Right now I have to apologize for what I am about to do since me being mean is highly unlike me. I am a little mad at YoUr WoRsT nIgHtMaRe(). So if you are not this person don't read it. Alright YoUr WoRsT nIgHtMaRe(), for your information I am really sorry if my dialogues are boring. I am trying my best right now since I'm not really great in English. I am new at writing stories that's why there are some grammar, spelling errors, and my work seems a tad bit boring. That is why I am sorry if my story is not good enough for you. You can say what you want to but at least, don't make your review like you really hate it that you would kill it. I can handle a little criticism but not the kind you wrote, it really made me feel bad.

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Thank you all so much for the reviews it meant a whole lot to me. I should write more cliffhangers more often. It couldn't wait to bring that chapter up. It's fun reading what you all wrote. You guys have made me really happy. Anyways as you can all see the winner was "Are we in love." It was a close call though. I really really am sorry for not updating in such a long time but I was really busy with a whole lot of stuff so I wont be updating anytime soon. These chapters might be a little boring and i am really sorry for that please forgive me. Before I forget I would like to thank AznPnayCCSLuver7 for helping me out in this chapter when I needed help. You people should check out her stories it's good.

Anyways if you thought that chapter is bad just wait a little longer the plot is going to be twice as thick. So Enjoy the chapter.

Chapter 8 A sad and yet hard choice

Syaoran stood at the door shocked looking at her.

Xie Xie was laughing her heart out on the inside. When Syaoran didn't say anything she said "Syaoran sweetie, are you okay?"

Syaoran blinked a couple of times and said "I think so, for a moment I thought you said you were pregnant."

"But Syaoran I am."

"But.. But how?" stuttered Syaoran who was still in shock.

"Hey Syaoran who was at the door?" came Sakura's sleepy voice as she made her way to the front door to see who it was in her pink robe.

"Oh.. Hi Xie Xie." said Sakura giving a fake smile.

Xie Xie gave Sakura an evil smile and said "Same to you...Sakura."

"So what's going on" asked Sakura as she gave a confused look at Syaoran.

"I guess Syaoran is still in shock. I guess I can tell you the news Sakura. Syaoran and I-"

"I'll tell you, Sakura as soon as I finish talking to Xie Xie. So for now can you go over to Tomoyo's or something please."

"Sure Syaoran. I'll just get changed first then I'll leave." Sakura said as she headed to her room.

"Xie Xie come in." was all Syaoran said as he led her to the living room. They both sat down across each other forgetting all about Sakura.

"Ok let's get this straight how can you get pregnant in the first place let alone that it could be my child if we never even slept together?" growled Syaoran who was trying to calm down.

Xie Xie gave a giggled and said "You don't remember do you?"

"Remember what!"

"The day we slept together."

"If we did then I should have remembered. So if we did refresh my memory."

"Alright I will.. It was the last night we spent together before you and I became very busy with work. We were at my house, having dinner and drinking wine. Just around three bottles of wine. It was getting late in the evening and I asked you not to go home and stay with me for the night.. So we went up to my room and...... that's when it happen."

********Sakura******

Sakura got out of her room and slowly walked to the front door. As she was walking she completely stop next to the living room when she heard Xie Xie said "That is how I know it's your baby." Sakura's eyes slowly started to water. She took a couple of soft breaths and headed to the door quietly.

When she was outside she ran over next door to be greeted by Tomoyo. (Eriol is still sleeping in the room)

*****Xie Xie and Syaoran**********

"It still does not prove anything!" growled Syaoran denying every word she said.

"Yes it does I am two months pregnant. I just found out a couple of weeks ago."

"How did you find out a couple of weeks ago and didn't bother to tell me that you were two months pregnant in the first place?"

"Well I haven't had my period for two months now so I decided to buy a pregnancy test and it was positive. I am having a baby. I even set up an appointment for tomorrow at the doctors to prove that I am having a baby and that I am two months pregnant. You can even come with me."

"Fine I am coming. What time will I pick you up."

"Pick me up at 1:00." replied Xie Xie.

*******Sakura and Tomoyo***********

"Sakura what's wrong? Why are you crying?" worried Tomoyo as she led her to the living room.

"Syaoran, baby, Xie Xie." mumbled Sakura.

"Sakura I don't understand can you speak more clearly."

"Xie Xie has a baby and-"

"And it's Syaoran's?" finished Tomoyo.

