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This continues the second chapter. READ ON!!! (P.S- My cute sign is: =)- Hope you haven't seen it before!)
(WARNING: The content on this fan-fic is rated R, since it has a part that is pretty lemony, so careful if you are a Lemon-Hater. I put some WARNING signs so you know when the lemon starts and where it ends.)
Friendly Rivalry
May 24, 1998 (continues)
I couldn't believe it! I just couldn't! I was sitting there, on a bench, reading my best friend's name on a crumpled piece of paper, which I held in my fist with fury. Kirashy! Marrying Jason? She knew I still liked him. She knew 'cause I told her! I told her! Maybe she didn't know that he loved her. Naw! She had to know! He said he had shared things that he had never shared with anyone else. This should all connect to something in my head, but I was too furious with rage to notice that it did connect to something I knew. The first thing I could think of was to find her and ask her. She would have to tell me truth. This was too crucial to not tell me the truth.
I strolled up and down the whole mall. I looked in cool places to old people's shops. At last, I found her, but in an ice cream shop, but she was accompanied. She was with Jason! THE NERVE! How could he? What the hell was this? I wasn't going to take that! No way! I was going to scream at her! And him! And everyone!
"WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?" I screamed with fury.
"Hey, Kag. What's up?" Kirashy said as she smiled an idiotic, wide smile. Who was she trying to fool? I'm no idiot.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'WHAT'S UP?' IT'S NOT FUNNY WHAT YOUR DOING YOU-YOU-YOU HE-TEME! I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING, AND YOU'RE NOT FOOLING ME! WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?"
"What are you talking about, Kagome?" she asked as tears fell from her eyes. I breathed heavily. I had to be easy on her.
"Look. Why didn't you just tell me the truth? Why didn't you just tell me you loved Kirashy! Huh, Jason?" I asked Jason.
"Look, I'm not about to tell you my private life anytime you want to. It's MY life!" he replied.
"Didn't you know I liked you, Jason? And, Kirashy, you of all people! Why didn't you just tell me you loved him?"
"'Cause you told me you liked him with this stupid, fake passion! Like the ones you get when you say you are gonna have sex! Oh, and, you know what? I had sex with him! He was the guy I didn't tell you about! I couldn't tell you! It's just impossible with those rages you get!" she burst out crying.
"How do you know I love Kirashy, Kagome?" As Jason asked me this, I was trying to make up an excuse to tell him. I couldn't make up any, so I told him the truth.
"Look, I found a box on the floor, so I opened it. I knew it was yours, but I was too curious, so I opened it, and I found the letter, so I read it and—
"And I think the problem here is you, Kagome! We are leaving...my fiancée and me!"
I couldn't believe what I just did. I just screamed to my best friend, in the middle of a mall, because I touched something that I shouldn't have touched...plus I read something I shouldn't have read. Oh, and, another plus is... EVERYONE'S EYES WERE ON ME! Of course, I left the mall as fast as I could. I didn't want to be recognized by anyone in school. It would've been unbearable.
I decided to call Kirashy, but all I got was "Go fuck a guy...or woman, you bitch" That wasn't very nice, but I guess I deserved it. I was a dick in the mall.
When I got home, it was 9:00PM. I decided to write what I did in my other diary. I don't tell my mom anything unless it's too serious. I wrote everything since two days before that day. I guess you can call that catching up with my diary.
May 25, 2003.
I woke up. I was still full with guiltiness, so I told mom I didn't want to go to school, but she didn't think that feeling bad for something that happened was a reasonable excuse not to go to the place that will determine if I would turn into the teacher I wanted to be, so I put on some broken jeans and a white t-shirt with the words 'Depressed' on it. I never wore that shirt for anywhere, unless I was really depressed, and Kirashy knew this. I hoped that she would notice.
I took my toast with grape jelly and ate it in one bite. Mom noticed the 'Depressed' on my shirt, so she ask me what was the matter. I told her I was feeling bad about something. She insisted on telling her what happened, but I didn't fall for the 'MOMMY LOVES YOU' sowed on her apron. I wasn't the little girl I used to be, but she says I'm her 'Little Baby', right after my little bro. I always remind her I'm a grown woman, like my psychiatrist told me, but I could never tell her I attended one of those people. She would think I am crazy. I decided to ignore her and leave.
