(Disclaimer: I do not own anything besides the character Star. I do not own the songs, those are by Evanescence, and of course the other characters and everything else besides the story line is owned my the Transformery maker peoples.)
All right, because my chapters have been so short, and I have not been updating frequently like I claimed I was going to. I am going to write this chapter very l.o.n.g., that is filled with vivid description and plenty of time put into it. So expect something very different in this chapter
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Star paced quietly down the seemingly endless corridors while she gently hummed her favorite song by Evanescence, Imaginary.
'I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story'
Star was in the doorway to her dream world, when she had gracefully fallen into her imagination. This, all that was around her, the Autobots, who where not so close, and the decepticons, who where only hallways away, the battles, the action, the drama, this was everything she had always dreamed of.
You know the say, you never know what you have until its gone? Star did not miss her home at all. Sure, she knew her parents would be worried, if they where alive, but she had everything she had always wanted since one year ago, when she realized that the world she was living in did not please her.
She did not want to be some soccer mom cheering on her kids at a game and fixing her husband an ordinary sandwich every night for supper. She did not want to go to some job day after day, doing the same boring things each day that she waisted her time for living. No, that was not living for her. It was a curse that plagued her mind as she knew there was nothing that could be brought out of a life like that.
She was constantly depressed, residing in the comfort of her room. Once or twice she may have thought about ending her life, but she was by far to scared to do anything of the sort.
Everything that she was now experiencing seemed so unreal in an imaginary way. She knew what life brought. And there was no way in her mind that some T.V. show could possible be real. She would always believe for a few days, off and on that somehow, her life would change drastically into the one thing that she had wanted for so long. Yet, now she had it. It was overwhelming, the thought that something that had once seemed utterly impossible was now happening.
Her mind hazily drifted from one subject to the next as she sauntered down the agonizingly long hallways.
She wanted so bad to stay in this world, that is if it is a different one from her old one. I mean, how did she end up where ever they found her, when she was hit with a car and knocked out.
Star stopped walking and thought deeply, now a little frightened. 'Maybe I died! And somehow I have come back to life! But no...but wait!'
Her mind was flooded with thoughts shifting places and confusing the living heck out of her. She absentmindedly began to walk once again down the massive hallways, making her look like an ant walking in a human sized home.
She was shocked to find that she had made it to Megatron's throne so quickly. Then again, she was too caught up in her thoughts that she really did not have much of an idea where she was walking.
Megatron peered down at Star seeming to question her reason for coming. He was not really doing anything from what she noticed so she found no harm in asking a simple question. But her shy personality took the best of her, like always.
"Megatron, why where you angry at me?" Star's small voice seemed to make little noise in the expansive room. She was more than just frightened. She was speaking to the leader of the Decepticons not long after he had just been crushing the life from her, for about the forth time. "I told you that the camera would only flash, not doing anything else..." Star began to shiver in the cold and in fear.
Megatron felt a sting inside himself at her words, and remembering crushing her in his hand for around the forth time. For no apparent reason his eyes leered down at her, not liking her question at all. Though it not entirely the fact the he did not want to answer it, but because he did not know *how* to answer it.
The sound of Megatron's metal body shifting in the seat echoed blandly through the room and down the hallway just to her left. Star gazed around the darkened silver metal of the room with interest as she saw about four gaping holes just behind her. She laughed out loud remembering the episode where Megatron got his minicon, Leader 1, and fired at Cyclonis for being unable to locate Leader 1 just when he was so near to their base.
"What is so funny?" Megatron had lost his sneer and was staring down with a confused expression on his face. He was very confused why Star would laugh at something around the room. I mean, it was just your classic metal room. She has been through them plenty of times...
"Just that when I looked around the room, I saw the holes that Leader 1 made when you told him to display his power to Cyclonis, as a way to get him to work harder and in fear that those holes could be his head one day, if he fails you." Star was actually very excited about showing off her knowledge. It was almost as if she was a spy, learning everything about them, everything they did and why they did it. It brought a good feeling to Star.
Megatron's look still did not leave his face even though Star had explained thoroughly something that no human could ever know. But only brought a more intense look on his face.
(Have you ever noticed how when they show an up close view on Megs face, they always have tons of detail and shading and lighting and all that? But never on ANY of the other Transformers faces do they do that! Lol, I found that interesting...)
