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When this began, I had nothing to say, and I got lost in the nothingness inside of me.

Numb. Kagome Higurashi was numb. She couldn't pull herself out of this funk. She'd been feeling this way for years now, it just got worse by the day. She wanted release.

I was confused and I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind,

She sank to the floor of her room, crying intensely into her hands. Why was she always so down? She put on a happy face.

inside of me, for all that they could see these words were real,

Everyone thought she was constantly cheery. And she really was as kind as she tried to be, but inside she felt like screaming at the world.

this was the only real thing that I had left to feel, nothing to lose, just stuck, hollow and alone, and the fault is my own,

Inuyasha had been noticing her real feelings lately. She knew he could smell the fresh tears. She knew he would find out. Then she'd really never have a chance at him. God's she loved him. So beautiful. She cried harder.

and the fault is my own, I wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real, I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long, (erase all the pain 'till it's gone), I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real, I wanna find something I've wanted all along, somewhere I belong,

She didn't know what to do, what to say, where to go. She was alone. She belonged nowhere with no one and she knew it.

And I've got nothing to say, I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face, I was confused, Looking everywhere only find that's it's not the way I had all imagined in my mind,

She never expected life to run away like it had been. Too much pain. To much. The pain made her numb. But where did the pain come from? There was only one thing she knew would make her feel again, even if it was just momentarily. She reached under her mattress for the razor.

so what am I, what do I have but negativity, because I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me, nothing to lose, nothing to gain, hollow and alone, and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own, I wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real, I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long, (erase all the pain till it's gone), I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real, I wanna find something I've wanted all along, somewhere I belong, I will never know myself until I do this on my own,

She sighed in release as the she felt the blade part her skin, blood trickling down her arms and legs. A few more slashes and she would have peace, she knew. Should she do it? Should she end her pain numbed life? Why not? she thought. He'll never love me.

And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed, I will never be anything until I break away from me, I will break away, I will find myself today, I wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real, I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long, (erase all the pain till it's gone), I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real, I wanna find something I've wanted all along, somewhere I belong, I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong, I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong.

She made the final stroke. Bliss, she knew, was coming. Quickly she jotted a note for her family and friends, figuring it was the least she could do for them.

"My family, my friends I love you. Too long have I lived with secret depression in my heart. Mom, Souta, Grandpa, InuYasha, Sango, Miroku, and Shippo. Don't blame yourselves, I wanted this. InuYasha, now you can be happy. Kikyo's soul will return. Be happy with her. I love you more than anyone could ever love anything, and now you know. My love to all of you. Kagome."

She dropped the pen, smearing blood at the bottom of the sheet. She passed out with a smile on her face. She knew she would soon be gone.

Meanwhile, a nervous hanyou climbed out of the well. He fully intended to finally reveal his feelings to Kagome. He loved her.

He got out and was stopped by a familiar scent. Kagome's blood.

Worried, he climbed to her window and hopped in, taking in the messy scene before him.

"Kagome!" he cried out. "No!"

He ran to her and lifted her into his lap, crying and rocking back and forth. "My Kagome... my precious Kagome. What have you done?" He read the note. She loved him. Kikyo? Why would she think he wanted her. He loved Kagome. He felt very guilty, maybe if he just told her sooner.

Kagome wasn't dead yet, he noticed. Maybe the 'dok torrz' could help her. He picked her up and ran downstairs.

"Higurashi-san! Higurashi-san! Kagome. Bleeding. Needs help."

Higurahsi-san looked at her daughter then at the note. "InuYasha. Get into the car. We're taking her to the emergency room." They both left with a bleeding Kagome, crying.

A/N That's it. Don't hate me. If you want a sequel, say so! This is a one shot.