I had to go on foot to school, since Kirashy was my ride. Whatever. I wasn't going to think of her. I would get more depressed. I walked for five minutes, and then I heard a motorcycle. It was Inu-Yasha.
"Hey, Inu. What's up?" I asked him, my voice trembling.
"Hey Kag What are you doing without Kirashy and with your 'DEPRESSED' shirt on?"
"Oh, Inu-Yasha!" I cried, and I sobbed on his shoulder.
"Look, you don't seem to want to got to school. You want to go to my place? It's empty today. You can watch T.V. and stuff."
"I guess so..."
"Hop on, then" And I got on. Inu-Yahsa's words were so soothing. They made me like him more and more.
As he drove to his apartment, I told him what happened. He would say "shit" and "bad idea". That made me feel better, though I don't know what was the point of his words.
When we arrived, he opened the door and I went in. I decided to slump on the sofa and turn on the T.V. I looked like a little girl, legs opened wide, sobbing and at the same time laughing at the stupidity's on T.V. I didn't know why, but Inu-Yasha kept on looking at me. He registered me from top to bottom and bottom to top. What was he thinking...? I knew what he was thinking.
"Hey, Kag..."
"What's up, Inu-Yasha?"
"You've thought about, you know, the other night"
I hadn't given it much thought, but I answered with a careless "yes".
"Well, have you thought about, you know, having sex and all?"
"Yeah." I really knew where this was going.
"Well..." he said as he moved closer. "Don't you think it's the perfect time, you know, since you're hurt and all... we could...help each other...and..." he mumbled as he closed his lips onto my neck. I couldn't help it. I gave in. It was impossible to stop it.
(WARNING: PRETTY LEMONY, SO, IF YOU DON'T LIKE LEMONS, THOUGH IT'S NOT VERY LEMON-LIKE, SKIP TO THE PART WHERE IT SAYS 'LEMON OVER, BE HAPPY'. THAT IS ALL.)
We were on the bed in the sex room. Inu-Yasha was almost on me, licking my neck, whispering in my ear.
He had me right where he wanted me. I was in his arms, with only my panties on, and he, who was licking my breasts, was enjoying everything. I can't say I didn't enjoy it. He held my arms and put them on his back as he lay on me to feel my whole body close to his. I liked feeling his body on mine because he had a capturing energy that you could feel just by standing close to him, but now, his energy was overwhelming my senses, which made me play his little games.
We kissed (obviously), and, when it was time to have sex, he took my panties off with his mouth, and his lips got close to my outer lips, which made me have something people call an orgasm. He inserted his tongue inside my vagina, got to my climax, which made me moan, and then, he took out his tongue out of my vagina, licked my thigh, and inserted his sexual organ inside mine.
That hurt a bit, but I forgot about the pain when I passed my tongue through his face, and then licked his tongue. He held my arms back, and pushed inward. That made me groan, and the groan faded into an "I love you Inu-Yasha". I don't know if I meant it or not.
When we finished the sexual 'communication', we went back to second base. He laid on top of me, leaned over my mouth, and bit my lip, and I inserted my tongue in his mouth, and he bit it, and I moved my tongue impatiently in his mouth, because he was inserting his sexual organ back in mine again.
LEMON OVER! BE HAPPY!
We did the same thing for hours and hours. I really enjoyed my first time. At least I can say I'm not a virgin anymore, not that it matters a lot. It was important for me to lose my virginity because of group pressure, but now I know I didn't do it because of group pressure. I did it because I like the person I did it with and I trust the person I did it with. Maybe I don't love Inu-Yasha yet, but you can be sure that, one day, I will.
THAT IS THE END OF ANOTHER OVERWHELMING CHAPTER OF: ABOUT A GIRL
Hope you liked it!
Message from Sango- "And Kagome thinks I'm crazy! Talk about crazy bitches! She's in that category, and serves as the queen.
Kag-"Why you...BITCH! I'll love Inu-Yasha and Miroku will kick that sorry ass of yours!" Sango- "Yeah right! Save it for your mother, you asshole!"
Kag-"Come here and fight like the bitch you are!"
InuRox- (In the middle of screams and blood)"Well, that's what I call two crazy bitches in a catfight! See Ya! And don't wanna be ya!"