Sakura nodded her head as more tears left her emerald eyes.

"Sakura.. Are you sure it's Syaoran's?" asked Tomoyo as she gave Sakura a hug.

All Sakura did was nod even though she wasn't sure.

"Oh Sakura......."

*******Xie Xie and Syaoran********

"Wait you took the whole day off to tell me this news and your leaving?" glowered Syaoran.

"Syaoran we have been talking about the situation for two hours now. You asking the same things and after those two hours I would really like to go home. So I'll see you tomorrow." replied Xie Xie as she left the house.

"ARGH!" frustrated Syaoran as he punched the wall with force. Luckily he didn't make a hole in it.

After Syaoran calmed down he whispered "Sakura is going to hate me for this." as he made his way to the couch and laid on it.

*******Sakura and Tomoyo**********

"Sakura are you feeling any better?" asked Tomoyo as she came into the living room bringing tea with her and gave one to Sakura.

"I am slowly.. Thank you Tomoyo for letting me cry especially early in the morning. Where's Eriol." said Sakura as she took the tea and drank it.

"I think his still sleeping. I guess doing all the shopping and fixing made him really tired."

Sakura had finished crying half an hour ago and was slowly feeling better even though she knew that when she came back home she would end up crying again. (But if you looked at her eyes you couldn't tell if she actually did cry.)

******Xie Xie*******

Xie Xie was still driving in her car not heading home but to another place. As she was driving she grabbed her cell phone and dialed a number.

"Hello.." came a half-sleepy voice.

"Your still not awake?" was all Xie Xie said.

"I am now. So did you break the news?"

"Yup I did. And I need you to do me a favor."

"What's the favor. How did he take it?"

"He was still couldn't believe that I was having a child."

"If only I could be there to see it."

"Anyways are you working tomorrow?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"That's where the favor is coming in. I have papers for you to change in my file. When I come tomorrow at 1:30. I'll give it to you in the halls. I'll meet you at your office in 15 minutes. So bye for now." Xie Xie said as she hung up her phone.

*******Syaoran********

Syaoran was laying on the couch looking up at the ceiling. Syaoran's head popped up as he heard the door closed. "Sakura is that you?" asked Syaoran getting of the couch heading to the front door.

Sakura took a deep breath and putted a smile on her face and said "Yeah Syaoran... It's me."

"So what did you do at Tomoyo's that brought you home at 5:00?"

"It's just girl stuff you don't have to worry about it. So what did you and Xie Xie talk about?" asked Sakura pretending she didn't know about.

"Well...Sakura.. Xie Xie's pregnant." whispered Syaoran looking down at his hands.

Sakura said nothing. The house silent for a few minutes until Sakura spoke "Is....... it your...child?" as her eyes slowly became watery again.

"I don't know. Tomorrow I'm going with her to take a test." was all he said.

Sakura wiped her teary eyes and said "When you get the results tell me I would like to know." Then she left to her room with out hearing what Syaoran had to say.

Syaoran just stood there looking blankly at the spot Sakura just left.

"Why... Why did this have to happen to me.." he mumbled.

*****Xie Xie****

Xie Xie stepped into the building and walked into the halls. Passing by doors after doors. She came into a stop at a certain door and opened it.

"Hey are you here?" asked Xie Xie.

"Yeah I'm here." came a voice.

"Did you make the papers?"

"I did but you do know this will cost me my job."

"How is that possible no one will know the truth. Besides you are the boss."

"I know the truth and I bet some other people do know about this also what if-"

"Again how is it possible people will know when you exactly like your sibling?"

"So what if were twins I care for my sibling."

"No one is going to know when your sibling is out for a while. Besides you will be doing a great favor for me."

"But I am still asking what would happen if it got out?"

"Don't worry I will take care of that. So this is what's going to happen tomorrow..." explained Xie Xie as she started to give some papers to her "friend."

******Eriol and Tomoyo*******

"Hey Tomoyo who came to visit in the morning?" asked Eriol who was sat next to Tomoyo and gave her a hug.

"That was just Sakura." replied Tomoyo.

"Oh So that means you told her about the next event coming up?"

"No I couldn't tell her. Not after what happened.." whispered Tomoyo.

"What do you mean?"

"Well early during the morning Sakura was here crying."

"Why was she crying? Did Syaoran do something to her?"

