Cry No More
by:kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: *IMPORTANT MUST READ* OKAY FINE!!! since i scareed so many people away because of the possibility of it being E/S at the end. I will confirm it and ruin the whole story! AUGHHH!!!! I promise you, this will be S/S i've always been a fan, and no offence, but I find E/S wrooonnnnnggg!!! [and yes i was planning for it to be s/s the wholle timme... jus felt like scaring everyone] so pleaseeee!! keep reviewing and reading!!! haha i sound soo desperate! okay heres chap four... tried to get it up as fast as possible!
Chapter Four: Mourning Hearts
"I'm going to tell you what happened," Syaoran murmured, "Even if it kills me."
"Syaoran..." Sakura whispered.
"The Void had sent me to another dimension, far away from our world." he started, "It was pitch black, I could barely see anything."
Sakura nodded, provoking him to continue.
"A voice... told me that I was in the world of all the hate, anger, saddness and lonliness that all humans had inside. I thought I could never return, Sakura..." he explained, "But there was only one thing I could do, I had to go through numerous amounts of training and then a number of tests. But one thing kept me going... I knew I couldn't give up...Because I knew-"
"Sakura?" a voice was heard at the doorway, interruping Syaoran's confession.
'Eriol?' Sakura thought, as her whole body tensed up. "Umm... come in..."
Syaoran looked cautiously at the doorway, as it slowly swung open. He saw a tall, mascular young man, with dark blue hair and piercing navy blue eyes enter the room[a/n:ayaaiii... i hope this is right!].
"Err... Syaoran this is Eriol Hiiragizawa.. Eriol this is Syaoran Li." Sakura introduced, trying to sound cheerful.
Both men raised their eyebrows. You could tell that their was fire in their eyes, it was as if they were going to kill each in a matter of seconds. But both shook hands civilally, suprising Sakura.
"Why is he here?" Eriol tried to ask as calm as he could.
"Well..." Sakura muttered, "He was injuried, so I took him here and nursed him back to health."
"What is going on between you two?" Syaoran shot glare at Eriol.
"We're going out." Eriol said proudly, "Am I right, Sakura, my dear?"
Syaoran stood there, frozen, hurt and paralyzed. Anger boiled within his heart, it was no longer soft and warm, it had turned frigid and icy.
"Well..." Sakura started, "We are going out--"
"Ha!" Eriol pointed out triumpantly, "We are happy, so any interest you have in her, will not make her leave me. She belongs to me."
"Please! Eriol, wait outside. I'll come talk to you later." Sakura blurted helplessly, not liking where this conversation was going.
"As you wish." He gave one last glare at Syaoran, who was still standing there, waiting for reality to set in.
As soon as Eriol was completely gone, Syaoran finally spoke up, "At first when your brother had teased you about a boyfriend on the phone, I believed you that he wasn't. I can't believe its actually true... why didn't you just tell me?" He looked at her coldly, but his expression immediately softened. 'At least she is happy... I always knew that someone else would capture her heart... Why did I think that I even had a chance? And all that time... I could only think of returning to her... I guess she never even thought of me when I disappeared.' he thought sadly.
Sakura looked away, trying to hide all that guilt that filled her eyes. "Well... I sort of forgot... I really didn't mean to keep it from you..." she finally had the courage to look at him. But her spirits were kicked back down when she saw the blank expression on his face. His eyes were hollow and uninviting. 'I didn't know he would act this way...when he found out... you baka, Sakura!' she kicked herself. "Are we still friends?" she whispered quietly.
'Friends?!' Syaoran yelled in his mind, 'Can't you see? I want us to be more than friends.' "Sure." Syaoran spat out quietly, wanting to slap himself immediately afterwards.
Sakura stepped foward and gave him a light hug, whispering into his ear, "Thanks for being so understanding..." She broke the embrace and smiled, "I'm going to talk to Eriol, feel free to wander around, just be careful of Touya and Kero." She left the room, leaving Syaoran by himself.
Syaoran started to shake his head vigourously, "Why can't I just tell her?" he asked out loud. 'You know why.' a voice inside of him told him, 'You know that you will be rejected. So just save yourself the trouble and just move on.' "No!" he shook his head once again, pushing all the voices out of his mind, "I love her too much, I can't... just move on with my life, and watch her in the arms of another." he said quietly, as a single tear trickled down his cheek.