This continues the second chapter. READ ON!!! (P.S- My cute sign is: =)- Hope you haven't seen it before!)
(WARNING: The content on this fan-fic is rated R, since it has a part that is pretty lemony, so careful if you are a Lemon-Hater. I put some WARNING signs so you know when the lemon starts and where it ends.)
Friendly Rivalry
May 24, 1998 (continues)
I couldn't believe it! I just couldn't! I was sitting there, on a bench, reading my best friend's name on a crumpled piece of paper, which I held in my fist with fury. Kirashy! Marrying Jason? She knew I still liked him. She knew 'cause I told her! I told her! Maybe she didn't know that he loved her. Naw! She had to know! He said he had shared things that he had never shared with anyone else. This should all connect to something in my head, but I was too furious with rage to notice that it did connect to something I knew. The first thing I could think of was to find her and ask her. She would have to tell me truth. This was too crucial to not tell me the truth.
I strolled up and down the whole mall. I looked in cool places to old people's shops. At last, I found her, but in an ice cream shop, but she was accompanied. She was with Jason! THE NERVE! How could he? What the hell was this? I wasn't going to take that! No way! I was going to scream at her! And him! And everyone!
"WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?" I screamed with fury.
"Hey, Kag. What's up?" Kirashy said as she smiled an idiotic, wide smile. Who was she trying to fool? I'm no idiot.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'WHAT'S UP?' IT'S NOT FUNNY WHAT YOUR DOING YOU-YOU-YOU HE-TEME! I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING, AND YOU'RE NOT FOOLING ME! WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?"
"What are you talking about, Kagome?" she asked as tears fell from her eyes. I breathed heavily. I had to be easy on her.
"Look. Why didn't you just tell me the truth? Why didn't you just tell me you loved Kirashy! Huh, Jason?" I asked Jason.
"Look, I'm not about to tell you my private life anytime you want to. It's MY life!" he replied.
"Didn't you know I liked you, Jason? And, Kirashy, you of all people! Why didn't you just tell me you loved him?"
"'Cause you told me you liked him with this stupid, fake passion! Like the ones you get when you say you are gonna have sex! Oh, and, you know what? I had sex with him! He was the guy I didn't tell you about! I couldn't tell you! It's just impossible with those rages you get!" she burst out crying.
"How do you know I love Kirashy, Kagome?" As Jason asked me this, I was trying to make up an excuse to tell him. I couldn't make up any, so I told him the truth.
"Look, I found a box on the floor, so I opened it. I knew it was yours, but I was too curious, so I opened it, and I found the letter, so I read it and—
"And I think the problem here is you, Kagome! We are leaving...my fiancée and me!"
I couldn't believe what I just did. I just screamed to my best friend, in the middle of a mall, because I touched something that I shouldn't have touched...plus I read something I shouldn't have read. Oh, and, another plus is... EVERYONE'S EYES WERE ON ME! Of course, I left the mall as fast as I could. I didn't want to be recognized by anyone in school. It would've been unbearable.
I decided to call Kirashy, but all I got was "Go fuck a guy...or woman, you bitch" That wasn't very nice, but I guess I deserved it. I was a dick in the mall.
When I got home, it was 9:00PM. I decided to write what I did in my other diary. I don't tell my mom anything unless it's too serious. I wrote everything since two days before that day. I guess you can call that catching up with my diary.
May 25, 2003.
I woke up. I was still full with guiltiness, so I told mom I didn't want to go to school, but she didn't think that feeling bad for something that happened was a reasonable excuse not to go to the place that will determine if I would turn into the teacher I wanted to be, so I put on some broken jeans and a white t-shirt with the words 'Depressed' on it. I never wore that shirt for anywhere, unless I was really depressed, and Kirashy knew this. I hoped that she would notice.
I took my toast with grape jelly and ate it in one bite. Mom noticed the 'Depressed' on my shirt, so she ask me what was the matter. I told her I was feeling bad about something. She insisted on telling her what happened, but I didn't fall for the 'MOMMY LOVES YOU' sowed on her apron. I wasn't the little girl I used to be, but she says I'm her 'Little Baby', right after my little bro. I always remind her I'm a grown woman, like my psychiatrist told me, but I could never tell her I attended one of those people. She would think I am crazy. I decided to ignore her and leave.
