Farther Away:
Forever Gone, Forever You:
~*~*~
I wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't even know why now
But now that I've given up on you
Defiantly you see me
~*~*~
Here I am standing at a Harry's game against Slytherin. All this hard work to get him and now that I have him I can't remember why I wanted him in the first place. Is he really what I wanted at all?
"Gryffindor wins!" Lee Jordon yelled. We won. I looked at the grass below the stadium and saw Draco walking across the grass his shoulders slouched. For some reason I wanted to go out there and hug him and tell him it would be ok.
What was I thinking!? This is Draco Malfoy! I'm supposed to hate him! He's a cruel hateful soul. I can't even think about loving him. Oh my god!? Did I just use the word love in the same sentence as Draco Malfoy? What's wrong with me? I know what it is! I'm just not used to having Harry as a boyfriend so my mind is messing up. That's it I know it.
I have to find Harry before I go out of my mind. I raced out of the stands to where Harry was standing being congratulated by team mates.
"Harry you were great!" I screamed and ran into his open arms; a cold shiver ran over my body. I let out a gasp.
"Hermione what's wrong?" He looked in my eyes, the stadium lights reflected in his eyes.
"Nothing I'm just tired I'm going to bed you have fun with everyone else." I reluctantly kissed him on the check and walked away. After I was out of sight I ran straight for the castle but ended up running into a wall of bodies. Well actually only one, Draco Malfoy.
"Well what do I have here?" He circled around me looking at me, I had to turn my head around to keep track of where he was.
"What do you want Draco?" I clamped my hand to my mouth. I had actually called him by his first name.
"I'm just wondering why you would be walking alone without your Potter and Weasley." He sneered at me.
"Were not attached at the hip you know." I started to walk away and get away from this creep. But he is a handsome creep. God I need a doctor.
"Well I'll walk you to the castle then I was heading there anyway." He ran to my side.
"Your, being nice to me?"
"Well I have nothing better to do with my time so I might as well do this so you're not alone."
"Well thank you."
We walked in silence the rest of the way occasionally saying "soooo......" before I knew it we were at the staircase.
"Well bye and thank you for walking me."
"Your welcome." Then he did something so un-Draco Malfoy I was scared. He kissed me on the cheek! "Bye Hermione see you around!" He ran off in the other direction.
I raised my hand to my cheek and could still feel his soft smooth lips on my cheek. His short kiss on my cheek was better then any kiss I had gotten from Harry. But Harry was my boyfriend I was supposed to get all tingly when he kissed me not Draco Malfoy the man I am supposed to hate! What's wrong with me!?
~*~*~
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
~*~*~
I got up the stairs got in the Gryffindor common room climbed the stairs to my head girl room and plopped myself on my bed. God I love that Draco Malfoy.
I slept the whole night peacefully until I was woken up by the birds outside.
"I am so glad its Saturday." I said aloud to myself. I looked across the room from my bed and saw my bare wall. I had taken down all the pictures awhile ago. That night I had gotten Harry. Just then I remembered last night. "Oh god he kissed me!" But it was so good. I actually sort of miss him. I wish he would kiss me again. Aug! I did it again! Why did I say that? I love HARRY not Draco Harry! I need to get breakfast.
I finally got out of bed got dressed. I quickly put a calming spell on my hair so it wouldn't be quite so bad. I still don't wear makeup unlike the other girls, even Ginny does. I ran down the stairs and saw Harry in the common room. I ran up to him and quickly said hi kissing him on the cheek.
"Want to go get something to eat?" I asked him looking up considering he was 3 inches taller than me.
"Yeah sure I was waiting for you." He smiled down at me, making me feel guilty for going with Draco, even if for only a short time, last night.
We walked down the stairs and he asked me how I felt because I didn't look so good last night. I told him I was fine and we walked in silence the rest of the way. When we entered the great hall I saw Draco at the Slytherin table eating and talking with his friends. I felt my heart longing for him, to touch him and kiss him and have him hold me. I wanted his lips again. But I was with Harry; I looked up at him and smiled. We sat down at the nearest table by Ron and Paravati. I saw Harry not looking directly at Paravati avoiding her gaze.
