Title: Benefits
Author: Demented Marik
Poster: Aishi-Cc
Warnings: angst, romance, yaoi
Pairing: Seto x Joey, Yami x Yugi
Rated: R
Email: yami_marik39@hotmail.com
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Yu-Gi-Oh is not mine.
Here's chapter four. It's taken me way to long to get this up. -_- Lately, I've been busy as always and once again I had to viciously battle off writers block. Blah!
"Simon" belongs to LifeHouse
R&R please!!!
Catch your breath hit the wall scream out loud as you start to crawl back in Your cage the only place where they will leave you alone 'cause the weak will Seek the weaker until they've broken them could you get it back again Would it be the same fulfillment to their lack of strength
He never wanted to move again, that would be an understatement he wanted to die. To just get rid of the pain that seemed to engulf his body. It wasn't all physical pain either it was the emotional part that was really starting to get to him. Why had he given in? He should have fought him off and ran like a bat out of hell. But he didn't... he just laid back and allowed the bastard to rob him of something that was precious to every living being. Then again, who would of thought that Kaiba would have actually violated him? A soft whimper passed through his lips and Joey rolled onto his side. Whatever he was laying on it seemed to be comfortable and it seemed familiar to him. The smell of the room as well it comforted him made him feel like he was safe. One arm moved to swipe at his eyes and he opened them a pained sound escaping his parched throat.
"Joey..." A soft voice brought him more into conscious world he sat up slightly and noticed two figures standing by the side of a bed. Peering closer, he noticed finally that it was only Yami and Yugi relief flooded through him and he slumped back on the bed. The two figures easily separated and he watched as Yugi moved to turn on one of the small lamps in the bedroom. As the lights flickered back on he hissed softly golden orbs closing as he tried to make the burn go away. "What happened Joey? Yami said when you came here you just passed out in his arms." Yugi murmured gently and sat down on the edge of the bed his violet eyes peering at his best friend worry evident there. The blond felt a flash of guilt but he didn't respond to the others question. How could he possibly tell anyone that Kaiba had raped him no less?
He wouldn't tell anyone. Quickly he thought of something he could tell his friends instead something that would be a passable lie. "I got into a fight with my dad again Yug..." He whispered calmly hoping that nothing he did betrayed his lie. How he hated to lie to his best friend like this but some things were best left unsaid it would save everyone a lot of trouble in the near future. Smiling sadly he turned his head slightly so he wouldn't have to look upon Yugi and Yami. The Pharaoh would be a lot harder to convince of the supposed events. Why had he decided to come here in the first place? Getting those two involved was the last thing on his mind. They had a lot to deal with as it is with the game shop, grades, each other, and Tea. "Joey I know that's not true." Yami muttered softly and moved to sit down on the edge of the bed his crimson eyes looking the wounded boy over. Anyone could have guessed that asking Joey would have been a mistake the blond would never admit his faults to anyone. Yugi moved to sit on his other side his small hand wiping the sweaty hair back away from the others face.
At your expense left you with no defense they tore id won and I have Felt the same as you, I've felt the same as you, I've felt the same You lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind The fearful always preyed upon your confidence.
Not true, a timid smile crossed his pale features and he laughed almost to himself. "Your right Yami. I lied just now about my dad but I just can't tell you guys about this. It's my own personal problem and I don't want to make it worse on myself." His voice was defeated as he met the Pharaoh's eyes again his tongue coming out to wet his lips. They couldn't force him to give information but he really didn't know what the spirit could be capable of. The last thing he wanted was his mind probed the memories he held locked away were his own. None of his friends knew his entire life story and it was something he'd probably never tell. All the beatings he had gone through the abuse he had been through. His family falling apart around him losing his sister for those few years. "We're your friends Joey we won't judge over what happened.." Yugi whispered and removed his hand from the others face not sure as to what he could do. All he wanted was to take the others pain away that pain that seemed to sine through his eyes.