I had to go on foot to school, since Kirashy was my ride. Whatever. I wasn't going to think of her. I would get more depressed. I walked for five minutes, and then I heard a motorcycle. It was Inu-Yasha.
"Hey, Inu. What's up?" I asked him, my voice trembling.
"Hey Kag What are you doing without Kirashy and with your 'DEPRESSED' shirt on?"
"Oh, Inu-Yasha!" I cried, and I sobbed on his shoulder.
"Look, you don't seem to want to got to school. You want to go to my place? It's empty today. You can watch T.V. and stuff."
"I guess so..."
"Hop on, then" And I got on. Inu-Yahsa's words were so soothing. They made me like him more and more.
As he drove to his apartment, I told him what happened. He would say "shit" and "bad idea". That made me feel better, though I don't know what was the point of his words.
When we arrived, he opened the door and I went in. I decided to slump on the sofa and turn on the T.V. I looked like a little girl, legs opened wide, sobbing and at the same time laughing at the stupidity's on T.V. I didn't know why, but Inu-Yasha kept on looking at me. He registered me from top to bottom and bottom to top. What was he thinking...? I knew what he was thinking.
"Hey, Kag..."
"What's up, Inu-Yasha?"
"You've thought about, you know, the other night"
I hadn't given it much thought, but I answered with a careless "yes".
"Well, have you thought about, you know, having sex and all?"
"Yeah." I really knew where this was going.
"Well..." he said as he moved closer. "Don't you think it's the perfect time, you know, since you're hurt and all... we could...help each other...and..." he mumbled as he closed his lips onto my neck. I couldn't help it. I gave in. It was impossible to stop it.
(WARNING: PRETTY LEMONY, SO, IF YOU DON'T LIKE LEMONS, THOUGH IT'S NOT VERY LEMON-LIKE, SKIP TO THE PART WHERE IT SAYS 'LEMON OVER, BE HAPPY'. THAT IS ALL.)
We were on the bed in the sex room. Inu-Yasha was almost on me, licking my neck, whispering in my ear.
He had me right where he wanted me. I was in his arms, with only my panties on, and he, who was licking my breasts, was enjoying everything. I can't say I didn't enjoy it. He held my arms and put them on his back as he lay on me to feel my whole body close to his. I liked feeling his body on mine because he had a capturing energy that you could feel just by standing close to him, but now, his energy was overwhelming my senses, which made me play his little games.
We kissed (obviously), and, when it was time to have sex, he took my panties off with his mouth, and his lips got close to my outer lips, which made me have something people call an orgasm. He inserted his tongue inside my vagina, got to my climax, which made me moan, and then, he took out his tongue out of my vagina, licked my thigh, and inserted his sexual organ inside mine.
That hurt a bit, but I forgot about the pain when I passed my tongue through his face, and then licked his tongue. He held my arms back, and pushed inward. That made me groan, and the groan faded into an "I love you Inu-Yasha". I don't know if I meant it or not.
When we finished the sexual 'communication', we went back to second base. He laid on top of me, leaned over my mouth, and bit my lip, and I inserted my tongue in his mouth, and he bit it, and I moved my tongue impatiently in his mouth, because he was inserting his sexual organ back in mine again.
LEMON OVER! BE HAPPY!
We did the same thing for hours and hours. I really enjoyed my first time. At least I can say I'm not a virgin anymore, not that it matters a lot. It was important for me to lose my virginity because of group pressure, but now I know I didn't do it because of group pressure. I did it because I like the person I did it with and I trust the person I did it with. Maybe I don't love Inu-Yasha yet, but you can be sure that, one day, I will.
THAT IS THE END OF ANOTHER OVERWHELMING CHAPTER OF: ABOUT A GIRL
Hope you liked it!
Message from Sango- "And Kagome thinks I'm crazy! Talk about crazy bitches! She's in that category, and serves as the queen.
Kag-"Why you...BITCH! I'll love Inu-Yasha and Miroku will kick that sorry ass of yours!" Sango- "Yeah right! Save it for your mother, you asshole!"
Kag-"Come here and fight like the bitch you are!"
InuRox- (In the middle of screams and blood)"Well, that's what I call two crazy bitches in a catfight! See Ya! And don't wanna be ya!"
