CHAPTER13#

Kate stood at her kitchen sink looking out the window.

Gibbs come up behind her spun her around and kissed.

Seeing the sick look on her face he was instantly sorry.

"I'm sorry that was too much too quick...."

"No I had an asprin in my mouth"She said gagging.

"Oh sorry.good morning"

"Morning"

"How did you sleep???"

Kate just looked at him.

"never mind"

"I had a great night last night"She said softly.

"Yeah Kate about that"

"What??"

"nothing"He smiled and kissed her forehead.

"I love you"

"I love you"

"can you stay for breakfeast??"

"No I gotta go"

"You going to come back tonight???"

"no Kate I'm not coming back"

"What?"

"I've been transferred to a different agency effective now that's the real reason I came last night"

"oh.....I see.."

"Look Kate I love you so we are down to two options if we want to be together"

"what are they?"

"Either one of us quits our job or we quit seeing each other as often"

"Oh I see but Gibbs I can't quit I need this job"

"OK We'll keep our jobs"

"Oh ok......."She said trying to hold back the tears.

"No no I'll quit Kate ok I'll quit"

"No It's I'm fine just go....."

"Kate"

"No gibbs go I'm fine I'll see you when I see you"

"You sure?"

"yes"

"I'll call you"

She nodded.

Gibbs kissed her cheek and truned to leave.

"Gibbs....wait..."

"Yes???"

"I don't want to see you again"

"what??"

"If I can't have you for mine all the time I don't want you at all"

"Kate"

"It kills me having you this way and I can't do it'

"But...."

"Either prove you love me now and take a drastic leap of faith or go away"

"How do I do that???what do you want from me????Marrige???"

"Kate sneaking around is hard but it's our only chance to be together"

"Then go"

"Kate...please....don't do this....."

"I SAID GO AWAY!!!!"

"Kate"

"GET OUT I HATE YOU!!"

"kate........"Gibbs stepped forward and she smacked him

"I love you Kate please...."

"I HATE YOU!!!!"She knew it wasn't true but right now she just felt overwhelmed with agner.

"KATE LSITEN TO ME!!!!"Gibbs caught her by the shoulder and she began to scream and hit him.

At last he caught her wrists and pulled her to him in a hug.

"Kate...it's ok..."He said softly stroking her hair.

She quit fighting him and started to cry.

"I'm sorry"She said.

"it's ok"

"It's just I've wanted you for so long and now I have you and I can't"

"I know and I promise you no matter what happens I'll never leave you"

"You can't promise that"

"No I can't"

"You should go"

"Are you going to be ok???"

"Yeah I'm going to be fine I swear"

"OK I'll call you later tonight"

"Ok Bye"

"BYE lovely"

Gibbs left Kate istting on her couch.

Kate went to bed that night thinking of him wishing she was in his arms.

Gibbs went to bed wishing the same thing.

*** The loneliness of night alone the search for strength to carry on my every hope has seemed to die my eyes had no more tears to cry then like the sunshine from up above you surrounded me with yuor endless love and all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

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you are my everything nothing your love won't bring my life is your alone the only love I've ever known your spirit pulls me through when nothing else will do everynight I pray on bended knee that you will always be my everyhting

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Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that's truly real a guiding light that will never fade there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade for the love you give that won't let go I hope you always know.

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** CHORUS **

you are my everything nothing your love will bring my life is your aloen teh only love i've ever known your spirit pulls me through when nothing else will do every night I pray on bended knee that you will always be my everything

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You're the breath of life in me the only one that sets me free and you have made my soul comeplete for all time for all time

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** CHORUS **

You are my evrything nothing your love won't bring my life is yours alone the only love I've ever known your spirit pulls me through when nothing else will do every night i pray down on bended knee that you will always be my everything.

** MY EVERYTHING ** BY ** 98 DEGREES **