Star's complete innocence seemed to work something into Megatron's mind. He felt something different when thinking about her. He wanted to be kind. 'No, can't be thinking like this, I am Megatron, and soon to be titled ruler of the galaxy!' Megatron hated himself right now. Hated how he was imagining a life with friends. Though the only friend he could imagine was Star. He hated it, not that his image only had one friend in it, but that it had someone in it at all. He was a ruler, not some tree-hugging whale-saving being who had friends surrounding him and people who he cared for!
Megatron gritted his teeth in anger. He knew that his spark was holding him back from his thoughts of mindless destruction and carnage surrounding him as he fought, and enslaved the universe. He hated it. He once found joy in imagining holding Optimus' head in his hand as he stood upon his dead carcass, energon seeping through the gashes and holes that seemed to make up all of his body.
Now though, he only found pleasure in his thoughts when he forced himself to. Other than that he found none, not because he no longer found joy in seeing Optimus and others completely dismantled, but because his thoughts where always shrouded with Star, and what she was causing him to feel.
It was complete chaos in Megatron's mind. He was trying to force himself to feel differently, trying to force the unwanted thoughts that pelted his mind away from ever existing. But as long as he knew Star was somewhere near him, he could not stop.
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-"Haunted"-
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you
i won't let you pull me down
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
saving me raping me watching me
watching me...wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you...loving you
i won't let you pull me down
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Star looked up at Megatron as he sat as if facing some great inside pain, as if a war was raging within. Her face was full of sympathy, knowing that whatever the reason may be, he was dealing with a great mental or emotional pain. "Megatron, what's wrong?"
Her voice, so soft and innocent. Nothing like Megatron had heard before. All his life he was faced with cruel voices either yelling at him or his own voice yelling at someone else. All the other voices, fill with hatred and malice. But no, her voice was soft and almost soothing. Her tone showed that she cared for what ever he was dealing with.
But, it was only making it worse as he came into realization that he was only beginning to think more about her. He mentally scolded himself, cursing himself for thinking about her.
Star had to admit to herself, she was worried. Maybe not in a way that she cared for him deeply, but in another manner, the fact than that she hated to see others suffer. Even though she feared him greatly, she felt pity for what-ever was going on inside him.
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"Going Under"
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*
Megatron gripped the arms of his throne with all his force, causing the darkened stone to chip and crack beneath the assaulting force. Star backed quickly away, for fear what Megatron was about to do next. Megatron's chest pushed outward as his grip continued on the breaking throne arms.
Star began to shiver. This situation was very frightening and began to scare the living hell out of her.
With great force, Megatron's voice echoed through-out the great hallways seeming to seep into every crack and crevice as the mighty bellow shook the base slightly. Megatron's yell made Star have to hold her ears for the sound was to great to stand up against with out having something to evade the sound with. Though not helping much, covering her ears did make it just slightly barable.
The tormenting sound lasted well over half a minute until it finally stopped. Star opened her closed eyes and peeked up from her knees, that she had coiled up to her chest and face during the scream. Star's gaze gradually turned up to Megatron's face. His hands where placed on the sides of his head as his mouth stayed agape his eyes open but in a leer. His eyes where a dull dark red and where no longer glowing as they normally did.
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Minutes after the scream, Star had remained in her same position as Demolisher sprinted into the room, closely followed by Cyclonis.
Demolisher stood with his mouth now open at he stared up at Megatron and then down to Star. "What happened?" He had no idea what had gone on in here while he was in the med room fixing his minicon along with Cyclonis, who for some reason, was watching.
Star looked up from staring at Megatron, her face drenched in tears. "I don't know..." Her voice wavered in tone and speed as she spoke, surely from fright. "I only came in to talk to him..." Star stopped to sniff her nose and quickly continued, "And he just started to go nuts." A new stream of tears had begun to stream down her face now as he gently wiped her face of the previous tears.
Demolisher looked at Cyclonis who only gave him a nod towards Megatron. Demolisher then nodded and along with Cyclonis, ran over to Megatron's body and both hauled him up and then carried him to the Med room.
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Star while remaining almost completely thoughtless, had wandered into the med room, where Demolisher and Cyclonis where trying to bring Megatron back online. They failed to notice Star watching them intently as they worked.
She wanted to help him. She hated him, but she wanted to help him, partly because she wanted to find out some answers, and partly because she cared for every thing, even if an enemy. After contemplating the possibilities, she had made up her mind.
Numbly she walked up and tapped gently on Demolishers foot, in a silent way to get his attention. Demolisher glanced down after Star had tapped him. Her eyes had a pleading look in them as if asking for his consent on something. "Do you want to help heal Megatron?" that was Demolisher's best guess, but if true, he thought it unbelievable that she would want to help him after the pain he put her through.
