hey peeps! this is 2nd part of "A Day Without you". tell me
what you think about it. okies? now let's get it on!
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3 days have passed since the call that I made in the bad luck studio. 3days have passed, my Shuichi haven't come back yet...."Shuichi's been dead for a year now remember?"........... What was that crazy man saying...telling me silly things...Shuichi was with me, just three days ago, he was telling me that he'd be gone for a recording.
//FLASHBACK//
Shuichi: yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (jumps on Yuki's lap)
Yuki: what is it now, brat? (annoyed)
Shuichi: I'll be gone for 3 days....
Yuki: then go...I don't need to know
Shuichi: how could you be so mean...
Yuki: it'll not make a difference whether you tell me or not
Shuichi: I'm just telling so you won't get worried. Just like what happened last month.
#author's story telling#
You see guys n gels, last month, Shuichi got a phone call from Hiro that he needs to be in the studio in 15 minutes. Telling him to bring sum stuffs coz they're gonna be on tour. Shuichi hurries down, snatching any clothes he can see. Because of hurrying, our little singer here forgot to leave Yuki a note.
When Yuki woke up, he saw no pinked haired head, almost no clothes left. And his closet seemed to be destroyed by a storm just like his leaving room. Yuki assumed he was robed and Shuichi left him. On his panic, Yuki reported to the police. When he came home after telling the police what happen (especially worried about his shu-chan ^^), the blonde man received a call from his lover explaining what happen that morning and that he was behind the mess in his closet and living room.
On the line talk: Shu: sorry Yuki.... it's just that---
Yuki: shuichi no baka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't you ever do that to me again!! Do you know how worried I was about you?!! I thought you---
Shu: worried????? About me???? Oh Yuki! I knew you cared! I knew you love me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#that's the end guys. back to the flashback#
yuki: don't even remind me about it.
shuichi: i'm gonna miss you Yuki.... (sad eyes, tears falling)
yuki: you always do shuichi: thanks for being so good to me. For loving me. Although you never express it the way i fantasize, it's ok...
yuki: why are you telling me that now? Idiot...
shuichi: (kissed yuki, gently) I can't promised I'll be back exactly after 3 days. you' ve been a big part of my life yuki....I love you...
yuki: why don't you just go?
shuichi: (smiled)
yuki: before I change my mind....... take care....
shuichi: (lifting up his things, walking towards the door)
yuki: baka! I love you too...
shuichi: (gentle voice) i've been waiting for that....now im satisfied....
//END OF FLASHBACK//
Now I'm satisfied... What does he mean about that? Satisfied? Was he never satisfied by the attention I've dedicated for him? Heck, I've always given him the cold shoulder treatment...maybe that's why..........
I'm so confused right now; I need to get in touch with some one. Some one related to him. Hiro! Yeah, he's his best friend...he can tell me about these things. Tomorrow.... I'll get my questions answered...
I can't sleep. I'm still thinking about what Sakano said. And what he said.... now I'm satisfied. That phrase has been roaming around my head for over a hundred times now. It's 4:00 in the morning, I'm still awake. I need my sleep, damn it! Why don't you just come back and stop screwing my life like this. Come back to me.... please...at this rate I don't know if my sanity is still normal, I'm reaching the edge, then I'll fall down....
I remembered the first time we met; I never knew a stupid idiot like him would be special to me. A kid who stands up for his feelings, a person with a good heart.... a lover who cares. And I never knew I'd be thinking this way about that brat. geez, maybe I'm being sarcastic, stop Yuki, or you'll lose yourself...
As I was thinking about him last night, that made me drift off to sleep. For an hour or so. My clock is saying it's 7:30; my mind is reminding me to call Nakano Hiroshi; my heart is holding me back. Afraid to know the answer. The call it is. i walked towards my phone, dialed the number written aside it, which Shuichi wrote in case of emergency. The phone rang. I hang up. I can't do it, I know I can't. Where the hell did my confidence go? Why the heck am I tensed? Yuki, you're just gonna ask some damn question! The answer will not kill you! This is it; I picked up the phone again and dialed. It rang. Come on pick up the phone, damn it!
Ayaka answered. They'd been living together for 2 years now. Ever since me and Ayaka broke up, Hiro comforted Ayaka's need and eventually fell in love with each other. Just like Shu and me...
Ayaka: hello, good morning!
Yuki: good morning Ayaka chan. this is Eiri Yuki
Ayaka: Eiri-san! It's you. We haven't heard from you for a long time. What can i do for you?
Yuki: i need to speak with nakano-san.
Ayaka: well, he's in the shower right. Oh! He's here now. Hold on a minute, ok?