"What do you think Hermione?" I looked up and saw all three of them staring at me.
"What was the question?" I saw them all shake their heads.
"Never mind." Ron said turning back to the rest of them.
~*~*~
There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along somehow
You'll only take me to change my mind
And leave me broken and defeated
~*~*~
I stood up and told them I had homework to do and would see them later. I saw Draco start to step into the hall and ran quickly towards the door he left through. I caught up to him and saw him glare.
"What do you want?" He sneered at me. Why was he being like his he was perfectly nice yesterday. I saw Crabe and Goyle lumbering towards us and it dawned on me. I would ruin his reputation. Draco sort of shoved me not to hard and I felt a piece of paper fall into my hand and I stuffed it quickly into my pocket.
"I wanted to tell you Snape saw you making out with a girl and is pissed." I don't even know why I said it but I did. I wish I didn't though because those brutes stumbled over to Draco and started asking him all these questions about whom it was and where. I saw Draco look at me with a glare. I mouthed sorry to him and turned the other way. I ran around the corner, dug into my pocket and retrieved the piece of paper he handed me.
Meet me at the lake by the big willow tree at 12:00 PM.
I re-read it because I couldn't believe that Draco Malfoy and I might start to have an affair. This was so unreal I couldn't believe it. I mean me and Draco Malfoy!? Who would have thought? But I remember his soft gentle lips and it all goes away and all I want is him. It's not like Harry is all that great of a boyfriend. He's sort of neglectful and he always talks about sports. Even if I was dating Draco it's not like I would tell Harry because then people would begin to hate me and shun me and I couldn't take that.
~*~*~
So far away I see the truth
I see through you
Now that I know the way you play
I don't want to
~*~*~
I had Harry's invisibility cloak wrapped around me. I had borrowed saying I wanted to study in the library, he wanted to come but I told him that he would distract me. Now I was waiting by the lake for Draco. What if he didn't come? What if he was up in the castle laughing it up with- My thoughts were cut out by someone putting their hand on my shoulder.
"Ahh!" I let out a scream before having a hand clamped around my mouth. I turned around and saw Draco's smirking face. "Oh god you scared me."
"I gathered that." He looked into my eyes, hazel into steel.
"So you wanted to see me." I broke the silence.
"I just wanted to uh say hi." He looked at the ground keeping his eyes on a worm that had popped out of the ground.
I lifted his head up with my hand and looked into his eyes.
"That's not all you came here for and I know it." He looked at me and I knew he had something he wanted to tell me. I didn't care I just kissed him. It was better than I remembered it. His hands ran down from my head to my waist bringing me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. We separated and just stood there and I rested my head on his shoulder. We stood there for a long time although it seemed like minutes to us, listening to each others breathing. Owls hooted in the distance. I looked out on the lake watching the moon shimmer over the water like little diamonds that sat on the surface.
"Hermione?" Draco spoke, I looked up at his face. I heard a sound in the distance. It was probably just a creature from the forest but I couldn't take any chances.
"Draco we have to go back!" I yelled turning away from him and running like I was on fire. We ran together not looking back. We finally reached the stairs where he had kissed me the night before and quickly said goodnight. We both ran in the direction of our common rooms. I reached my bed and fell asleep instantly.
~*~*~
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
~*~*~
I had the best sleep ever that night. I woke up so cheerful I scared even myself. But it didn't last for long. When I reached the common room I saw Harry sitting in his favorite chair. I went over to say hi but couldn't bring myself to kiss him, I just didn't love him anymore.
"Hello Hermione did you sleep okay?" He asked me looking into my eyes soulfully.
"Umm yeah why do you ask?"
"Well I tried waiting up for you but gave up at one o' clock. You must have been at the library for a long time.
"Oh yes but I slept well all the same." I turned away from his piercing gaze to examine my nails. Ginny walked up to me.
"Hermione may I speak to you? Privately" She looked down at me. But waved quickly to Harry, I followed her across the room in a corner where no one would overhear us.
"What's up Ginny?"
"I saw you yesterday Hermione with Malfoy."
AN: I've always wanted to use a cliffy. More romancing will come up soon.....
