Author's Notes: I don't own Card Captor Sakura and the song Don't Say You
Love Me by The Corrs.
"Damn it!" Hamilton said.
"Eriol being a good gentleman go to Tomoyo and apologized to her!" Ian advice.
"But-"
"No 'buts'. Now go! Now!" Ian barked. Eriol gulped. He stood up and went to her.
"T-Tomoyo hi!" Eriol greeted. Tomoyo looked up at him then looked away. Her negative side was already shown. He doesn't even know what to do. So he kneels down and say the things he had to say. Tomoyo looked at him very shocked. "Tomoyo I'm sorry I didn't go out with you last night! I went with Kaho and she's forcing me. It was unexpected really! Please", he clasped his both hands. "Forgive me!" Ian and Hamilton were shocked on their friend's action. It was way too cool. Tomoyo couldn't believe this. Eriol kneeling down and asking for forgiveness. Her heart melts. She imagined he's proposing to her. But that would never happen. She smiled to him and said "I forgive you Eriol! Please stand up!" she said. Eriol flashed her with that smile again. He stands up and kisses her cheek.
"Thanks a lot!" he said. Ian whispered something to Hamilton.
"Cute couple aren't they?"
"Very!" Hamilton replied.
"Would you like to eat an ice cream? My treat!" Eriol told Tomoyo.
"That's nice! Sure I'd love to!" Tomoyo said. They exited the room walking hand in hand. But she couldn't understand why he's doing this. Does he love her? Or just being kind to her?
~*~*~*~*~
It was dismissal as the student's excitedly went home. Tomoyo was about to go but she forget her notebook in the classroom so she went back and get it. After she had it she heard some boys talking in the aisle. "Let's stop this Hamilton and Ian I'm hurting Tomoyo's feelings okay! I'm using her!" Eriol said. Tomoyo covered her mouth.
"Eriol don't tell me you don't have feelings for her?" Hamilton asked.
"No...I don't!" Eriol answered curtly.
"Uh-oh!" Ian said. The two looked around to see Tomoyo. And that struck Eriol.
"Tomoyo!" Eriol said. It hurt him when she saw her cry. He said he doesn't love her then why does it make him said if he saw her cry?
"How could you Eriol!" Tomoyo shouted. "All this time..." she didn't finish her sentence and ran away. Eriol chased after her. He grabbed her arm and let her turned to him. "How could you use me?" "Because Hamilton and Ian said that I and Kaho are not meant to be. So they paired me up with you coz' they said we can be a so-called-couple", Eriol explained, but he did not look in her eyes...coz' it hurts.
"Then after all this time Eriol I've loved you. But now I hate you! I don't want to see you again", Tomoyo shouted and freed from his grasp. She walked away. But it hit him. The words that she hated him. He wanted to chased after her and hold her. But why would he do that? He doesn't love her.
~*~*~*~*~
Tomoyo sat on her bed. Her eyes were swollen because she was crying. She went downstairs to drink water. Try to cool off. And forget about Eriol coz' he used her! Used her! 'He used me!' she thought over and over again. 'And for that I hate him!' her telephone rang and so she picked it up. "Hello good evening?"
"Tomoyo its Eriol!" was the other line's reply. Without any other word to say Tomoyo slammed the phone down. But the phone rings again. She knows it's him but what if he isn't? What if it's her mother telling her when she'll go back to Japan? So she picked the phone up. "You could have not put the phone down you know?" Eriol said. Tomoyo began to fume in anger.
"Damn you Eriol Hiiragizawa for what you did to me!"
"Hey calm down! I'm just inside your house", Eriol said. Tomoyo looked at her door. And there he saw him with a sad smile on his face. They both hanged up the phone. "Your door is not locked so I went in to talk to you", he explained.
"Everybody could suspect you're a burglar you know?" Tomoyo said.
"Yeah!" Eriol answered lamely. "I know you're angry at me so I wanted to say sorry".
"Sorry? A girl could not forgive you after what you did!" she said angrily.
"For the first place I don't want to do it. But it hurts you know. When Ian and Hamilton said me and Kaho are not meant to be", he explained. Tomoyo fell silent. But still he used her. "Fine! If you don't forgive me that's okay", he gave a respectful bow then added. "Good luck on our periodical test this week", then he left.
~*~*~*~*~
"Ah master, Miss Tomoyo knows the plan already?" Nakuru said. "That's too bad!"
