Disclaimers:no my dreams never come true there for I dont own anything not even my own room

A/N:school will be starting back in ONE WEEK!!!! so after that time I wont be updating as much as you all would like but I will try to get as many chapters done in that short time I promise I will write TWO chapters a day if you like ^-^

~*~This is a ~*~AU~*~ fic! I just love those kinds of ficcys well anyway Kagome and Inuyasha used to be bestfriends until Kikyou came along and she changed everything! this ficcy is filled with love, friendships and among other things hate. will Inuyasha and Kagome over come there hate for each other and become friends again? and will that friendship (if any) lead to something more? Inu/kik well for now anyway *wink wink* and maybe Mir/san? dont know yet tell me in your reviews! INU/KAG FOREVER!!!!!!~*~

all of your reviews just made me want to write an even better/funnier chappie thanx!!

This is just one of my fav. poems i'll tell you why at the end of the chapter

~*~Just one of those days~*~



"this is the worst day of my life,"

she says casually

as she has a million plus times before.

she slams the door of her room,

blocking the outside world,

the chaos,

and her parents.

Everything is always going wrong

and there's nothing she can do.

"Leave me alone!"

she yells,

not really talking to anyone in particular.

she draws in a deep breath.

she exhales her troubles,

her sorrows, her secrets.

She exhales nothing---

all of her feelings stay locked inside.

she keeps them close until they consume

her soul slowly-- bit by bit.

Her angry music blasts loudly,

heard down the street.

But she doesn't care.

She is only concerned with her troubles,

and she can't seem to get them out of her mind.

they stay there eating away her other thoughts.

jumping onto her bed and burying her head

into her covers as deep as they can go,

she looks back on her day,sighs,

and gets ready for tomorrow.

~Jenny Sharaf

~But First A word from me to my reviewers~

agrias-101-I couldnt remember if I responded to your review or not but yeah she is two timin~ thanx for reviewin'~

starnight01-Im glad you like ^_^

chickenz-im updating as fast as I can ^_^

DevilishGrl17-she really did glad you loved that chapter keep reading add gas to my fire! ^_^

silentslayer-so glad you like and thanx for the idea im gonna use it! ^_^

Crystal Sapphire- yeah revenge is 5w337! trust me you really dont wanna see my love life its so sad! and im so happy you love my story! keep reading and look for the surprise ^_^ I think you'll like it very much

SHNfanyay-hey!!! thanx for reviewing I know I bugged you on reading it and you finally did you ROCK!!!!!! you're the cooliest please keep reading! i'll I.M. you soon or e-mail whatever =^-^=

fire demon 11- yeah I know im evil ^_^

~on to the story~

~*~ A Forgotten Friendship: Inuyasha loses a girlfriend but gains a new bestfriend or is she something more? ~*~

you could see Kikyou walking down the hall with a very unhappy face well your face would look like that to if you just got dumped by Inuyasha but who could ever love a face like that anyway? kikyou has the face that not even a mother would love! anyway she was in a search of Sesshomaru to tell him that she'd go out with Naraku

~with sango and Miroku~

Sango was rewinding the tape of Inu and Kags kiss and laughing all the while "hey thats the perfect blackmail" Miroku said holding his side "Yeah I know ok lets watch it again" sango hit rewind again it was playing the scene where kagome and kikyou got into the cat fight

"hey do you think we should show them?" sango ask Miroku wasnt paying her any he was trin to map out his next attempt to grope sango without getting hit and ending up in the floor

~back with kikyou~

(A/N:please dont flame me because of all the *shudder* Kikyou!)

"AH HA!" she yelled Sesshomaru turned around almost falling flat on his back because the insane monkey girl scared the pink chibi eating monkeys outta him

(A/N: its best not to question my saneity leavl because im telling you now it'll get you no where trust me on this one! I should know because I ask myself the samething everyday)

once he realized that it was only the insane one his breathing returned back to normal "what do you want girl?!" he yelled kikyou only gave him a *gag* cute look "I was only coming to give you my answer about Naraku" she said hanging onto his arm I got one word for people like that!

Sesshomaru pushed her off almost knocking her down "well what is it I have things to do?" he ask in a clam way "well tell him yes and give him my number" she said

and walked away Sesshomaru ran to the bathroom to scurb his arm for fear that if he didnt it would fall off! Ha it probably would theres no telling what she has!