Star slowly nodded at Demolisher as he lowered his hand down to Star, who then stepped on. She swayed to keep her balance as the strange 'hand' she was on moved up and over to Megatron.
She flinched as she saw that Megatron's face was still as it was when she first saw it. It was very creepy. She gingerly touched his armor as her hand as well as a small part of the armor she was touching began to glow a brilliant shade of blue. After holding on to Megatron for over 20 minutes, Star was now gasping for breath, but an inside process was obviously more work than just repairing a few bits of armor. Demolisher began to get very bored but continued to keep his hold on Star.
The glowing stopped as Star collapsed in Demolisher's hand ( Its more of only fingers without the hand part...) panting and shaking. The process had been completed but there was still no evidence of Megatron being revived.
"Please..." Star again panted for breath, "Take me to a place where I can be alone..." She once again had to pant before continuing. "Some place dark..."
Demolisher looked down at her and nodded, soon walking off to bring her somewhere dark.
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Four days had passed, no sign of the Autobots coming to rescue her. She sat silently in a dark room curled into a ball. as she sang to Evanescence once again.
'i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
i want to die!!!
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide'
These words really described what she was feeling right now. She had not eaten much during the four days and had rarely ever come out of 'her' room, as she now called it. Demolisher had forced her to eat the first day, when he had noticed she had not come out to get anything to eat from her bag. Afterwards she began to eat on her own, gradually though.
Star was too caught up in her thoughts to notice Demolisher watching and listening to her speak to herself.
"Starscream...I thought things would be better once I saved you, once I set things right, I thought that we could be together as friends..." She began to cry. She had cried a lot while sitting in this room. And she was beginning to get dehydrated from lack of a healthy liquid diet.
"Starscream! Please...I need your help..."
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Starscream! Please...I need your help...
Starscream's head snapped up from being tilted down. 'That was Star's voice!' he thought frantically. 'I hope the Autobots hurry up soon! She really needs us!'
"I am coming Star!" Starscream whispered aloud, but quietly.
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I am coming Star! Star heard Starscream's voice quietly echo through her mind as her head snapped up. "Starscream..."
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Well, that's all for this chapter!, and yea, its significantly longer than all the others I think, and is filled with more thoughts, details, and other thingies! Hope you liked this one!
I had a great time typing it cause the entire time, I was hyper!!!!!!
All right, because my chapters have been so short, and I have not been updating frequently like I claimed I was going to. I am going to write this chapter very l.o.n.g., that is filled with vivid description and plenty of time put into it. So expect something very different in this chapter
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Star paced quietly down the seemingly endless corridors while she gently hummed her favorite song by Evanescence, Imaginary.
'I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story'
Star was in the doorway to her dream world, when she had gracefully fallen into her imagination. This, all that was around her, the Autobots, who where not so close, and the decepticons, who where only hallways away, the battles, the action, the drama, this was everything she had always dreamed of.
You know the say, you never know what you have until its gone? Star did not miss her home at all. Sure, she knew her parents would be worried, if they where alive, but she had everything she had always wanted since one year ago, when she realized that the world she was living in did not please her.
She did not want to be some soccer mom cheering on her kids at a game and fixing her husband an ordinary sandwich every night for supper. She did not want to go to some job day after day, doing the same boring things each day that she waisted her time for living. No, that was not living for her. It was a curse that plagued her mind as she knew there was nothing that could be brought out of a life like that.
She was constantly depressed, residing in the comfort of her room. Once or twice she may have thought about ending her life, but she was by far to scared to do anything of the sort.
Everything that she was now experiencing seemed so unreal in an imaginary way. She knew what life brought. And there was no way in her mind that some T.V. show could possible be real. She would always believe for a few days, off and on that somehow, her life would change drastically into the one thing that she had wanted for so long. Yet, now she had it. It was overwhelming, the thought that something that had once seemed utterly impossible was now happening.
Her mind hazily drifted from one subject to the next as she sauntered down the agonizingly long hallways.
She wanted so bad to stay in this world, that is if it is a different one from her old one. I mean, how did she end up where ever they found her, when she was hit with a car and knocked out.
Star stopped walking and thought deeply, now a little frightened. 'Maybe I died! And somehow I have come back to life! But no...but wait!'
Her mind was flooded with thoughts shifting places and confusing the living heck out of her. She absentmindedly began to walk once again down the massive hallways, making her look like an ant walking in a human sized home.
She was shocked to find that she had made it to Megatron's throne so quickly. Then again, she was too caught up in her thoughts that she really did not have much of an idea where she was walking.
