Disclaimer: Do I really have to write this crap every friggin time I write
a chapter? I don't own Inu-Yasha and ladi-da!
This continues the 4th chappie. Notice the Evanescence song? Well, I know the Evanescence CD didn't hit stores till now, but wateva! =)-
Mixed Emotions
June 11, 1998.
That day was perfect until something really bad happened. My mom called to my new cell phone and told me that my brother got into a car accident.
"What?" I reacted so stupidly when she told me. When I remember I get so furious.
"He's in the hospital. He apparently has a fracture on his cranium and broke his leg. He's unconscious, Kagome. Your brother... he's..." and she broke off, crying. I knew it had to be bad because my mother didn't cry often, only when something emotional, happy, or sad happens in the family (notice the doesn't cry ofte part). I called Inu-Yasha to give me a ride to the hospital.
When he arrived, I was sitting on the sidewalk, under the rain, crying. I could picture my annoying brother in pain. I could see him shedding tears. I could see all the times that I hit him and grabbed him by the neck and told him he was going to become fried meat. I felt so bad. I wanted to get squished by a car or something that would hurt me.
"Oh my God, Kagome! Here." Inu-Yasha put his jacket on my head so I wouldn't get so wet. I felt comforted for those seconds.
"Hi..." I mumbled through tears.
"Kag... Remorseful. I see it in your eyes. You feel bad about something you did to your brother, don't you?" he whispered as he adjusted my head to look into his eyes. I felt his soul connected with mine. It was like one of those freaky movies.
I hugged him and sobbed. I couldn't believe my brother was unconscious. I remembered I had to get to the hospital on time to be able to see him. I told Inu-Yasha we had to leave. He turned on his motorcycle and we ran on wet pavement to the hospital. Inu-Yasha watched his velocity, since it was raining, and it was difficult enough to be able to see.
When we arrived in the hospital, Inu-Yasha checked for me in the counter as I ran and looked into every single hospital room until I finally found him. My little bro was sleeping, head full with dripping blood. Leg all bent. I knelt down on his side and cried onto his stomach. You'll never know how it feels to see a person that you really love really, really hurt, and remember all the times that you could have treated him or her better. I felt like a piece of shit in the middle of the street. I felt like a putrid serving of yogurt. I felt like, just maybe, Kirashy. I felt like shit, but a different kind of shit than Kirashy's. I felt like a loving and hurting piece of shit.
Later, Inu-Yasha entered the room and took a long look at my unconscious brother. He sighed as he looked into my mom's blank face and at my little lake of tears on the floor. He bent down where I was kneeling and hugged me so tight that I couldn't breathe, but at the same time, I felt like I was floating. I felt as if I had left the world and gone into a mystical dream full of sad poems and black butterflies. I felt so sad, and the sadness filled me so that I felt as if I could bottle my tears and send them to God, so, maybe, he could just consider me in heaven. I felt like a really, fucking big piece of shit. And it wasn't just because of what I had done to my brother in the past; it was also because of all I have done. For every sin. I felt like writing a really sad song. I felt like hearing Evanescence. I'm going to write a good song of them at the end. It's really good.
Anyway, like an hour later, they informed us that we had to leave, but that my mom could stay. I decided to leave with Inu-yasha so he could drop me off at my house. He told me I could stay in his house, but I told him I was too sad to think about his comforting thoughts and his good sex. He laughed when I said that. I smiled. Just smiled. A smile that said a thousand words. That smile told him I loved him and that he made me feel good. It told him that he was my life and that he was my love. It said all that. He told me what it said, and I didn't even know. He told me more things, but I forgot. He asked me if the smile lied, and I shook my head. It didn't. It told the truth, and for that, I love my smile.
When I arrived home, Inu-Yasha gave me the most comforting and best kiss ever. I hugged him and I didn't want to let go, but I had to. I let go, and he left. I closed myself inside my room and turned off the light.
Evanescence Song
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds don't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound to the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice has chased away All the sanity in me
These wounds don't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
June 16, 1998.
It's been five days already since I haven't told you about my bro. He's fine, considering the fact he can move. His leg has paralyzed because he damaged his brain, though it's temporary, thanks to God. He's getting better, and he recognizes everyone. He's getting therapy because of his leg, and he's been taken out of his school temporarily, at least until he gets better. He was put in a special school for people with temporary brain damage. It's called ABADABA. All the letters stand for something, but I can't remember. I'm just glad he's better.
Kirashy hasn't been talking to me lately, not that I care. Best friends can have a rupture this huge and long. Sometimes I say it over and over to not get sad because of the fact that we were best friends since we wore diapers. I think I miss her in a freaky best friend kind of way. I don't think we're going to be able to fix the rupture, though. It's too hurtful, the way we've done things. We're two bitches that have something to prove, and, for now, I'm the bitch winning the game. 3 to 1. Two strikes in Kirashy's team. First strike- she wrote in A SCHOOL WALL that I was a bitch and that I deserved to die. I ratted on her. OOPS! I accidentally opened my mouth and dropped the words on Principal Jaken's (used Sesshomarou's 'pet's' name. He, He, He!) desk. Bad Kagome! Kirashy got suspended for that, Kag! Oh, and, the second strike- she opens my locker and puts the class' snake in it and told the teacher the snake was missing, but, if you think I was the one that was going to get into trouble, you're very, VERY wrong. I took the snake just as I watched her put it in my locker and put it in her backpack, and, when she told the teacher it was in my locker, I told her it was in her back pack. Did somebody say DETENTION? I think I did! She got what she deserved for being a freakin whore.
Oh, and, Kirashy's OUT! I forgot the third strike. SILLY ME! News flash from school newspaper:
Married Couple In Jeopardy
Kirashy Urisha, FORMER editor of our school newspaper,
School Blah's, had a "one-nighter" with two senior college
boys. One of them being John, our class president (former),
and Francis, our treasurer (former), as we have been
informed.
Kirashy denies all sexual activities.
"I didn't do such things! I'm married! Kagome, you did
this! You'll pay, you wh***" she answered us with these
offensive words to her classmate, Kagome Higurashi, who she
accused of aggressiveness and having unprotected sexual
relationships with Inu-Yasha, a supposedly 'dangerous'
hanyou, as she confirmed.
Female wars tend to be sexy and they "turn on" guys, but,
is this war too serious?
I'm touched that they actually considered my personal life and me in a strange way. I actually didn't do anything. Somebody else said it. I think it's true. She's never been a very good boyfriend-keeper, though this time it's a lot serious than a boyfriend. She got kicked out of the newspaper because she couldn't get a bad reputation, and now, she even has a bad rep with her husband. Talk about a problem seeker.
Oh well! None of that is none of my problem, so I really don't give a shit. She never cared about my problems, so why should I start caring about hers? It's obvious that God is sending signs of evilness from her. I just know it...
Well, anyway, today I'm going to a club with Kia. It's a fancy car club show. There are a lot of people with fancy cars, like Porsches with turbo and a lot of that stuff. I really don't know much about fancy cars. All I know is that I want an Acura Integra. I think they go with my look. Or maybe an RX 8... Those look fancier... I don't know. We're going shopping and everything! It's gonna be a lot of fun! I just know it!
June 17, 1998.
Hey! Like I told you, the car thing was great! I'm going to tell you all about it. It was so GREAT!
First, we went shopping. I shopped for shorts, a cute shirt, and a cute cap I could go with and park my ass on a car. I was so psyched about going that I barely noticed Kirashy looking for clothes on my same rack. I chose a shirt with the oh-so-famous Happy Bunny on it. It said 'I know how you're feeling. I just don't care' How ironic is life? It was pink and Happy Bunny was white. He wore a cute little smirk on that cute little mouth of his.
I also chose some jean shorts with white hand marks on the back where my butt goes. I thought it would look perfect for the occasion, since Kia told me there were going to be a lot of pimps there. I wasn't surprised. It's a car show! I didn't expect less than pimps.