~with Inu and kag~

Kagome and Inuyasha were still blushing heh you'd think by now that they would've stopped i mean this is a whole new chappie jeez I feel like im writting a story line for Passions! "so yeah I guess that took care of that" Kagome said tring to make a joke out of it and it wasnt working to well

"yeah I guess it does" he said just standing there not sure of what to do hey kagome was doing the samething what do you know? im so mean ^_^ I find it to be very interesting at times "uh I uh think we should...um go find....Miroku and um Sango now" Inuyasha said turning to walk away "yeah I think thats a good idea" kagome said turning the other way

Inuyasha had turned the other way well because he really didn't trust himself with kagome right now there was no telling what he would do if there weren't any space between the two of them

kagome was walking down the hall tring to push the thoughts of her and Inuyasha together outta her head 'its just not fair' she yelled in her mind 'I've known Inuyasha my whole life and I cant have him!' she was fighting a battle she knew she couldn't when and it was pretty pointless seeing as though I call the shots around here!

~Kag and Inu are with Mir and San Aww yes the power of being a writter~

Sango and Miroku were still playing the little blackmail tape for like the 50th time that day kagoome walked up behind sango "hey what cha doin'?" she ask which cought sango off guard alittle she jumped back a least 1 foot and knocked kagome over because she was behind her and that wasnt such a good idea to do come to think of it

"OHMIGOSH!!!!" sango screamed holding her cheast tring to grab her heart before it came outta her like that was ever gonna happen she needs that thing to love that hentai! "KAGOME DONT DO THAT!" she yelled at kagome kagome was takin' back a bit "geez sango you dont have to yell so do you have the tape ready for the "date" tonight?" kagome ask unawair that there was more on that tape than she thought

"uh-huh yep yep!" sango said a little to happy making kagome wonder "hey sango have you been smoking?" kagome ask rasing a eyebrow Miroku lend over to grab sango in a place that he really shouldn't which caused him to get

*SMAK!!*

"HENTAI!!" sango screamed now my friends he's knocked out "so sango have you been smokin'?" kagome repeated her question "n..no kagome" kagome gave a look that gave her chills "well not much anyway" sango said kagome only looked at her "how much is not much sango-chan?" she ask standing up " GOD KAGOME!" she threw her hands in the air "I only had a dime god are you happy?!" she ask

kagome rolled her eyes and in doing that saw Inuyasha her face lit up a bit and sango noticed that and she smiled Inuyasha kinda didnt see Miroku there on the ground kissing it and he kinda kicked him oopies? "huh?" he looked down "do I even wanna know why he's down there?" he ask sango only smirked and that said all Inuyasha needed to know

he laughing a little and rolled his eyes "so sango you got the tape ready for tonight?" he ask once again sango laughed like she was high or something kagome whispered "dont ask I think shes slowly going insane" she said eyeing her friend that was laughing on the ground right now and Miroku woke up

"whats she laughing about?" he ask rubbing his head "all I said was 'is the tape sat for tonight?' and she fell out laughing" Inuyasha said stepping back a little sango hand Miroku the tape recorder and he to fell out laughing kagome and Inuyasha looked at each other "whats there problem?" Kagome ask Inu only shrugged

once sango and miroku stopped laughing long enough to talk they show the tape to the two friends kagome and Inuyasha saw this and they blushed so red people would think they were sun burned and once again sango and Miroku fell out laughing

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ok peoples I know this is so short! Gomen minnas ok that peom just reminded me of me and how I act at life yes im one of those people who get depressed easyly and who hates life yeah I find myself wishing I was dead and therefor I can not feel anything but hate and sadness I cant love people i've tried I really have I dont see why because I was a very happy little girl I was never alone I always had a brother or 2 to play with and a little sister I hide all my regreats in life behind the person my mom and dad think I am I act happy at school but its all a lie I build walls so people cant get close to me but unlike some people I see the world as it truely is and it makes me sick and im a loner I observe people from a safe distant to know what im dealing with and that makes me feel weak and helpless but because of what I have become I never show it I keep to myself wishing that my sorry life would end my mom cant see that im not the perfect daughter but im not being human makes me sick because humans are all evil they're all the same! they never show there true colors until the very end I should know because my sorry excuse for a cousion turned her back on me when I needed her the most and now I hate her her and her goddamn boyfriend she turned her back on me for HIM! and my bestfriend left me when I needed her most to therefor in the end they only let you down but please dont let this note change your mind about my story after all being depressed only makes me write better stories but its to bad that i'll be getting help soon......

~Rina-chan

P.s.all credit goes to silentslayer for the whole point of this story! thanx ^_^ and this chappie goes out toSHNfanyay,Silentslayer, DevilishGrl17,and Anti [.] poptart for never leaving myside throught out this whole story thanx and if you want the next chappie tell me in your Reviews you all should know me by now to know what im gonna say so i'll save you the trouble of reading it you know the drill ^_^ Ja minnas