No matter how Joey seemed to act his eyes never shined anymore. Looking down at the sheets he shuddered lightly. "I know you're my friends but that doesn't make me anymore capable of telling you what happened. You see Yug this isn't easy for me to admit this to anyone. Even you and I consider both you and Yami to be my brothers.." Joey swallowed the lump that formed in his throat one hand lightly caressing his at the pale skin easing the lump away. How he wanted to break down and cry allowing himself just a moment of weakness. Yugi wouldn't judge him neither would the Pharaoh but he had been taught to not cry. Crying was a weakness that no one should give to when they were around other people. Sitting up slowly he let his arms fall into his lap motionless as he debated on whether or not he should tell them what was going on. He exhaled slowly the sound catching in this throat as his eyes slid closed. "You probably already know I was raped right?" Questioning the air around him he waited for some of a response.
Yugi took one hand gently into his own rubbing his thumb over the back of Joey's hand, needing to give him some form of support. Yami didn't say anything but his eyes narrowed just slightly, "Yes. I knew when you entered the shop the blood gave it away quickly.." He spoke quietly and watched the two boys before him with concern. Sure the blond could be annoying at times but who would intentionally want to hurt him? Joey was the group's glue; he kept everyone together by just being the comic. By making the dark situation that plagued them almost constantly seem brighter. The blond shuddered lightly and opened his eyes tears silently running down his cheeks, "I'm sure you two probably wanna know who raped me right..." He received nods from them and he looked down again using his free hand to swipe at the tears feeling angry with himself for giving into the weakness.
Did they see the consequence when they pushed you around The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown Refuse to feel, anything at all refuse to slip, Refuse to
He twisted the idea around for a few moments and he shook his head, no way he wasn't going to say anything to them. Right now he just needed to deal with the thought of the situation on his own. "In time I'll tell you guys but for right now I want to be alone." Joey whispered softly and moved to lie down on the bed curling in a ball. Letting his eyes close slightly he thought about what he'd tell his father when he returned home with ruined clothes. The old man was capable of flying into a wild rage and the last thing he wanted was bruises for school on Monday. A part of him wanted to hold his pain inside and let it just lay there until it either burst forth or just disappear. Either way it was better then admitting it. Besides knowing his father he'd probably try to sue Kaiba Corporation, which would destroy his life.
"Joey..." Yugi paused and glanced at his Yami looking for some guidance the Pharaoh just shook his head slightly. "Come aibou. We need to sleep we'll share the couch." Standing up the small boy walked out of the room his hands clenched at his sides as he tried to force the emotions back down. Joey never hid anything from him and it just bothered him to put things simply. He sat down on the sofa and looked over at Yami as the spirit closed the door and walked over to the sofa. "Don't worry the time will come when Joey will tell us what's going on and we'll make things right again." He soothed the boy as he sat down on the material. His crimson eyes glimmered harshly in the darkness as he watched the other beside him. How he wanted to comfort the other just bring him into his arms and kiss all his worries away. The only thing stopping him was Tea, she was his friend and he hated to cause trouble between the young couple.
Yugi sniffled softly and leaned against his yami, his head nuzzled into the others shoulder and neck. Tears burned in his eyes but they didn't fall this time, which he found to be strange. "I'm worried about Joey. Why won't he tell me what's going on Yami? He shouldn't keep something like this inside." The teenager sounded so pathetic it made his heart ache and he moved to hold him closer his arms wrapping around his slender frame. "Sshh..." He soothed softly and allowed the other to climb into his lap still holding him close to his chest. How could he possibly make the others pain disappear Yami doubted it would for a long time and coming. "I'll always be here for you aibou."
Fall can't be weak, Can't stand still watch your back 'Cause no one will you don't know why they had to go This far traded your worth for these scars for your only Company don't believe the lies that they told to you Not one word was true you're alright, You're alright You're alright...
Mokuba winced in his sleep as he felt someone moving in the bed his eyes squeezed tighter shut before opening. Sitting up he stared down at his brother who seemed to be having some sort of nightmare. Reaching down slowly he shook his broad shoulders watching the others facial features contort with pain before a soft cry escaped the others parted lips. "Seto?" He called out softly and shook harder watching his brother finally wake and he smiled despite the situation. He was fine. Seto rubbed his eyes and looked at his brother for a moment before he shook his head back and forth this wasn't right. Why did he feel so damn guilty about earlier it was already starting to drive him insane? 'That's it. Tomorrow I'll go find the pup...' He told himself and turned over in the bed. "You were having a nightmare. I was really worried Seto." Mokuba whispered and laid back down as well before cuddling into his chest. Seto sighed gently. "I'm sorry Mokie...you know how bad my dreams can get."