"I know Nakuru", Eriol answered. He had arrived in his house. As he was sitting on the sofa somehow he is not comfortable. He took off his glasses and cleans it. "But that's okay if she can't forgive me. I deserved it!"
"You know what master? Your pretty deep blue eyes are sad again", Nakuru told him. She can always look through her masters pretty blue eyes. Whether they are happy or sad.
"I know Nakuru", he whispered. "I know".
~*~*~*~*~ Their periodical exams have started and they we're studying very hard. And tomorrow is the last day of the test. Still Tomoyo's mom hasn't called her when she'll leave England. She can't want to leave the place. After what Eriol did to her. It was recess as Tomoyo talked to Frederica and Giovanna. And Ian and Hamilton went near them. "We're sorry Tomoyo", Hamilton began.
"Yeah we're sorry", Ian said. Tomoyo gave a wry smile.
"It's okay. I'm flattered that you guys think me and Eriol will be a cute couple!"
"Of course you are! You have everything a boy wants. Beautiful, kind and intelligent! I just don't know why Eriol didn't see that in you. For why did he have to choose teacher Kaho!" Hamilton exclaimed. The three ladies laughed.
"By the way why does it have to be Tomoyo and Eriol? Why not somebody else?" Frederica asked.
"Because they're perfect and because we accidentally heard Tomoyo admires Eriol", Ian replied. Tomoyo blushed. "By the way Tomoyo have you forgiven Eriol?" he asked.
"Not yet Ian", Tomoyo answered. Ian just nods his head.
~*~*~*~*~
That night Tomoyo had finished studying for her last test. She feels the night is young so she went out to go somewhere. She had gone into a bar actually. She had drink four glasses of whisky. She's not used to it but she was obsessed. How come fate is playing with her? And why does it have to be Eriol the man she now loves? Why? She had ordered another glass of whisky. She denied that her head is turning or dizzy. She needs to go home too coz' she'll wake up early the next day. She had paid her bill and as she was about to go she had bumped into somebody...somebody she really hates. "Tomoyo? What the heck are you doing here?" Eriol asked.
"Eriol? What are you doing here?" Tomoyo asked back.
"I'm here with Kaho but she left already I cam here to drink beer now I found you drunk!" he answered.
"What's your business anyways if I'm drunk!" Tomoyo said, drunkly.
"I do care Tomoyo and I'm taking you home", Eriol said, seriously. Grabbing her hand. But she refused.
"Shit! Don't make me do this Eriol or else I'll kill you here in the bar!" she said.
"Go ahead!" he said, testing her. But she fell in his arms actually and she blacked out.
~*~*~*~*~
Tomoyo waked up into a not so familiar room. Her head still felt dizzy. And not for long she saw Eriol on her side. She sat up on the bed. "What the damn I am doing here? This ain't my room!" she said, massaging her temples. "Nope but it's mine!" Eriol said. "What are you doing at the bar?"
"Drinking what else?" Tomoyo answered curtly.
"If you have problems you shouldn't drink you know instead solve it!" he advice.
"How can I solve it? You're my problem dumb, dumb!" she shouted and put on her shoes. Eriol fell silent. She was supposed to open the door when he slammed it shut.
"Your still drunk my lady", Eriol said in a husky tone.
"The hell I care Hiiragizawa!" she shot back as she opened the door again, still Eriol slammed it shut.
"Tomoyo I warned you!" Eriol whispered.
"Then make me!" Tomoyo said looking at his deep blue eyes. Here she goes again making him feel hungry just like when he kissed her. His hands were on her waist as he inched closer to her. She didn't push him away but was waiting on his move. He tilts his head and met her lips. This time the fire on them grew. He was right! Only she could feed his hunger not Kaho. But he doesn't feel the same way. He was kissing her so passionately and real that he doesn't want to stop. And also her dizziness was lessening and she feels awake! But she stopped. Tomoyo opened the door and run away. Eriol chased after her but she was gone.
"And I thought we we're going to eat dinner together!" Nakuru said. After she saw Tomoyo leave. "Oh...too bad!"
"Damn! I was so close to saying sorry!" Eriol said, cursing himself for why he didn't did it.
"Yeah master you were!" Nakuru agreed, she was smirking actually.
