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Buffy stormed into Angel's office. Everyone was standing around listening to the training that was organised for the day.
"Oh Buffy we were just saying" Angel was promptly stopped by Buffy's face. Tears streaming down her face.
"Is this supposed to be some sort of sick joke and cos I really don't find it funny, I mean you know how I feel about Spike and for someone to put this there " Buffy held up Spikes Duster bruising the leather as she was holding it too tightly.
"Buffy I don't know about this "Angel went to touch her but she recoiled at his touch not wanting any comfort. She turned round to everyone else noticing Willow who had a tear falling down her cheek. She knew what it was like to lose someone and the pain and the pain she felt after Tara died she shut everyone out.
Xander walked over to Buffy and hugged her.
"Xander I need him I really do, I love him so much "Buffy cried into Xander's shoulder.
Angel didn't know where to put himself but he started to get angry he knew Spike had something to do with this and he was gonna have word with him.
"Erm I think its time to take the potentials down for the training "Giles piped up motioning the group of 15 girls out of the door followed by Dawn.
"Xander why don't you go down I'll look after Buffy" Willow put a hand on Xanders arm and with a nod of his head he walked out of the door and closed it behind him. Willow put a protective arm and sat her down.
"Buffy I know this is hard but it will get better trust I of all people should know "Willow looked at Buffy who was still crying.
"But W-willow why cant I let him go" Buffy leaned in to her friend. "Im not sure Buffy how about I get us a couple of drinks "
Buffy nodded as Willow got up towards the door and closed it she sighed and held her head towards the ceiling and that's when she saw it.
Spike tried to think how was he gonna get his coat he didn't mean to leave it there but she burst in the door well not burst in more like she glided through the door. She was still so beautiful he wanted to take her in his arms and love her with his whole being but that wouldn't happen I mean she would have already done that because she knew he was there right as he was walking on the upper floor he walked down and noticed Willow looking up at him.
He stood there and froze he could see Willow bounding up the stairs she stopped suddenly.
"S-spike is that you" Willow couldn't believe he was standing in front of her.
"Yes red it's me ta daaaaa!" Spike sing songed but he taken aback for what would happen next.
Willow ran into his arms and hugged him. Spike hugged her back he could smell a hint of vanilla, which was unmistakably, Buffy.
"How we thought you died in the hellmouth Buffy said she saw you".
"Long story luv but I came back here as a ghost and then I was made corporeal and then got stuck here with Angel of all people back with family or so they say"
He laughed and Willow smiled god she couldn't believe he was here I mean my god Buffy gonna flip.
"Buffy I completely forgot about her "Willow started to walk briskly.
"Spike why didn't you call Buffy to let her know you were still alive "
"Well Angel didn't think it was a good idea and to be honest she needed to live normal life you know I owed her that much "
Spike stuffed his hand in his pockets and suddenly found his black boots interesting.
"Oh come on Spike she was the Slayer she would never have a normal life and you know that more than anyone "
Spike shrugged he knew she wouldn't have the life she wanted but he had to give her that choice. Willow grabbed his hand and led him down the stairs and s they were bout to walk through the door Angel stopped them.
"Spike you cannot do this you have to let her go I won't let you do this"
"What don't you think she will want to know im here"
Willow couldn't believe this was Angel how can he stop Spike from seeing Buffy he wasn't jealous or maybe he was.
"Angel I don't think you have any right as to what Buffy wants or needs" Willow stepped up to him.
"Buffy loves Spike probably more than she did you and I know that hurts now but you know im right and anyway you left her and Spike has been by her side for a long time so its time to let go"
Willow looked over at Spike he smiled at her never really knowing her strength until now.
"Now I know why your her best friend Willow" Angel looked over at Spike shook his head and walked off.
"Are you ready Spike "Willow asked.
"I don't know if I can what if she gets mad at me and lashes out "Spike asked worriedly he couldn't cope if she rejected him.
" Well I guess it will be like old times then" Willow laughed with Spike.
He was outside the door and he turned back to Willow who had her thumbs up.
"I'll be down in the training centre if you need me, you're doing the right thing Spike she would want to know "
Spike nodded and blew out air that was trapped in his chest. He saw her standing at the window with his duster on it never looked so good on a person before.
"Did you get the drinks Will" Buffy asked s she turned around with tear streaked cheeks.
Buffy stepped back when she saw him glowing with the light from the door his blond hair looking even whiter than usual.
"S-spike "the got caught in her throat.
"Its me pet"
"Are you really here" tears flowing freely down her cheeks.
She slowly walked toward him not believing it he was still standing there in his signature colour black that by the way outlined his chest he never looked so good.
Buffy put a hand to his face brushing her finger over his scar on his eyebrow he smiled. Spike wiped the tear that were cascading down her cheeks and that's the blackness took her.