It was becoming harder and harder to escape his brothers questioning eyes always watching him with such innocence. What could he possibly have to hide from his younger brother? His eyes remained open as he looked towards the wall nearest to the bed. A few shelves had been placed upon it, which held all the various trophies his younger brother had won over the last few years. Mokuba was going to be a star athlete when he entered senior high, make the good name of Kaiba even greater. Why couldn't he be worthy of the same thing? The question twisted around in his head making him feel sick to the stomach. Deep down he already knew the answer to that question. He unlike his brother no longer had a shred of goodness inside of him. That innocence that all children hold dear to them was gone.
All because of what he had done in order to protect his younger brother. No one knew about it he had kept the secret locked inside of him for almost five years now. That one secret that could so easily destroy everything he had worked upon. Knock the foundation of Kaiba Corp out from underneath his boots. What could be that horrible? The answer is simple really. Murder. He had murdered his foster father. Most people would consider him to be ungrateful. In a weird sense he considered himself to be spoiled he had the entire world laid into his palms. His stepfather had made a deal and lost. That wasn't his doing so he hated to blame himself over what happened.
The only thing that really bothered him was the fact that if Joey would go to the cops about what had happened the entire company would come crashing down. That was the last thing he wanted to happen more for Mokuba's sake then anyone else. The boy didn't deserve to be tossed back out onto the dirty streets of Domino because of his sins. Blue eyes narrowed as he moved to snuggle deeper into the pillows trying his best to actually fall back asleep. Even though he knew that it probably wasn't going to happen for a while. It was the last he could do to...lay here and protect his younger brother from the world and himself.
Well there's Chapter four. Like I said before I'm sorry this took so long to get updated. I tried having my friend's upload my stories and neither one of their computers were working at the moment. So yea it took a bit longer then I had hoped. -_- I'll try to get chapter five up as soon as possible. If anyone has an ideas please let me know them. . I'm open to nearly all suggestions.
~Demented Marik~
Author: Demented Marik
Poster: Aishi-Cc
Warnings: angst, romance, yaoi
Pairing: Seto x Joey, Yami x Yugi
Rated: R
Email: yami_marik39@hotmail.com
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Yu-Gi-Oh is not mine.
Here's chapter four. It's taken me way to long to get this up. -_- Lately, I've been busy as always and once again I had to viciously battle off writers block. Blah!
"Simon" belongs to LifeHouse
R&R please!!!
Catch your breath hit the wall scream out loud as you start to crawl back in Your cage the only place where they will leave you alone 'cause the weak will Seek the weaker until they've broken them could you get it back again Would it be the same fulfillment to their lack of strength
He never wanted to move again, that would be an understatement he wanted to die. To just get rid of the pain that seemed to engulf his body. It wasn't all physical pain either it was the emotional part that was really starting to get to him. Why had he given in? He should have fought him off and ran like a bat out of hell. But he didn't... he just laid back and allowed the bastard to rob him of something that was precious to every living being. Then again, who would of thought that Kaiba would have actually violated him? A soft whimper passed through his lips and Joey rolled onto his side. Whatever he was laying on it seemed to be comfortable and it seemed familiar to him. The smell of the room as well it comforted him made him feel like he was safe. One arm moved to swipe at his eyes and he opened them a pained sound escaping his parched throat.
"Joey..." A soft voice brought him more into conscious world he sat up slightly and noticed two figures standing by the side of a bed. Peering closer, he noticed finally that it was only Yami and Yugi relief flooded through him and he slumped back on the bed. The two figures easily separated and he watched as Yugi moved to turn on one of the small lamps in the bedroom. As the lights flickered back on he hissed softly golden orbs closing as he tried to make the burn go away. "What happened Joey? Yami said when you came here you just passed out in his arms." Yugi murmured gently and sat down on the edge of the bed his violet eyes peering at his best friend worry evident there. The blond felt a flash of guilt but he didn't respond to the others question. How could he possibly tell anyone that Kaiba had raped him no less?
