.This is my first OC fic so play nice. I am not sure about the coupling so I am not saying anything.

Now on to my fave topic, reviews.

Hmmmm reviews, reviews, reviews, I LUV EM, but I do accept flames I have only ever got really one review that was bad and I found it so funny so I don't mind them, but of course praise is always good.

Anyways I am looking to write a story with someone else , about anything, any genre (oh I love that word, it is so weird, we are doing genres in English) and characters so email me if you are interested lizzie_mcguire_is_weird@yahoo.com or iced_rogue@yahoo.com, either one, or tell me a review with your e-mail.

Thankies!

Beckie

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Disclaimer: I don't own anthing, not the characters invovled they belong to the people who own 'The OC', though I think I do own Jack and I would mind owning Adam Brody.

I also don't own Eamon's lyrics to Fuck It (I don't want you back) really good song though, except for the swearing.

Don't sue me cuz all you will get is my school books and if you want em I will gladly give them to you and I think I may have 10c in my wallet.

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No


See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

I love her so much and I thought she loved me too, how could she do this to me, I mean she said that he was a friend of her father's, God he was old enough to be a friend of her father's. He had to be at least double their age if not older. God she had fucked him up, he could have slept with numerous girls in college, enough came on to him, but he didn't 'cause he loved her and he thought the she loved him too but obviously not.


Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Then she had the nerve to ask him to take her back, that it didn't mean anything with Jack and that she was stupid. But the damage had already been done, there was no way that he would ever forgive her for what she did.



You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya asking for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

She didn't even have the guts to tell him, he found out from Marissa of all people who felt bad that he didn't know, even if it meant breaking her promise with Summer that she wouldn't tell him. Shit he felt stupid, it had been going on under his nose for ages and he still didn't realise. "Fuck, now she has me blaming it on myself, it ain't my fault, I wasn't the one who screwed around with a guy old enough to be my father."


Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

How could she in her right mind think that I would want her back, I mean would she take me back if I had screwed around with Cheyenne or Jessica. I mean, she would have gone off the top of her head and scream at me for days and days, and then never spoken to me again. What would make her think I would have done anything different? Oh yeah 'cause she is used to getting her way all the time, she probably thought she could get away with fucking me and Jack.

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh


Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

She didn't think that I would care that she was fuckin' someone else. I mean I knew she was pretty stupid, but even Marissa who OD'd knew that she couldn't have a relationship with two people. I actually told her I loved her, I told her a lot of things that I have never told anyone, not my mom, not my dad, and not Ryan, I told her stuff that was in my head. I miss her, I miss the smell of her, the look of her, the feel of her but I can never forgive her.


Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah