A/N: This story is a one-shot fan fiction featuring a first-person point-of- view. Hope you like it—review!

Falling for Gray Eyes By Cerulean Sapphire

I never thought it would end this way.

I always thought we can prove to them that we can do it, that we are above this kind of things.

But I was wrong.

You were never strong. You always thought about what the others would think before your own feelings. You never fought for me.

But still...I never thought we were never going to last long. I was never prepared for this.

But I still loved you. I know I did. I loved you so much that it hurt to see you go away from me. It hurt to see you listen to others. It hurt so much that I couldn't stand it. Why do I have to love you like this?

I know I'm stupid. I'm stupid for loving you like this. I'm so stupid because I still care for you after what you did. After everything we had together, you shoved me away, you called me the last thing I would like to hear coming from your lips.

"Go away. You don't belong here. Mudblood."

I was hurt, but I tried to cover it with my dignity and pride. Mudblood? After everything we have been through, you called me the worst thing you could. You said it with loathe and disgust, and your cold gray eyes said everything...it always said the truth. And now your eyes tell me never to darken your path again. It felt like my heart was being torn, crushed, trampled and bleeding painfully all at the same time.

Surely, I never thought it would end this way. I thought we would be through all these obstacles and odds together, but I ended up alone in this journey. Come to think of it, in all the times we had, I was all alone. You never were with me. I don't even know if you ever loved me or if you didn't.

But I admit, I truly did. Even if you were never good to me, somehow I still did. I always did...up to now. I can still remember you, and I often wonder what you're doing at this very moment.

I loved you, and still do. Even if I don't get back the love I had for you, I'll still love you. Stupid, am I? But that's how I am. Even the best student at school could get worst grades at this subject, and I was never good at love. I always end up hurt like this. But when I think of it, I'm still blessed to have felt love, even just once in my life. And even though I hate to admit it, you were my love...my only love. Up to now. I still love you.

~Fin