Sakura walked outside, noticing that the pale yellow, brown and red leaves were all sprawed on the ground. The grass was a tint of yellow, getting ready for the long winter haul. Soon the scene before her eyes, would be covered in a blanket of white snow. "Eriol!" she said, sounding somewhat angry, "Why did you just burst out like that?"
"Well..." Eriol told her sheepishly, "I just thought that..."
"Don't worry, Eriol, even thought we've only been going out for only a week, I would never break your trust." she reassured him, with a smile.
"Well I'll talk to you on Monday okay?" he replied, with a huge grin on his face.
Sakura nodded lightly, Eriol brushed his own lips on Sakura's quickly and walked off, crossing the street. He left Sakura standing there, alone, but she had a awkward expression planted on her face.
~*~
Tomoyo was walking quite fast, she was heading towards Sakura's house. She had gotten a call from her about a half an hour ago, telling her that she needed to come over right away. Tomoyo had neared the corner of her house, when she saw something that stopped her dead in her tracks. Sakura and Eriol. Sure, she was happy that Sakura was going out with Eriol, but she was also jealous. Jealous of the fact that the one guy that she was head over heels with, was going out with her best friend. She had to stay happy, for Sakura's sake. 'Why can't Eriol ever notice me?' Tomoyo cried in her mind, as tears started to blur her vision. She immediately wiped the tears away.
Finally when she noticed that the handsome, blue haired boy was crossing the street, she finally forced herself to continue herself to Sakura's house. "Hi Sakura!" she greeted, noticing that Sakura was just standing there, on the front steps.
It was as if Sakura was deep in thought and was finally broken out of it. "Oh hi Tomoyo! You should've come earlier! You could've talked to Eriol." Sakura told her cheerfully.
"Uhh yea, it doesn't really matter..." Tomoyo trailed off.
"Well come in! Wait till you see who's back!" Sakura told her happily.
"Meilin?" Tomoyo guessed. Meilin, she had left two years ago, deeply sadden by the disappearance and death of Syaoran. She had waited just like Sakura, but she had given up, and saw no point in staying in Tomeoda any longer. They had all missed Meilin.
Sakura shook her head, "Someone just as good." They were traveling up Sakura's stairway, when Tomoyo noticed a tall masculine figure with chestnut brown hair, he was talking on the phone.
"Syaoran?!" Tomoyo cried, with a suprised tone.
Syaoran looked up and smiled, and signalled them to wait for him. "Yes, mother, I'll meet you at the airport in two days." he replied to the receiver, causing a sigh at the end, "Bye." He clicked the phone back down to its normal position and walked up to Tomoyo and Sakura.
"Syaoran!!" Tomoyo squealed happily, giving him a bear hug. "Sakura's been so sad without you..." she whispered quiet enough for only Syaoran to hear.
"..." Syaoran's face was turning a slight shade of blue.
"Errmm... Tomoyo..." Sakura chuckled, "I think your going to suffocate him to death."
"Hohohoho..." Tomoyo laughed sheepishly, finally letting go of Syaoran. Who's face was a deep shade of red and blue, his eyes seemed as if they were going to pop out at any second.
"How did you?!" Tomoyo asked.
"Well... I was granted one wish, and that wish was to return here." Syaoran explained, trying to cut down the amount of talking he would've had to do. 'Sakura's been sad without you...' the words kept floating inside of Syaoran's mind, 'What exactly did she mean?'
They all entered the kitchen, Sakura grabbing drinks for everyone. They all laughed at the sight of Kero stuffing down the cake.
"Same old Kero..." Syaoran muttered.
Each individual that was sitting at the table had so much on their minds. Two of them, their hearts were hollow and full of lonliness, their hearts cried out for love and care. Where another was still lost in the midst of her mind and heart, not knowing which direction to go.