Last but not least my cap and my shoes. My cap was pink with white and said Baby Girl on the front. My shoes were pink with white, just like the cap, and they had soles with air holes. They looked so cool that I couldn't believe they were on me...not! I am cool! I have a very high self- esteem, if you haven't noticed. Anyway, picture me with that clothes...Now did I look hot or what? I think so!
Well, Kia came to pick me up, and I got in her fabulous Porsche, which, by the way, was turbo, and we sped off to the closed street. I was hoping there was going to be a little racing, but there wasn't.
When we got there, boys had girls all around them and people couldn't touch the cars unless the owner would let them. All the owners let me touch the inside of the car. You can guess why... I didn't do anything too naughty... I just really touched the inside of the car thanks to a little smooching with my number one racer...Inu. You may be asking yourself what was Inu-Yasha doing in a rich people car show. Good question. I don't know and I don't care! I just got into some guy's car and I pulled Inu in. I still don't know if the guy even noticed because he was occupied with a girl in his other car. I can't believe that people can afford two expensive cars.
Well, Kia's car is silver with little blue flames on the bottom of the front doors. It also has an abstract graffiti art thing on the middle of each door, which are black and metallic blue. It's very beautiful and it has leather, pink and black interiors. It won an interior design thing because she customized it to have huge "K's" on each seat and neon lights on each door, with an MP3 player, DVD, and a great CD player on the front. PLUS, it had a window that separated the back from the front, like in a limousine. It's the cutest Porsche.
After the car show, I left with Kia, Inu-Yasha and some guy that Kia picked up in the club to go and party in his house. The place was huge and we had a lot of fun. I decided to go into the Jacuzzi with Inu and some other people. Nobody noticed us because everyone had a partner and they were all: 1) Kissing 2) Kissing and taking their clothes off 3) Naked and doing "stuff" 4) Underwater (naked, not naked, and doing God knows what). I was in number 1...at first. We eventually skipped number two and three and got to number four, but all we were doing was kissing and touching, nothing else. I'm not so naughty. It's just that Inu's so irresistible that I can't help getting closer and closer to him every time that I see him.
I left the house at 6:00 AM, and so I left with Inu to my apartment. Things got hot in there, if you know what I mean. It happened again, though I didn't mean to, I was drunk! I didn't really care afterwards. I woke up at 4:00 PM and Inu-Yasha was watching T.V. He started kissing me when I woke up, but I told him he had to wait because we had too much fun the night before.
We only kissed a lot and he left after our little kissing for four hours. We almost did what we did the other night again, but I held my calm. All he did was to take off my shirt. It wasn't a big deal.
After that I called my mom and asked her how she was doing. She told me she was ok. She said that she was tired from taking care of my bro.
"But, is he ok?" I asked.
"Yes. He's fine now. He's sad because he can't see his girlfriend, Houki" My mom is all confused with that bitch of Houki, and so is my bro. Her beauty is hypnotizing them both because they can't seem to see that she's using him. She has a thousand boyfriends that she has kissed right under my brother's nose. Maybe he just doesn't want to see her real side.
"Oh yeah. Houki."
"Well, anyway, he's better now. He's still taking therapy though."
"Poor kid."
"And so how are you doing?" my mom actually cared about me more than she did since my bro was born.
"I'm fine. I went to a party last night." I'm also more honest than when my bro was born! "Did you have fun?"
"Yes. I had a lot of fun. I hanged out with Inu-Yasha and Kia"
"Who's Kia?"
"My best friend." Here it comes...
"Wasn't Kirashy your best friend? What happened, I mean, Kirashy was a very decent person" Yeah right! She's as decent as Jerry Springer!
"Well, we had a little discussion about our differences and we decided to go in our separate ways"
"Oh. Ok. Hey, Kag, I wanted to talk to you about something..."
"What's up?"
"What's with you and this Inu-Yasha guy?"
"Nothing. I just like him and he likes me back. He's sort of my boyfriend."
"Oh.'
The silence that emerged was so awkward and so long, I thought she had hanged up.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Yes. I'm here."
"Mom, do you want to talk to me?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Well, you gave me the silent treatment in the middle of a phone conversation. I know you well enough to know that you want to talk to me about something."