"No Syaoran wouldn't do that. It's his girlfriend.. Xie Xie."

"What about her, what did she do?"

"Xie Xie came to the house, and was talking to Syaoran. As Sakura was heading out the door, Sakura heard Xie Xie say that she knows her baby is his child. Eriol, Xie Xie's pregnant with Syaoran's child and Sakura is terribly torn."

Eriol gave her a tight hug and said "Is it really his child?"

"Of course it is. Why wouldn't it be?"

"I don't really know. It doesn't seem right that's all."

"What do you thinks going to happen now that Syaoran has a child?"

"I don't know. I really don't know."

******Xie Xie*******

As Xie Xie was walking out of the building and to her car she tool her phone and dialed a number but only to be greeted with the answering machine.

"Hey, it's me everything is all set for tomorrow and I already told them the news so just wait for my call tomorrow. Bye."

******Syaoran and Sakura's house*********

Sakura was at her room laying down on her bed staring at her window. She has spent three hours in her room lying there looking at it. She looked at her alarm clock and it read 8:46. She moved her lying position into sitting at the edge of her bed. Sakura took a couple of breaths and headed out her door hoping Syaoran was sleeping or was out of the house. When she was out the door she heard the door close to her left. It meant that Syaoran was in his room and hopefully staying there for the rest of the night. Sakura slowly made her way to the living room and sat on the couch and turned on the TV. After watching TV for a while Sakura started to drift to sleep.

****Syaoran****

Syaoran went inside his room and laid on his bed looking up at the ceiling trying to figure out a way to handle the situation.

*****Syaoran's thoughts/*****

If Xie Xie was really pregnant then Sakura and I are over. Unless I leave Xie Xie and the baby. But I can't, Sakura would think other wise. I mean it's okay to for a child to be fatherless I didn't have a father when I was born. I only had a mother till I was five and I just lived with my grandmother and I'm still leaving a good life. So if I can live a good life so can they. Everyone can still be happy.... if....

*******end of his thoughts*****

Was the last thing Syaoran thought as he drifted of to sleep.

**********Xie Xie**********

Xie Xie was at home looking at her full length mirror in her bedroom. (S:/N i don't know what's it called but it's those mirrors that you can see your whole body in it.) Xie Xie moved her body in different directions holding her stomach with a smile in her face.

"When the baby comes in I better be ready to buy new clothes. I can't wait for you to come into this world and meet your daddy and mommy." she said sweetly. "Everything is going to work out just fine. After tomorrow I'll tell your grandpa and grandma about the good news." said Xie Xie as she headed to her bed and started to drift into a wonderful sleep.

The next morning.

Syaoran arose from his bed and went into the bathroom to shower. Today was the day he will know if Xie Xie was pregnant or not. Syaoran got out of the bathroom wearing green khakis with a white polo shirt. Syaoran passed by the living room and spotted Sakura. He went up to the couch and saw that Sakura was hugging herself. Syaoran knew she was cold, so he went into a closet to grab a blanket and putted it on Sakura. Syaoran looked at her smile forgetting the whole reason why he was up for just a moment. When he came back into reality he headed out the door to pick up Xie Xie.

Syaoran pulled up in Xie Xie's driveway and honked the horn twice. A minute later Xie Xie came out of the house and head to the passenger seat.

"Hey Syaoran! Why the stern face? You should be happy about this?" asked Xie Xie in a mocked hurt.

"I am.. It's just that.."

"Syaoran don't say another word. Let's just drive to the clinic." replied Xie Xie as Syaoran started driving to the clinic. It was silence during the whole time, till they both reached the clinic. Syaoran and Xie Xie entered in the clinic and headed to the front desk.

"Hi. I am here for an appointment with the doctor, for a pregnancy test at 1:30." said Xie Xie.

The woman at the counter looked at Xie Xie and smiled at her, she then said "Ah. Your just in time. Just go straight down the hall to your left, you won't miss the room."

"Thank you very much." replied Xie Xie as she started to walk down the halls. Syaoran just followed her from behind.

They entered the room and sat down on the chairs which was right in front of them and waited for the doctor in silence. Moments later the doctor came in from the door.

"Good afternoon, I am terribly sorry that I'm late I had to do an errand." came a woman's voice walking up to her desk. The doctor had light brown hair and brown eyes, she was about 5'6".

