CHAPTER5#

Kate arrived at her apartment and went inside.

She had finally quit crying but the minute she was home the tears came again.

She sat down on her couch and began to sob again.

Tony followed her inside her apratment and she quit crying.

"Kate........do you need anyitng???"

"him I just need him I need him to hold me and talk to me"Kate said.

"I know"

"no you don't you don't have a clue"

"here I'll turn on the raido some music will help you feel better"

Tony turned on the radio then left.

**** of all the things I believed in I just wanted to get it over with tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry counting the days that pass me by

I've beens searching deep down in my soul words that I'm hearing are starting to get old feels like I'm starting all over agin the last three years were just pretend

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And I said goodbye to you goodbye to everything that I knew you were the one I loved the one thing that I tried to hold onto

I still get lost in your eyes and it seems I can't live a day without you closing my eyes you chase my thoguths away to a plcae where I'm blinded by the ligth and it's not right

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ohh and it hurst to want everything and nothing at the same time I want whats yours and I want whats mine I want you but I'm not giving in this time

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The one thing that I tried to hold onto 4x

and when the stars fall I will lie awake you're my shooting star.***

**Goodbye to you**by***MICHELLE BRANCH***

In anger Kate through the radio against the wall then started to cry again.

After about two hours Kate staggered to her bedroom falling on her bed she began to cry all over.

soon she drifted off to sleep

*IN HER DREAMS*

Kate stood in her living room Gibbs soon walked in the door straight over to her.

Gibbs pulled her to him and kissed her it was the best kiss of her entire life.

Kate couldn't be more happy at this piont.

things started getting wild as Gibbs pushed her back onto the couch and started kissing her neck then he pulled back.

"WHAT IS IT?"Kate asked out of breath.

Gibbs looked down and she realised he was on fire.

"OH GOSH NO!!!!"Kate screamed and jumped up then in a minute he disappeared and she could hear him scream for her everywhere.

Kate woke up slowly to her radio/alarm the nightmarea never stopped all night.

Kate stayed on her side facing the wall.

Kate felt somebody was in the room but figrued it was Abby who said she would be over later.

The minute Kate opened her eyes tears began running down her cheeks.

Somebody stood behind her she could feel it then they sat on her bed and began lightly running their fingers in her hair.

Kate decided she should turn around but before she could the person pulled her close and continued to stroke her hair.

"Please don't cry Kate I hate seeing you like this"A soft vioce said.

Kate quit sobbing that vioce she knew that vioce she dreamt of that vioce.

Kate looked up into the bluest eyes she ever seen one she also recognised from her dreams.

"Gibbs???"She asked thinking she had lsot her mind.

"It's me in the flesh"

Kate started crying harder and ptu her head down.

Kate lifted her head to look at him.

"How???....I...I thought you were...."Kate couldn't finish and rested her head against his chest again.

"Dead??"He asked.

She nodded.

"No.but I need help that's why I'm here"

Kate pulled back then she noticed the burns all over him up his arms on his hands on his face.

"I'll get my car keys"

"No Kate I don't want a hospital"

"why??"

"I want Adam to think I'm dead so other than you nobody can know I'm alive"

"OK"

Kate returned with medical supplies and set to work trying to fix him up the best she could.

"Kate...OW...can I OW ask you something??"

"sure"

"At the warehouse...OW...why did you kiss me???"

"Why did you kiss me back??"

"you answer first"

"OK.....I guess it was the heat of the moment I was afraid and I got carried away"

"Oh"

"Now you"

"Well I'm about to die if a pretty girl kissses me I'm kissing back"

"You think I'm pretty??"

"well yeah you're beautiful Kate"

"Oh........thank you"

"Is it ok if I stay here???"

"Yes"

"I need a place to hide"

"OK"

"I would have went to Dinozzo but he couldn't keep it a secret Abby I don't want to see her house and Ducky is way to smart it drives you insane"

"yeah You can stay here"

"Thank you"

"Yeah no problem"

"where is the couch???"

"You passed it on the way to my room and you're sleeping in here"

"no I'm the guest I'll take the couch"

"No you stay in here and I'll take the couch"

"The guest always takes the couch unless......"

"What??"

"Unless you want to share"

"You mean sleep together????"

"well sort of but JUST sleeping nothign else"

'right like I could JUST sleep with him next to me I'll be ontop of him by midnight if I can hold off that long'Kate thought to herself.

"Well is that allowed??"

"We are just sleeping and yes as long as nothing happens and I mean we slept together before"he said reffering to the night they were kidnapped.

".....ok....."