang.

Chapter 4: Never Goes Away

It was ten o'clock on a Saturday night. Shahero was just hanging by herself at the Friars Rest, munching on french fries. She was bored out of her wits. She had forgotten to ask Eternity for her phone number so she could call her too. 'I'm such an idiot.' She mentally kicked herself. "Ten o'clock. Fuckin ten o'clock on a Saturday night. A fuckin Saturday night! I'm never alone at ten o'clock on a god damned Saturday night!" She muttered to herself.

"Which is why you have me to keep you company." The familiar voice of Eternity said behind her. A smile lit up Shahero's pale face.

"Tenny!" She cried as she jumped up and glomped the older girl. "God I'm such an idiot! I should've asked for your number before I left." Eternity laughed at her fuming cousin.

"Cummon. We both know you're not an idiot. If you were an idiot you wouldn't have skipped kindergarten."

"It was only cause mom used to be a teacher and she taught me to read and write early. But enough about the hell hole, what are we doin sittin in a restaurant at ten o'clock on a Saturday night. Lets get outta here." She shoved the last of the French fries into her mouth and quickly pulled on her navy blue hoody. "So what are you doin here at…"

"Ten o'clock on a Saturday night. Can you shutup and stop sayin that." Shahero just grinned sheepishly at her. "I was looking for you. Figured we could hang out. Wanna introduce me to some friends?" Eternity glanced down at Shahero curiously. Shahero shrugged.

"Sure." She looked up at her with joking eyes. "If you're sure you're ready to meet the retarded people I call my friends." Eternity laughed.

"I think I can handle it. I've sure seen a fair share of ass jacks in this town."

"Cough, Shark boy, cough." She added jokingly. Eternity chuckled.

"Kai sure dug himself into a deep pit didn't he."

"Not a pit, an endless void." Eternity sighed and shook her head. That was Shahero. You cross her, and she'll hold a huge grudge against you. "But I'm not done with him yet. Revenge is still to be mine." She cackled evilly. Eternity laughed.

"So where we goin?" Realization dawned on Shahero.

"Oh yeah! I better call the guys." She grabbed her black Nokia cell phone and dialled Jared's number. After a few rings Jared answered the phone.

"Yo!" He sounded like he just finished laughing.

"Hey dude wasup?"

"Oh hey Sen! What d'ya want?"

"Where are you? I want you to see my cousin. And tell Kyle she's hot!" She added, giving Eternity a wink. Eternity smirked. She heard Jared telling Kyle her message in the background.

"Hey!" Jared shouted.

"Bring her over! We're at a club! Come on clubbin with us!" Kyle sounded out of breath. She heard Jared growl. "Ouch!" Kyle cried in the background, followed by a deep voice scolding him about how Shahero was too young to go clubbing.

"Yeah. Sen, you're too young to come clubbin with us." She frowned.

"I've done it before with a few of my friends." She argued.

"Whatever. You can't come."

"But its fuckin ten o'clock on a Saturday night!" She all but screamed into the receiver. Eternity tapped her.

"Ten twenty." She told her, pointing at her watch.

"Even worse!" Shahero cried. "You guys suck the fun outta everything! Fun suckers!" She screamed at him. And with that, she hung up. Her eyes grew dark and she stomped ahead of Eternity. Eternity raised her eyebrow and sped up her pace.

"What'd they say?"

"We're out clubbin and you're too young to come with us." She mimicked Jared's voice. Eternity shrugged.

"Whatever. I didn't feel like clubbin anyways."

"Nah me either. Just wanted you to meet the guys. I could've been able to see Brent. It's been forever since I saw him."

"Brent's your best friend?"

"Yeah. He helped me get over Ricky. Acted like a perfect brother figure for me. He sheltered me a bit more than Ricky did, but I never minded much." Eternity nodded.

"So what d'ya wanna do?" Shahero shrugged.

