"Don't tell though! Please! No one's supposed to know!"
"No! Pan, Trunks has a girlfriend, why are you fucking him?"
"Because I love...wait, he has a girlfriend?"
"Yes, he fucks her too!"
"No, ... No! You're lying! You just don't want me to be happy! You bitch! Don't tell, or I'll kill you!" I said running from the room. I could see the hurt in her eyes, but knew she'd never tell. She was just trying to help. She was my best friend. Why was I being this way? I ran up to his room and knocked on the door. It wasn't locked, and opened up.
There he was. The first time I had ever seen that he was unfaithful. He was on his bed, fucking some blonde chick.
"Holy shit!" He jumped up and pulled the covers over both of them.
"Shit! Pan! Knock!"
"I did! The door just came open! Fuck! Why don't you go to hell?" I screamed as I slammed the door. It was all just part of our act.
Half an hour later Trunks came up to me in our secret spot. He wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Hey, Pan." He whispered into my ear.
"Hey? Excuse me, who the fuck was that?"
"That was just a girl. People have to believe I'm single. I'm just doing what I did before. I still love you." I smiled and turned around.
"Ok." Then we had sex. The same sex we had always had. We fell asleep, and when I woke up, he was gone.

So, we had fights, then we had sex, then we had more sex, then we went home, then we had more sex. Now this. I have to tell him it's one thing or another, but he might chose the other. He might leave me. So I waited. I waited for a long time. Now I know what I have to do. But back then...back then was different. When I hit nineteen I realized everything was all wrong.