~*~*~*~*~
"Class exams are finished and this 12:oop.m.it's end of classes and you're vacation", Kaho said as she collects the test papers. They still have forty minutes before 12p.m. Kaho Mizuki was their Homeroom teacher and Music teacher. Tomoyo looked outside of the window coz' she was seated next to it. Her mom called last night. She feels guilty that she'll leave. She hopes she'll see Eriol again.
Flashback
Tomoyo arrived at her house as she sat on the sofa. She eased back at the chair until her telephone rang. She doesn't want to answer it but she had to. "Hello good evening?" she said in a tired voice.
"Dear it's your mom. I thought your asleep?' Sonomi said in the other line.
"Well I was supposed to but the phone rang", she lied.
"Oh okay. Listen after school tomorrow get a ticket for Saturday. You'll leave on Saturday okay?"
"Saturday?" Tomoyo was alarmed on that. It was too quick.
"Why dear is there a problem?" her mom asked.
"No...nothing", she stammered.
"Okay. That's all dear. Bye-bye!" Sonomi said.
"Bye mom", then they put the phone down.
End Of Flashback
'Saturday', Tomoyo thought. 'I'll get a ticket today and I'll leave tomorrow!'
"By the way Tomoyo", Kaho called. Tomoyo turned to her.
"Yes teacher Kaho?" she asked.
"I know that you'll be leaving England someday and go back to Japan...I've seen you're record that you'll like singing so can you please sing a song for us?" Kaho favored.
"What? She's leaving?" Eriol said to his seatmate who is Hamilton.
"Yeah I asked Frederica and Giovanna they said Tomoyo will leave tomorrow", Hamilton replied.
"That's too early!" he couldn't believed what he have heard.
"Yes teacher Kaho I'll sing a song", Tomoyo answers as she stood up from her seat. 'It will be a sad one though', she thought.
I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call I've waited there
As though you might not call at all
~*~*~*~*~
I've seen this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
Although it feels so great
I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
~*~*~*~*~
*Don't say you love me
Unless forever
Don't tell me you need me
If you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it
Make it real
Or take it all away
~*~*~*~*~
I caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch
It's all too much
You know I don't have any choice
[Repeat*]
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
[Repeat *]
Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it
Make it real
Or take it all away
Take it all away...
Or take it all away
To be continued...
"Damn it!" Hamilton said.
"Eriol being a good gentleman go to Tomoyo and apologized to her!" Ian advice.
"But-"
"No 'buts'. Now go! Now!" Ian barked. Eriol gulped. He stood up and went to her.
"T-Tomoyo hi!" Eriol greeted. Tomoyo looked up at him then looked away. Her negative side was already shown. He doesn't even know what to do. So he kneels down and say the things he had to say. Tomoyo looked at him very shocked. "Tomoyo I'm sorry I didn't go out with you last night! I went with Kaho and she's forcing me. It was unexpected really! Please", he clasped his both hands. "Forgive me!" Ian and Hamilton were shocked on their friend's action. It was way too cool. Tomoyo couldn't believe this. Eriol kneeling down and asking for forgiveness. Her heart melts. She imagined he's proposing to her. But that would never happen. She smiled to him and said "I forgive you Eriol! Please stand up!" she said. Eriol flashed her with that smile again. He stands up and kisses her cheek.
"Thanks a lot!" he said. Ian whispered something to Hamilton.
"Cute couple aren't they?"
"Very!" Hamilton replied.
"Would you like to eat an ice cream? My treat!" Eriol told Tomoyo.
"That's nice! Sure I'd love to!" Tomoyo said. They exited the room walking hand in hand. But she couldn't understand why he's doing this. Does he love her? Or just being kind to her?
~*~*~*~*~
It was dismissal as the student's excitedly went home. Tomoyo was about to go but she forget her notebook in the classroom so she went back and get it. After she had it she heard some boys talking in the aisle. "Let's stop this Hamilton and Ian I'm hurting Tomoyo's feelings okay! I'm using her!" Eriol said. Tomoyo covered her mouth.
"Eriol don't tell me you don't have feelings for her?" Hamilton asked.
"No...I don't!" Eriol answered curtly.
"Uh-oh!" Ian said. The two looked around to see Tomoyo. And that struck Eriol.
"Tomoyo!" Eriol said. It hurt him when she saw her cry. He said he doesn't love her then why does it make him said if he saw her cry?