"You can come and meet my family." She suggested. Eternity raised her eyebrow.

"Family?"

"Yeah, you know, the people who love me and take care of me?" Eternity's eyebrow rose higher than before, if it was possible.

"But I thought…"

"You'll see." Shahero cut her off. "Cummon." Shahero picked up her pace a bit more. Eternity following close behind her.

They were walking up a hill when suddenly Shahero stopped. She started looking around curiously.

"What is it?" Eternity asked with concern, thinking there was something wrong.

"I thought I heard Amber." She said, mostly to herself than to Eternity. "And," She paused. "Shark boy." She started walking up the hill again, but more slowly this time. She kept looking around. She had heard Amber, she was sure of it.

Finally the made it to the top of the hill. Shahero gasped at the site. It was breathtaking. From the top of the hill she could see the beach perfectly. The water seemed so smooth, like glass. The moon shone brightly in the star dotted sky.

"Pretty ain't it?" Shahero heard Eternity say beside her.

"Yeah." She gasped out. "I love looking at the water at night time. It looks so smooth, and at peace." Eternity nodded in agreement.

"Smooth like glass."

"Just what I was thinking."

"Shahero? Is that you?" A familiar Irish woman said to her right. She turned her head and grinned at her.

"No I'm Shahero's clone freak. I look, sound, and act exactly like her." Shahero said to her. She just said it plainly, without sarcasm. Amber laughed.

"Thought so. What're you doin here?" Amber asked curiously.

"Ugh, walkin home?"

"Where d'ya live?" Shahero pointed down the hill.

"Down there, along the beach." Shahero answered. Amber nodded. "So what're you doin here?" Shahero asked. Amber pointed to the house behind her.

"I live here." Shahero looked passed Amber to the house she was pointing to. She saw Tala, Shark boy, Midge, Ruin, Johnny, a blonde girl, a red haired girl, a black haired boy, a silver haired girl and a blonde haired boy with a navy blue beanie on his head, all of which she didn't recognize. She heard Eternity clear her throat behind her. Her eyes widened in realization and she quickly spun around and gave her cousin an apologetic look. Eternity sighed and nodded her forgiveness. Shahero grinned.

She motioned to Amber's porch. She saw Midge wave. She smiled at her. Eternity cleared her throat again, only louder and more forcefully this time. Shahero winced. Eternity hated to be ignored. "Amber, this is my cousin, Eternity. Eternity this is my friend, Amber."

"I figured that much." Eternity muttered.

"I'm sowwie." She said in a baby voice. She put on her best puppy face. She looked both pathetic and like a cute and innocent little girl at the same time. Eternity caved.

"Fine." She sighed. Shahero grinned again. Eternity rolled her eyes. Shahero could be so bubbly at times. They didn't come often though, ever since her parents died. So Eternity took it as a good sign. Shahero grabbed the taller girls arm and dragged her over to Amber's porch.

"Introduce." Shahero said, more like commanded, pointing to the unfamiliar faces.

"Alright. God, since when did you become such a bossy little bitch." Amber joked.

"Since as long as I could remember." Shahero smirked.

"This is Beth," Amber pointed to the blonde haired girl. She had long golden blonde locks and smokey grey eyes. She was a tall girl, about as tall as Ruin Shahero guessed. She was wearing a pair of light blue hipster jeans with embroidered flowers on the bottom and a tight fitting grey long sleeved shirt. She finished off the look with a pair of bright white sneakers.

"Russia," She pointed to the red haired girl. Her long blood red wavy hair was pulled up in a messy bun. She looked a little elfish with mysterious jade green eyes. 'She was hiding something.' Shahero concluded. 'Probably running from a past.' Her eyes clouded over. 'Like me.' She had smooth porcelain skin and three silver rings pierced the cartilage of her left ear. She wore a pair of dark green trousers and a baggy grey jumper. She wore a lot of silver jewellery.

