Everything is fucked up.
For you too every time i look at the sky i start to get scared.
Like truly fearful because of what was created.
And then i feel like im going to cry im truly going insane, and that's not really the scary thing.
But im making myself not take every single thing for granted you know.
Im getting scared to doing anything and i feel like im losing all my close friends and yet again becoming a true drifter.
Yeah being turned into an outcast not having a set group of people sure i have my old friends but other then that it's getting hard for me to live.
I can't stand any form of confrontation its litterly killing me inside and out.
Im deteriating and no one seems to notice or care.
I see everything in much more detail now peoples faces there proportions, then i see there personalities.
I can't help but analyse them from what i know, then to make it worse i pick apart everything from top to bottom.
This then relates back to the fact that we as humans take everything for granted.
Fearing human life and not hating it like i normally do actually and truly fear it at times.
And then why does life not satisfy you anymore? What gives you the edge of crude thoughts of death and dissatisfaction of people?
For you too every time i look at the sky i start to get scared.
Like truly fearful because of what was created.
And then i feel like im going to cry im truly going insane, and that's not really the scary thing.
But im making myself not take every single thing for granted you know.
Im getting scared to doing anything and i feel like im losing all my close friends and yet again becoming a true drifter.
Yeah being turned into an outcast not having a set group of people sure i have my old friends but other then that it's getting hard for me to live.
I can't stand any form of confrontation its litterly killing me inside and out.
Im deteriating and no one seems to notice or care.
I see everything in much more detail now peoples faces there proportions, then i see there personalities.
I can't help but analyse them from what i know, then to make it worse i pick apart everything from top to bottom.
This then relates back to the fact that we as humans take everything for granted.
Fearing human life and not hating it like i normally do actually and truly fear it at times.
And then why does life not satisfy you anymore? What gives you the edge of crude thoughts of death and dissatisfaction of people?