Megatron peered down at Star seeming to question her reason for coming. He was not really doing anything from what she noticed so she found no harm in asking a simple question. But her shy personality took the best of her, like always.
"Megatron, why where you angry at me?" Star's small voice seemed to make little noise in the expansive room. She was more than just frightened. She was speaking to the leader of the Decepticons not long after he had just been crushing the life from her, for about the forth time. "I told you that the camera would only flash, not doing anything else..." Star began to shiver in the cold and in fear.
Megatron felt a sting inside himself at her words, and remembering crushing her in his hand for around the forth time. For no apparent reason his eyes leered down at her, not liking her question at all. Though it not entirely the fact the he did not want to answer it, but because he did not know *how* to answer it.
The sound of Megatron's metal body shifting in the seat echoed blandly through the room and down the hallway just to her left. Star gazed around the darkened silver metal of the room with interest as she saw about four gaping holes just behind her. She laughed out loud remembering the episode where Megatron got his minicon, Leader 1, and fired at Cyclonis for being unable to locate Leader 1 just when he was so near to their base.
"What is so funny?" Megatron had lost his sneer and was staring down with a confused expression on his face. He was very confused why Star would laugh at something around the room. I mean, it was just your classic metal room. She has been through them plenty of times...
"Just that when I looked around the room, I saw the holes that Leader 1 made when you told him to display his power to Cyclonis, as a way to get him to work harder and in fear that those holes could be his head one day, if he fails you." Star was actually very excited about showing off her knowledge. It was almost as if she was a spy, learning everything about them, everything they did and why they did it. It brought a good feeling to Star.
Megatron's look still did not leave his face even though Star had explained thoroughly something that no human could ever know. But only brought a more intense look on his face.
(Have you ever noticed how when they show an up close view on Megs face, they always have tons of detail and shading and lighting and all that? But never on ANY of the other Transformers faces do they do that! Lol, I found that interesting...)
Star's complete innocence seemed to work something into Megatron's mind. He felt something different when thinking about her. He wanted to be kind. 'No, can't be thinking like this, I am Megatron, and soon to be titled ruler of the galaxy!' Megatron hated himself right now. Hated how he was imagining a life with friends. Though the only friend he could imagine was Star. He hated it, not that his image only had one friend in it, but that it had someone in it at all. He was a ruler, not some tree-hugging whale-saving being who had friends surrounding him and people who he cared for!
Megatron gritted his teeth in anger. He knew that his spark was holding him back from his thoughts of mindless destruction and carnage surrounding him as he fought, and enslaved the universe. He hated it. He once found joy in imagining holding Optimus' head in his hand as he stood upon his dead carcass, energon seeping through the gashes and holes that seemed to make up all of his body.
Now though, he only found pleasure in his thoughts when he forced himself to. Other than that he found none, not because he no longer found joy in seeing Optimus and others completely dismantled, but because his thoughts where always shrouded with Star, and what she was causing him to feel.
It was complete chaos in Megatron's mind. He was trying to force himself to feel differently, trying to force the unwanted thoughts that pelted his mind away from ever existing. But as long as he knew Star was somewhere near him, he could not stop.
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-"Haunted"-
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you
i won't let you pull me down
watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
saving me raping me watching me
watching me...wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you...loving you
i won't let you pull me down
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Star looked up at Megatron as he sat as if facing some great inside pain, as if a war was raging within. Her face was full of sympathy, knowing that whatever the reason may be, he was dealing with a great mental or emotional pain. "Megatron, what's wrong?"
Her voice, so soft and innocent. Nothing like Megatron had heard before. All his life he was faced with cruel voices either yelling at him or his own voice yelling at someone else. All the other voices, fill with hatred and malice. But no, her voice was soft and almost soothing. Her tone showed that she cared for what ever he was dealing with.
But, it was only making it worse as he came into realization that he was only beginning to think more about her. He mentally scolded himself, cursing himself for thinking about her.
Star had to admit to herself, she was worried. Maybe not in a way that she cared for him deeply, but in another manner, the fact than that she hated to see others suffer. Even though she feared him greatly, she felt pity for what-ever was going on inside him.
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"Going Under"
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*
Megatron gripped the arms of his throne with all his force, causing the darkened stone to chip and crack beneath the assaulting force. Star backed quickly away, for fear what Megatron was about to do next. Megatron's chest pushed outward as his grip continued on the breaking throne arms.
Star began to shiver. This situation was very frightening and began to scare the living hell out of her.
