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I love him so much... why did he have to do that?

Kurama's POV

We've been together for a year. I know it's not that long to make our relationship strong but he was always cold to me. I was expecting him to at least give me a smile once in a while or let me know where our relationship was going. I don't mind it. I don't mind being so stupidly in love with him. I know this is love, not obsession.

I looked at Hiei and I saw him looking at me. There was still no sign of a bit softness in his eyes. It was just plain coldness. I sighed. Then, I saw someone just orbed in. I looked at the orb as a shape was formed. Chris. he looked at me and his eyes were in a hurry. As always.

"What's wromg, Chris"

Chris looked at Hiei and said, "Can I talk to you...",

"You already are talking to him"

Chris continued "...in some other room?" Then, he looked at me.

I nodded and led him at the living room. I sat at the sofa and politely asked him to sit down. He just stood there.

"I'll just stand. Listen Kurama, you can't have a relationship with Hiei. Do you see the differences between you two?"

"Chris, did the elders sent you here again to make me break up with Hiei?"

"Kurama, as your whitelighter I am just warning you. If you won't do this voluntarily, the elders will still find a way to make you two break up."

"Thanks for your concern but as my whitelighter, you should be by my side and you really should understand me."

"As your whitelighter, I shouldn't lead you to harm. That's why I'm here. You're not just a half witch half whitelighter! You're a charmed one. You are meant to protect everyone- ningens, monsters. I'm very sorry Kurama but you are not meant to love anyone. You should continue your father's dream for you- to be an elder. And I'm telling you that's not hard for you to reach. The elders will be pleased to have you up there."

"Chris, you know how much I love Hiei. Elders don't live on earth, they live up there somewhere. Besides, I don't care about Leo's... I mean my father's dreams for me. What about my dreams?"

"I do know how much you love Hiei but I don't know how much Hiei loves you. Why did you love him that much if he, a forbidden child, an assassin, a not so important someone, never showed love for you. Tell me Kurama, did he ever said 'I love you' to you? Did he ever showed warmness to you? He doesn't love you. I hope you can see that. I'm sorry but Kurama... OK... lets not put it that way, you are an angel, he is a devil, how different can those two be? You are VERY opposite. Why are you wasting your preciuos life on him? He who never cared about you?"

"Chris, as i can see it, I am also a forbidden child, in a way. My mother had... something with my dad who is a whitelighter."

"Your mother is a good witch. Sounds positive, huh? Your father is an angel. They do match in some cases."

"What makes Hiei and me different?"

"I told you that already! You are a very important part of history. You shouldn't waste your life on him. Don't worry, it's not for you. It's for everybody, for him too."

"I appreciate your concern Chris. Thank you but your asking so much."

"I'm sorry Kurama. As a whitelighter, I say you should follow destiny, as a friend, I can see how much you love Hiei, but Kurama, don't love him that much. The erasers might come after you, I mean they might come after Hiei just to make you forget him."

"Thank you very much. Your such a good... friend... not a whitelighter, ok?"

Chris smiled at me and then orbed away. I sighed decided to do his advice. I should start... lowering my love for Hiei so it wouldn't hurt that much when we had to let go. i mean *I* had to let go.