"Oh, well, I do. Ummm... I know this is a very private question, but, have you had you-know-what with this Inu-Yasha?"
And here it ends! The chapter is done. AMEN! I actually finished my fifth chapter! I thought I'd never finish!
Oh! I forgot I have to explain why I put the Evanescence song here. Please read this because it's very good and it has hidden messages in it.
Evanescence Song Explanation
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
(This part talks about Inu-Yasha when he was a kid hanyou. Inu-Yasha grew up with a bigger brother who hated him, a father who was killed protecting him and his mother, and, eventually, a mother who was killed in front of
him by his own brother. This all involves his mind and thoughts)
And if you have to leave
I wish you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
(This part talks about how Kikyou has been affecting Inu-Yasha, how he
cannot forget her, and how much his thoughts about her hurt him)
These wounds don't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
(This part talks about how Kikyou has hurt Inu and what she had done to him
cannot be erased, as much as he'd like it to disappear.)
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
(This part is about how Inu-Yasha has been held by Kikyou all of this time, because he can't forget her and will do anything for her, no matter what.)
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound to the life you left behind
(This part talks about how Inu-Yasha misses Kikyou and how she has taken
him to wherever she is)
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away
All the sanity in me
(This one is about how she has haunted him every day of his life and how he cannot forget her. It also has a strange symbolism that leads to Kagome,
because she is the one that haunts his dream because she's Kikyou's
reincarnation)
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
(This one's about how Inu-Yasha has been battling with himself to forget Kikyo, but Kagome's presence makes himself think about her more and more
and makes him lonelier because, as everyone knows, Inu-Yasha is very
stubborn with his feelings and it's hard for him to express himself)
Well, I have finished my explanation. R&R! Luv u Guyz InuRox =)-
P.S. Message from Inu-Yasha
"First of all, I'm not emotional at all, so you can stop talking about me being emotional because IT'S NOT TRUE! Secondly, you all die in hell because you're all lying hypocrites you fucking humans!"
That was Message from Inu
Bye-Bye! Remember to go to the Criticizing Forum!
This continues the 4th chappie. Notice the Evanescence song? Well, I know the Evanescence CD didn't hit stores till now, but wateva! =)-
Mixed Emotions
June 11, 1998.
That day was perfect until something really bad happened. My mom called to my new cell phone and told me that my brother got into a car accident.
"What?" I reacted so stupidly when she told me. When I remember I get so furious.
"He's in the hospital. He apparently has a fracture on his cranium and broke his leg. He's unconscious, Kagome. Your brother... he's..." and she broke off, crying. I knew it had to be bad because my mother didn't cry often, only when something emotional, happy, or sad happens in the family (notice the doesn't cry ofte part). I called Inu-Yasha to give me a ride to the hospital.
When he arrived, I was sitting on the sidewalk, under the rain, crying. I could picture my annoying brother in pain. I could see him shedding tears. I could see all the times that I hit him and grabbed him by the neck and told him he was going to become fried meat. I felt so bad. I wanted to get squished by a car or something that would hurt me.
"Oh my God, Kagome! Here." Inu-Yasha put his jacket on my head so I wouldn't get so wet. I felt comforted for those seconds.
"Hi..." I mumbled through tears.
"Kag... Remorseful. I see it in your eyes. You feel bad about something you did to your brother, don't you?" he whispered as he adjusted my head to look into his eyes. I felt his soul connected with mine. It was like one of those freaky movies.
I hugged him and sobbed. I couldn't believe my brother was unconscious. I remembered I had to get to the hospital on time to be able to see him. I told Inu-Yasha we had to leave. He turned on his motorcycle and we ran on wet pavement to the hospital. Inu-Yasha watched his velocity, since it was raining, and it was difficult enough to be able to see.
