Disclamier: I don't own all the characters, JK does, but I guess you know that already right?

A/N I have been wanting to write this chapter for so long. But I have been busy with school and began writing another story, called Water Lilies. It is a James and Lily fic, but I am not putting it up till this is finished. I have seven chappies for that already hehe! I have come to realize that my I like writing anguish pieces as well as stories that are a bit dark. I cant help it I love writing like that. It sorta comes naturally, but so far Water Liles is a funny upbeat story! Hehe, any way, thank you for all the support people, you are really to kind. I don't think I deserve it. Sob. I have just read Dangerously Flirtarious by Vanilla Blood again, and I feel like crying! I love romantic tragedies, which is why I like James and Lily stories. No matter how much I read the endings when James and Lily die, I feel I want to cry. Opps there goes my first tear, rolling down my cheek. What is wrong with me? I read the ending like five times, but it still gets to me! Like watching Sweet November, always the same effect! Sob.

This Chapter is dedicated to Forbidden Shadowz, my new Beta, and her amazing patience!!!

Chapter Seventeen

When you think Life can't get any worse, it does.

            Ginny woke up with a start. She rubbed her eyes, which were still tuned to sleeping. Shaking her head she mumbled something incoherent, but it went along the lines of a crazy dream. Slipping into a robe she still had, Ginny made her way to the kitchen to drink a cup of black coffee.

            Walking inside the first thing she noticed was, well nothing. She didn't really take in her surroundings, and made her cup of coffee by habit. She didn't even notice the pair of eyes on her.

            "Good morning" she mumbled as she saw the figure sitting in a chair, before she recoiled. "Who the hell are you?" she asked almost hysterically.

            "Ginny don't you remember me? Last night?"

            Ginny's mind immediately went through lists of clients, trying to find the most recent one. Then it occurred to her. The previous night came to her like a flood, and her hands clutched the cup of coffee, desperately trying to regain control over her breath.

            "Is something wrong honey?"

            That sent Ginny over the edge. All the information from the previous night came crashing into her, and she threw her cup of coffee across the room.

            "No. It's not true! It can't be true!" she cried.

            Straight away Jonathan was by her side, steering her to a nearby chair. She took a seat, and collapsed in sobs, folding her arms in front of her, and burying her face in them. Jonathan just stood by her, gently rubbing her back.

            "It's ok sweetie, everything is going to be fine."

            Ginny let out another strangled sob, and looked up at the black wall. Suddenly it seemed that, that wall would look great in black, much like her life is at the moment. In fury, which she couldn't explain she jumped up.

            "No it won't! Nothing will. I ran away from all this! I ran! I ran and lost my baby! All I fucking want is a simple fucking life, but no! Everything has to come back! It started with Draco, then Harry, and now you! I don't even know your fucking name."

            Jonathan was taken back by her outburst, but simply continued to rub her back.

            "It's Jonathan, dear." He said simply.

            "Don't call me dear. Don't call me anything!" Ginny cried. "Don't touch me!" she snapped and swatted away his hand. "What the hell makes you think I am going to let you back into my life after three years, after you left my pregnant and married. With not even a single fucking note or letter!

            "I'm truly sorry about that" Jonathan said sincerely "but I didn't know how to react. I was partly drunk too, and when you were missing the next morning, I didn't take it all too well. I thought you regretted everything, and left. It broke my heart, and it was only several months later that I realized I loved you.'

            Still in fury Ginny spun around to face the strange man that thought he could just waltz back into her life.

            "Well I don't love you!" She screamed. "Get out. Get out of my life and my house."

            "I don't think so!" Jonathan said in dangerous anger. "We are married Ginny, whether you like that or not." The way he said it made Ginny realize it was final; it left no room for debate.

            "No!" Ginny cried sinking into her seat again, banging her fists onto the table.

            It was all too much. Just when she was going to make her life go better, in a new direction, this came along. Was she being tested? To see how much she could last? Well it seemed this was the last test, she couldn't endure much more. Anything else and she would have a nervous breakdown, or resort to suicide.

            Suicide. Such a sweet relief, Ginny thought. Much easier also, a simple action; a swift cut or the pull of a trigger and everything will be ok, everything will be better. No more pain, no more of anything. Yes, a sweet relief indeed.

            Jonathan looked at his helpless wife when the telephone rang. As Ginny kept crying he rushed over to the telephone.

            "Hello SexFire?"

            "What?" Jonathan said.

            "Whose that? Mr Harris?"

            "No, I'm Jonathan."

            "What the hell? God did SexFire pick up a keepsake somewhere, oh is she going to get it when she come to the office."

            "Sorry to interrupt, but who the hell is SexFire."

