"You still care for her right? Just in a different way." Tomoyo said, not
asked. "Then what I think you should do is just tell her up front that your
love has died out that you still care for her, but the relationship thing
wont work out anymore."
I thought about it. 'That could work. I'll give it a try' I thought. ___________________________________________
After class-
I walked towards the locker I shared with Connie. It was actually my locker, but after Connie and I started dating, she "moved in". I shook my head thinking about what she would say.
"Hi Syaoran!" Connie happily walked up to me.
"Hey Connie" I replied. I knew she wouldn't be happy at all later.
"I'll catch you later, kay?" She winked at me, oblivious to what I was planning to do. I felt bad, but it had to be done. The more I thought about it, the more I felt we should break up.
I nodded and headed off to my next class.
Lunch-
I walked up to the "gang" and sat down. I looked at Tomoyo who looked at me, and then looked at Connie. I knew what she was thinking. She was asking through her eyes, 'when are you going to tell her?' I only shook my head in response. We had gotten to know each other's silent 'talking'.
I went back to eating and soon finished my food. I couldn't break up with her today. It was way too soon. Plus by the way I was talking to her, I was leading her to think that we were only becoming closer.
I got up to throw away my trash. Connie looked up at me with wondering eyes. I knew what she was thinking. 'Why hasn't Syaoran said anything to me? Is he ignoring me? What's happening?'
I smiled at her and sat back down. It was mainly my fault. If I hadn't been drunk, I wouldn't have made out with Connie. If I hadn't made out with Connie, she would still be chasing me. If she were still chasing me, I wouldn't have to deal with breaking up with her. If I didn't have to deal with breaking up with her, my life would be a lot more 'stress-free'.
I sighed. Connie was my first long-term girlfriend that I hadn't broken up with after a couple weeks. We had been a couple months into our relationship and was still going strong.
Eriol looked at me. "Hey Syaoran. You okay man?" He asked, giving me a strange look. He was also wondering why I wasn't talking to Connie. I sighed again and closed my eyes. Things were complicated. I didn't want to hurt Connie, but I knew I was going to have to.
I opened my eyes when I heard shuffling next to me. I saw Connie scooting closer to snuggle with me. "Hey Connie." I said gently. I let her hold my hand and hug my waist.
"Hey Syaoran." She smiled back weakly. She was afraid. Afraid to lose me.
I looked into her beautiful blue eyes and saw sadness. I only smiled back and kissed her on the forehead.
"Is something wrong?" Connie asked me quietly.
I shook my head. "No. Nothing's wrong." I replied. Today was just not the day to break up with her. I just didn't have the heart to do that to her. 'Not right now. maybe tomorrow.'
After Lunch-
I didn't have any classes after lunch. Guess I really paid to be a Senior, right? I stretched and walked Connie to class. 'I really have to stop trying to make up for ignoring her because then she'll think our relationship is okay when it's not.' I thought, letting go of her hand. I ran a hand through my hair. It was a good thing Connie didn't mind today or else she would have grabbed my hand back .
Connie stopped outside of her classroom. She shyly looked up at me. "Syaoran. I love you." she whispered and tiptoed to kiss me. I sighed and turned my head, avoiding her kiss.
Connie frowned slightly. "I'll see you, kay?"
I nodded and walked off, shoving my hands into my pockets. I walked passed the office and saw was I believed was an angel that fell from the heavens. She had long auburn hair with a slender body.
'Syaoran! Stop thinking like this! You still have a girlfriend!' My mind scolded. I smirked. 'So what? She'll be gone tomorrow.' I retorted and took one last glance at the fallen angle and drove away.
At home-
"Syaoran!" My mother, Yelan, yelled as I walked into the house.
I sighed and walked into the living room and saw her with two visitors. I put on my goody-two-shoes face and smiled. "Yes mother?" I asked flashing a smile at the two visitors.
"Say hi to Mr. and Mrs. Sakimoto." She requested smiling at me.
I bowed and greeted them. "Mother, I have to go study right now." I told her. "Excuse me Mr. And Mrs. Sakimoto." I bowed again and left the room. I knew Mother would be well pleased.
I walked into my room and shut the door. I threw my backpack on the ground and flung myself in my bed. I sighed deeply into the bed and closed my eyes. "I'm going to break up with Connie today."I said. The angelic character floated into my head. A thought came up. 'that way I'll be free to ask the angel to Senior ball.'
I fell asleep for thirty minutes until my cell phone started vibrating. I groaned and checked the Caller ID. It was Connie. 'Well, here goes.'
"Hey." I said.
"Baby." I heard Connie say.
There was a pause before she continued. "Are you okay? I felt as if you were avoiding me. What's wrong?"
I sighed. "There's something I want to tell you."
I heard Connie gasp. "No. No. no."
"What? I was just going to say that I saw the 'new girl' today. Quite a hot chick, if you ask me." I smirked. I knew Connie was confused.
She let out a breath. I hadn't planned to break up with her this way, but I thought it was more interesting. "I thought, for a second there, that you were going to break up with me."
