A/N Hello all,
I am really sorry that the update has taken so long. I have been really busy. I will tell you my schedule. Monday is rehersels, Tuesday is quire, and rehersels after school. Wednesday is thc and rehersels. Thursdays is the day I have to work on some spirit stuff and Friday is comidy meeting. Weekends are busy due to exams. Lol anyway, on with the thank yous
Anri: Thanks for the compliments and here's an other one for ya!
jo-neechan: Thanks for the review and it's nice to know that people wait for my stories. Sorry I couldn't updat quicker.
Michelle: I'm doing just fine and thanks for the review. It's great that you have a favorite chapter! Lol
Chibi Asugi2: Glad ya liked it. Being on messinger and readin at the same time is great! Lol
SabinBallZ: Thanks for the nice review! I liked the idea of hitomi being in a movie to. Sorry for the long wait
Inda: Thanks for the incouragement
Avelyn larren: U are so obserbant. Thanks for your nice long reviews!
Trace: Thanks for the short but nice review. Ur computer sucks! Lol
Spirit: You're a crazy little girl! Lol thanks for yet an other amusing review and hope you'll continue reading!
Night of the raven, thanks!
Last but not least, thanks for making me have 100 reviews guys! You're all dedicated readers and I apreaciate ur time! Now click hat button and review like or hate
Chapter 14
It had been a few weeks since the shooting of the movie had begun. Hitomi was glad to know that the director enjoyed her performance on that first day of shooting. Van had managed to get him to give her a try and he was amazed by her talents as Van had expected him to be. So far, Hitomi had been enjoying the experiences of making a movie but what would happen next would change her mind.
It had been one of those days where everything had gone perfect. The sun in New York city was beginning to set and Van and Hitomi sat up on a hill taking a break from their busy day of shooting. The two had refused to take lunch because they had wanted to finish a scene that felt like it was taking for ever. Both had the notion that if they hadn't finished it before breaking, they wouldn't want to later. After several different angles of shots and different times of doing the same takes over and over, it was finally right. This had landed them to their spot now. There they were, relaxing on that grassy hill, watching the sun set.
"Hitomi, doesn't that look beautiful from here?"
"Mmm, very. I miss home for that one reason. You see, I lived in the country and the sun set was much more bright there. The colours were nicer to."
"I haven't been able to see a sun set like that in a long time. It sure would be nice to see an other one someday."
Hitomi giggled at the dreamy expression Van had been wearing.
"Van, you look like a girl!"
A blush crossed his face as he tried to hide it from her. It was too late and she had seen him. She reached over and gently poked him in his side. He jumped at her t ouch and poked her back. An all out poking and tickling war had began. Before things could get too out of hand, the two had been called back on to the set by a loud speaker. Both felt that the break had gone too fast. They instantly stopped playing around and went back to looking mature. The two were shocked though. Were they wanting to shoot an other scene this late at night? They walked down the hill and inside of a small trailer where they were met by the director and a few others who were helping out with the design of the sets and such. Van smiled and asked what had brought them in to the trailer. He knew that he wasn't in trouble so something was definitely up.
"Van, we would like to shoot the love scenes tomorrow. We want to get them over with so that Ms Hitomi can have a day off. You had a day off last week when you were promoting your album and so, we feel that since she had shot her scenes with out you that now it was her turn to do the same."
Van had instantly agreed to it; not looking at Hitomi's expressions at all. If he had been, he would have seen the strange look that had crossed her face. It was a look of fear and anger at once. Hitomi didn't want to shoot a love scene with Van. She didn't want him to kiss her or make out with her for that matter. They had said so many things through out this movie and Hitomi knew in her heart that Van had meant most of the words that had been written in the script. She felt that the script was his way of explaining his feelings to her and wished it wasn't. Now she would have to kiss him and she didn't want him to enjoy it. She didn't want her second kiss to be a fake. She knew that it wasn't her place to disagree so she had to go with what ever happened. She asked to be excused and left the trailer quickly. Van could tell only then by the tone of the girl's voice that something was seriously wrong with her. After a Brief discussion with the director about tomorrow's plans, he left to find the distressed girl.
He finally found her back up on the hill. He sat down beside her and tried to get her attention. Hitomi had noticed him there but refused to look up at him. She didn't want him to think that her anger was his fault. She sighed, trying to pretend that Van wasn't there. IT was no use. He poked her in the side which brought her eyes up to him.
"Van, stop it!"
He gave her a quick smile and put his hand on her shoulder.
"Hitomi, why are you so upset? You knew there were going to be scenes like this. I am sorry if you don't want to shoot them."
She instantly felt hurt over come her body. She knew that he found out her secret.
"Van, it's not because of you. I just don't want to make my kisses something for all to see. I wanted it to be real."
"I understand. I just wish that you could let go for a while please? This is my career and yours to you know. They really like the way you perform on the set Hitomi. You will probably end up with a second movie offer very quickly."
His words had made her speechless. She didn't want to disagree because she knew that he was probably right. She sighed again and said that she would agree to shooting the scenes with him. They had sat there for a while longer before going back to the set to watch the scene that they had shot through out the day. Both were happy with the scene so, they were allowed to go back to Van's mansion. The drive was silent due to the awkwardness between them. Van knew she didn't want to shoot those scenes tomorrow and that it was probably going to be one of the hardest things she had to do through the entire movie and Hitomi knew that Van's feelings were hurt by her not wanting to shoot the scenes. They both went their separate ways until the next day came.
It had arrived, the day Hitomi wished wouldn't arrive at all. She woke to her alarm clock screaming at her. She opened her eyes slowly and looked at the time that was flashing on her clock. 5 AM. No time to even go back to sleep. They had to be at the set by 6:30, and so she had to be ready quickly. She got up and grabbed a shower and dressed. She didn't quite feel like having breakfast so she grabbed a cappuccino to hold her out until lunch. She met Van at the limo. Her usual was to go and wake him up but today she didn't want to face him until she had to. She had felt too bad. He smiled at her and gave her a look of re assurance.
"Hitomi, it's alright you know. I'm not mad at you."
She again wasn't sure what to say. This was twice that he had made her speechless in the last 24 hours. All she could do was smile back at him. They drove off to the set with less awkwardness than the night before.
The day started quickly with the scenes beginning promptly at 8 AM. They begun to read the lines and by lunch time, had completed several scenes where they had to dance and hold hands and such. After eating, was the scene that Hitomi dreaded most. She ate a salad and had some juice. The food tasted different today, probably due to her nervousness of the up coming scene.
They went back to the set and it was time.
"Dustin, thank you for everything. You helped me learn about who I really am in this last little while. I'm sorry, but I have to go now. My parents fear for my life with the war and all and I can't defy them anymore."
Van acting as Dustin took Hitomi's hands in his. He pulled her close to him and held her in his arms.
"I understand what you must do. I thank you for being here with me, for understanding that I had to fight this war. You were the reason I fought with the others. I wanted to save my country yes but, I really wanted to save you and only you. No matter how long you are away from me Lindsay, I will always love you, honour you, cherish you, and last but not least; wait for you.
Dustin embraced her in a hug and their lips met in a kiss filled with passion and love. Van felt warm inside. He had finally gotten what he wanted. A kiss from the lips of a beauty. He tilted his head, deepening the kiss. Hitomi knew this was part of the scene but she hated every second of it. Or did she? She did as she knew the script said and deepened the kiss to. The fireworks went off around them and the scene was finished. The director yelled cut and the two pulled away from one an other instantly. Van turned on his heal and promptly walked away from her. The director went to talk to Hitomi.
"Is he alright?"
"Yes sir, he's fine. He's upset because of me. I didn't want to shoot the scene at all. I made him feel uncomfortable."
The director gave her a look of astonishment.
"You didn't feel anything from that at all?"
Hitomi wasn't sure what to say. Had she felt something from Van's kiss and was denying her feelings now? The director had brought up a good point and right now, she didn't want to answer his question.
"Look sir, I'm really sorry, but I have to go find Van. I have to apologize for what I've done."
"It's alright MS Kanzaki, I understand. I just wanted to let you know that your chemistry out there was incredible. You would swear that the two of you were in love. Because of the great job you two have done on this scene you can both take the rest of the day off."
Hitomi instantly felt relief. She thought that he was going to ask her more questions about Van, but the director seemed to know when to back off. She thanked him for the time off and went to find Van. She walked up to one of the trailers and found him munching down on some carat sticks. She could tell on her entrance that he instantly felt discomfort.
"Hitomi, I'm sorry!"
She was taken back by how fast he had apologized. She couldn't understand why he did it though.
"Look, it's fine alright? I'm not upset with you. OI was just really nervous. I'm sorry if you felt like you had to run off like that."
She could tell that he was relaxing by the way his body lost tension in his muscles.
"Hitomi, thank you. I mean for explaining."
"No problem dude, anything for my bestist friend."
The two giggled and talked back and forth for a while. Hitomi had forgotten about her self conflict of love and hate for Van for those
few brief moments. What Hitomi would do next would shock both him and her.
I am really sorry that the update has taken so long. I have been really busy. I will tell you my schedule. Monday is rehersels, Tuesday is quire, and rehersels after school. Wednesday is thc and rehersels. Thursdays is the day I have to work on some spirit stuff and Friday is comidy meeting. Weekends are busy due to exams. Lol anyway, on with the thank yous
Anri: Thanks for the compliments and here's an other one for ya!
jo-neechan: Thanks for the review and it's nice to know that people wait for my stories. Sorry I couldn't updat quicker.
Michelle: I'm doing just fine and thanks for the review. It's great that you have a favorite chapter! Lol
Chibi Asugi2: Glad ya liked it. Being on messinger and readin at the same time is great! Lol
SabinBallZ: Thanks for the nice review! I liked the idea of hitomi being in a movie to. Sorry for the long wait
Inda: Thanks for the incouragement
Avelyn larren: U are so obserbant. Thanks for your nice long reviews!
Trace: Thanks for the short but nice review. Ur computer sucks! Lol
Spirit: You're a crazy little girl! Lol thanks for yet an other amusing review and hope you'll continue reading!
Night of the raven, thanks!
Last but not least, thanks for making me have 100 reviews guys! You're all dedicated readers and I apreaciate ur time! Now click hat button and review like or hate
Chapter 14
It had been a few weeks since the shooting of the movie had begun. Hitomi was glad to know that the director enjoyed her performance on that first day of shooting. Van had managed to get him to give her a try and he was amazed by her talents as Van had expected him to be. So far, Hitomi had been enjoying the experiences of making a movie but what would happen next would change her mind.
It had been one of those days where everything had gone perfect. The sun in New York city was beginning to set and Van and Hitomi sat up on a hill taking a break from their busy day of shooting. The two had refused to take lunch because they had wanted to finish a scene that felt like it was taking for ever. Both had the notion that if they hadn't finished it before breaking, they wouldn't want to later. After several different angles of shots and different times of doing the same takes over and over, it was finally right. This had landed them to their spot now. There they were, relaxing on that grassy hill, watching the sun set.
"Hitomi, doesn't that look beautiful from here?"
"Mmm, very. I miss home for that one reason. You see, I lived in the country and the sun set was much more bright there. The colours were nicer to."
"I haven't been able to see a sun set like that in a long time. It sure would be nice to see an other one someday."
Hitomi giggled at the dreamy expression Van had been wearing.
"Van, you look like a girl!"
A blush crossed his face as he tried to hide it from her. It was too late and she had seen him. She reached over and gently poked him in his side. He jumped at her t ouch and poked her back. An all out poking and tickling war had began. Before things could get too out of hand, the two had been called back on to the set by a loud speaker. Both felt that the break had gone too fast. They instantly stopped playing around and went back to looking mature. The two were shocked though. Were they wanting to shoot an other scene this late at night? They walked down the hill and inside of a small trailer where they were met by the director and a few others who were helping out with the design of the sets and such. Van smiled and asked what had brought them in to the trailer. He knew that he wasn't in trouble so something was definitely up.
"Van, we would like to shoot the love scenes tomorrow. We want to get them over with so that Ms Hitomi can have a day off. You had a day off last week when you were promoting your album and so, we feel that since she had shot her scenes with out you that now it was her turn to do the same."
Van had instantly agreed to it; not looking at Hitomi's expressions at all. If he had been, he would have seen the strange look that had crossed her face. It was a look of fear and anger at once. Hitomi didn't want to shoot a love scene with Van. She didn't want him to kiss her or make out with her for that matter. They had said so many things through out this movie and Hitomi knew in her heart that Van had meant most of the words that had been written in the script. She felt that the script was his way of explaining his feelings to her and wished it wasn't. Now she would have to kiss him and she didn't want him to enjoy it. She didn't want her second kiss to be a fake. She knew that it wasn't her place to disagree so she had to go with what ever happened. She asked to be excused and left the trailer quickly. Van could tell only then by the tone of the girl's voice that something was seriously wrong with her. After a Brief discussion with the director about tomorrow's plans, he left to find the distressed girl.
He finally found her back up on the hill. He sat down beside her and tried to get her attention. Hitomi had noticed him there but refused to look up at him. She didn't want him to think that her anger was his fault. She sighed, trying to pretend that Van wasn't there. IT was no use. He poked her in the side which brought her eyes up to him.
"Van, stop it!"
He gave her a quick smile and put his hand on her shoulder.
"Hitomi, why are you so upset? You knew there were going to be scenes like this. I am sorry if you don't want to shoot them."