"Zareth," the black haired boy looked up momentarily, showing his wolfish blue eyes, before putting his head back down and closed his eyes. A cigarette was put firmly between his thin lips. His black hair fell in his pale face. He was tall, the tallest one there. About six foot five and had a slightly lanky build. He wore a pair of black straight leg trousers that were a bit too big for him and were torn at the knees. He wore a white button up shirt that had the first two buttons undone and the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. On his feet he wore a pair of really old and torn black sneakers.

"Hans," She pointed to the blonde haired boy with the beanie who was half asleep in the corner. Hearing his name the boy jerked awake.

"I didn't do it! I swear!" He shouted in alarm as he jumped up, knocking over the chair he was sitting on in the process. Shahero and a few others snickered at him. Russia and Zareth gave him a blank look.

"Si' down Hans." Russia said. It was the first time Shahero had heard her speak. Her voice had a high class Dublin accent to it. Hans hung his head in embarrassment and sat down obediently. Shahero chuckled at him. He reminded her of Colin. She had a feeling she was going to like Hans.

Hans wore a pair of dark blue skater jeans, a grey 'Flip' t-shirt and a pair of grey and white DC skater sneakers. She noticed his blue beanie had one grey stripe on it and his hair reached his chin. It was uncombed and messy and curled slightly at the bottom around the edge of his hat. 'He probably has a major case of hat hair.' She thought with a snicker. On his chin, if you looked carefully, you could see he was growing a slight beard. His lazy grey eyes were dazed from just waking up.

"Miyami," She pointed to the silver haired girl. Her long silver hair was streaked black and pink. Miyami stared back at her with friendly silver eyes. Her tight fitting white top showed her slim figure and her black bra showed right through. Her army green pants and pink skater sneakers created a mix and match look. She wore a studded belt to hold up the pants. Her skin was a light cream colour. 'Japanese,' Shahero thought. 'She looks Japanese.' Shahero let herself grin widely at Miyami.

"And you know the rest of the 'gang'." Shahero nodded. Suddenly Hans burst into laughter. Shahero took a step back from the hysterical boy.

"Ok." She said slowly. Eternity raised an eyebrow at the incredibly stupid looking boy. Russia and Zareth shook their heads and stared disdainfully at their friend. Suddenly Shahero smelt something familiar in the air around Hans. 'He's on dope.' She told herself solemnly. Then she looked at the rest of the group.  

"Shahero." She said. Hans' eyes filled with confusion.

"Wha?" Russia put her hand in front of her face and Zareth shook his head.

"My name." Shahero said with a chuckle.

"Oh! Well why didn't ya say so in the first place!" Shahero sighed in exasperation. Russia finally snapped and was about to hit Hans over the head when Shahero's voice stopped her.

"No Russia wait! Its ok, ya don't hafta hit 'em. I have a friend who acts a lot like Hans does. I'll get used to his stupidity." Hans looked relieved.

"Yeah!" he added triumphantly, as if he made a major point. Then he frowned. "Hey! I'm not stupid!" he folded his arms over his chest.

"Could've fooled me." Ruin muttered. Amber, Shahero, and Miyami laughed, Beth giggled, Tala, Johnny, and Russia snickered, and Zareth and Kai smirked. Shahero pointed behind her to where an annoyed and irritated Eternity stood.

"This is my cousin Eternity."

"Hey." A few of them mumbled.

"Hi." Beth answered friendly. Eternity gave them a slight smile. Shahero jogged up to her cousin and glomped her again.

"Cummon cous'. Be happy. Smile!" Eternity looked at her with a blank look and gave her a fake smile. Shahero ignored the blank look and grinned back. "There ya go! Now all we need is some music in this place." She muttered to herself as she looked around.

"Kai's got a wickedly cool new stereo system we can probably use." Tala said, looking at Kai. He just shrugged and walked over to his black Lamborghini. He turned it on and music blasted from his stereo system from full blast.

