WARNING WARNING WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!::::
In this chapter what is told makes little sense but all the scattered pieced that where lost shall be placed back in the next chapter or so, so do NOT be alarmed if what you read does not make any sense!
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*^* Star's Dream World *^*
Star turned quickly to her left where the sound of metal on metal footsteps came from. She backed away in horror as Optimus stood before her. Though not the same. He held many unrepaired scars and dents from battle. It was basically the same Optimus, except his face was that of Megatron's. His red eyes glowed deeply at her. But what surprised her the most was that Megatron was at her height and she could see directly in his eyes. "You fool, No one loves you anymore, and no one shall ever again. You betrayed them and there is *nothing* you can do! So do not waist your petty time on Starscream..." his voice sent shivers down her spine. Oh, now she was scared.
She heard and felt the rumble of uneven steps to her right now. She turned her gaze to her right and gasped. Starscream stood there, his head in his arms like a foot ball, his eyes staring intently at Star with a mixture of sorry and betrayal. But not his own. ((you know how dreams are, you just KNOW things, you know? Lol)) She knew with was not his own betrayal, it was hers. He was burdened with the fact that she betrayed him. His only friend.
Wait... Friend? She hardly even knew him personally, and from what she could tell, he hated her. Why did he think they where friends?
Starscream limped up to her and rested his cold hands on her shoulders and spoke in an echo, no source for the sound, only the echoes of a source that could not be heard, "You betrayed me Star. You left me to the hands of my own kind. They may have destroyed my body, but you where the one who destroyed my spark. After I called for your help and you kept running? I no longer cared. After all, you where the only one I was living for. The only one who I thought cared for me. No, I was wrong... I never knew joy like you taught me. I wanted to live, to be with you, to be with my friend. I suppose, I never really had a friend. Only a human at my side full of betrayal and deceit. You never truly cared, did you?" The echoes of his voice sounded as if he was going to cry and was very troubled.
"I am sorry! I never knew you cared! I thought you only showed sympathy as a mistake for you own feelings!" She was about to cry now, he thought of her as a friend? But why?
"You right! Now I do realize that it was a mistake to show sympathy! I should have smashed you against that wall when I had the chance... But now my life has ended. Not physically, but emotionally, all because of you!" A single glowing tear slid down his face. (Duh! Why do you think its glowing?! Its not a human tear!)
"I am sorry if I ever hurt you, but I don't know what you are talking about though, the last thing I remember was Megatron crushing me in his palm! And you yelling for him...to.....stop?" After replaying that part in her head she realized that he had begged Megs to stop hurting her... Like he...cared... Star was the kind of person who cared and loved for everything and everyone, it burdened her greatly to hear that she betrayed someone, even if she did not and could not believe it.
She realized now that his head was back up on his shoulders in place. But it was saddening to see all the gashes and dents across his body. She began to cry openly now. She reached out and wrapped her arms around Starscream's body and wept onto him trying to gain some kind of comfort from either of them. She felt so evil right now... So empty. To leave someone who cared and tried to help her? By doing so, she thought herself to be just as evil as Megatron.
Starscream's harsh stare softened as he now welcomed her embrace. Not a love embrace, just a friend to friend 'I am so sorry' kind of embrace. "I am so sorry Starscream, I never thought you cared for me, I don't know where or when I betrayed you, but I am sorry. I am so sorry. I thought you where just another Decepticon after me." her cries became louder as she hugged Scream tighter. "Now you know though... And because you know, you will be given a second chance... You should be dead right now. But this is you lest chance. Make it count, for a possible future friendship."
He was gone in an instant, and Star woke up.
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Her eyes gently opened as Starscream's head loomed greatly above her, back to his old height aside from her dream.
Starscream's voice was soft as he spoke with concern, ((As soft as his voice can get X_x **** His voice is so cool!**** ))) "Are you all right?" Star looked up into his eyes, his face was shrouded in shadows as the light above him cast a huge shadow over her small form. (Small compared to Scream, average for human)
"Uh...yes... Yes, I am alright!" A large grin began to slowly mast her face. "And you are too!" She was overjoyed to see Starscream kneeling next to her, alive! She (surprisingly) stood up and walked over to Starscream's hand that was resting on the metal surface and hugged his hand tightly.
"Uhhh..." Scream was at a loss for words. I mean, what would you do if some girl just randomly walked up to you and hugged you? "What do you mean 'I am alright'? Of course I am." he was beyond confusion for her actions. Maybe the sugar he injected in her took too much of an effect. (The sugar was to get her hyped up so her blood would run faster and in turn, speed up the process metal inside of her fixing her body.)
"I had a dream that you where badly injured and it was all my fault. I had been the cause of your death. I had destroyed your spark!" Star began to cry into his hand...again..." Starscream, I am so sorry!"
"What? Girl is was only a dream. Nothing more."
"My name is Star." she said arrogantly. "And I am sorry for over reacting. I just couldn't help myself. I get very sensitive when bad things happen." She let go of Starscream's hand and sat down now to ashamed to look up at Scream's face.
"And, my death supposed was tragic?" He spoke to himself, light enough for Star not to hear him.
