(A/N- Hi peoples its me again. I decided to tried something different like a songfic so here it is)

~This world, this world is cold

~But you don't, you don't have to go

~You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely

~And no one seems to care

~You're mother's gone and your father hits you

~This pain you cannot bare

Ryou sat on his bed, his knees were up to his chin. There was no light, just darkness. He was very sad and was all alone. No one seemed to care of what he did. The world would seem better without him, he thought to himself. Ryou looked at the bruise his father gave him for no reason at all only because Ryou got in his way. The world was cruel to him and he couldn't take it no more.

~But we all bleed the same way as you do

~We all have the same things to go through

Unaware to Ryou everyone goes through this pain of being alone. It doesn't mean no cares for you though.

~Hold on... if you feel like letting go

~Hold on... it gets better than you know

Ryou was thinking of suicide. "No one would miss me if I did it" he said. " They would just get on with their lives and forget me''

~Your days you say they're way too long

~And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)

~And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to no more

~And you're not sure what you're looking for but you don't want to no more

~But we all bleed the same way as you do

~And we all have the same things to go through

Ryou was now laying down on his bed still thinking. He was tired of waiting for nothing. He was tired of looking for that special someone who wasn't there. He was tired of being alone and a nobody. He looked under his bed and found a rope. He made a small hole just big enough to fit his neck and took his chair to stand on. Ryou took the rope and hung it over the ceiling fan.

~Hold on... if you feel like letting go

~Hold on... it gets better than you know

Ryou put his head through the rope and was standing on the chair. He was getting ready to fall. He was tired of searching. He was ready to leave forever. He was going to be hanged in the darkness.

~Don't stop looking you're one step closer

~Don't stop searching it's not over... hold on

Ryou stopped to look at the picture of his friends on the night table. He thought of all the good times they had together. They would missed him so much if he really did commit suicide. He thought about it more.

~What are you looking for?

~What are you waiting for?

~Do you know what you're doing to me?

~Go ahead... what are you waiting for?

Ryou took the rope off his neck. He realize he did have people who cared for him. He just didn't notice it. He'd be giving up to much. Ryou left his room and went out into the world, still lucky to be here.

~Hold on... if you feel like letting go

~Hold on... it gets better than you know

~Don't stop looking you're one step closer

~Don't stop searching its not over...

~Hold on... if you feel like letting go

~Hold on... it gets better than you know...

Hold on

(A/N- Well not bad for a first songfic right? Please read and review. Later dudes)