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
 

Mike Shinoda emceed the first few lines of Figure.09. She looked over to Amber and saw her eyes were filled with anger and jealousy. She was scowling and glaring darkly at the smirking Shark face.

"What's up?" She asked Amber.

"Its Blue boy. He has the Linkin Park CD."

"Ok." Shahero said slowly.

"Any chance he gets, he rubs it in my face." Amber growled.

"You don't have it?"

"Nah. Mom says something about me having to save my money, blah, blah, blah." Shahero smirked as she thought of something that might wipe that smirk right off his handsome features.

'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

"Hey Ams, you don't mind me callin ya that do ya?" Amber shook her head. "You like Linkin Park right?"

"You just figured that out now?" Shahero chuckled.

"Just askin'. Do you wanna borrow their new CD? I have it." Amber's eyes shone with happiness.

"Yeah!" Amber looked like she was about to burst with excitement. Shahero grinned. "I'll stop by tomorrow and give it to ya." Amber grinned from ear to ear.

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

"Thanks!"

"No prob." Shahero looked straight at Kai's furious mahogany eyes. She gave him a smug look. 'Me 1, Kai 0.' She thought with glee. Amber also turned to Kai with an evil smirk.

"Ha. Take that Blue boy!" Amber cackled evilly. Shahero shook her head. She suddenly tuned in to what song was playing. Sure she knew it was Linkin Park, but she never really paid much attention to which song it was. She grinned. One of her favourites. But then again, she liked all their songs.

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Shahero's eyes glazed over with hate, anger, and pain as she listened to the words and how much it reminded her of part of her past.

~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~

The screaming could be heard from miles around. Tears brimmed Shahero's eyes as she listened to 'Him'. It was all lies. None of it was true. He was just a drunk. He didn't care what the hell happened to her.

"Your parents didn't give a damn about you! That's why they put you in an orphanage! Is this the thanks I get for taking you into my home and feeding you? You are one heartless, selfish, spoiled little whore!" He punched her in the gut. She collapsed and clutched her stomach. He lifted her up by her shirt and threw her against the wall. The hurtful words he had yelled at her finally registered in her brain and she exploded. Her eyes grew darker then they ever have in all her life. They were pure black. You could almost see smoke coming out of her ears.

"Heartless? Selfish? Spoiled? I'm not the one who takes out their anger on innocent little children who haven't done shit to you! And you don't know shit about my fucking parents! You have absolutely no right to talk about them that way! My parents died in a fire! I was forced to go to that hell hole! But you know what? I'd rather have been thrown out into the street and starve to death than be here with your sorry drunken fat ass! Who's heartless now bastard!" She screamed at the top of her lungs. She jumped up and grabbed the gun from a drawer in the desk beside her. He had guns everywhere. One in every room. And she knew where every one of them was and how to use them. She was seeing red. She aimed and fired, hitting him in his shoulder. She was breathing heavily. His scream of pain was like music to her ears. Her eyes were still dark but had lightened a bit and she finally understood what she had just done. She had shot him. 'I have to get out of here!" She thought.

She quickly ran upstairs, grabbed some money from his 'secret' stash, pulled on a hoody to hide the blood and bruises, and ran outside. The cops were due to come any second now. No doubt about it, neighbours had heard the gun shot and called the police. She could already hear the sirens coming from down the street. She broke into a run.

