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Chapter Three

As I was walking home I heard footsteps behind me and I heard someone shouting my name. Now normally, if someone shouts my name I reply, but I recognised that voice. I didn't feel like talking so I started to speed up. Just then I heard an enraged shout "Alexander LeVelle Harris you stop right now, I need to talk to you." I recognised the anger and concern in her voice so I stopped and turned around and saw Willow and Tara walking towards me. I was about to turn around and start walking again, until I saw Willows face. I knew then and there that she would not leave me alone. As they got closer I saw the expression Willow and Tara's faces, Tara looked worried but Willow looked worried, nervous, scared and relieved all at once. As they walked up to me I was about to say something but Willow held up her hand, smiled at me and handed me a letter with my name on the front. I looked at the envelope and my face went white, because i recognised the writing on the envelope. It was Buffy's. As I looked up Willow said that she was told to give me that letter after the spell, by Buffy. Saying this her and Tara stepped back and gave me some space to read the letter.

I looked at the envelope and for a few moments I was afraid to open the envelope. But before I realised what had happened I was opening the envelope and unfolding the letter.

Dear Xander,

If you are reading this, it means that the spell was a success and that Willow and Tara both decided that this letter would help you. I gave this letter to Willow and Tara telling them that they should give this to you if they thought that you were going to have trouble being by your self for the first couple of days. Well that's the speech out of the way. There was another reason I asked them to give you this letter because I wanted you to have something to help you if anything goes wrong with the spell. Well, here goes. I love you, I have realised that slowly over the last 3 months my feelings for you have changed. I must admit I was a little nervous when I decided to tell you how I felt. I asked Willow and Tara if they knew how you felt about me. Tara looked at me and told me that you had always been in love with me and that I was lucky she was in love with Willow because if she didn't have Willow she would have made a move on you along time ago. To say I was stunned would have been an understatement. I imagine that you are a little shocked as well. I never realised that two sentences could fill me with such dread and anger at the same time. I just looked at Tara and she told me to make you happy. Oops, sort babbling again. Look before I go of on another rant I want to say I love you, there I said it I love you Alexander LaVelle Harris. I want you to know that I will regain my memory and come back to you even if it takes 50 years, will you wait for me. And remember what ever happens I love you. I know you probably don't want to hear this but if anything does go wrong I want you, Willow and Tara to look after each other and Giles. Well Giles has just started to draw these creepy symbols on the floor. Hopefully I will see you in 3 to 4 weeks.

Eternally yours

Love Buffy

As I finished reading the letter I sat down on the ground feeling more alone now than I ever had before in my life. Just as I was about to sink in to despair Willow and Tara walked over to me and silently put their arms around me. As I sat there shaking Willow leaned her head on my shoulder and said, "We're here for you, Xander." I just nodded my head, as I didn't trust myself to speak just then. I think we sat there for hours because the first little hint of sunlight was peeking over the horizon. Willow stood up and said, "We should probably get Xander home." Tara looked at me and nodded her head. As we were heading home I asked Willow where Buffy was. She looked at me smiled and said Giles was taking her home to explain things to Mrs Summers.

By the time we made it back to my place I was physically drained so Willow and Tara took me through to my bedroom and made me lie down and as I drifted off to sleep I remember looking at the clock. I must have slept for hours because when I woke up and looked at the clock it said 6.30pm, I realised with shock that I had slept for over twelve hours. As I looked through the door into the living room I saw Willow and Tara asleep in each other arms on the sofa. As I pushed the door open it squeaked and I saw them both wake up and look over at me. Willow looked at me "How are you?" I looked at her and grimaced "About as well as can be expected, really." She nodded her head and said I kind of figured that you would not be okay by yourself last night. As she said this I just smiled my thanks at her and looked at the clock. I looked at the clock and said, "Have you been here all day?" Tara smiled and shook her head "We had a ten o'clock class but we came right back afterwards. We've been here ever since."

Willow looked at me and said Giles was by earlier but he said he would stop by later when your awake. After they left I looked out the window at sky, then I got dressed and went into the living room. I can't remember much about the next three and a half weeks, as they were mostly a blur some days I would stay in bed and some day I would go to work. The only things that are clear is that Willow and Tara came around to see me at least twice a day and, much to my surprise, Giles turned up everyday and made sure that I was okay. I was thankful for the effort even if I had this sneaking suspicion that Willow and Tara bugged him until he said he would come and see me. So that's pretty much how my life was for almost four weeks. I did see Buffy briefly every couple of days but not for long, as I was unable to be with her for long before I started to slide back into depression. And this was my routine for close to a month until the day it changed.

There is more coming soon please R&R

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