A/N: Ok everyone. There is something you should know about this fic. I wrote it because I am going through a similar problem and this is the only way I could get out my feelings about it. So I'm not going to get on my knees and beg for reviews. I'm writing this to basically make myself feel better and I know it's crap. And it's only going to get crappier so, as I said, don't bother if you don't want to. Oh and if any of my friends are reading this...read carefully.
Vega Moon Star*

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing

Summary: Sysil is an average teen who was lucky to score 4 awesome friends out of life. It is however short lived as their little group splits up. Desperate, Sysil drags her friends on a trip in hopes to salvage what she can of the former friendships. Things, however, go terribly wrong. Their plane crashes in the middle of the pacific and the girls are the ONLY survivors. As fate would have it they are saved by the former Gundam pilots. By now Sysil's hope of a renewed friendship is dim and she ultimately gives up or at least she would if a certain group of soldiers would stop jumping in. Can the Gundam pilots help Sysil save her friends and, basically, her life? To know...read!

Character descriptions:

Sysil (AKA Sy) Sanders

Brown hair shoulder blade length

Green eyes

17

Terri Christen

Brown hair died black chin length

Brown eyes (?)

17

Maria Carry

Brown hair died dark red mid back length

Brown eyes

17

Ariel Kasen

Light brown hair 2ft in length (usually in a braid)

Greenish gray eyes

17

Kayla Aklin

Dark brown hair mid neck length

Blue eyes (?)

17

Chapter 1: A Desperate Push Up Hill

Sysil's finger tapped nervously on the steering wheel. It wasn't that she was nervous, more like she was...stressed. Before I continue perhaps I should give you some background information on just what exactly is going on. To start I will tell you about Sysil (Si-seel). She is 17 with dark brown hair and greenish-grey eyes. She isn't very tall or very short. Just average. She as one younger brother, one younger sister, one older brother, and one older sister. Out of all of them she is in the middle. She has a mom and a dad and TOO many relatives. But her family isn't her main problem. Sysil, also known as Sy, accepted long ago that her family wasn't a family. More like a colony of parasites, living off one another until they find the right opportunity to leave. Their 'family bond' is a bond of chains. However you will find out about her family later for, as I said, that is not the main focus right now. Instead I will tell you of her friends, the current cause of Sy's sleepless nights. To Sy, her friends are her family. They are always there for her. They understand her, help her, comfort her, and are the best things to ever happen to her. She has quite a few of them. 10 to be exact. But it is only 4 of them that is the problem. The four closest people to Sysil. Their names: Maria, Terri, Kayla, and Ariel. Together the 5 of them have been through a lot. They stuck by each other's side no matter what happened. They were her family, her sisters. They were a team. But the team soon broke apart. It happened about a year ago, although now that she thought about it, the tension had been there longer. She just chose not to see it. It all fell apart. The years spent in creating this team and all the energy spent keeping it together was destroyed mercilessly with in seconds like an ant trapped under a child's magnifying glass. Since it happened Sy's life was never the same. It was sort of ironic. Kayla and Terri were closer to each other than anything else. Maria and Ariel saw that it was going to happen. Sy remained in the dark though. After awhile Maria and Ariel began to share Terri's opinions about Kayla. Soon the team was split in two. Side A: Maria, Ariel, and Terri. Side B: Kayla. And Sy was caught between the two and it affected her deeply. She fell into some sort of warped depression. Her grades went under and she was close to dropping out. Her appetite changed too. She only ate in public, which was very rare now since she preferred to stay in her room and sleep. She didn't want anything to do life any more. But how, you might ask, could some one else's problems affect her like that? The answer...confusion. Sy wished to remain friends with both sides but she found it difficult. Kayla was all alone and Sy's conscience couldn't allow that to happen so she spent as much time with her as possible. Soon Kayla found another friend to hang with and Sy had a little more free time, which she directed towards Terri Maria and Ariel. However by now she found a great gap in their relationships. She found they had changed some and Sy struggled to change as well, for both sides. It was hard. She couldn't do something with one side with out it affecting the other. She was torn. So torn it hurt. At night she cried and each time she cried her loneness grew. Like oxygen replacing the space left by water only it wasn't oxygen. It was carbon dioxide and it was suffocating her. And while all this was going on Sy became more and more aware she was loosing it and so she became desperate. She formulated a plan to bring the sides together or at least get them to tolerate each other. It took her a month of convincing for each side but she got them to agree. They'd go to Hawaii for 3 months. Just the five of them and Sy was going to make them spend as much time together as possible. The first step....getting to the airport. Sy thought it would be easy. Get in the car, listen to music, sing along, and talk about school and stuff, easy right? WRONG! I will now bring you back to the present. Currently they are on their way to the airport. Sy is driving; Kayla sits in the passenger seat glaring out the window, Terri, Maria, and Ariel sit in back glaring at Kayla. Music idea hadn't been too helpful and neither had the talking. Sy tightened her grip on the steering wheel.

' This had better work' she prayed silently as she pulled into the Airport parking lot.