"It's okay." replied Xie Xie. Syaoran stayed quiet the whole time.

"Alright this is how it's going to work. Ms. Rae and I will go to the room right there and take the pregnancy test. Then after that test we'll come back into the room and that is when I'll have the results. Mr. Li, would you be comfortable being in the room alone?" asked the doctor. Syaoran just nodded his head.

"We'll then just wait for us in a couple of minutes and we'll be right back. Ms. Rae follow me please." said the doctor walking out of the door and Xie Xie trailing behind her.

*****Sakura*****

Sakura gave a yawn as she sat up straight on the couch. She rubbed her eyes and gave a stretch. Sakura went to the kitchen to make herself something to eat even though she didn't feel like eating. As she was getting things out of the cabinet she looked at the kitchen clock and her eyes went wide. It was 1:45 in the afternoon, but Sakura didn't care that much about it today. So Sakura sat down and had her lunch. After her lunch she just went back to the couch and watched some more TV.

*****At the Clinic****

The whole time Syaoran was there he sat on the chair not moving a muscle. The only thing he did was sit and stare not able to do anything, not even to think.

Minutes passed by and finally the doctor came in holding some papers, behind the doctor was Xie Xie. The doctor sat at her desk while Xie Xie sat next to Syaoran.

"Well I have the results here and the good news is that you both are having a child." smiled the doctor. Xie Xie gave a smile while Syaoran was looking at the doctor and said "Can we take a paternity test right now to see if that baby does belong to me?"

The doctor and Xie Xie was a little taken back by that so Xie Xie said "Syaoran what are you trying to make out of this? You know the baby is ours. It seems like... like you think I would have an affair with you."

The doctor was silent at first.

"I just want to be sure that's all." replied Syaoran.

"Well... Syaoran if that's what you want I guess you could go along with it." sighed Xie Xie.

"If you both agree to it then okay come with me please we must go through certain things before you take the test. Come with me." said the doctor finally after hearing what the other two people in the room talked about. As she led them out of her office. (So sorry but I won't talk about what happens in the room so you'll just have to wait.)

***********Sakura*******

Sakura was roaming down the streets with no idea on where she wants to go. Sakura passed by stores after stores looking at things on the window. She kept on walking till one store had caught Sakura's eyes. This one place that caught Sakura's eyes were the bridal shop. Sakura smiled at all the wedding clothes that she saw before her eyes. Hoping that one day she would be able to wear a wedding a dress when the time came.

******Chen/*********

Chen was walking along the streets aimlessly not sure why he was even walking outside. As Chen was walking he suddenly stopped at a shop and was admiring the work it showed on the window. He looked at the woman besides him and gave a smile knowing fully who it was.

"You know if you were getting married the wedding dress would look very lovely on you..... Sakura." said Chen.

Sakura's cheeks went light pink hearing that remark from a stranger, but then that voice that complimented her was too familiar she turned her head to her side only to see Chen smiling at her. She gave a glare and started to walk away but Chen held her wrist.

"Sakura wait!" yelled Chen, he turned her around so that her eyes would meet hers. "Can we talk?"

"Why do we need to talk. There's nothing to talk about" growled Sakura.

"Just hear me out. That's all I'm asking....please?"

Sakura looked into his pleading eyes and then said "Sure why not I'm not doing anything special today anyways." Chen gave her a smile and said "Let's talk in the park like old times." So the both of them went across the street and entered the park.

The first couple of minutes was pure silence until Sakura got annoyed "Chen you said you wanted to talk to me in the park. Here we are and you haven't said a word to me."

Chen gave a breather and said "Ever since that night all I could think about how much I hurt you and myself.....I still am sorry for everything."

Sakura gave a small smile but it disappeared really quickly. "Didn't I tell you that night that I forgave you. You don't have to apologize."

Chen shook his head and said "I still have to apologize I lost you, the person I cared the most about, I lost your trust and your friendship... And Ever since I couldn't do much but think about how much I love you and how I betrayed what we had...."

"If you cared about me so much why did suddenly avoid me?"

"Most of the days it was all about work, then one day I met this girl and the next thing I knew I was seeing her behind your back. I knew it was wrong but-"

"You don't have to say anymore that was all in the past and-"

"Sakura I know what I did was wrong and I still am sorry for it, I still love and care for you but I know that you won't have the same feelings after I destroyed what we once had."