When we arrived in the hospital, Inu-Yasha checked for me in the counter as I ran and looked into every single hospital room until I finally found him. My little bro was sleeping, head full with dripping blood. Leg all bent. I knelt down on his side and cried onto his stomach. You'll never know how it feels to see a person that you really love really, really hurt, and remember all the times that you could have treated him or her better. I felt like a piece of shit in the middle of the street. I felt like a putrid serving of yogurt. I felt like, just maybe, Kirashy. I felt like shit, but a different kind of shit than Kirashy's. I felt like a loving and hurting piece of shit.
Later, Inu-Yasha entered the room and took a long look at my unconscious brother. He sighed as he looked into my mom's blank face and at my little lake of tears on the floor. He bent down where I was kneeling and hugged me so tight that I couldn't breathe, but at the same time, I felt like I was floating. I felt as if I had left the world and gone into a mystical dream full of sad poems and black butterflies. I felt so sad, and the sadness filled me so that I felt as if I could bottle my tears and send them to God, so, maybe, he could just consider me in heaven. I felt like a really, fucking big piece of shit. And it wasn't just because of what I had done to my brother in the past; it was also because of all I have done. For every sin. I felt like writing a really sad song. I felt like hearing Evanescence. I'm going to write a good song of them at the end. It's really good.
Anyway, like an hour later, they informed us that we had to leave, but that my mom could stay. I decided to leave with Inu-yasha so he could drop me off at my house. He told me I could stay in his house, but I told him I was too sad to think about his comforting thoughts and his good sex. He laughed when I said that. I smiled. Just smiled. A smile that said a thousand words. That smile told him I loved him and that he made me feel good. It told him that he was my life and that he was my love. It said all that. He told me what it said, and I didn't even know. He told me more things, but I forgot. He asked me if the smile lied, and I shook my head. It didn't. It told the truth, and for that, I love my smile.
When I arrived home, Inu-Yasha gave me the most comforting and best kiss ever. I hugged him and I didn't want to let go, but I had to. I let go, and he left. I closed myself inside my room and turned off the light.
Evanescence Song
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds don't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound to the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice has chased away All the sanity in me
These wounds don't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
June 16, 1998.
It's been five days already since I haven't told you about my bro. He's fine, considering the fact he can move. His leg has paralyzed because he damaged his brain, though it's temporary, thanks to God. He's getting better, and he recognizes everyone. He's getting therapy because of his leg, and he's been taken out of his school temporarily, at least until he gets better. He was put in a special school for people with temporary brain damage. It's called ABADABA. All the letters stand for something, but I can't remember. I'm just glad he's better.
Kirashy hasn't been talking to me lately, not that I care. Best friends can have a rupture this huge and long. Sometimes I say it over and over to not get sad because of the fact that we were best friends since we wore diapers. I think I miss her in a freaky best friend kind of way. I don't think we're going to be able to fix the rupture, though. It's too hurtful, the way we've done things. We're two bitches that have something to prove, and, for now, I'm the bitch winning the game. 3 to 1. Two strikes in Kirashy's team. First strike- she wrote in A SCHOOL WALL that I was a bitch and that I deserved to die. I ratted on her. OOPS! I accidentally opened my mouth and dropped the words on Principal Jaken's (used Sesshomarou's 'pet's' name. He, He, He!) desk. Bad Kagome! Kirashy got suspended for that, Kag! Oh, and, the second strike- she opens my locker and puts the class' snake in it and told the teacher the snake was missing, but, if you think I was the one that was going to get into trouble, you're very, VERY wrong. I took the snake just as I watched her put it in my locker and put it in her backpack, and, when she told the teacher it was in my locker, I told her it was in her back pack. Did somebody say DETENTION? I think I did! She got what she deserved for being a freakin whore.
Oh, and, Kirashy's OUT! I forgot the third strike. SILLY ME! News flash from school newspaper:
Married Couple In Jeopardy
Kirashy Urisha, FORMER editor of our school newspaper,
School Blah's, had a "one-nighter" with two senior college
boys. One of them being John, our class president (former),
and Francis, our treasurer (former), as we have been
informed.
Kirashy denies all sexual activities.
