My God… I feel like shit today… I feel so sick… and I shouldn't go off and write or go to school… but I do anyway… I feel so crappy… but I still write… just remember…
I don't own LOTR, I do, however, own this poem.
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~Hopefully~
I feel beaten,
And worn-down,
I want to be close to someone,
But no one is to be found,
I feel alone,
Like no one cares,
And then I see your smiling face,
And for some reason,
I feel a little better,
I don't smile,
For it's not enough, yet,
But I can let it wait.
I can let it wait.
I feel horrible,
And left to die,
I want to cry,
But no one is there to whip my tears,
And I just want to be cared for,
But I am all alone,
They all left me,
And I feel sick.
But there is someone that cares…
Are they far?
Or are they near?
I want someone,
I want someone exactly,
I want one person to be here.
Only one person.
I need them here…
I can't do this alone,
I can't be left in the dark alone,
I can't just stay like this today,
I can't stay like this any longer,
I want this person,
I want them now.
I want them here.
I want them now.
My heart is breaking as I wait…
I can't wait any longer…
My ears are popping,
I feel sick,
I just want your hands,
Touching my forehead,
And healing me of my pain.
And healing me of my pain…
Hopefully you will come,
Hopefully you will care,
Hopefully you are having something better than me,
Happening to you,
But hopefully,
We will meet again.
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I don't know who this is about… it is kinda like how the Fellowship is, unknowing what is going on with the rest… and only hoping that they are better than them… I guess that's it… God… my ear is popping… *huddles* I need to get better…
Huddling in a Corner,
Gabbi, Queen of Kurama Torture