I whispered in a low voice. "I am. Connie, look. I really care about you, but the love I previously had for you-"
"Connie?" There was a long pause. I sat there and waited for her to come back on the line. I head muffled sobs and then the connection ended. I ran a hand through my hair.
"Well. didn't that go well." I said out loud and picked up the phone.
"Moshi Moshi! Tomoyo speaking."
"Hey Tomoyo. It's me Syaoran." I greeted.
"Hi Syaoran! What's up?" She asked, hyper as usual. I heard a muffled voice in the background. Eriol must have been at her house again.
"I did it." I replied.
Tomoyo became silent. "And? How did Connie take it?"
"Better than some, I guess." I said. Some of my previous girlfriends had tried to beat me up, other's had threatened to kill me, some had even attempted to run me over with their cars. In a way, it was amusing to see how they would respond. As I said, I have changed. I'm not the sweet kid I was years ago.
Tomoyo laughed. "What. Did she cry?"
"Yeah, and then hung up on me." I nodded my head.
Eriol interrupted. "Well, you deserved that for breaking the girl's heart!"
I smirked. I never had to tell Eriol anything. He always knew. I heard Tomoyo cover the speaker. They were making out again.
I coughed. "I'll just leave you two alone. Bye."
Tomoyo giggled. "See you tomorrow!"
-School-
I yawned and got out of my car again. Scanning the school's parking lot, I saw that the 'girls' were not here. 'Yes!' my mind yelled. I got out my backpack and turned around.
'Damn it! Spoke too soon!' I thought seeing the girls crowding around me. I took a deep breath and sprinted away leaving the girls in the dust.
I took one look around me and saw that I was in a 'stalker free zone'. I smiled and walked forward. Well if you can count one step and 'walking' forward.
I was immediately bumped into. I turned to look at who ran into me only to see the person falling to the ground. Using my quick reflexes, I caught her a foot above the ground.
She had her eyes shut tightly anticipating the impact. I coughed and her eyes opened. I froze.
It was the angel from the day before! I flashed her a smile that made any girl melt.
"Heaven's going to be sad. It's missing a beautiful angel." I smoothly greeted her.
She blushed and glared at me. "Shut up. Thank you for catching me, but I could have handled myself. A bruise and a scratch won't kill me, you know."
"Are you new?" I asked, trying to strike up a conversation. She was obviously playing hard to get.
She nodded. "Do you need any help finding your classes?" I asked playing the gentleman.
She shook her head. "Nah. Bye!" and walked off.
I grinned watching her leave. 'Man. That is one fine body!' Little did I know, someone jealous was watching me.
"So. Syaoran Li. You left me for a slut like her, eh?" Connie's eyes narrowed angrily. "Well, if I can't have you, no one can."
I thought about it. 'That could work. I'll give it a try' I thought. ___________________________________________
After class-
I walked towards the locker I shared with Connie. It was actually my locker, but after Connie and I started dating, she "moved in". I shook my head thinking about what she would say.
"Hi Syaoran!" Connie happily walked up to me.
"Hey Connie" I replied. I knew she wouldn't be happy at all later.
"I'll catch you later, kay?" She winked at me, oblivious to what I was planning to do. I felt bad, but it had to be done. The more I thought about it, the more I felt we should break up.
I nodded and headed off to my next class.
Lunch-
I walked up to the "gang" and sat down. I looked at Tomoyo who looked at me, and then looked at Connie. I knew what she was thinking. She was asking through her eyes, 'when are you going to tell her?' I only shook my head in response. We had gotten to know each other's silent 'talking'.
I went back to eating and soon finished my food. I couldn't break up with her today. It was way too soon. Plus by the way I was talking to her, I was leading her to think that we were only becoming closer.
I got up to throw away my trash. Connie looked up at me with wondering eyes. I knew what she was thinking. 'Why hasn't Syaoran said anything to me? Is he ignoring me? What's happening?'
I smiled at her and sat back down. It was mainly my fault. If I hadn't been drunk, I wouldn't have made out with Connie. If I hadn't made out with Connie, she would still be chasing me. If she were still chasing me, I wouldn't have to deal with breaking up with her. If I didn't have to deal with breaking up with her, my life would be a lot more 'stress-free'.
I sighed. Connie was my first long-term girlfriend that I hadn't broken up with after a couple weeks. We had been a couple months into our relationship and was still going strong.
Eriol looked at me. "Hey Syaoran. You okay man?" He asked, giving me a strange look. He was also wondering why I wasn't talking to Connie. I sighed again and closed my eyes. Things were complicated. I didn't want to hurt Connie, but I knew I was going to have to.
I opened my eyes when I heard shuffling next to me. I saw Connie scooting closer to snuggle with me. "Hey Connie." I said gently. I let her hold my hand and hug my waist.
"Hey Syaoran." She smiled back weakly. She was afraid. Afraid to lose me.
I looked into her beautiful blue eyes and saw sadness. I only smiled back and kissed her on the forehead.
"Is something wrong?" Connie asked me quietly.
I shook my head. "No. Nothing's wrong." I replied. Today was just not the day to break up with her. I just didn't have the heart to do that to her. 'Not right now. maybe tomorrow.'