Heard over its for you, it's eiri-san
Hiro: really? I'll talk with him hello
Yuki: it's me.
Hiro: I know
Yuki: I want to ask you something. About Shuichi
Hiro: let's talk about it later. I'll meet you downtown at Mr. Taguchi's café. I'll be there in 15 minutes
Yuki: fine
And I hang up. Immediately I grab my coat and left my crib. While walking, I'm thinking of what possible answers I may get. And I may not like it. Maybe I'll even hate it. I don't know, this talk gives me the chill. It seems it's gonna be heavy...hope it's not what i think it's gonna be...
As I arrived at the café, an unfamiliar atmosphere greeted me in. it's so dull and lifeless. What's going on with this people? It seems like somebody---died.... that word gives a ran down of electricity through my veins. That, I don't know why....
I sat at the corner beside the window. Not a minute waiting, Hiro arrived. He sat and looked at me straight in the eyes.
Hiro: that fierce look on your eyes is gone. Can't handle it?
Yuki: I don't know what you're talking about
Hiro: of course you don't! Because you're a dumb ass jerk!
Yuki: ...........................
Hiro: oh please, don't give me silence, ok? I've had enough. At the studio, house, at this café, even at our concert. It's driving me nuts.
Yuki: i came to ask you how's Shuichi doing.
Hiro: what? How should i know? Maybe He knows....
Yuki: who?
Hiro: HIM, moron. That guy above us. He's there for sure. Yuki: I don't understand.... you tell me he's above now and Sakano told me Shuichi's dead...what the fuck is going on, Nakano?
Hiro: are you really kidding me...you, don't know Shuichis dead? He passed away already, man. Too dumb to know that?
Yuki: I don't really understand. He was with me a few days ago. He was saying good-bye, crying. Kissed me so gently and I felt he's going far away although he said he's just going to the studio.
Hiro: ..........i guess he wanted you the last to know.
Yuki: what do you mean?
Hiro: a year ago, we were on a concert, someone suddenly shot him. Straight in the heart. it was for revenge.
Yuki: what did Shuichi did to that person?
Hiro: it wasn't Shuichi's fault. Someone was to be blamed. And its you,yuki.
Yuki: me?
Hiro: a girl shot him. Jealousy...tsk...tsk...perhaps obsession. That girl loved you so much, she's willing to kill anyone just to keep you. And so she knew that your latest interest is my best friend. So she got rid of him....
Yuki:...........why can't I remember anything.
Hiro: at this state, you're still in shock, you still think Shu's alive, that's why.
Yuki: then why isn't he showing now?
Hiro: he got his answer finally then Yuki: answer?
Hiro: Shu always knew you cared, he always knew you love him, but you just don't know how to express it fully. Shu is a simple person. Easy to make him happy. Just give your attention, he's ok. Sometimes when you two get into a fight, that guy ran to my apartment and tells me things. Even though how many times I've persuaded him to leave you, never did he listen. Coz he loves you too much. He can't do it. And he told me one time, that if you ever say i love you to him, he'd be the happiest person on the universe; he'd be satisfied.
Yuki: satisfied...the last word I heard from him......
Hiro: His spirit stayed, just for you, waiting forever to hear that. Damn it, Yuki! Do you know how much I miss him?!?!
Yuki: I'm sorry.........
Hiro: if only he never met you, he'd be out of trouble with that girl. He won't be dead.
Yuki: I miss him too...........so...much (tears falling)
Hiro: I never knew you cried.... as much as I want to hate you, kill you, I can't. Shu-chan will be angry. My best friend will not like that.
Yuki: I have to go.
Hiro: you're a tough guy aren't you? Move on. I'm sure that what he'd want too.
Yuki: thanks.
Tears, this is for him...why did this have to happen? .........Why?................I should be the one dead, not him. I know I can't live without him. How I miss that annoying voice.........that sweet smell..........that caring hand that caress me whether I'm tired or not...I miss everything about him.
Days, have passed I'm still in my room, weeping...enduring the pain in me...everything reminded me of him...I can't take it anymore...Tohma and Mika, have tried to talk me out of this problem, but I couldn't snap out of it. This is all a dream...a nightmare...I'll just sleep and when i wake up, I'll be waking up with Shuichi.... my Shuichi...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AUTHOR'S NOTE:
so?so? what do ya think? is it good? does it sux? come, on tell me! yuki.....he'd be doin sumtin in the next chapter....so keep the reviews comin, okies? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yuki: drama...can't stand it anymore! just kill me will ya! shuichi: im really dead....im dead!!!! O_o oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X_X hiro: you're dead? shoot! i haven't screw you yet!!!!!!!!!!!! shuichi/yuki/autor: what?!?!?!?!?!? author: pervert......-_-;
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3 days have passed since the call that I made in the bad luck studio. 3days have passed, my Shuichi haven't come back yet...."Shuichi's been dead for a year now remember?"........... What was that crazy man saying...telling me silly things...Shuichi was with me, just three days ago, he was telling me that he'd be gone for a recording.