~*~
[a/n: NOOO CLIFFHANGER!! WHOOO HOOO!!! lol... darn, my writing skills keep getting worst and worst eh? guess what? even though I will be getting cut from internet, I can probably use my friends or my school's internet :D then i can just drop by and post a chap some time... SO PLEASE!!! don't stop reviewing!!! and i hope I didn't scare anyone because of my crazinness...
please go to mine and my friends' website:
www.geocities.com/magical_crazee_trio/
-sign the guestbook please!
by:kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: *IMPORTANT MUST READ* OKAY FINE!!! since i scareed so many people away because of the possibility of it being E/S at the end. I will confirm it and ruin the whole story! AUGHHH!!!! I promise you, this will be S/S i've always been a fan, and no offence, but I find E/S wrooonnnnnggg!!! [and yes i was planning for it to be s/s the wholle timme... jus felt like scaring everyone] so pleaseeee!! keep reviewing and reading!!! haha i sound soo desperate! okay heres chap four... tried to get it up as fast as possible!
Chapter Four: Mourning Hearts
"I'm going to tell you what happened," Syaoran murmured, "Even if it kills me."
"Syaoran..." Sakura whispered.
"The Void had sent me to another dimension, far away from our world." he started, "It was pitch black, I could barely see anything."
Sakura nodded, provoking him to continue.
"A voice... told me that I was in the world of all the hate, anger, saddness and lonliness that all humans had inside. I thought I could never return, Sakura..." he explained, "But there was only one thing I could do, I had to go through numerous amounts of training and then a number of tests. But one thing kept me going... I knew I couldn't give up...Because I knew-"
"Sakura?" a voice was heard at the doorway, interruping Syaoran's confession.
'Eriol?' Sakura thought, as her whole body tensed up. "Umm... come in..."
Syaoran looked cautiously at the doorway, as it slowly swung open. He saw a tall, mascular young man, with dark blue hair and piercing navy blue eyes enter the room[a/n:ayaaiii... i hope this is right!].
"Err... Syaoran this is Eriol Hiiragizawa.. Eriol this is Syaoran Li." Sakura introduced, trying to sound cheerful.
Both men raised their eyebrows. You could tell that their was fire in their eyes, it was as if they were going to kill each in a matter of seconds. But both shook hands civilally, suprising Sakura.
"Why is he here?" Eriol tried to ask as calm as he could.
"Well..." Sakura muttered, "He was injuried, so I took him here and nursed him back to health."
"What is going on between you two?" Syaoran shot glare at Eriol.
"We're going out." Eriol said proudly, "Am I right, Sakura, my dear?"
Syaoran stood there, frozen, hurt and paralyzed. Anger boiled within his heart, it was no longer soft and warm, it had turned frigid and icy.
"Well..." Sakura started, "We are going out--"
"Ha!" Eriol pointed out triumpantly, "We are happy, so any interest you have in her, will not make her leave me. She belongs to me."
"Please! Eriol, wait outside. I'll come talk to you later." Sakura blurted helplessly, not liking where this conversation was going.
"As you wish." He gave one last glare at Syaoran, who was still standing there, waiting for reality to set in.
As soon as Eriol was completely gone, Syaoran finally spoke up, "At first when your brother had teased you about a boyfriend on the phone, I believed you that he wasn't. I can't believe its actually true... why didn't you just tell me?" He looked at her coldly, but his expression immediately softened. 'At least she is happy... I always knew that someone else would capture her heart... Why did I think that I even had a chance? And all that time... I could only think of returning to her... I guess she never even thought of me when I disappeared.' he thought sadly.
Sakura looked away, trying to hide all that guilt that filled her eyes. "Well... I sort of forgot... I really didn't mean to keep it from you..." she finally had the courage to look at him. But her spirits were kicked back down when she saw the blank expression on his face. His eyes were hollow and uninviting. 'I didn't know he would act this way...when he found out... you baka, Sakura!' she kicked herself. "Are we still friends?" she whispered quietly.
'Friends?!' Syaoran yelled in his mind, 'Can't you see? I want us to be more than friends.' "Sure." Syaoran spat out quietly, wanting to slap himself immediately afterwards.
Sakura stepped foward and gave him a light hug, whispering into his ear, "Thanks for being so understanding..." She broke the embrace and smiled, "I'm going to talk to Eriol, feel free to wander around, just be careful of Touya and Kero." She left the room, leaving Syaoran by himself.
Syaoran started to shake his head vigourously, "Why can't I just tell her?" he asked out loud. 'You know why.' a voice inside of him told him, 'You know that you will be rejected. So just save yourself the trouble and just move on.' "No!" he shook his head once again, pushing all the voices out of his mind, "I love her too much, I can't... just move on with my life, and watch her in the arms of another." he said quietly, as a single tear trickled down his cheek.
