Skins Thunderbomb: It shall be revealed all in time.. and I guess that this is the time...

Moonwalker:*cough* yeaaa... sorry 'bout it being short... but this one should make up for that!!!!!!

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For this chapter, there may be a lot of confusion, because in the first bit, I do not depict who the character actually is, and will not for a while. But come shall be revealed all within this chapter and the rest in the next, if you review ;). Thankyou for your time, AND NOW YOU MAY READ!!!!!

((NEW N/N)) Sorry I was not able to update in so long, but they put my acount on lock-down cause I posted something that was unecceptable for some reason or another... owell... And sorry for this not being very long, even after all the time I had to write more... withiout reviews it seems that I just can't get into the spirit of writing... *sniff*

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(‹±''±›Unknown POV‹±''±›)

I groaned as I awoke. For once, I was glad that I had not died. I can't quite answer why just yet, but I will be sure to make a note of why, when I do find out. Maybe it was the haunting images of my past? Or these images I have been having of a possible future? Who knows but my innerself. But, how can I possibly tap into what I myself know, when I have never really consentrated on it? Is it even possible? These questions only seemed to make the images beckon me to them only at a greater extent.

I glared at the cold greyed wall as I forced them away, and out of my mind. "Never shall I let you back to me!" I yelled out mentally towards the images and visions... calling me to them... droning out all my other thoughts... they seemed to sing a peacful lullaby.... one that lulled me into that trance... Yes, that trance... the one that always ends up being the greeting to the visions. Almost like they are taunting me, they sing louder.

But there is no singing, I soon realize. But how am I hearing them sing? Yes, I am hearing them. But I don't hear it, once I consentrate on them, trying to hear them. Only when I let my mind stray from the matter, as they sway me once more, to them, to the nightmares. Almost there! I can see them, but oh!, just vaguely! Yes, once I reach to them, so that I may finally retain them, so I can once again be claimed to darkness, as my thoughts and spark are enterwind, and my being is revealed...

No!, I don't want that! These dreams that the song sings of, not what they seem. No, true nightmares... I would know, I have been fooled so many times by them before...

"He's awake, lord Megatron!" I heard the shrill voice of Cyclonis, shroud over my darkened thoughts, now too consumed by the 'singing' to even really know what was said. No... its too late. Even if I tried to turn away.... There is no hope... its to late.... The singing grew louder as I saw myself... running... running away from the faces... the faces that where singing that now haunting tune, now loud enough for me to understand their words...

"You've been looking in the mirror for so long.

That you've come to believe your soul's on the other side.

All the little pieces falling, shatter.

Shards of you,

To sharp to put back together.

To small to matter,

But big enough to cut them into so many little pieces.

If you try to touch them,

And you bleed,

you bleed,

And you breathe,

you breathe no more." Their little song now the only thing I could hear, besides the echo of my footsteps as they pounded through the narrow path that I was following. It was the only way to go. No were else left to turn, I have already been forced away from everwere else. No, no place left to turn... but back.

Backwards led to 'Him' who ever 'He' was, he would not leave me alone... for what ever reason... I screamed as I began fell... only to be greeted with so much more darkness... and the visions... No... he had me again... I let him get to me *again*!

"Please... Help me... Anyone..." I rasped out, my voice barely audible... but 'He' heard me. He also had me trapped in a corner... just like every other time... How? How could I be so blind? He did this every time! How come I did not go another direction?! Right, because there is no other place...

"You fool! You know as well as I, that there is no one who cares enough for you, that they would help you... you only end up hurting them... That is why you are alone. That is why you must face me, everytime you fall to my song, and then you run from it!" He yelled, his voice filled with vice and mixed with a cracked tone, leaving it sounding remarkably like Cyclonis' voice, only not nearly as high. His voice was deep and tainted. Tained with the evil of the many others that had fallen into insanity just as he is trying to do with me. Yes, I know what he is trying to do. But what he speaks if true... I have no one... Every one who I *had*, I hurt... Every one...

I shut my eyes tight and tried to ward the memories threatning to overwhelm my mind away, locking them away, to were I will never have to deal with them again. "I am done with the past!" My voice, surprisingly, rose above the whisper it normally was here as I shouted up to the cloaked figure before me.

