SUMMARY : Reliving the painful memories of Keiko's death, read how Yusuke
tries to deal with the pain after losing his only love....
CHAPTER 1
Author Note - ^_^ Yup...I am definitely crazy in starting another fic... @.@ lol
Well, hopefully you'll like the way how this fic sounds, so if you like sad, angst fics [hopefully I'll be able to make it angst ^^"" ] then this might be what you like... lol
+ I really hope I'll be able to make this err...sad enough...iunno what I'm talking about, but hopefully I'll be able to make this fic the way I want it to turn out... =/ I have no idea what I'm talking about... =/ lol
+ Disclaimer - =O ::gasp:: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho!?? xD duh! :]
Fate has led me here.... –
How did it come to this? How did I wind up here? I want to go back....go back to the time when I was just getting in trouble in school....back to the time I could talk with Keiko, and have fun with her....
Why can't I go back? I tried so hard...being a Spirit Detective...tried so hard to protect my home...my friends...my Keiko.... But I couldn't...I couldn't save the one I loved..and who loved me back...all because I had to become a Spirit Detective...
"Yusuke... It's not your fault that Keiko died....this is how it has to be....I'm sorry... you were fated to become a Spirit Detective...and I'm sorry....but normally Spirit Detectives can't live lives like you have so far in the human world...that's just how it has to be...."
I smiled a bit, my tears tasting salty as they fell down my face, some entering into my open mouth. Koenma's words echoed throughout my mind...It was my fault...it was all my fault that Keiko had to die..all because of me and my Spirit Detective job....
I started moving slowly into the park, my steps becoming slower and slower. I didn't want to move...all I want...is to see Keiko's smiling face....but that was impossible.. I saw Keiko's death right before my eyes....she died........by my own Spirit gun....
I sat down on the swing set, trying not to remember the time when Keiko and I had come here after class, and just sat here till dark, talking about countless things...
Setting my head against the chain that held the swing, my wearied body rested. My eyes lids dropped lower and lower, setting my visions into darkness. I still felt warm tears wetting my face, but no matter how I tried..the tear would not fade...
I kept on hearing Keiko's voice 'that' day... telling me not to be late. I tried shaking my head, I did not want to enter that day....did not want to see what happened....me memories clouded my mind, drawing me in....
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AUTHOR NOTE - ^-^ Hope you liked that. ::sigh:: those were one of those chapters that wrote itself... =/ Oh wells...=/ lol
+thanks for reading!!!!! =D
+PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!! ;]
[no flames please]
CHAPTER 1
Author Note - ^_^ Yup...I am definitely crazy in starting another fic... @.@ lol
Well, hopefully you'll like the way how this fic sounds, so if you like sad, angst fics [hopefully I'll be able to make it angst ^^"" ] then this might be what you like... lol
+ I really hope I'll be able to make this err...sad enough...iunno what I'm talking about, but hopefully I'll be able to make this fic the way I want it to turn out... =/ I have no idea what I'm talking about... =/ lol
+ Disclaimer - =O ::gasp:: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho!?? xD duh! :]
Fate has led me here.... –
How did it come to this? How did I wind up here? I want to go back....go back to the time when I was just getting in trouble in school....back to the time I could talk with Keiko, and have fun with her....
Why can't I go back? I tried so hard...being a Spirit Detective...tried so hard to protect my home...my friends...my Keiko.... But I couldn't...I couldn't save the one I loved..and who loved me back...all because I had to become a Spirit Detective...
"Yusuke... It's not your fault that Keiko died....this is how it has to be....I'm sorry... you were fated to become a Spirit Detective...and I'm sorry....but normally Spirit Detectives can't live lives like you have so far in the human world...that's just how it has to be...."
I smiled a bit, my tears tasting salty as they fell down my face, some entering into my open mouth. Koenma's words echoed throughout my mind...It was my fault...it was all my fault that Keiko had to die..all because of me and my Spirit Detective job....
I started moving slowly into the park, my steps becoming slower and slower. I didn't want to move...all I want...is to see Keiko's smiling face....but that was impossible.. I saw Keiko's death right before my eyes....she died........by my own Spirit gun....
I sat down on the swing set, trying not to remember the time when Keiko and I had come here after class, and just sat here till dark, talking about countless things...
Setting my head against the chain that held the swing, my wearied body rested. My eyes lids dropped lower and lower, setting my visions into darkness. I still felt warm tears wetting my face, but no matter how I tried..the tear would not fade...
I kept on hearing Keiko's voice 'that' day... telling me not to be late. I tried shaking my head, I did not want to enter that day....did not want to see what happened....me memories clouded my mind, drawing me in....
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AUTHOR NOTE - ^-^ Hope you liked that. ::sigh:: those were one of those chapters that wrote itself... =/ Oh wells...=/ lol
+thanks for reading!!!!! =D
+PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!! ;]
[no flames please]