"I didn't do such things! I'm married! Kagome, you did
this! You'll pay, you wh***" she answered us with these
offensive words to her classmate, Kagome Higurashi, who she
accused of aggressiveness and having unprotected sexual
relationships with Inu-Yasha, a supposedly 'dangerous'
hanyou, as she confirmed.
Female wars tend to be sexy and they "turn on" guys, but,
is this war too serious?
I'm touched that they actually considered my personal life and me in a strange way. I actually didn't do anything. Somebody else said it. I think it's true. She's never been a very good boyfriend-keeper, though this time it's a lot serious than a boyfriend. She got kicked out of the newspaper because she couldn't get a bad reputation, and now, she even has a bad rep with her husband. Talk about a problem seeker.
Oh well! None of that is none of my problem, so I really don't give a shit. She never cared about my problems, so why should I start caring about hers? It's obvious that God is sending signs of evilness from her. I just know it...
Well, anyway, today I'm going to a club with Kia. It's a fancy car club show. There are a lot of people with fancy cars, like Porsches with turbo and a lot of that stuff. I really don't know much about fancy cars. All I know is that I want an Acura Integra. I think they go with my look. Or maybe an RX 8... Those look fancier... I don't know. We're going shopping and everything! It's gonna be a lot of fun! I just know it!
June 17, 1998.
Hey! Like I told you, the car thing was great! I'm going to tell you all about it. It was so GREAT!
First, we went shopping. I shopped for shorts, a cute shirt, and a cute cap I could go with and park my ass on a car. I was so psyched about going that I barely noticed Kirashy looking for clothes on my same rack. I chose a shirt with the oh-so-famous Happy Bunny on it. It said 'I know how you're feeling. I just don't care' How ironic is life? It was pink and Happy Bunny was white. He wore a cute little smirk on that cute little mouth of his.
I also chose some jean shorts with white hand marks on the back where my butt goes. I thought it would look perfect for the occasion, since Kia told me there were going to be a lot of pimps there. I wasn't surprised. It's a car show! I didn't expect less than pimps.
Last but not least my cap and my shoes. My cap was pink with white and said Baby Girl on the front. My shoes were pink with white, just like the cap, and they had soles with air holes. They looked so cool that I couldn't believe they were on me...not! I am cool! I have a very high self- esteem, if you haven't noticed. Anyway, picture me with that clothes...Now did I look hot or what? I think so!
Well, Kia came to pick me up, and I got in her fabulous Porsche, which, by the way, was turbo, and we sped off to the closed street. I was hoping there was going to be a little racing, but there wasn't.
When we got there, boys had girls all around them and people couldn't touch the cars unless the owner would let them. All the owners let me touch the inside of the car. You can guess why... I didn't do anything too naughty... I just really touched the inside of the car thanks to a little smooching with my number one racer...Inu. You may be asking yourself what was Inu-Yasha doing in a rich people car show. Good question. I don't know and I don't care! I just got into some guy's car and I pulled Inu in. I still don't know if the guy even noticed because he was occupied with a girl in his other car. I can't believe that people can afford two expensive cars.
Well, Kia's car is silver with little blue flames on the bottom of the front doors. It also has an abstract graffiti art thing on the middle of each door, which are black and metallic blue. It's very beautiful and it has leather, pink and black interiors. It won an interior design thing because she customized it to have huge "K's" on each seat and neon lights on each door, with an MP3 player, DVD, and a great CD player on the front. PLUS, it had a window that separated the back from the front, like in a limousine. It's the cutest Porsche.
After the car show, I left with Kia, Inu-Yasha and some guy that Kia picked up in the club to go and party in his house. The place was huge and we had a lot of fun. I decided to go into the Jacuzzi with Inu and some other people. Nobody noticed us because everyone had a partner and they were all: 1) Kissing 2) Kissing and taking their clothes off 3) Naked and doing "stuff" 4) Underwater (naked, not naked, and doing God knows what). I was in number 1...at first. We eventually skipped number two and three and got to number four, but all we were doing was kissing and touching, nothing else. I'm not so naughty. It's just that Inu's so irresistible that I can't help getting closer and closer to him every time that I see him.