His mighty laugh seemed to make up the room that I and he was in, the deep rumble settled around us and the laughing ceased. "You may say that now, but you forget about how bad the future is! Let me remind you just incase you have forgotten!" He said this, almost excitedly. I was almost possitive, he knew I was going to say what I did.

"No!" I shouted as loudly as I could, trying to stop him from revealing my future once again, the visions only seemed to get worse... every time....

"It is to late now, you should learn to mind your tongue! You still have lots to learn," My eyes widened as I saw that small glint in his green eyes brighten and the room around me fell away." before I make you my slave..." His laugh once again seemed to make up everything around us as I heard it perfictly, over the few other sounds in the room.

"No! Stop! Please!" My pleas still had no effect. They never did. I knew they never would either. But I could not help myself...

Fires... Fires burning and melting everything in the flames path. I could see the flames surround two figures, the first one laying almost motionlessly on the metal ground, the other hunched over, fist pointed at the others chest.

Yes... A gun mounted on the second's wrist, powering up.......

A new place... Clear forests... Earth... Three figures this time... The first one, the same one that killed the one in the first vision... The second and third ones... Autobots... Two fists up this time... Guns on each... Both powering up.......

Another new place... Three bots... One human... Me... I was the figure who killed the others....

The other visions before the last one and gone by fast... This one was in real time... I was there... Standing before myself... Watching as I... No... My 'other', raised one gun to the human... No... Not a human... The matalic being... I had seen her, before I had gone out cold at the Decepticons base... Her face seemed to already be coated with smudges and streaks of blood and dirt... Her face filled with horror... But strangely, it still held confidence... It was useless... I heard her strangled cry echo off into the distance, silencing the birds in the tree as the first fire went off... That was enough, but I...right, no, my other... shot again... 'Another scream... another death... Its beginning to get old'... wait... I did not think that... Then who did?

I looked to my 'other'... I could see into his thoughts... yes... he was the one who 'thought' that... not I... I was just able to hear his... My-no, his, Primus this is getting confusing... thoughts... Strange... I heard her voice climb up to my hearing... "Why... Why did you do it?... Sideways... Why?" Primus... This was beginning to become unbearable... She fell limp... Her last words used up her remaining life...

The next shots... Echoing again through the forests... Three more lives lost...

"Now... Lets see your more distant... past" The shadowed figure's voice spoke loudly. Soon I was back at the Autobot base... Back were everything went wrong...

I cringed as the haunting scene replayed itself...

"Beautiful..." I heard my 'other' self say as he stood before Starscream, who was suspended by strong chains melded to the ceiling. He looked at his sword in my hand... wait... I was standing before Starscream? I was holding the sword? I had said that? No... "Yes, you *know* its true..." 'His' voice said through my head.

Fright soon took over Starscream and he looked up at me, staring up at him...I knew what he was thinking... I knew he did not want to be here... He did not want what was coming to him... Yet, he was powerless to resist... I made my body give contact to Starscreams... His body trembled next to mine...

"No!!!!" I shouted, though my mouth did not move, nor did Starscream hear me. Only 'He', heard me. "Yes... You did... And there is nothing you can do or say to stop it. It has already become a part of your past. A part of your mind. A part of you..." He apeared next to me, his voice taunting my mind, driving me to an extent to where I even believed I could go no farther. But he would drive me farther... at least into insanity. If not farther... to where death is my life.

"Why are you doing this to me?!" my voice went higher than normal as I shouted as loud as I could. I couldn't control my body, it just kept replaying what had happened that day with Starscream. It *made* me watch it.

His laughter circled the room, though neither my body, or Starscream's seemed to react to it. Maybe Starscream could not hear it? But how?

"You just don't understand, do you?" his voice... his damn voice!

"Just stop it!!" I could feel all the emotions swelling up inside, but because I could do nothing with my body, I could not even cry. I wanted to rip out my heart (I am only saying this as I assume they have hearts of some kind: In a few of the Armada episodes they reffer to it as their heart. And just to let you know, their 'Spark' is just their version of saying soul, its not their actual heart, just like human's souls are not their hearts, they are two different things((I got this information from research)) )