Forever Gone, Forever You:
~*~*~
I wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't even know why now
But now that I've given up on you
Defiantly you see me
~*~*~
Here I am standing at a Harry's game against Slytherin. All this hard work to get him and now that I have him I can't remember why I wanted him in the first place. Is he really what I wanted at all?
"Gryffindor wins!" Lee Jordon yelled. We won. I looked at the grass below the stadium and saw Draco walking across the grass his shoulders slouched. For some reason I wanted to go out there and hug him and tell him it would be ok.
What was I thinking!? This is Draco Malfoy! I'm supposed to hate him! He's a cruel hateful soul. I can't even think about loving him. Oh my god!? Did I just use the word love in the same sentence as Draco Malfoy? What's wrong with me? I know what it is! I'm just not used to having Harry as a boyfriend so my mind is messing up. That's it I know it.
I have to find Harry before I go out of my mind. I raced out of the stands to where Harry was standing being congratulated by team mates.
"Harry you were great!" I screamed and ran into his open arms; a cold shiver ran over my body. I let out a gasp.
"Hermione what's wrong?" He looked in my eyes, the stadium lights reflected in his eyes.
"Nothing I'm just tired I'm going to bed you have fun with everyone else." I reluctantly kissed him on the check and walked away. After I was out of sight I ran straight for the castle but ended up running into a wall of bodies. Well actually only one, Draco Malfoy.
"Well what do I have here?" He circled around me looking at me, I had to turn my head around to keep track of where he was.
"What do you want Draco?" I clamped my hand to my mouth. I had actually called him by his first name.
"I'm just wondering why you would be walking alone without your Potter and Weasley." He sneered at me.
"Were not attached at the hip you know." I started to walk away and get away from this creep. But he is a handsome creep. God I need a doctor.
"Well I'll walk you to the castle then I was heading there anyway." He ran to my side.
"Your, being nice to me?"
"Well I have nothing better to do with my time so I might as well do this so you're not alone."
"Well thank you."
We walked in silence the rest of the way occasionally saying "soooo......" before I knew it we were at the staircase.
"Well bye and thank you for walking me."
"Your welcome." Then he did something so un-Draco Malfoy I was scared. He kissed me on the cheek! "Bye Hermione see you around!" He ran off in the other direction.
I raised my hand to my cheek and could still feel his soft smooth lips on my cheek. His short kiss on my cheek was better then any kiss I had gotten from Harry. But Harry was my boyfriend I was supposed to get all tingly when he kissed me not Draco Malfoy the man I am supposed to hate! What's wrong with me!?
~*~*~
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
~*~*~
I got up the stairs got in the Gryffindor common room climbed the stairs to my head girl room and plopped myself on my bed. God I love that Draco Malfoy.
I slept the whole night peacefully until I was woken up by the birds outside.
"I am so glad its Saturday." I said aloud to myself. I looked across the room from my bed and saw my bare wall. I had taken down all the pictures awhile ago. That night I had gotten Harry. Just then I remembered last night. "Oh god he kissed me!" But it was so good. I actually sort of miss him. I wish he would kiss me again. Aug! I did it again! Why did I say that? I love HARRY not Draco Harry! I need to get breakfast.
I finally got out of bed got dressed. I quickly put a calming spell on my hair so it wouldn't be quite so bad. I still don't wear makeup unlike the other girls, even Ginny does. I ran down the stairs and saw Harry in the common room. I ran up to him and quickly said hi kissing him on the cheek.
"Want to go get something to eat?" I asked him looking up considering he was 3 inches taller than me.
"Yeah sure I was waiting for you." He smiled down at me, making me feel guilty for going with Draco, even if for only a short time, last night.
We walked down the stairs and he asked me how I felt because I didn't look so good last night. I told him I was fine and we walked in silence the rest of the way. When we entered the great hall I saw Draco at the Slytherin table eating and talking with his friends. I felt my heart longing for him, to touch him and kiss him and have him hold me. I wanted his lips again. But I was with Harry; I looked up at him and smiled. We sat down at the nearest table by Ron and Paravati. I saw Harry not looking directly at Paravati avoiding her gaze.