Sakura walked outside, noticing that the pale yellow, brown and red leaves were all sprawed on the ground. The grass was a tint of yellow, getting ready for the long winter haul. Soon the scene before her eyes, would be covered in a blanket of white snow. "Eriol!" she said, sounding somewhat angry, "Why did you just burst out like that?"
"Well..." Eriol told her sheepishly, "I just thought that..."
"Don't worry, Eriol, even thought we've only been going out for only a week, I would never break your trust." she reassured him, with a smile.
"Well I'll talk to you on Monday okay?" he replied, with a huge grin on his face.
Sakura nodded lightly, Eriol brushed his own lips on Sakura's quickly and walked off, crossing the street. He left Sakura standing there, alone, but she had a awkward expression planted on her face.
~*~
Tomoyo was walking quite fast, she was heading towards Sakura's house. She had gotten a call from her about a half an hour ago, telling her that she needed to come over right away. Tomoyo had neared the corner of her house, when she saw something that stopped her dead in her tracks. Sakura and Eriol. Sure, she was happy that Sakura was going out with Eriol, but she was also jealous. Jealous of the fact that the one guy that she was head over heels with, was going out with her best friend. She had to stay happy, for Sakura's sake. 'Why can't Eriol ever notice me?' Tomoyo cried in her mind, as tears started to blur her vision. She immediately wiped the tears away.
Finally when she noticed that the handsome, blue haired boy was crossing the street, she finally forced herself to continue herself to Sakura's house. "Hi Sakura!" she greeted, noticing that Sakura was just standing there, on the front steps.
It was as if Sakura was deep in thought and was finally broken out of it. "Oh hi Tomoyo! You should've come earlier! You could've talked to Eriol." Sakura told her cheerfully.
"Uhh yea, it doesn't really matter..." Tomoyo trailed off.
"Well come in! Wait till you see who's back!" Sakura told her happily.
"Meilin?" Tomoyo guessed. Meilin, she had left two years ago, deeply sadden by the disappearance and death of Syaoran. She had waited just like Sakura, but she had given up, and saw no point in staying in Tomeoda any longer. They had all missed Meilin.
Sakura shook her head, "Someone just as good." They were traveling up Sakura's stairway, when Tomoyo noticed a tall masculine figure with chestnut brown hair, he was talking on the phone.
"Syaoran?!" Tomoyo cried, with a suprised tone.
Syaoran looked up and smiled, and signalled them to wait for him. "Yes, mother, I'll meet you at the airport in two days." he replied to the receiver, causing a sigh at the end, "Bye." He clicked the phone back down to its normal position and walked up to Tomoyo and Sakura.
"Syaoran!!" Tomoyo squealed happily, giving him a bear hug. "Sakura's been so sad without you..." she whispered quiet enough for only Syaoran to hear.
"..." Syaoran's face was turning a slight shade of blue.
"Errmm... Tomoyo..." Sakura chuckled, "I think your going to suffocate him to death."
"Hohohoho..." Tomoyo laughed sheepishly, finally letting go of Syaoran. Who's face was a deep shade of red and blue, his eyes seemed as if they were going to pop out at any second.
"How did you?!" Tomoyo asked.
"Well... I was granted one wish, and that wish was to return here." Syaoran explained, trying to cut down the amount of talking he would've had to do. 'Sakura's been sad without you...' the words kept floating inside of Syaoran's mind, 'What exactly did she mean?'
They all entered the kitchen, Sakura grabbing drinks for everyone. They all laughed at the sight of Kero stuffing down the cake.
"Same old Kero..." Syaoran muttered.
Each individual that was sitting at the table had so much on their minds. Two of them, their hearts were hollow and full of lonliness, their hearts cried out for love and care. Where another was still lost in the midst of her mind and heart, not knowing which direction to go.
~*~
[a/n: NOOO CLIFFHANGER!! WHOOO HOOO!!! lol... darn, my writing skills keep getting worst and worst eh? guess what? even though I will be getting cut from internet, I can probably use my friends or my school's internet :D then i can just drop by and post a chap some time... SO PLEASE!!! don't stop reviewing!!! and i hope I didn't scare anyone because of my crazinness...
please go to mine and my friends' website:
www.geocities.com/magical_crazee_trio/
-sign the guestbook please!
