together in heaven: chapter 3

this is the last part of a day without you. get reading!

it's been four years since i've realized shuichi's dead. after that talk with nakano hiroshi, i spent the next 2 weeks strugling to find the road back to my sanity. spending my time in front of my laptop, trying to make my fingers move even an inch to get things started for my new life.

started with my smoking habits again. nobody's to preach me about it anyway. for 5 years i'm still single. i've tried to date sum girls...even a few guys, but nothing worked out. shuichi will be the only one for me. maybe i'm just waiting for a resolution.....i'm now making my debut in china. my book "SHOOTING FOR THE STARS" became a best seller...it's about shuichi and his dreams..about his life...on how things could have turned out for him if he never met a bastard like me.

the girl that shot shuichi was caught 2 years after the crime she did. she deserves it. she deservs to be rotten in jail. to burn in hell. loving sum1 is fine but being obsessed is not. that's what killed that girls mind. obsession...on me....that's why i'm halfy to be blamed on his death and i deserve punishment.... GOD will be the judge of that... once in a while suicide is a hot topic for me. there's no fun living alone anyway...yet i didn't have the courage do it. he wouldn't like that. he'd hate me for that...

'im beggining a new life. maybe better...he'd be pleased to know that ,right? yeah i think so too. moving on was his plan for me. everybody did the same thing. shuichi is the kind of person that is easy to love hard to hate. carrying a charismatic attitude that i know anyone wouldn't be able to resist. it's unescapable. even for me.

hiroshi and ayaka nakano, started out as newly weds. with 2 children now. the first kid he named after shuichi, the second to him. somehow i've sensed, nakano felt a different shade of love for the kid. a love more than a friend, stronger than fate. can't balme him for saying im a murderer coz i know that's a fact i can never change.

mika and tohma had settled their differences and tried to understand each other more. i'm glad tohma laid off finally from me. he must realize there's a wife waiting for him at home and must never take for granted the love my sister has to offer. sakano is still a producer, running a new band called "mystery child". k flew back to america to be with his wife. she'll soon be laboring, k's prepairing to be a father. ryuichi and tatsuha flew to new york, living together. maiko, shuichi's sister, married suguru last year. still spending a lovely honeymoon in osaka.

i annualy visit shuichi. for years of visiting him there, a part of me still can't believe he's the man behind the nitch. 4 years..yet my heart aches and lose myself on the spot whenever i see his grave in sight. couldn't hold back, i just break in tears.

now i sit in my apartment,no! OUR apartment...this place have been a witness on our life together. i've been thinking to sell this place but still, my mind reminds me of the memories stored here. treasured memories.....too precious to leave it behind. it's 3 in the morning and the sky have a downfall. rain....it always makes me lonely. once again i've reminice the past. .................... oh fuck it all i can't sleep! for god sake i have a book sighning and conference meeting this morning at seven! if only the brat is here...he'll annoy me so much i'd do it with him to shut him up. then i'd be too tired and doze to sleep. maybe i can screw someone on the street and pay him. those damn kids will do anything for money anyway. same thing for my rest. nah...that wouldn't be good. i've done it with him for a couple of times and he was...good. a little practice and he made me moun like a crazy dog...

hmm...maybe driving off somewhere might help. to relieve myself, my mind, my heart...

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while driving, yuki's car was hit by a crazy man that made it upside down and hit a tree by the road side. the car was badly damanged and the oil pipe was leaking. after a minute, an explotion was heard.

yuki died. trapped inside his vehicle. yet his last moments show no fear but excitement and happiness. "i'm afraid this is the end...still i feel wonderful... coz i know we'll be able to meet again...we'll be together forever...now...im...satisfied....

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author's note:

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finished at last! this is the last part! hoped u enjoyed spending time with yuki and his grief {i'm dead} tsk! tsk! ok,ok i know yuki's character is out of place here but u know, i believe people can change and that what just happen to the guy. ohhhhhh.....please give me some feed back. c&c please! ^__~

yuki: glad u killed me. couldn't stand acting like that for long. my coolness is drifting off... (smoking) shuichi: yepee! we are together again! (still clinging to yuki) hiro: shu-chan is just my friend! right buddy? shu: hai! Sakano: with all this dead ppl! it's driving me crazy!!!! (runs around) k: oh come'on sakano! calm down will ya! (points a gun at sakano) fujisaki: i married maiko? (blushing) well...she's not bad...

author: ^___________^ owari!