He wouldn't tell anyone. Quickly he thought of something he could tell his friends instead something that would be a passable lie. "I got into a fight with my dad again Yug..." He whispered calmly hoping that nothing he did betrayed his lie. How he hated to lie to his best friend like this but some things were best left unsaid it would save everyone a lot of trouble in the near future. Smiling sadly he turned his head slightly so he wouldn't have to look upon Yugi and Yami. The Pharaoh would be a lot harder to convince of the supposed events. Why had he decided to come here in the first place? Getting those two involved was the last thing on his mind. They had a lot to deal with as it is with the game shop, grades, each other, and Tea. "Joey I know that's not true." Yami muttered softly and moved to sit down on the edge of the bed his crimson eyes looking the wounded boy over. Anyone could have guessed that asking Joey would have been a mistake the blond would never admit his faults to anyone. Yugi moved to sit on his other side his small hand wiping the sweaty hair back away from the others face.
At your expense left you with no defense they tore id won and I have Felt the same as you, I've felt the same as you, I've felt the same You lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind The fearful always preyed upon your confidence.
Not true, a timid smile crossed his pale features and he laughed almost to himself. "Your right Yami. I lied just now about my dad but I just can't tell you guys about this. It's my own personal problem and I don't want to make it worse on myself." His voice was defeated as he met the Pharaoh's eyes again his tongue coming out to wet his lips. They couldn't force him to give information but he really didn't know what the spirit could be capable of. The last thing he wanted was his mind probed the memories he held locked away were his own. None of his friends knew his entire life story and it was something he'd probably never tell. All the beatings he had gone through the abuse he had been through. His family falling apart around him losing his sister for those few years. "We're your friends Joey we won't judge over what happened.." Yugi whispered and removed his hand from the others face not sure as to what he could do. All he wanted was to take the others pain away that pain that seemed to sine through his eyes.
No matter how Joey seemed to act his eyes never shined anymore. Looking down at the sheets he shuddered lightly. "I know you're my friends but that doesn't make me anymore capable of telling you what happened. You see Yug this isn't easy for me to admit this to anyone. Even you and I consider both you and Yami to be my brothers.." Joey swallowed the lump that formed in his throat one hand lightly caressing his at the pale skin easing the lump away. How he wanted to break down and cry allowing himself just a moment of weakness. Yugi wouldn't judge him neither would the Pharaoh but he had been taught to not cry. Crying was a weakness that no one should give to when they were around other people. Sitting up slowly he let his arms fall into his lap motionless as he debated on whether or not he should tell them what was going on. He exhaled slowly the sound catching in this throat as his eyes slid closed. "You probably already know I was raped right?" Questioning the air around him he waited for some of a response.
Yugi took one hand gently into his own rubbing his thumb over the back of Joey's hand, needing to give him some form of support. Yami didn't say anything but his eyes narrowed just slightly, "Yes. I knew when you entered the shop the blood gave it away quickly.." He spoke quietly and watched the two boys before him with concern. Sure the blond could be annoying at times but who would intentionally want to hurt him? Joey was the group's glue; he kept everyone together by just being the comic. By making the dark situation that plagued them almost constantly seem brighter. The blond shuddered lightly and opened his eyes tears silently running down his cheeks, "I'm sure you two probably wanna know who raped me right..." He received nods from them and he looked down again using his free hand to swipe at the tears feeling angry with himself for giving into the weakness.
Did they see the consequence when they pushed you around The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown Refuse to feel, anything at all refuse to slip, Refuse to
He twisted the idea around for a few moments and he shook his head, no way he wasn't going to say anything to them. Right now he just needed to deal with the thought of the situation on his own. "In time I'll tell you guys but for right now I want to be alone." Joey whispered softly and moved to lie down on the bed curling in a ball. Letting his eyes close slightly he thought about what he'd tell his father when he returned home with ruined clothes. The old man was capable of flying into a wild rage and the last thing he wanted was bruises for school on Monday. A part of him wanted to hold his pain inside and let it just lay there until it either burst forth or just disappear. Either way it was better then admitting it. Besides knowing his father he'd probably try to sue Kaiba Corporation, which would destroy his life.