She ran and ran for hours. She headed straight for the airport. She had snuck into the baggage area of the plane and got a free ride, straight to Pickering, Ontario, Canada.

~~~~~~~~~~End of Flashback~~~~~~~~~~

She couldn't take it anymore. She had to get her head out of thoughts of her past. She was suddenly full of energy and bobbed her head wildly to the music. Swinging her hair around and jumping up and down. She was laughing hysterically. Her laughs sounded forced. Then she started singing, or rather screaming angrily, the words to the rest of the song.

"Hearing your name the memories come back again, I remember when it started happening. I see you in every thought I had and then, the thoughts slowly found words attached to them." She was going crazy. Hans was laughing his ass off as he pointed at her. Almost everybody was looking at her with bewildered expressions. She suddenly ran on to Amber's front lawn and started spinning round and round in circles. "Cummon!" She laughed and screamed in anger. "Someone come and spin with me! Its fun!" She was long gone now. Way out and in another dimension. Just grasping a little bit of reality to remember the song and where she was and who she was there with.

Hans had instantly jumped up at the offer and ran out onto the grass with her and spun round and round. They were both screaming and laughing hysterically at the same time.

"Someone should go and stop them." The reasoning voice of Beth said. Her face showed that she was really shocked at Shahero's sudden outburst. Eternity was staring at her cousin with concern. It wasn't normal for Shahero to do something like this. Normally she went crazy and acted all hyper when she thought about her past. It was her way of getting rid of the thoughts.

"Hans ya ejjeet! Get yar sorry ass up here righ' now!" When he didn't answer, Russia nudged Zareth and pointed to Hans. Zareth just sighed and quickly walked over to Hans, followed closely behind by Johnny who wore a huge smirk on his handsome face.

"And I knew as they escaped away, I was committing myself to them and everyday, I regret saying those things cause now I see that I, took what I hated and made it a part of me." Shahero continued to sing, oblivious to the approaching duo.

"Never goes away. Never goes, ouch!" he yelled as Zareth pushed him and he fell flat on his face. Shahero giggled insanely.

"That's not how it goes Hans. You dunno the song! You dunno the song!" She chanted. She continued to laugh. She gave a yelp of surprise as two strong arms wrapped around her slim waist from behind, and pulled her against a hard chest. She quickly sobered and her instincts instantly kicked in. She struggled against his grip. Prying at his arms, and kicking.

"Whoa calm down it's only me." Johnny spoke smoothly into her ear. She stopped struggling.

"Hmm. Scottish accent. That means 'me' could only be one person." She grinned up at him. "Johnny!" Johnny chuckled lightly at the insane girl in his arms. She had a forced smile on her face. Suddenly, the harsh reality came crashing down on her, along with all the pain and suffering. 'If only there was a way I could get rid of the pain. Even for just a little bit.' She thought absentmindedly.

She heard a low growl from behind her and turned, as best as she could in Johnny's arms. Miyami was giving her a dark glare. Shahero smirked. 'So they're either an item or they totally like eachother.' "Hey no worries Yami!" Shahero called out to her. "He's all yours!" She added smugly. Miyami's face resembled that of a tomato.

Johnny let her go. She looked around with tired, pain filled eyes. She turned to Eternity, or where Eternity was last time she checked. She looked around desperately. 'Where is she?' She thought as she continued looking around. Eternity was nowhere to be seen. Shahero started to panic. "Where is she?" She asked desperately.

"Who?" Johnny asked curiously.

"Tenny? Where is she?"

"Tenny?"

"Holy crap McGregor! Eternity Darin! My cousin!" realization dawned on him.

"Oh Eternity. I dunno." He shrugged.

"Guys!" Shahero called out desperately. "Someone tell me they know where Eternity went?"

"Like she started cryin' 'n' ran off. D'at way I t'ink." Russia answered and pointed down the hill.

"Damnit Tenny." She muttered as she took off at a run down the hill, nearly tripping on a rock in the process.

She ran up and down the street twice. She couldn't see Eternity anywhere. She ran along the beach, still no sign of her. She was starting to worry. 'Where the hell is she? Damn her. When I find her, she'll get an earful.' She looked everywhere she could think of. She gave up. She didn't know her way around the small town yet. She found herself at a park. She sighed and walked over to the swing set. She sat down on one and slowly rocked herself back and forth, singing softly.

