*smirks* Wow, I really put alot of detail and thoughts into this one. I was in a depressed/hyper (Weird combination there) mood and wanted to *release* and description left in me after my stomach started to hurt from drinking two glasses of chocolate milk (My stomach hurts in the mornings if I drink or eat anything.)
Skins Thunderbomb: O.O Uh...yeaaaaah......*Get nervous* er, yea, ON WITH THE CHAPTER BEFOR YOU KILL ME! Meh... nope, there must just be something strange up wit ff.net, I did not upload abunch o' times just once. yup...just once...yeeeaaahhh
SaphireStars: Er, well...this time it will be long, just not updated quickly. I have been having a few *personal* matters going on...
Zeheria: O.o, you really like saying 'Yaay' don't you? Lol. MEGGY!
Moonwalker: I know...Sorry 'bout the other version...
Z: Eheh, ty.
Norma Lee Insane: Awe, I am loooooved!
Moonwalker: Don't worry, I am going to keep it TFs and Humans.
laura-sloan: Well, you are no longer going to need to know, 'cause I am not using them. if ya did not notice, I got rid of that chapter and rewrote it 'cause I was inna bad mood when I wrote it. Besides, the creature in the tube was a race that *I* made up. Called the Hurrack Shei. Their brothers, who are peacekeepers are called just Hurrack. They together make up the Uragna.
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I finally fell. My knees and legs no longer able to sustain the presure being pounded on them. I looked up, the beholder of the sword at my throat smirking as he saw that he had won. I looked up into his eyes. They held emotion. What computer could display emotion withheld in ones eyes correctly? None, its a special emotion. One that no hologram could ever mimic with correct persision. That is why these eyes held nothing but the light that was emitted.
I began to cry slightly. Even though I knew this was fake, it was all too real for me. His face, his body, everything. Everything was just like him. Almost. He showed no mercy. Not like the Starscream I knew. Yes, knew. He longer seemed to care. *He* was the owner of the hand that smacked me into the wall when I tried to help him. Yes, his hand. I always knew it, but was to afraid to admit it. That was the only thing that allowed me to hold in more tears that were ready to fall away.
The world around me seemed to desimate into smoldering ashes and float away into an empty abyss. Now surrounded in darkness my real world came into view, as my sword also began to dissapear before my eyes. Soon my hand grasped nothing as the last bit of the sword was relinquished from ever really existing. Not that it really existed anyways, it was all too real to say it was fake. Nothing should be felt if there is nothing to feel. But I felt it. It was there. Or at least thats what I wanted to believe. My mind knew otherwise though.
I saw Megatron sitting in one of the Transformer sized chairs, its color dark, just like everything else in the Decepticon base. The entire image was depressing, the gloom of the darkness seemed to increase the aching in my joints as I hopped down from the platform. Not entirely ready for the long fall I fell on my arse and endured more pains as the fall's impact shot through my body, making me hurt only more.
I saw Megatron rise from his seat and stride over to my side, he was smilling for some reason or another. "Good work." His words surprised me and I checked my memory once again to be sure that I had heard him correctly. Yeah, he just gave out a compliment! Wow, this must be a new period in time! 'Cybertronian Period: Megatron gives a compliment!'
Though I tried to get my mind off of depressing matters and be joyful, I still felt used. Starscream had betrayed me. Even if it was not entirely his fault. No, I knew it was not his fault. Non of it was. It was all Sun's fault. She and her lies.
"Megatron?" I glaced up as I spoke, my voice strangly not quavering from being nervous. I need to get over being nervous, its only a waist of time. Maybe I can train myself to resist emotions and such sometime? Maybe.
"Yes?" His voice was as hard as ever, never showing any kind of weakness. Always strength and rank filtered his mighty tone. 'This was what scares me', I suddenly realized. 'His voice...'
"Megatron...M-mmaster... Did you at one point have a female residing in here?" Stupid... How would he know? Unless... he put her here...
Megatron narrows his eyes, but in thought, not anger. (I don't think that Transformers have eyebrow muscles/things, do they? Yeah, I know they don't have the hair, but do they have the brow muscles/things?)
"Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree" I sang it then, wundering if Megatron had really given me that message, or did I come for nothing, seeking comfort in something that was never there.
"Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I'll for you
Abide in me and I'll vow to you
I will never forsake you" Well, he did not sing it but he said it as the song would say it. Then he did really say that to me! But how?
"Sir, how do you know that?" I could feel my face contort itself into a pure mask of confusion, giving away my emotions. No, if any time was to train myself, now would be it. I suddenly straightened myself and stood tall, arms out by my side, my face holding no emotion, or at least as little emotion as I could manage.
"Hey! You changed the words!" I shouted up at Megatron, okay, so maybe I would not practice now. Megatron seemed to play like he was offended as his face melted into a saddened, mounrful look as he looked down at me.
"Awe, its not that big of a difference." Wow, I could not believe it! He was actually playing along! And he did not show any sign of discomtempt while doing so...
Yeah, I did know and hear the giggles of Cyclonis and Demolisher just around the corner as they watched me and Megatron with delight. I don't care, this was the first time in so long that I have actually had some fun, even if not any thing *real* big. I began to laugh after I had looked up at Megatron's face, it held fake and mocking saddness, which was just so funny to see on *His* face.
Megatron soon joined along, my laughs and me now rolling on the floor, had finally gotten to him. Wow, I never expected any decepticon to show any other emotion besides the ones that are always seen on TV, but here I was, with Megatron, Cyclonis, and Demolisher, all laughing our arses off! Well, there is Starscream, who before showed care towards Alexis in the show, but now that I have showed up, everything changed.
I forced myself to stop laughing and sat down on the floor, intent on not laughing again. I have to get to the point that my mind was set on... Okay, here we go...
"Megatron, about the girl-" I was cut off as Megatron also realized that we got off subject and was very quick to respond. I only hoped that they found the girl in the base and not on earth.
"A girl, you say... Yes, I created her. How do you know about her?" His eyes were narrowed again, but this time slightly in suspision.
"She is at the Autobot base, she has 'attracted' all the Autobots to her. Even Starscream..." At the meer mension of his name and the wave of memories were quick to flood my mind and filled me with sorrow. I began to cry, it was like rivers rapidly falling down my now red fluched cheeks. "Please... Please, you must tell me that there is something you can do..." More tears rushed down my face making small pools on the dark metal floors.
"No..."
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Sorry about is being short, but I really got outta the mood of writing and must go ahead and post it now before I write it like the first chapter 17... *shudder*
Skins Thunderbomb: O.O Uh...yeaaaaah......*Get nervous* er, yea, ON WITH THE CHAPTER BEFOR YOU KILL ME! Meh... nope, there must just be something strange up wit ff.net, I did not upload abunch o' times just once. yup...just once...yeeeaaahhh
SaphireStars: Er, well...this time it will be long, just not updated quickly. I have been having a few *personal* matters going on...
Zeheria: O.o, you really like saying 'Yaay' don't you? Lol. MEGGY!
Moonwalker: I know...Sorry 'bout the other version...
Z: Eheh, ty.
Norma Lee Insane: Awe, I am loooooved!
Moonwalker: Don't worry, I am going to keep it TFs and Humans.
laura-sloan: Well, you are no longer going to need to know, 'cause I am not using them. if ya did not notice, I got rid of that chapter and rewrote it 'cause I was inna bad mood when I wrote it. Besides, the creature in the tube was a race that *I* made up. Called the Hurrack Shei. Their brothers, who are peacekeepers are called just Hurrack. They together make up the Uragna.
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I finally fell. My knees and legs no longer able to sustain the presure being pounded on them. I looked up, the beholder of the sword at my throat smirking as he saw that he had won. I looked up into his eyes. They held emotion. What computer could display emotion withheld in ones eyes correctly? None, its a special emotion. One that no hologram could ever mimic with correct persision. That is why these eyes held nothing but the light that was emitted.
I began to cry slightly. Even though I knew this was fake, it was all too real for me. His face, his body, everything. Everything was just like him. Almost. He showed no mercy. Not like the Starscream I knew. Yes, knew. He longer seemed to care. *He* was the owner of the hand that smacked me into the wall when I tried to help him. Yes, his hand. I always knew it, but was to afraid to admit it. That was the only thing that allowed me to hold in more tears that were ready to fall away.