In this chapter what is told makes little sense but all the scattered pieced that where lost shall be placed back in the next chapter or so, so do NOT be alarmed if what you read does not make any sense!
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*^* Star's Dream World *^*
Star turned quickly to her left where the sound of metal on metal footsteps came from. She backed away in horror as Optimus stood before her. Though not the same. He held many unrepaired scars and dents from battle. It was basically the same Optimus, except his face was that of Megatron's. His red eyes glowed deeply at her. But what surprised her the most was that Megatron was at her height and she could see directly in his eyes. "You fool, No one loves you anymore, and no one shall ever again. You betrayed them and there is *nothing* you can do! So do not waist your petty time on Starscream..." his voice sent shivers down her spine. Oh, now she was scared.
She heard and felt the rumble of uneven steps to her right now. She turned her gaze to her right and gasped. Starscream stood there, his head in his arms like a foot ball, his eyes staring intently at Star with a mixture of sorry and betrayal. But not his own. ((you know how dreams are, you just KNOW things, you know? Lol)) She knew with was not his own betrayal, it was hers. He was burdened with the fact that she betrayed him. His only friend.
Wait... Friend? She hardly even knew him personally, and from what she could tell, he hated her. Why did he think they where friends?
Starscream limped up to her and rested his cold hands on her shoulders and spoke in an echo, no source for the sound, only the echoes of a source that could not be heard, "You betrayed me Star. You left me to the hands of my own kind. They may have destroyed my body, but you where the one who destroyed my spark. After I called for your help and you kept running? I no longer cared. After all, you where the only one I was living for. The only one who I thought cared for me. No, I was wrong... I never knew joy like you taught me. I wanted to live, to be with you, to be with my friend. I suppose, I never really had a friend. Only a human at my side full of betrayal and deceit. You never truly cared, did you?" The echoes of his voice sounded as if he was going to cry and was very troubled.
"I am sorry! I never knew you cared! I thought you only showed sympathy as a mistake for you own feelings!" She was about to cry now, he thought of her as a friend? But why?
"You right! Now I do realize that it was a mistake to show sympathy! I should have smashed you against that wall when I had the chance... But now my life has ended. Not physically, but emotionally, all because of you!" A single glowing tear slid down his face. (Duh! Why do you think its glowing?! Its not a human tear!)
"I am sorry if I ever hurt you, but I don't know what you are talking about though, the last thing I remember was Megatron crushing me in his palm! And you yelling for him...to.....stop?" After replaying that part in her head she realized that he had begged Megs to stop hurting her... Like he...cared... Star was the kind of person who cared and loved for everything and everyone, it burdened her greatly to hear that she betrayed someone, even if she did not and could not believe it.
She realized now that his head was back up on his shoulders in place. But it was saddening to see all the gashes and dents across his body. She began to cry openly now. She reached out and wrapped her arms around Starscream's body and wept onto him trying to gain some kind of comfort from either of them. She felt so evil right now... So empty. To leave someone who cared and tried to help her? By doing so, she thought herself to be just as evil as Megatron.
Starscream's harsh stare softened as he now welcomed her embrace. Not a love embrace, just a friend to friend 'I am so sorry' kind of embrace. "I am so sorry Starscream, I never thought you cared for me, I don't know where or when I betrayed you, but I am sorry. I am so sorry. I thought you where just another Decepticon after me." her cries became louder as she hugged Scream tighter. "Now you know though... And because you know, you will be given a second chance... You should be dead right now. But this is you lest chance. Make it count, for a possible future friendship."
He was gone in an instant, and Star woke up.
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Her eyes gently opened as Starscream's head loomed greatly above her, back to his old height aside from her dream.
Starscream's voice was soft as he spoke with concern, ((As soft as his voice can get X_x **** His voice is so cool!**** ))) "Are you all right?" Star looked up into his eyes, his face was shrouded in shadows as the light above him cast a huge shadow over her small form. (Small compared to Scream, average for human)
"Uh...yes... Yes, I am alright!" A large grin began to slowly mast her face. "And you are too!" She was overjoyed to see Starscream kneeling next to her, alive! She (surprisingly) stood up and walked over to Starscream's hand that was resting on the metal surface and hugged his hand tightly.
"Uhhh..." Scream was at a loss for words. I mean, what would you do if some girl just randomly walked up to you and hugged you? "What do you mean 'I am alright'? Of course I am." he was beyond confusion for her actions. Maybe the sugar he injected in her took too much of an effect. (The sugar was to get her hyped up so her blood would run faster and in turn, speed up the process metal inside of her fixing her body.)
"I had a dream that you where badly injured and it was all my fault. I had been the cause of your death. I had destroyed your spark!" Star began to cry into his hand...again..." Starscream, I am so sorry!"
"What? Girl is was only a dream. Nothing more."
"My name is Star." she said arrogantly. "And I am sorry for over reacting. I just couldn't help myself. I get very sensitive when bad things happen." She let go of Starscream's hand and sat down now to ashamed to look up at Scream's face.
"And, my death supposed was tragic?" He spoke to himself, light enough for Star not to hear him.