"What are you getting at?"

"I want to regain your trust and your love. I know it won't happen over night but all I'm asking is can we be friends? You the kind of friend you can talk to when your sad and stuff or just need someone to talk to."

"...Uh.. yeah.. We can be friends. I would like that Chen." smiled Sakura as both of them exited out of the park.

*********Syaoran*******

Syaoran came inside the house and slowly closed the door. He was hoping that Sakura was out of the house, so he made his way to the kitchen for a late snack. He sat on the table and began to eat his sandwich. As he was eating his sandwich he heard the door close and the person who came into the kitchen was Tomoyo.

"Don't you ever knock?" glared Syaoran.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you in such a bad mood?" asked Tomoyo.

"It's about Xie Xie. So I'm asking you again why are you here?"

"Oh. Well I just came in because I was worried."

"Worried about what?"

"Sakura."

"Why would you worry about her she's fine."

"How would you know that if haven't been with her all day today? hmm."

"Tomoyo don't do this to me now I'm not in the mood."

"Okay fine I won't. Since Sakura isn't here yet I'll leave. Oh and Syaoran Eriol and I hope the best for you and Sakura." was the last thing Tomoyo said before she left the house.

As Syaoran got out of the kitchen and to his room the door opened to reveal Sakura.

"Hi Syaoran." was all Sakura managed to say.

"Hey Sakura, how are you?" asked Syaoran.

"I'm fine, never better. Do you have the results?"

Syaoran nodded his head not able to say anything.

"What did the results say?"

"It's true that she had a baby... and to be extra sure we did a blood test to see if I was really the father of the child and-"

"And what?" whispered Sakura hoping that it wasn't Syaoran's child.

******Chen********

Chen was on the couch resting. The phone began to ring and he picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Hey, it's me how are you?"

"Never better, you?"

"Same here, the only thing I have to do is start the wedding and every thing is set."

"That's good to hear so tell me more about your day and I'll tell you about mines.."

*****Sakura and Syaoran********

Syaoran closed his eyes not bearing to see the look on Sakura's face, he took a deep breath and said "I am the father..."

Sakura gave a tiny smile and whispered "Well now that we know that the baby is yours, we can't be together."

"What are you talking about Sakura! I will not accept this child! Especially if the mother happened to be Xie Xie and not you!" yelled Syaoran.

"You have to.... If both your parents were still alive and you did not accept your own child what would they think.!" said Sakura

"Who cares what they think they're dead."

"How can you say that....... You have to be the father of your own child. Think about the new life that's coming into the world. Just think about the baby."

"Sakura why are you being so difficult!"

"I am not being difficult! I just want that baby to grow up with a mother and father."

"A baby can live without one parent!"

"When you were a child have you ever wondered how it felt like to have just a mother?"

"Sakura I only had a mother to live with! And I still turned out okay."

"But when you were living with your mother have you ever wondered what your life could have been if you had a dad. Or ever got mad at him because he wasn't there for you.... Syaoran what if the baby grew up and it got mad at you. That child can suffer with out a father. Can you live like that?"

"I can!"

"But I can't.." whispered Sakura.

"Sakura why do you say that even though it's not your child." asked Syaoran walking back and forth in the living room.

"I have a say in it because I am the reason why you are leaving the child. Syaoran if you leave the child we won't be together we'll just be friends...."

"What! I don't understand"

Sakura was now dripping tears down her eyes. Then she said "If you don't have the heart to be with your child and the mother. Then maybe I wouldn't have the heart to love you for it."

Syaoran's eyes went wide, the next thing he did was that he went up to Sakura and putted his hands on her shoulders. He looked into her eyes and said "Sakura, you can't possibly do that you love me, besides, let's just say we weren't together and there was that baby... I.. I would still leave-"

"LIAR! Syaoran you are lying to me."

"Sakura I would never-"

"You just did Syaoran! You just did... Syaoran.. just... just stay with the baby.. it would be better that way... I have to go..." whispered Sakura as she went out of the house. Syaoran didn't bother to go after her he could've made things worse then they already are.

Sakura took out her cell phone and dialed someone's number.

"Hello?" came a male's voice.

"Hi Chen it's Sakura, can I stay over for awhile?" asked Sakura.

*****

This is the end of the chapter. please review now it would make me so much better. I am also sorry for not updating as quickly and that this chapter was pretty boring.