With great force, Megatron's voice echoed through-out the great hallways seeming to seep into every crack and crevice as the mighty bellow shook the base slightly. Megatron's yell made Star have to hold her ears for the sound was to great to stand up against with out having something to evade the sound with. Though not helping much, covering her ears did make it just slightly barable.
The tormenting sound lasted well over half a minute until it finally stopped. Star opened her closed eyes and peeked up from her knees, that she had coiled up to her chest and face during the scream. Star's gaze gradually turned up to Megatron's face. His hands where placed on the sides of his head as his mouth stayed agape his eyes open but in a leer. His eyes where a dull dark red and where no longer glowing as they normally did.
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Minutes after the scream, Star had remained in her same position as Demolisher sprinted into the room, closely followed by Cyclonis.
Demolisher stood with his mouth now open at he stared up at Megatron and then down to Star. "What happened?" He had no idea what had gone on in here while he was in the med room fixing his minicon along with Cyclonis, who for some reason, was watching.
Star looked up from staring at Megatron, her face drenched in tears. "I don't know..." Her voice wavered in tone and speed as she spoke, surely from fright. "I only came in to talk to him..." Star stopped to sniff her nose and quickly continued, "And he just started to go nuts." A new stream of tears had begun to stream down her face now as he gently wiped her face of the previous tears.
Demolisher looked at Cyclonis who only gave him a nod towards Megatron. Demolisher then nodded and along with Cyclonis, ran over to Megatron's body and both hauled him up and then carried him to the Med room.
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Star while remaining almost completely thoughtless, had wandered into the med room, where Demolisher and Cyclonis where trying to bring Megatron back online. They failed to notice Star watching them intently as they worked.
She wanted to help him. She hated him, but she wanted to help him, partly because she wanted to find out some answers, and partly because she cared for every thing, even if an enemy. After contemplating the possibilities, she had made up her mind.
Numbly she walked up and tapped gently on Demolishers foot, in a silent way to get his attention. Demolisher glanced down after Star had tapped him. Her eyes had a pleading look in them as if asking for his consent on something. "Do you want to help heal Megatron?" that was Demolisher's best guess, but if true, he thought it unbelievable that she would want to help him after the pain he put her through.
Star slowly nodded at Demolisher as he lowered his hand down to Star, who then stepped on. She swayed to keep her balance as the strange 'hand' she was on moved up and over to Megatron.
She flinched as she saw that Megatron's face was still as it was when she first saw it. It was very creepy. She gingerly touched his armor as her hand as well as a small part of the armor she was touching began to glow a brilliant shade of blue. After holding on to Megatron for over 20 minutes, Star was now gasping for breath, but an inside process was obviously more work than just repairing a few bits of armor. Demolisher began to get very bored but continued to keep his hold on Star.
The glowing stopped as Star collapsed in Demolisher's hand ( Its more of only fingers without the hand part...) panting and shaking. The process had been completed but there was still no evidence of Megatron being revived.
"Please..." Star again panted for breath, "Take me to a place where I can be alone..." She once again had to pant before continuing. "Some place dark..."
Demolisher looked down at her and nodded, soon walking off to bring her somewhere dark.
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Four days had passed, no sign of the Autobots coming to rescue her. She sat silently in a dark room curled into a ball. as she sang to Evanescence once again.
'i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
i want to die!!!
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide'
These words really described what she was feeling right now. She had not eaten much during the four days and had rarely ever come out of 'her' room, as she now called it. Demolisher had forced her to eat the first day, when he had noticed she had not come out to get anything to eat from her bag. Afterwards she began to eat on her own, gradually though.
Star was too caught up in her thoughts to notice Demolisher watching and listening to her speak to herself.
"Starscream...I thought things would be better once I saved you, once I set things right, I thought that we could be together as friends..." She began to cry. She had cried a lot while sitting in this room. And she was beginning to get dehydrated from lack of a healthy liquid diet.
"Starscream! Please...I need your help..."
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Starscream! Please...I need your help...
Starscream's head snapped up from being tilted down. 'That was Star's voice!' he thought frantically. 'I hope the Autobots hurry up soon! She really needs us!'
"I am coming Star!" Starscream whispered aloud, but quietly.
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I am coming Star! Star heard Starscream's voice quietly echo through her mind as her head snapped up. "Starscream..."
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Well, that's all for this chapter!, and yea, its significantly longer than all the others I think, and is filled with more thoughts, details, and other thingies! Hope you liked this one!
I had a great time typing it cause the entire time, I was hyper!!!!!!
