Just something I had to write, because I feel the same way for one of my friends. I want to be with him, but for some reason, it won't be.
~Jess~
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Dear Cloud,
I don't know what it's like to be in your arms. But I've often fantasized.
I don't know what it's like to be kissed by your lips. But I've dreamt of it often.
I don't know what it's like to be her, the one that you adore.
All I want is a chance, not to replace her, but just to be with you.
I know she's gone, and she's left a hole deep within you.
Let me fill that hole, I won't betray you.
I just want to be the one that makes you smile.
Just want to be the one that holds you close.
Want to be the one that you tell things to.
To be the one you dream of.
Is it so hard to open up your heart to me?
Am I that ugly?
Am I that repulsive?
Did I do something wrong?
The list of questions could go on forever.
But, please, tell me what I have done, or what I should do.
And it will be done.
Or I will try my hardest to do it.
Accept me into your heart.
As I have done for you.
I swear I won't break it.
I swear I won't shake it.
I am not like her.
I will not betray you.
I will not do the same things as she.
I will not hurt you in that way.
I can't hurt you like that.
When you are the only one I dream of.
You will not find me in other's beds.
Unless it is yours.
You will not find me lying to you,
About events of the past night.
You will not catch my gaze on other's bodies,
You will not catch their gaze on mine.
In my heart, I am already yours,
Now all that's left is to make you mine.
My body hungers for your eyes,
My lips wish to be pressed,
My arms wish to be used,
My eyes wish to be gazed.
I don't know why we can't be together.
I don't know what you are looking for.
I don't know why you can't see what you want in me.
I don't know why I try.
I don't know why you don't love me.. But I know I love you.
Love,
Tifa Lockheart
~Jess~
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Dear Cloud,
I don't know what it's like to be in your arms. But I've often fantasized.
I don't know what it's like to be kissed by your lips. But I've dreamt of it often.
I don't know what it's like to be her, the one that you adore.
All I want is a chance, not to replace her, but just to be with you.
I know she's gone, and she's left a hole deep within you.
Let me fill that hole, I won't betray you.
I just want to be the one that makes you smile.
Just want to be the one that holds you close.
Want to be the one that you tell things to.
To be the one you dream of.
Is it so hard to open up your heart to me?
Am I that ugly?
Am I that repulsive?
Did I do something wrong?
The list of questions could go on forever.
But, please, tell me what I have done, or what I should do.
And it will be done.
Or I will try my hardest to do it.
Accept me into your heart.
As I have done for you.
I swear I won't break it.
I swear I won't shake it.
I am not like her.
I will not betray you.
I will not do the same things as she.
I will not hurt you in that way.
I can't hurt you like that.
When you are the only one I dream of.
You will not find me in other's beds.
Unless it is yours.
You will not find me lying to you,
About events of the past night.
You will not catch my gaze on other's bodies,
You will not catch their gaze on mine.
In my heart, I am already yours,
Now all that's left is to make you mine.
My body hungers for your eyes,
My lips wish to be pressed,
My arms wish to be used,
My eyes wish to be gazed.
I don't know why we can't be together.
I don't know what you are looking for.
I don't know why you can't see what you want in me.
I don't know why I try.
I don't know why you don't love me.. But I know I love you.
Love,
Tifa Lockheart