I left the house at 6:00 AM, and so I left with Inu to my apartment. Things got hot in there, if you know what I mean. It happened again, though I didn't mean to, I was drunk! I didn't really care afterwards. I woke up at 4:00 PM and Inu-Yasha was watching T.V. He started kissing me when I woke up, but I told him he had to wait because we had too much fun the night before.
We only kissed a lot and he left after our little kissing for four hours. We almost did what we did the other night again, but I held my calm. All he did was to take off my shirt. It wasn't a big deal.
After that I called my mom and asked her how she was doing. She told me she was ok. She said that she was tired from taking care of my bro.
"But, is he ok?" I asked.
"Yes. He's fine now. He's sad because he can't see his girlfriend, Houki" My mom is all confused with that bitch of Houki, and so is my bro. Her beauty is hypnotizing them both because they can't seem to see that she's using him. She has a thousand boyfriends that she has kissed right under my brother's nose. Maybe he just doesn't want to see her real side.
"Oh yeah. Houki."
"Well, anyway, he's better now. He's still taking therapy though."
"Poor kid."
"And so how are you doing?" my mom actually cared about me more than she did since my bro was born.
"I'm fine. I went to a party last night." I'm also more honest than when my bro was born! "Did you have fun?"
"Yes. I had a lot of fun. I hanged out with Inu-Yasha and Kia"
"Who's Kia?"
"My best friend." Here it comes...
"Wasn't Kirashy your best friend? What happened, I mean, Kirashy was a very decent person" Yeah right! She's as decent as Jerry Springer!
"Well, we had a little discussion about our differences and we decided to go in our separate ways"
"Oh. Ok. Hey, Kag, I wanted to talk to you about something..."
"What's up?"
"What's with you and this Inu-Yasha guy?"
"Nothing. I just like him and he likes me back. He's sort of my boyfriend."
"Oh.'
The silence that emerged was so awkward and so long, I thought she had hanged up.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Yes. I'm here."
"Mom, do you want to talk to me?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Well, you gave me the silent treatment in the middle of a phone conversation. I know you well enough to know that you want to talk to me about something."
"Oh, well, I do. Ummm... I know this is a very private question, but, have you had you-know-what with this Inu-Yasha?"
And here it ends! The chapter is done. AMEN! I actually finished my fifth chapter! I thought I'd never finish!
Oh! I forgot I have to explain why I put the Evanescence song here. Please read this because it's very good and it has hidden messages in it.
Evanescence Song Explanation
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
(This part talks about Inu-Yasha when he was a kid hanyou. Inu-Yasha grew up with a bigger brother who hated him, a father who was killed protecting him and his mother, and, eventually, a mother who was killed in front of
him by his own brother. This all involves his mind and thoughts)
And if you have to leave
I wish you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
(This part talks about how Kikyou has been affecting Inu-Yasha, how he
cannot forget her, and how much his thoughts about her hurt him)
These wounds don't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
(This part talks about how Kikyou has hurt Inu and what she had done to him
cannot be erased, as much as he'd like it to disappear.)
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
(This part is about how Inu-Yasha has been held by Kikyou all of this time, because he can't forget her and will do anything for her, no matter what.)
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound to the life you left behind
(This part talks about how Inu-Yasha misses Kikyou and how she has taken
him to wherever she is)
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away
All the sanity in me
(This one is about how she has haunted him every day of his life and how he cannot forget her. It also has a strange symbolism that leads to Kagome,
because she is the one that haunts his dream because she's Kikyou's
reincarnation)
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
(This one's about how Inu-Yasha has been battling with himself to forget Kikyo, but Kagome's presence makes himself think about her more and more
and makes him lonelier because, as everyone knows, Inu-Yasha is very
stubborn with his feelings and it's hard for him to express himself)
Well, I have finished my explanation. R&R! Luv u Guyz InuRox =)-
P.S. Message from Inu-Yasha
"First of all, I'm not emotional at all, so you can stop talking about me being emotional because IT'S NOT TRUE! Secondly, you all die in hell because you're all lying hypocrites you fucking humans!"
That was Message from Inu
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