"How could you Eriol!" Tomoyo shouted. "All this time..." she didn't finish her sentence and ran away. Eriol chased after her. He grabbed her arm and let her turned to him. "How could you use me?" "Because Hamilton and Ian said that I and Kaho are not meant to be. So they paired me up with you coz' they said we can be a so-called-couple", Eriol explained, but he did not look in her eyes...coz' it hurts.
"Then after all this time Eriol I've loved you. But now I hate you! I don't want to see you again", Tomoyo shouted and freed from his grasp. She walked away. But it hit him. The words that she hated him. He wanted to chased after her and hold her. But why would he do that? He doesn't love her.
~*~*~*~*~
Tomoyo sat on her bed. Her eyes were swollen because she was crying. She went downstairs to drink water. Try to cool off. And forget about Eriol coz' he used her! Used her! 'He used me!' she thought over and over again. 'And for that I hate him!' her telephone rang and so she picked it up. "Hello good evening?"
"Tomoyo its Eriol!" was the other line's reply. Without any other word to say Tomoyo slammed the phone down. But the phone rings again. She knows it's him but what if he isn't? What if it's her mother telling her when she'll go back to Japan? So she picked the phone up. "You could have not put the phone down you know?" Eriol said. Tomoyo began to fume in anger.
"Damn you Eriol Hiiragizawa for what you did to me!"
"Hey calm down! I'm just inside your house", Eriol said. Tomoyo looked at her door. And there he saw him with a sad smile on his face. They both hanged up the phone. "Your door is not locked so I went in to talk to you", he explained.
"Everybody could suspect you're a burglar you know?" Tomoyo said.
"Yeah!" Eriol answered lamely. "I know you're angry at me so I wanted to say sorry".
"Sorry? A girl could not forgive you after what you did!" she said angrily.
"For the first place I don't want to do it. But it hurts you know. When Ian and Hamilton said me and Kaho are not meant to be", he explained. Tomoyo fell silent. But still he used her. "Fine! If you don't forgive me that's okay", he gave a respectful bow then added. "Good luck on our periodical test this week", then he left.
~*~*~*~*~
"Ah master, Miss Tomoyo knows the plan already?" Nakuru said. "That's too bad!"
"I know Nakuru", Eriol answered. He had arrived in his house. As he was sitting on the sofa somehow he is not comfortable. He took off his glasses and cleans it. "But that's okay if she can't forgive me. I deserved it!"
"You know what master? Your pretty deep blue eyes are sad again", Nakuru told him. She can always look through her masters pretty blue eyes. Whether they are happy or sad.
"I know Nakuru", he whispered. "I know".
~*~*~*~*~ Their periodical exams have started and they we're studying very hard. And tomorrow is the last day of the test. Still Tomoyo's mom hasn't called her when she'll leave England. She can't want to leave the place. After what Eriol did to her. It was recess as Tomoyo talked to Frederica and Giovanna. And Ian and Hamilton went near them. "We're sorry Tomoyo", Hamilton began.
"Yeah we're sorry", Ian said. Tomoyo gave a wry smile.
"It's okay. I'm flattered that you guys think me and Eriol will be a cute couple!"
"Of course you are! You have everything a boy wants. Beautiful, kind and intelligent! I just don't know why Eriol didn't see that in you. For why did he have to choose teacher Kaho!" Hamilton exclaimed. The three ladies laughed.
"By the way why does it have to be Tomoyo and Eriol? Why not somebody else?" Frederica asked.
"Because they're perfect and because we accidentally heard Tomoyo admires Eriol", Ian replied. Tomoyo blushed. "By the way Tomoyo have you forgiven Eriol?" he asked.
"Not yet Ian", Tomoyo answered. Ian just nods his head.
~*~*~*~*~
That night Tomoyo had finished studying for her last test. She feels the night is young so she went out to go somewhere. She had gone into a bar actually. She had drink four glasses of whisky. She's not used to it but she was obsessed. How come fate is playing with her? And why does it have to be Eriol the man she now loves? Why? She had ordered another glass of whisky. She denied that her head is turning or dizzy. She needs to go home too coz' she'll wake up early the next day. She had paid her bill and as she was about to go she had bumped into somebody...somebody she really hates. "Tomoyo? What the heck are you doing here?" Eriol asked.
"Eriol? What are you doing here?" Tomoyo asked back.
