Disclaimer: Sadly, no matter how hard I wish, Hakkai will never ever ever be mine…..he will always belong to Kazuya Minekura…..however, that can't stop me from dreaming about him though!! =P. Oh, and Sanzo is also her property, but I don't mind that!!
This is my first ever shot at writing a fan fic…so be gentle on the review okay!! ;) Originally, I wrote this fic for Hakkai alone, but later in the end, I realised that this is also applicable to Sanzo, just change the eye colour and omit the smiling part!!
My ReflectionDead in the night when the world slumbers,
The silence so thick, it deafens the ears,
I stand alone in front of my reflection,
Searching for a trace of me,
On the smiling mask of emerald eyes.
But all I see in those deep green eyes,
A void of emptiness and nothingness alone,
Without a soul, without emotions,
I see a stranger staring back at me,
A stranger pretending to be me.
The mask I wear, the façade I put on,
For so long and so well, the mould I make,
Until I disappear, erased by the lie,
But now in the room, alone in the night,
Whom am I pretending to, where am I?
I'm trap inside with nowhere to run,
The walls crushing down on me,
Painful memories clawing my mind,
Haunted by the phantoms of the past,
Alone and tortured, I cannot breathe.
Where can I go, where can I hide?
What can I do, how can I fight?
When all the hurt and pain is inside,
And I look again in the stranger's eyes,
And saw that the masquerade was for no one but me.