            "I think the question is who the hell are you?"

            "I'm Jonathan." Jonathan said rolling his eyes.

            "I fucking know that, but what the hell are you doing in SexFire's apartment?"

            "This is Ginny's apartment."

            Lukas sighed. Some men can be so dumb, and Ginny just had to fall for the dumbest of them all.

            "Ginny is fucking SexFire you dumb twat!"

            "What?"

            "You heard me!"

            "I know, I'm just…Ginny is my wife!"

            "What?"

            "You heard me!"

            "Don't play the wise guy with me, Jonathan you twat" Lukas growled dangerously. "Ginny can't be married. She's a prostitute. Married ones don't get so much clientele!"

            "WHAT?" Jonathan roared. Of all the things, his Ginny a….

            Jonathan heard Ginny flinch from the kitchen. She had moved and was now at the sink, putting what little clean dishes was there into the metal bath and began washing it.

            Lowering his voice Jonathan turned back the conversation on the phone.

            "I don't know what you are talking about Mr….?"

            "Lukas."

            "Mr Lukas, but I assure you, you have the wrong Ginny." And with that he threw the phone down hastily.

            Stalking into the kitchen he watched Ginny as she scrubbed the ridiculously clean dishes even more. He stood right behind her, and she jumped at the sound of his voice, and the accusation that lay beneath it.

            "That was Lukas…"

Sorry that I am finishing there but I have too, too tired…need sleep…

Ok, quick not, I need some help! I noticed I have two chapters labeled as 16! Oops. I am too busy to check it, so could anyone tell me where the mistake is made, and then I'll fix it. Thanks!

Thank yous.

Hpfan73: Did you know you are always the first to review? Wow! Yeah it would be different to see, and it doesn't happen in real life and I try to stick to real life a bit. Did anyone notice I hardly mention magic in my story? Thanks for the support.

Forbidden-Shadowz: I don't like Cho either, she's such a bitch!

Dolphingirl79: Ron is so going to get pissed, believe me. I mean his sister is married right? I don't think Ginny is going to get a wand right away, but Ron won't hex his own sister will he? Right?

Harsh: HEY!!!! I see your point, its ok you're forgiven. I think Ron and Hermione is a cute couple too, but my favs are James and Lily and Harry and Ginny!!!! We don't have our first 17 birthday till March 30th I think. Then July 4th (which I wont be able to celebrate cuz I will be abroad) and then the rest is in October (mine included!!!!). Study? Study? Sorry never heard of the word! Hehe

Brattychick1771: A huge food fight is exactly what it is. It is such fun, but a killer to wash everything out of your hair! Especially after you've been dunked in icy water and then cascaded with bags of flour. Eeck! We had a killer party, which I didn't attend for some reason. The weather was really bad and there was no way I was going to drive in a Cypriot Service taxi while it is windy, rainy and snowing! No way!

Crucia: I see your point. I don't know about you guys, but I needed a break from Harry and Ginny so I put that in. Hope you liked it. Don't worry I wont stop it. It will continue for some time as they still need to get to England.

Eric2: Sorry for my typos, but my dad is refusing to pay for diesel for the central heating, and I type this with numb fingers. Ouch! Don't worry Cho is going to die, I think.

WantingGravity: Thanks! * grins broadly* I love you!!!! I think Harry choose Cho first cause he hadn't had some for some time and she was practically throwing herself at him. The slut! So you laughed cried and got pissed! Wow, I didn't know I was that good. Thanks! I like Draco too, but unfortunaly, my budget doesn't allow him for too long, and he will be cut! Awww!

Rayssa Radcliffe: Read whenever you have time! Thanks for the review anywayz. I would love to hear your band. My friend is in a band too, and they are great. Not my style but great anyway! He even wrote some music to some lyrics I wrote. Still haven't heard it, but as he has great taste in music and is very talented, I am sure it will be great. If he does it and performs it, I'll send it to you!!

Duke20104: sorry about driving you mad, but it is so lonely! Yeah Harry and Ginny, not together for a while! To stop you from going made (or perhaps drive you up the wall with more insanity) I'll give you a  preview: Harry will go Back to England (with Cho) and Ginny with Jonathan. Sorry no more. I wont make Cho get pregnant. I wouldn't want to inflict her upon an innocent soul!!!

Maddie: WOW! Talk about the power of reviews. I think my ego just inflated by a few bars! Thanks for being so nice. If you haven't noticed, I love going into the psyche of the characters, exploring their emotions rather than what they do or say. I love stories like that. That is why I love writing in First person (now I do, before I couldn't) that way I can use emotions more creatively. Wink wink! Love you!!!!!