"I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, and I bleed, I bleed, and I breathe, I breathe no more."

Her eyes started to brim with tears. One of the most important people in the world to her had left her. But then again, she couldn't blame her for leaving. Must've been hard on her to see her in pain like that. Eternity could read her well.

Her dad had taught all of them how to read people. He could do it well. He taught them how to look into a persons eyes and read their feelings. He told them to look at their stance, and face. But he told them the eyes are the best place to figure out what people's feelings are.

She smiled as she remembered when they would walk in the street and daddy would tell them how people were feeling when they walked past. They had all laughed when he had walked up to a man and told him exactly what he read in his eyes. The man had looked at him like he was some kind of freak and quickly walked away. Daddy had then called after him and shook his fist, but the huge grin and mischief filled eyes gave his act away. She sighed happily. 'Good times.' She swung higher and higher, looking up at the sky. She smiled. "I love you guys." She whispered softly. Then she continued to sing.

"Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, which of us do you love."

Then she heard it. Soft sobbing. It wasn't very close but she could bet it was around here. She quickly got up. Still humming softly she looked around anxiously. Soon she spotted her. She was further down, near the empty end of the park where all the benches were.

She was about to run up to her when she noticed someone else. It was a guy, he had his arms wrapped around her and was whispering to her. He had periwinkle blue hair, matching blue eyes… It could only be one person. Kane. 'What is Eternity doing with Kane?' She thought. She was about to turn around and try to find her way back home, but curiosity got the better of her. She quietly and stealthily walked over to where they were sitting and crouched down behind the bench.

"She just hurts so much, and it hurts me to see her in so much pain. She wont tell anyone whats wrong and she puts on an act to convince people she's happy. She's still kinda the same, like she likes the same things, but she's more quiet and really aggressive. I'm pretty sure the new girl who beat up the two jocks was her." Shahero's eyes darkened and she quickly forced down a growl that was about to escape her lips. 'Why is Eternity pouring her heart out to this guy? She'll just get hurt, like I did.' She thought sadly. 'She could come and talk to me if she wanted to.'

"Why don't you talk to her bout it?" Kane asked softly. 'Is this guy some kinda mind reader?' Shahero listened intently, keen on hearing why Eternity didn't want to talk to her.

Eternity was quiet for a moment, then she said, "Cause I know she'll deny it and get angry at me. She's just so personal, and if she isn't ready to tell me why she's hurting, then I'm not going to pressure her into telling me. It will only make her depressed. She lost a lot you know. She lost her brother, her mom and dad, and she was never very close to her oldest brother. Must've been hard, loosing the three people she cares about most."

Kane listened quietly. He was a good listener, Shahero would give him that. But it wasn't Eternity's right to tell him about her past. That was her personal business, and she hardly even knew the guy. Shahero glared at their backs. Eternity was shaking and she cried again. Kane ran his hand threw her hair and tried to calm her down. She quietly crawled away.

She ran back to the swings. She felt sick. She felt depressed. She felt anger, pain, and stress. She didn't want any of it. She wanted to go back to the way things were before. She wanted to smile because she was truly happy, not force it to make everyone believe she was ok. She wanted to see her mom's smiling face, and look into her honest, loving, and caring eyes. She wanted to see her dad. She missed his lopsided grin, his unruly hair, the way he would always pick her up, swing her around, and make her feel all warm and happy inside. She missed her brother. He was her big bodyguard. The person who protected her from all the harmful things in life. He was always the one to make her laugh, the one who would help her play pranks on Ethan, then take all the blame.

But most of all, she missed the feeling of being safe, warm, and happy. She quietly sang the rest of the song. Her arms wrapped around her knees that were pulled up against her chest, and she rocked back and forth.

"So I bleed, I bleed, and I breathe, I breathe now...bleed, I bleed, and I breathe, I breathe, I breathe, I breathe no more."

Well that's it people!! Review!! Reviews are always nice…I did better then this the first time!