//FLASHBACK//
Shuichi: yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (jumps on Yuki's lap)
Yuki: what is it now, brat? (annoyed)
Shuichi: I'll be gone for 3 days....
Yuki: then go...I don't need to know
Shuichi: how could you be so mean...
Yuki: it'll not make a difference whether you tell me or not
Shuichi: I'm just telling so you won't get worried. Just like what happened last month.
#author's story telling#
You see guys n gels, last month, Shuichi got a phone call from Hiro that he needs to be in the studio in 15 minutes. Telling him to bring sum stuffs coz they're gonna be on tour. Shuichi hurries down, snatching any clothes he can see. Because of hurrying, our little singer here forgot to leave Yuki a note.
When Yuki woke up, he saw no pinked haired head, almost no clothes left. And his closet seemed to be destroyed by a storm just like his leaving room. Yuki assumed he was robed and Shuichi left him. On his panic, Yuki reported to the police. When he came home after telling the police what happen (especially worried about his shu-chan ^^), the blonde man received a call from his lover explaining what happen that morning and that he was behind the mess in his closet and living room.
On the line talk: Shu: sorry Yuki.... it's just that---
Yuki: shuichi no baka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't you ever do that to me again!! Do you know how worried I was about you?!! I thought you---
Shu: worried????? About me???? Oh Yuki! I knew you cared! I knew you love me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#that's the end guys. back to the flashback#
yuki: don't even remind me about it.
shuichi: i'm gonna miss you Yuki.... (sad eyes, tears falling)
yuki: you always do shuichi: thanks for being so good to me. For loving me. Although you never express it the way i fantasize, it's ok...
yuki: why are you telling me that now? Idiot...
shuichi: (kissed yuki, gently) I can't promised I'll be back exactly after 3 days. you' ve been a big part of my life yuki....I love you...
yuki: why don't you just go?
shuichi: (smiled)
yuki: before I change my mind....... take care....
shuichi: (lifting up his things, walking towards the door)
yuki: baka! I love you too...
shuichi: (gentle voice) i've been waiting for that....now im satisfied....
//END OF FLASHBACK//
Now I'm satisfied... What does he mean about that? Satisfied? Was he never satisfied by the attention I've dedicated for him? Heck, I've always given him the cold shoulder treatment...maybe that's why..........
I'm so confused right now; I need to get in touch with some one. Some one related to him. Hiro! Yeah, he's his best friend...he can tell me about these things. Tomorrow.... I'll get my questions answered...
I can't sleep. I'm still thinking about what Sakano said. And what he said.... now I'm satisfied. That phrase has been roaming around my head for over a hundred times now. It's 4:00 in the morning, I'm still awake. I need my sleep, damn it! Why don't you just come back and stop screwing my life like this. Come back to me.... please...at this rate I don't know if my sanity is still normal, I'm reaching the edge, then I'll fall down....
I remembered the first time we met; I never knew a stupid idiot like him would be special to me. A kid who stands up for his feelings, a person with a good heart.... a lover who cares. And I never knew I'd be thinking this way about that brat. geez, maybe I'm being sarcastic, stop Yuki, or you'll lose yourself...
As I was thinking about him last night, that made me drift off to sleep. For an hour or so. My clock is saying it's 7:30; my mind is reminding me to call Nakano Hiroshi; my heart is holding me back. Afraid to know the answer. The call it is. i walked towards my phone, dialed the number written aside it, which Shuichi wrote in case of emergency. The phone rang. I hang up. I can't do it, I know I can't. Where the hell did my confidence go? Why the heck am I tensed? Yuki, you're just gonna ask some damn question! The answer will not kill you! This is it; I picked up the phone again and dialed. It rang. Come on pick up the phone, damn it!
Ayaka answered. They'd been living together for 2 years now. Ever since me and Ayaka broke up, Hiro comforted Ayaka's need and eventually fell in love with each other. Just like Shu and me...
Ayaka: hello, good morning!
Yuki: good morning Ayaka chan. this is Eiri Yuki
Ayaka: Eiri-san! It's you. We haven't heard from you for a long time. What can i do for you?
Yuki: i need to speak with nakano-san.
Ayaka: well, he's in the shower right. Oh! He's here now. Hold on a minute, ok?
Heard over its for you, it's eiri-san
Hiro: really? I'll talk with him hello
Yuki: it's me.