"What do you think Hermione?" I looked up and saw all three of them staring at me.
"What was the question?" I saw them all shake their heads.
"Never mind." Ron said turning back to the rest of them.
~*~*~
There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along somehow
You'll only take me to change my mind
And leave me broken and defeated
~*~*~
I stood up and told them I had homework to do and would see them later. I saw Draco start to step into the hall and ran quickly towards the door he left through. I caught up to him and saw him glare.
"What do you want?" He sneered at me. Why was he being like his he was perfectly nice yesterday. I saw Crabe and Goyle lumbering towards us and it dawned on me. I would ruin his reputation. Draco sort of shoved me not to hard and I felt a piece of paper fall into my hand and I stuffed it quickly into my pocket.
"I wanted to tell you Snape saw you making out with a girl and is pissed." I don't even know why I said it but I did. I wish I didn't though because those brutes stumbled over to Draco and started asking him all these questions about whom it was and where. I saw Draco look at me with a glare. I mouthed sorry to him and turned the other way. I ran around the corner, dug into my pocket and retrieved the piece of paper he handed me.
Meet me at the lake by the big willow tree at 12:00 PM.
I re-read it because I couldn't believe that Draco Malfoy and I might start to have an affair. This was so unreal I couldn't believe it. I mean me and Draco Malfoy!? Who would have thought? But I remember his soft gentle lips and it all goes away and all I want is him. It's not like Harry is all that great of a boyfriend. He's sort of neglectful and he always talks about sports. Even if I was dating Draco it's not like I would tell Harry because then people would begin to hate me and shun me and I couldn't take that.
~*~*~
So far away I see the truth
I see through you
Now that I know the way you play
I don't want to
~*~*~
I had Harry's invisibility cloak wrapped around me. I had borrowed saying I wanted to study in the library, he wanted to come but I told him that he would distract me. Now I was waiting by the lake for Draco. What if he didn't come? What if he was up in the castle laughing it up with- My thoughts were cut out by someone putting their hand on my shoulder.
"Ahh!" I let out a scream before having a hand clamped around my mouth. I turned around and saw Draco's smirking face. "Oh god you scared me."
"I gathered that." He looked into my eyes, hazel into steel.
"So you wanted to see me." I broke the silence.
"I just wanted to uh say hi." He looked at the ground keeping his eyes on a worm that had popped out of the ground.
I lifted his head up with my hand and looked into his eyes.
"That's not all you came here for and I know it." He looked at me and I knew he had something he wanted to tell me. I didn't care I just kissed him. It was better than I remembered it. His hands ran down from my head to my waist bringing me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. We separated and just stood there and I rested my head on his shoulder. We stood there for a long time although it seemed like minutes to us, listening to each others breathing. Owls hooted in the distance. I looked out on the lake watching the moon shimmer over the water like little diamonds that sat on the surface.
"Hermione?" Draco spoke, I looked up at his face. I heard a sound in the distance. It was probably just a creature from the forest but I couldn't take any chances.
"Draco we have to go back!" I yelled turning away from him and running like I was on fire. We ran together not looking back. We finally reached the stairs where he had kissed me the night before and quickly said goodnight. We both ran in the direction of our common rooms. I reached my bed and fell asleep instantly.
~*~*~
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
~*~*~
I had the best sleep ever that night. I woke up so cheerful I scared even myself. But it didn't last for long. When I reached the common room I saw Harry sitting in his favorite chair. I went over to say hi but couldn't bring myself to kiss him, I just didn't love him anymore.
"Hello Hermione did you sleep okay?" He asked me looking into my eyes soulfully.
"Umm yeah why do you ask?"
"Well I tried waiting up for you but gave up at one o' clock. You must have been at the library for a long time.
"Oh yes but I slept well all the same." I turned away from his piercing gaze to examine my nails. Ginny walked up to me.
"Hermione may I speak to you? Privately" She looked down at me. But waved quickly to Harry, I followed her across the room in a corner where no one would overhear us.
"What's up Ginny?"
"I saw you yesterday Hermione with Malfoy."
AN: I've always wanted to use a cliffy. More romancing will come up soon.....