"I'm here with Kaho but she left already I cam here to drink beer now I found you drunk!" he answered.
"What's your business anyways if I'm drunk!" Tomoyo said, drunkly.
"I do care Tomoyo and I'm taking you home", Eriol said, seriously. Grabbing her hand. But she refused.
"Shit! Don't make me do this Eriol or else I'll kill you here in the bar!" she said.
"Go ahead!" he said, testing her. But she fell in his arms actually and she blacked out.
~*~*~*~*~
Tomoyo waked up into a not so familiar room. Her head still felt dizzy. And not for long she saw Eriol on her side. She sat up on the bed. "What the damn I am doing here? This ain't my room!" she said, massaging her temples. "Nope but it's mine!" Eriol said. "What are you doing at the bar?"
"Drinking what else?" Tomoyo answered curtly.
"If you have problems you shouldn't drink you know instead solve it!" he advice.
"How can I solve it? You're my problem dumb, dumb!" she shouted and put on her shoes. Eriol fell silent. She was supposed to open the door when he slammed it shut.
"Your still drunk my lady", Eriol said in a husky tone.
"The hell I care Hiiragizawa!" she shot back as she opened the door again, still Eriol slammed it shut.
"Tomoyo I warned you!" Eriol whispered.
"Then make me!" Tomoyo said looking at his deep blue eyes. Here she goes again making him feel hungry just like when he kissed her. His hands were on her waist as he inched closer to her. She didn't push him away but was waiting on his move. He tilts his head and met her lips. This time the fire on them grew. He was right! Only she could feed his hunger not Kaho. But he doesn't feel the same way. He was kissing her so passionately and real that he doesn't want to stop. And also her dizziness was lessening and she feels awake! But she stopped. Tomoyo opened the door and run away. Eriol chased after her but she was gone.
"And I thought we we're going to eat dinner together!" Nakuru said. After she saw Tomoyo leave. "Oh...too bad!"
"Damn! I was so close to saying sorry!" Eriol said, cursing himself for why he didn't did it.
"Yeah master you were!" Nakuru agreed, she was smirking actually.
~*~*~*~*~
"Class exams are finished and this 12:oop.m.it's end of classes and you're vacation", Kaho said as she collects the test papers. They still have forty minutes before 12p.m. Kaho Mizuki was their Homeroom teacher and Music teacher. Tomoyo looked outside of the window coz' she was seated next to it. Her mom called last night. She feels guilty that she'll leave. She hopes she'll see Eriol again.
Flashback
Tomoyo arrived at her house as she sat on the sofa. She eased back at the chair until her telephone rang. She doesn't want to answer it but she had to. "Hello good evening?" she said in a tired voice.
"Dear it's your mom. I thought your asleep?' Sonomi said in the other line.
"Well I was supposed to but the phone rang", she lied.
"Oh okay. Listen after school tomorrow get a ticket for Saturday. You'll leave on Saturday okay?"
"Saturday?" Tomoyo was alarmed on that. It was too quick.
"Why dear is there a problem?" her mom asked.
"No...nothing", she stammered.
"Okay. That's all dear. Bye-bye!" Sonomi said.
"Bye mom", then they put the phone down.
End Of Flashback
'Saturday', Tomoyo thought. 'I'll get a ticket today and I'll leave tomorrow!'
"By the way Tomoyo", Kaho called. Tomoyo turned to her.
"Yes teacher Kaho?" she asked.
"I know that you'll be leaving England someday and go back to Japan...I've seen you're record that you'll like singing so can you please sing a song for us?" Kaho favored.
"What? She's leaving?" Eriol said to his seatmate who is Hamilton.
"Yeah I asked Frederica and Giovanna they said Tomoyo will leave tomorrow", Hamilton replied.
"That's too early!" he couldn't believed what he have heard.
"Yes teacher Kaho I'll sing a song", Tomoyo answers as she stood up from her seat. 'It will be a sad one though', she thought.
I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call I've waited there
As though you might not call at all
~*~*~*~*~
I've seen this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
Although it feels so great
I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
~*~*~*~*~
*Don't say you love me
Unless forever
Don't tell me you need me
If you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it
Make it real
Or take it all away
~*~*~*~*~
I caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch
It's all too much
You know I don't have any choice
[Repeat*]
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
[Repeat *]
Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it
Make it real
Or take it all away
Take it all away...
Or take it all away
To be continued...