"Joey..." Yugi paused and glanced at his Yami looking for some guidance the Pharaoh just shook his head slightly. "Come aibou. We need to sleep we'll share the couch." Standing up the small boy walked out of the room his hands clenched at his sides as he tried to force the emotions back down. Joey never hid anything from him and it just bothered him to put things simply. He sat down on the sofa and looked over at Yami as the spirit closed the door and walked over to the sofa. "Don't worry the time will come when Joey will tell us what's going on and we'll make things right again." He soothed the boy as he sat down on the material. His crimson eyes glimmered harshly in the darkness as he watched the other beside him. How he wanted to comfort the other just bring him into his arms and kiss all his worries away. The only thing stopping him was Tea, she was his friend and he hated to cause trouble between the young couple.
Yugi sniffled softly and leaned against his yami, his head nuzzled into the others shoulder and neck. Tears burned in his eyes but they didn't fall this time, which he found to be strange. "I'm worried about Joey. Why won't he tell me what's going on Yami? He shouldn't keep something like this inside." The teenager sounded so pathetic it made his heart ache and he moved to hold him closer his arms wrapping around his slender frame. "Sshh..." He soothed softly and allowed the other to climb into his lap still holding him close to his chest. How could he possibly make the others pain disappear Yami doubted it would for a long time and coming. "I'll always be here for you aibou."
Fall can't be weak, Can't stand still watch your back 'Cause no one will you don't know why they had to go This far traded your worth for these scars for your only Company don't believe the lies that they told to you Not one word was true you're alright, You're alright You're alright...
Mokuba winced in his sleep as he felt someone moving in the bed his eyes squeezed tighter shut before opening. Sitting up he stared down at his brother who seemed to be having some sort of nightmare. Reaching down slowly he shook his broad shoulders watching the others facial features contort with pain before a soft cry escaped the others parted lips. "Seto?" He called out softly and shook harder watching his brother finally wake and he smiled despite the situation. He was fine. Seto rubbed his eyes and looked at his brother for a moment before he shook his head back and forth this wasn't right. Why did he feel so damn guilty about earlier it was already starting to drive him insane? 'That's it. Tomorrow I'll go find the pup...' He told himself and turned over in the bed. "You were having a nightmare. I was really worried Seto." Mokuba whispered and laid back down as well before cuddling into his chest. Seto sighed gently. "I'm sorry Mokie...you know how bad my dreams can get."
It was becoming harder and harder to escape his brothers questioning eyes always watching him with such innocence. What could he possibly have to hide from his younger brother? His eyes remained open as he looked towards the wall nearest to the bed. A few shelves had been placed upon it, which held all the various trophies his younger brother had won over the last few years. Mokuba was going to be a star athlete when he entered senior high, make the good name of Kaiba even greater. Why couldn't he be worthy of the same thing? The question twisted around in his head making him feel sick to the stomach. Deep down he already knew the answer to that question. He unlike his brother no longer had a shred of goodness inside of him. That innocence that all children hold dear to them was gone.
All because of what he had done in order to protect his younger brother. No one knew about it he had kept the secret locked inside of him for almost five years now. That one secret that could so easily destroy everything he had worked upon. Knock the foundation of Kaiba Corp out from underneath his boots. What could be that horrible? The answer is simple really. Murder. He had murdered his foster father. Most people would consider him to be ungrateful. In a weird sense he considered himself to be spoiled he had the entire world laid into his palms. His stepfather had made a deal and lost. That wasn't his doing so he hated to blame himself over what happened.
The only thing that really bothered him was the fact that if Joey would go to the cops about what had happened the entire company would come crashing down. That was the last thing he wanted to happen more for Mokuba's sake then anyone else. The boy didn't deserve to be tossed back out onto the dirty streets of Domino because of his sins. Blue eyes narrowed as he moved to snuggle deeper into the pillows trying his best to actually fall back asleep. Even though he knew that it probably wasn't going to happen for a while. It was the last he could do to...lay here and protect his younger brother from the world and himself.
Well there's Chapter four. Like I said before I'm sorry this took so long to get updated. I tried having my friend's upload my stories and neither one of their computers were working at the moment. So yea it took a bit longer then I had hoped. -_- I'll try to get chapter five up as soon as possible. If anyone has an ideas please let me know them. . I'm open to nearly all suggestions.
~Demented Marik~
