Special thanks to Catgirl-89,passionfish,karmawicacn,Watergoddess-13 and
Sba .
I like reviews and its always nice to see people like what you write never
lose your imagination and just for the record I always believe Buffy is
meant to be with Spike if she don't want I will gladly take him. Oops he
heard that and he's walking over here slipping off his belt ......... Ha hem back
to the show.
Angel couldn't take it any longer she wouldn't want Spike "i mean im her true love and Spike she is probably just thanking him for saving the world" Angel thought he decided to walk into the office.
When Angel walked into the office and saw Buffy on the floor with Spike leaning over her.
"What the hell did you do you idiot?" Angel shouted pushing Spike out of the way and leaning over Buffy smoothing her hair away from her face.
"You stupid git "Spike clenched his teeth and braced himself not to punch Angel's lights out .
"She saw me at the door and then she just crumpled to the floor, must have been too much for her "Spike started to shake his head.
Angel leaned over and stroked her face
"Buffy wake up "he whispered .he turned round to Spike.
"Get her something to drink" He spat pointing to the door.
Spike looked at Buffy and then looked at Angel and walked out of the door.
Buffy started to stir and her eyes flickered and then opened she focused on who was in front of her.
"Angel oh what am I doing on the floor? S-spike he was here "Buffy sat up touched the back of her head where a little bump was forming rather rapidly.
"Buffy I know you are grateful to spike for saving the world" Angel spoke with air quotes.
"But come on you honestly don't love him I know you and me had a something "Angel pulled Buffy up but was still holding her hands in his own. Buffy threw his hands away from her own with disbelief on her face.
"How dare you tell what I can feel and not feel" Buffy spat.
"I don't love you anymore as much as that might hurt you you haven't been in my life for a while when Glory came the person I ran to was Spike, when I died who looked after my sister Spike, and who was with me when the world needed saving it was Spike"
Angel stared at her not really seeing this person he loved. Buffy put a hand on Angel's shoulder and looked at him with pity in her eyes.
"I have loved Spike for a long time its just I never told him to the last minute and now its too late" Buffy whispered.
"Well if that your decision I will have to stick by that but you remember that im still here"
Angel strode out of the door where he walked to Spike carrying a glass of water.
"You had better look after her Spike or else I will find you and kill you" Angel spat.
"Mate don't tell me what to do if you loved her you would have stayed in the first place" Spike looked at him his blue eye blazing.
Spike walked off leaving Angel to deal with his own in securities. The door of the office came into view he pushed it open and saw Buffy smelling his jacket.
"You know luv most people usually wear coats not attach them to their face "Spike smiled.
Buffy spun round and saw him.
"Spike you're here with me in the this room, right now this isn't a dream is it?" Buffy looked like she was gonna faint again her face had gone a lighter shade.
"Goldilocks it's me "Spike whispered.
Buffy knew it was him no one ever called her that.
She ran over to him and hugged him tightly he hugged her back smelling the familiar scent of vanilla .She closed her eyes tears were flowing freely down her cheeks.
"I missed you Spike "Buffy cried into his shoulder.
"I missed you too "
Buffy pulled away just enough to touch his mouth with his lips and when the passion took over she had to break away just enough to catch her breath. He kissed her nose.
"Don't cry luv there's nothing to be sad about "Spike wiped away her cheeks .
"Spike i want to tell you something" Buffy held Spikes hand and walked him towards the couch that was in the middle of the room.
Buffy lifted her hand to his face smoothing the chiselled cheekbones.
"I know I only said it to you just before you died but when you were gone I felt like I lost my chance to love anyone"
Buffy took a deep breath.
"Spike I love you, I love you so much and I know that the whole stalker obsession thing happened but I thought you would always be here I didn't think you would leave me "
Spike couldn't believe it she said it, She really did mean it she loves me he blinked.
"Buffy did you just say you loved me for real "
Buffy smiled she really missed Spike and having him here in front of her she realised that she actually got part of herself back when Spike left. Buffy stood up.
"I love that blond haired, pec impressive vampire of mine, I love Spike " Buffy shouted and the laughed when Spike picked her up and swung her around.
"I love you slayer" Spike spoke.
"Well technically im not the slayer anymore there are a whole world of them "She stroked his face with the back of her hand.
"Well you are the only slayer I would ever want" he kissed her gently. And then it dawned on her.
"Oh god the guys don't know you're alive lets go and surprise them "She started to pull his hand.
"Xander still got the pirate patch on "Buffy nodded.
"Its gonna be fun when I buy a parrot "Spike laughed as they walked out to the door
They got to the elevator and waited when the doors opened they walked in. Angel was on his mobile.