Hiro: I know
Yuki: I want to ask you something. About Shuichi
Hiro: let's talk about it later. I'll meet you downtown at Mr. Taguchi's café. I'll be there in 15 minutes
Yuki: fine
And I hang up. Immediately I grab my coat and left my crib. While walking, I'm thinking of what possible answers I may get. And I may not like it. Maybe I'll even hate it. I don't know, this talk gives me the chill. It seems it's gonna be heavy...hope it's not what i think it's gonna be...
As I arrived at the café, an unfamiliar atmosphere greeted me in. it's so dull and lifeless. What's going on with this people? It seems like somebody---died.... that word gives a ran down of electricity through my veins. That, I don't know why....
I sat at the corner beside the window. Not a minute waiting, Hiro arrived. He sat and looked at me straight in the eyes.
Hiro: that fierce look on your eyes is gone. Can't handle it?
Yuki: I don't know what you're talking about
Hiro: of course you don't! Because you're a dumb ass jerk!
Yuki: ...........................
Hiro: oh please, don't give me silence, ok? I've had enough. At the studio, house, at this café, even at our concert. It's driving me nuts.
Yuki: i came to ask you how's Shuichi doing.
Hiro: what? How should i know? Maybe He knows....
Yuki: who?
Hiro: HIM, moron. That guy above us. He's there for sure. Yuki: I don't understand.... you tell me he's above now and Sakano told me Shuichi's dead...what the fuck is going on, Nakano?
Hiro: are you really kidding me...you, don't know Shuichis dead? He passed away already, man. Too dumb to know that?
Yuki: I don't really understand. He was with me a few days ago. He was saying good-bye, crying. Kissed me so gently and I felt he's going far away although he said he's just going to the studio.
Hiro: ..........i guess he wanted you the last to know.
Yuki: what do you mean?
Hiro: a year ago, we were on a concert, someone suddenly shot him. Straight in the heart. it was for revenge.
Yuki: what did Shuichi did to that person?
Hiro: it wasn't Shuichi's fault. Someone was to be blamed. And its you,yuki.
Yuki: me?
Hiro: a girl shot him. Jealousy...tsk...tsk...perhaps obsession. That girl loved you so much, she's willing to kill anyone just to keep you. And so she knew that your latest interest is my best friend. So she got rid of him....
Yuki:...........why can't I remember anything.
Hiro: at this state, you're still in shock, you still think Shu's alive, that's why.
Yuki: then why isn't he showing now?
Hiro: he got his answer finally then Yuki: answer?
Hiro: Shu always knew you cared, he always knew you love him, but you just don't know how to express it fully. Shu is a simple person. Easy to make him happy. Just give your attention, he's ok. Sometimes when you two get into a fight, that guy ran to my apartment and tells me things. Even though how many times I've persuaded him to leave you, never did he listen. Coz he loves you too much. He can't do it. And he told me one time, that if you ever say i love you to him, he'd be the happiest person on the universe; he'd be satisfied.
Yuki: satisfied...the last word I heard from him......
Hiro: His spirit stayed, just for you, waiting forever to hear that. Damn it, Yuki! Do you know how much I miss him?!?!
Yuki: I'm sorry.........
Hiro: if only he never met you, he'd be out of trouble with that girl. He won't be dead.
Yuki: I miss him too...........so...much (tears falling)
Hiro: I never knew you cried.... as much as I want to hate you, kill you, I can't. Shu-chan will be angry. My best friend will not like that.
Yuki: I have to go.
Hiro: you're a tough guy aren't you? Move on. I'm sure that what he'd want too.
Yuki: thanks.
Tears, this is for him...why did this have to happen? .........Why?................I should be the one dead, not him. I know I can't live without him. How I miss that annoying voice.........that sweet smell..........that caring hand that caress me whether I'm tired or not...I miss everything about him.
Days, have passed I'm still in my room, weeping...enduring the pain in me...everything reminded me of him...I can't take it anymore...Tohma and Mika, have tried to talk me out of this problem, but I couldn't snap out of it. This is all a dream...a nightmare...I'll just sleep and when i wake up, I'll be waking up with Shuichi.... my Shuichi...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AUTHOR'S NOTE:
so?so? what do ya think? is it good? does it sux? come, on tell me! yuki.....he'd be doin sumtin in the next chapter....so keep the reviews comin, okies? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yuki: drama...can't stand it anymore! just kill me will ya! shuichi: im really dead....im dead!!!! O_o oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X_X hiro: you're dead? shoot! i haven't screw you yet!!!!!!!!!!!! shuichi/yuki/autor: what?!?!?!?!?!? author: pervert......-_-;