The world around me seemed to desimate into smoldering ashes and float away into an empty abyss. Now surrounded in darkness my real world came into view, as my sword also began to dissapear before my eyes. Soon my hand grasped nothing as the last bit of the sword was relinquished from ever really existing. Not that it really existed anyways, it was all too real to say it was fake. Nothing should be felt if there is nothing to feel. But I felt it. It was there. Or at least thats what I wanted to believe. My mind knew otherwise though.
I saw Megatron sitting in one of the Transformer sized chairs, its color dark, just like everything else in the Decepticon base. The entire image was depressing, the gloom of the darkness seemed to increase the aching in my joints as I hopped down from the platform. Not entirely ready for the long fall I fell on my arse and endured more pains as the fall's impact shot through my body, making me hurt only more.
I saw Megatron rise from his seat and stride over to my side, he was smilling for some reason or another. "Good work." His words surprised me and I checked my memory once again to be sure that I had heard him correctly. Yeah, he just gave out a compliment! Wow, this must be a new period in time! 'Cybertronian Period: Megatron gives a compliment!'
Though I tried to get my mind off of depressing matters and be joyful, I still felt used. Starscream had betrayed me. Even if it was not entirely his fault. No, I knew it was not his fault. Non of it was. It was all Sun's fault. She and her lies.
"Megatron?" I glaced up as I spoke, my voice strangly not quavering from being nervous. I need to get over being nervous, its only a waist of time. Maybe I can train myself to resist emotions and such sometime? Maybe.
"Yes?" His voice was as hard as ever, never showing any kind of weakness. Always strength and rank filtered his mighty tone. 'This was what scares me', I suddenly realized. 'His voice...'
"Megatron...M-mmaster... Did you at one point have a female residing in here?" Stupid... How would he know? Unless... he put her here...
Megatron narrows his eyes, but in thought, not anger. (I don't think that Transformers have eyebrow muscles/things, do they? Yeah, I know they don't have the hair, but do they have the brow muscles/things?)
"Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree" I sang it then, wundering if Megatron had really given me that message, or did I come for nothing, seeking comfort in something that was never there.
"Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I'll for you
Abide in me and I'll vow to you
I will never forsake you" Well, he did not sing it but he said it as the song would say it. Then he did really say that to me! But how?
"Sir, how do you know that?" I could feel my face contort itself into a pure mask of confusion, giving away my emotions. No, if any time was to train myself, now would be it. I suddenly straightened myself and stood tall, arms out by my side, my face holding no emotion, or at least as little emotion as I could manage.
"Hey! You changed the words!" I shouted up at Megatron, okay, so maybe I would not practice now. Megatron seemed to play like he was offended as his face melted into a saddened, mounrful look as he looked down at me.
"Awe, its not that big of a difference." Wow, I could not believe it! He was actually playing along! And he did not show any sign of discomtempt while doing so...
Yeah, I did know and hear the giggles of Cyclonis and Demolisher just around the corner as they watched me and Megatron with delight. I don't care, this was the first time in so long that I have actually had some fun, even if not any thing *real* big. I began to laugh after I had looked up at Megatron's face, it held fake and mocking saddness, which was just so funny to see on *His* face.
Megatron soon joined along, my laughs and me now rolling on the floor, had finally gotten to him. Wow, I never expected any decepticon to show any other emotion besides the ones that are always seen on TV, but here I was, with Megatron, Cyclonis, and Demolisher, all laughing our arses off! Well, there is Starscream, who before showed care towards Alexis in the show, but now that I have showed up, everything changed.
I forced myself to stop laughing and sat down on the floor, intent on not laughing again. I have to get to the point that my mind was set on... Okay, here we go...
"Megatron, about the girl-" I was cut off as Megatron also realized that we got off subject and was very quick to respond. I only hoped that they found the girl in the base and not on earth.
"A girl, you say... Yes, I created her. How do you know about her?" His eyes were narrowed again, but this time slightly in suspision.
"She is at the Autobot base, she has 'attracted' all the Autobots to her. Even Starscream..." At the meer mension of his name and the wave of memories were quick to flood my mind and filled me with sorrow. I began to cry, it was like rivers rapidly falling down my now red fluched cheeks. "Please... Please, you must tell me that there is something you can do..." More tears rushed down my face making small pools on the dark metal floors.
"No..."
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Sorry about is being short, but I really got outta the mood of writing and must go ahead and post it now before I write it like the first chapter 17... *shudder*