"Yeah get an assault team together we are gonna fake a kidnap" Angel closed the phone and smiled to himself.
Angel couldn't take it any longer she wouldn't want Spike "i mean im her true love and Spike she is probably just thanking him for saving the world" Angel thought he decided to walk into the office.
When Angel walked into the office and saw Buffy on the floor with Spike leaning over her.
"What the hell did you do you idiot?" Angel shouted pushing Spike out of the way and leaning over Buffy smoothing her hair away from her face.
"You stupid git "Spike clenched his teeth and braced himself not to punch Angel's lights out .
"She saw me at the door and then she just crumpled to the floor, must have been too much for her "Spike started to shake his head.
Angel leaned over and stroked her face
"Buffy wake up "he whispered .he turned round to Spike.
"Get her something to drink" He spat pointing to the door.
Spike looked at Buffy and then looked at Angel and walked out of the door.
Buffy started to stir and her eyes flickered and then opened she focused on who was in front of her.
"Angel oh what am I doing on the floor? S-spike he was here "Buffy sat up touched the back of her head where a little bump was forming rather rapidly.
"Buffy I know you are grateful to spike for saving the world" Angel spoke with air quotes.
"But come on you honestly don't love him I know you and me had a something "Angel pulled Buffy up but was still holding her hands in his own. Buffy threw his hands away from her own with disbelief on her face.
"How dare you tell what I can feel and not feel" Buffy spat.
"I don't love you anymore as much as that might hurt you you haven't been in my life for a while when Glory came the person I ran to was Spike, when I died who looked after my sister Spike, and who was with me when the world needed saving it was Spike"
Angel stared at her not really seeing this person he loved. Buffy put a hand on Angel's shoulder and looked at him with pity in her eyes.
"I have loved Spike for a long time its just I never told him to the last minute and now its too late" Buffy whispered.
"Well if that your decision I will have to stick by that but you remember that im still here"
Angel strode out of the door where he walked to Spike carrying a glass of water.
"You had better look after her Spike or else I will find you and kill you" Angel spat.
"Mate don't tell me what to do if you loved her you would have stayed in the first place" Spike looked at him his blue eye blazing.
Spike walked off leaving Angel to deal with his own in securities. The door of the office came into view he pushed it open and saw Buffy smelling his jacket.
"You know luv most people usually wear coats not attach them to their face "Spike smiled.
Buffy spun round and saw him.
"Spike you're here with me in the this room, right now this isn't a dream is it?" Buffy looked like she was gonna faint again her face had gone a lighter shade.
"Goldilocks it's me "Spike whispered.
Buffy knew it was him no one ever called her that.
She ran over to him and hugged him tightly he hugged her back smelling the familiar scent of vanilla .She closed her eyes tears were flowing freely down her cheeks.
"I missed you Spike "Buffy cried into his shoulder.
"I missed you too "
Buffy pulled away just enough to touch his mouth with his lips and when the passion took over she had to break away just enough to catch her breath. He kissed her nose.
"Don't cry luv there's nothing to be sad about "Spike wiped away her cheeks .
"Spike i want to tell you something" Buffy held Spikes hand and walked him towards the couch that was in the middle of the room.
Buffy lifted her hand to his face smoothing the chiselled cheekbones.
"I know I only said it to you just before you died but when you were gone I felt like I lost my chance to love anyone"
Buffy took a deep breath.
"Spike I love you, I love you so much and I know that the whole stalker obsession thing happened but I thought you would always be here I didn't think you would leave me "
Spike couldn't believe it she said it, She really did mean it she loves me he blinked.
"Buffy did you just say you loved me for real "
Buffy smiled she really missed Spike and having him here in front of her she realised that she actually got part of herself back when Spike left. Buffy stood up.
"I love that blond haired, pec impressive vampire of mine, I love Spike " Buffy shouted and the laughed when Spike picked her up and swung her around.
"I love you slayer" Spike spoke.
"Well technically im not the slayer anymore there are a whole world of them "She stroked his face with the back of her hand.
"Well you are the only slayer I would ever want" he kissed her gently. And then it dawned on her.
"Oh god the guys don't know you're alive lets go and surprise them "She started to pull his hand.
"Xander still got the pirate patch on "Buffy nodded.
"Its gonna be fun when I buy a parrot "Spike laughed as they walked out to the door
They got to the elevator and waited when the doors opened they walked in. Angel was on his mobile.
"Yeah get an assault team together we are gonna fake a kidnap" Angel closed the phone and smiled to himself.