Buffy stormed into Angel's office. Everyone was standing around listening to the training that was organised for the day.
"Oh Buffy we were just saying" Angel was promptly stopped by Buffy's face. Tears streaming down her face.
"Is this supposed to be some sort of sick joke and cos I really don't find it funny, I mean you know how I feel about Spike and for someone to put this there " Buffy held up Spikes Duster bruising the leather as she was holding it too tightly.
"Buffy I don't know about this "Angel went to touch her but she recoiled at his touch not wanting any comfort. She turned round to everyone else noticing Willow who had a tear falling down her cheek. She knew what it was like to lose someone and the pain and the pain she felt after Tara died she shut everyone out.
Xander walked over to Buffy and hugged her.
"Xander I need him I really do, I love him so much "Buffy cried into Xander's shoulder.
Angel didn't know where to put himself but he started to get angry he knew Spike had something to do with this and he was gonna have word with him.
"Erm I think its time to take the potentials down for the training "Giles piped up motioning the group of 15 girls out of the door followed by Dawn.
"Xander why don't you go down I'll look after Buffy" Willow put a hand on Xanders arm and with a nod of his head he walked out of the door and closed it behind him. Willow put a protective arm and sat her down.
"Buffy I know this is hard but it will get better trust I of all people should know "Willow looked at Buffy who was still crying.
"But W-willow why cant I let him go" Buffy leaned in to her friend. "Im not sure Buffy how about I get us a couple of drinks "
Buffy nodded as Willow got up towards the door and closed it she sighed and held her head towards the ceiling and that's when she saw it.
Spike tried to think how was he gonna get his coat he didn't mean to leave it there but she burst in the door well not burst in more like she glided through the door. She was still so beautiful he wanted to take her in his arms and love her with his whole being but that wouldn't happen I mean she would have already done that because she knew he was there right as he was walking on the upper floor he walked down and noticed Willow looking up at him.
He stood there and froze he could see Willow bounding up the stairs she stopped suddenly.
"S-spike is that you" Willow couldn't believe he was standing in front of her.
"Yes red it's me ta daaaaa!" Spike sing songed but he taken aback for what would happen next.
Willow ran into his arms and hugged him. Spike hugged her back he could smell a hint of vanilla, which was unmistakably, Buffy.
"How we thought you died in the hellmouth Buffy said she saw you".
"Long story luv but I came back here as a ghost and then I was made corporeal and then got stuck here with Angel of all people back with family or so they say"
He laughed and Willow smiled god she couldn't believe he was here I mean my god Buffy gonna flip.
"Buffy I completely forgot about her "Willow started to walk briskly.
"Spike why didn't you call Buffy to let her know you were still alive "
"Well Angel didn't think it was a good idea and to be honest she needed to live normal life you know I owed her that much "
Spike stuffed his hand in his pockets and suddenly found his black boots interesting.
"Oh come on Spike she was the Slayer she would never have a normal life and you know that more than anyone "
Spike shrugged he knew she wouldn't have the life she wanted but he had to give her that choice. Willow grabbed his hand and led him down the stairs and s they were bout to walk through the door Angel stopped them.
"Spike you cannot do this you have to let her go I won't let you do this"
"What don't you think she will want to know im here"
Willow couldn't believe this was Angel how can he stop Spike from seeing Buffy he wasn't jealous or maybe he was.
"Angel I don't think you have any right as to what Buffy wants or needs" Willow stepped up to him.
"Buffy loves Spike probably more than she did you and I know that hurts now but you know im right and anyway you left her and Spike has been by her side for a long time so its time to let go"
Willow looked over at Spike he smiled at her never really knowing her strength until now.
"Now I know why your her best friend Willow" Angel looked over at Spike shook his head and walked off.
"Are you ready Spike "Willow asked.
"I don't know if I can what if she gets mad at me and lashes out "Spike asked worriedly he couldn't cope if she rejected him.
" Well I guess it will be like old times then" Willow laughed with Spike.
He was outside the door and he turned back to Willow who had her thumbs up.
"I'll be down in the training centre if you need me, you're doing the right thing Spike she would want to know "
Spike nodded and blew out air that was trapped in his chest. He saw her standing at the window with his duster on it never looked so good on a person before.
"Did you get the drinks Will" Buffy asked s she turned around with tear streaked cheeks.
Buffy stepped back when she saw him glowing with the light from the door his blond hair looking even whiter than usual.
"S-spike "the got caught in her throat.
"Its me pet"
"Are you really here" tears flowing freely down her cheeks.
She slowly walked toward him not believing it he was still standing there in his signature colour black that by the way outlined his chest he never looked so good.
Buffy put a hand to his face brushing her finger over his scar on his eyebrow he smiled. Spike wiped the tear that were cascading down her cheeks and that's the blackness took her.