She instantly felt hurt over come her body. She knew that he found out her secret.
"Van, it's not because of you. I just don't want to make my kisses something for all to see. I wanted it to be real."
"I understand. I just wish that you could let go for a while please? This is my career and yours to you know. They really like the way you perform on the set Hitomi. You will probably end up with a second movie offer very quickly."
His words had made her speechless. She didn't want to disagree because she knew that he was probably right. She sighed again and said that she would agree to shooting the scenes with him. They had sat there for a while longer before going back to the set to watch the scene that they had shot through out the day. Both were happy with the scene so, they were allowed to go back to Van's mansion. The drive was silent due to the awkwardness between them. Van knew she didn't want to shoot those scenes tomorrow and that it was probably going to be one of the hardest things she had to do through the entire movie and Hitomi knew that Van's feelings were hurt by her not wanting to shoot the scenes. They both went their separate ways until the next day came.
It had arrived, the day Hitomi wished wouldn't arrive at all. She woke to her alarm clock screaming at her. She opened her eyes slowly and looked at the time that was flashing on her clock. 5 AM. No time to even go back to sleep. They had to be at the set by 6:30, and so she had to be ready quickly. She got up and grabbed a shower and dressed. She didn't quite feel like having breakfast so she grabbed a cappuccino to hold her out until lunch. She met Van at the limo. Her usual was to go and wake him up but today she didn't want to face him until she had to. She had felt too bad. He smiled at her and gave her a look of re assurance.
"Hitomi, it's alright you know. I'm not mad at you."
She again wasn't sure what to say. This was twice that he had made her speechless in the last 24 hours. All she could do was smile back at him. They drove off to the set with less awkwardness than the night before.
The day started quickly with the scenes beginning promptly at 8 AM. They begun to read the lines and by lunch time, had completed several scenes where they had to dance and hold hands and such. After eating, was the scene that Hitomi dreaded most. She ate a salad and had some juice. The food tasted different today, probably due to her nervousness of the up coming scene.
They went back to the set and it was time.
"Dustin, thank you for everything. You helped me learn about who I really am in this last little while. I'm sorry, but I have to go now. My parents fear for my life with the war and all and I can't defy them anymore."
Van acting as Dustin took Hitomi's hands in his. He pulled her close to him and held her in his arms.
"I understand what you must do. I thank you for being here with me, for understanding that I had to fight this war. You were the reason I fought with the others. I wanted to save my country yes but, I really wanted to save you and only you. No matter how long you are away from me Lindsay, I will always love you, honour you, cherish you, and last but not least; wait for you.
Dustin embraced her in a hug and their lips met in a kiss filled with passion and love. Van felt warm inside. He had finally gotten what he wanted. A kiss from the lips of a beauty. He tilted his head, deepening the kiss. Hitomi knew this was part of the scene but she hated every second of it. Or did she? She did as she knew the script said and deepened the kiss to. The fireworks went off around them and the scene was finished. The director yelled cut and the two pulled away from one an other instantly. Van turned on his heal and promptly walked away from her. The director went to talk to Hitomi.
"Is he alright?"
"Yes sir, he's fine. He's upset because of me. I didn't want to shoot the scene at all. I made him feel uncomfortable."
The director gave her a look of astonishment.
"You didn't feel anything from that at all?"
Hitomi wasn't sure what to say. Had she felt something from Van's kiss and was denying her feelings now? The director had brought up a good point and right now, she didn't want to answer his question.
"Look sir, I'm really sorry, but I have to go find Van. I have to apologize for what I've done."
"It's alright MS Kanzaki, I understand. I just wanted to let you know that your chemistry out there was incredible. You would swear that the two of you were in love. Because of the great job you two have done on this scene you can both take the rest of the day off."
Hitomi instantly felt relief. She thought that he was going to ask her more questions about Van, but the director seemed to know when to back off. She thanked him for the time off and went to find Van. She walked up to one of the trailers and found him munching down on some carat sticks. She could tell on her entrance that he instantly felt discomfort.
"Hitomi, I'm sorry!"
She was taken back by how fast he had apologized. She couldn't understand why he did it though.
"Look, it's fine alright? I'm not upset with you. OI was just really nervous. I'm sorry if you felt like you had to run off like that."
She could tell that he was relaxing by the way his body lost tension in his muscles.
"Hitomi, thank you. I mean for explaining."
"No problem dude, anything for my bestist friend."
The two giggled and talked back and forth for a while. Hitomi had forgotten about her self conflict of love and hate for Van for those
few brief moments. What Hitomi would do next would shock both him and her.