After Lunch-
I didn't have any classes after lunch. Guess I really paid to be a Senior, right? I stretched and walked Connie to class. 'I really have to stop trying to make up for ignoring her because then she'll think our relationship is okay when it's not.' I thought, letting go of her hand. I ran a hand through my hair. It was a good thing Connie didn't mind today or else she would have grabbed my hand back .
Connie stopped outside of her classroom. She shyly looked up at me. "Syaoran. I love you." she whispered and tiptoed to kiss me. I sighed and turned my head, avoiding her kiss.
Connie frowned slightly. "I'll see you, kay?"
I nodded and walked off, shoving my hands into my pockets. I walked passed the office and saw was I believed was an angel that fell from the heavens. She had long auburn hair with a slender body.
'Syaoran! Stop thinking like this! You still have a girlfriend!' My mind scolded. I smirked. 'So what? She'll be gone tomorrow.' I retorted and took one last glance at the fallen angle and drove away.
At home-
"Syaoran!" My mother, Yelan, yelled as I walked into the house.
I sighed and walked into the living room and saw her with two visitors. I put on my goody-two-shoes face and smiled. "Yes mother?" I asked flashing a smile at the two visitors.
"Say hi to Mr. and Mrs. Sakimoto." She requested smiling at me.
I bowed and greeted them. "Mother, I have to go study right now." I told her. "Excuse me Mr. And Mrs. Sakimoto." I bowed again and left the room. I knew Mother would be well pleased.
I walked into my room and shut the door. I threw my backpack on the ground and flung myself in my bed. I sighed deeply into the bed and closed my eyes. "I'm going to break up with Connie today."I said. The angelic character floated into my head. A thought came up. 'that way I'll be free to ask the angel to Senior ball.'
I fell asleep for thirty minutes until my cell phone started vibrating. I groaned and checked the Caller ID. It was Connie. 'Well, here goes.'
"Hey." I said.
"Baby." I heard Connie say.
There was a pause before she continued. "Are you okay? I felt as if you were avoiding me. What's wrong?"
I sighed. "There's something I want to tell you."
I heard Connie gasp. "No. No. no."
"What? I was just going to say that I saw the 'new girl' today. Quite a hot chick, if you ask me." I smirked. I knew Connie was confused.
She let out a breath. I hadn't planned to break up with her this way, but I thought it was more interesting. "I thought, for a second there, that you were going to break up with me."
I whispered in a low voice. "I am. Connie, look. I really care about you, but the love I previously had for you-"
"Connie?" There was a long pause. I sat there and waited for her to come back on the line. I head muffled sobs and then the connection ended. I ran a hand through my hair.
"Well. didn't that go well." I said out loud and picked up the phone.
"Moshi Moshi! Tomoyo speaking."
"Hey Tomoyo. It's me Syaoran." I greeted.
"Hi Syaoran! What's up?" She asked, hyper as usual. I heard a muffled voice in the background. Eriol must have been at her house again.
"I did it." I replied.
Tomoyo became silent. "And? How did Connie take it?"
"Better than some, I guess." I said. Some of my previous girlfriends had tried to beat me up, other's had threatened to kill me, some had even attempted to run me over with their cars. In a way, it was amusing to see how they would respond. As I said, I have changed. I'm not the sweet kid I was years ago.
Tomoyo laughed. "What. Did she cry?"
"Yeah, and then hung up on me." I nodded my head.
Eriol interrupted. "Well, you deserved that for breaking the girl's heart!"
I smirked. I never had to tell Eriol anything. He always knew. I heard Tomoyo cover the speaker. They were making out again.
I coughed. "I'll just leave you two alone. Bye."
Tomoyo giggled. "See you tomorrow!"
-School-
I yawned and got out of my car again. Scanning the school's parking lot, I saw that the 'girls' were not here. 'Yes!' my mind yelled. I got out my backpack and turned around.
'Damn it! Spoke too soon!' I thought seeing the girls crowding around me. I took a deep breath and sprinted away leaving the girls in the dust.
I took one look around me and saw that I was in a 'stalker free zone'. I smiled and walked forward. Well if you can count one step and 'walking' forward.
I was immediately bumped into. I turned to look at who ran into me only to see the person falling to the ground. Using my quick reflexes, I caught her a foot above the ground.
She had her eyes shut tightly anticipating the impact. I coughed and her eyes opened. I froze.
It was the angel from the day before! I flashed her a smile that made any girl melt.
"Heaven's going to be sad. It's missing a beautiful angel." I smoothly greeted her.
She blushed and glared at me. "Shut up. Thank you for catching me, but I could have handled myself. A bruise and a scratch won't kill me, you know."
"Are you new?" I asked, trying to strike up a conversation. She was obviously playing hard to get.
She nodded. "Do you need any help finding your classes?" I asked playing the gentleman.
She shook her head. "Nah. Bye!" and walked off.
I grinned watching her leave. 'Man. That is one fine body!' Little did I know, someone jealous was watching me.
"So. Syaoran Li. You left me for a slut like her, eh?" Connie's eyes narrowed angrily. "Well, if I can't have you, no one can."
