Author's Note: Konnichiwa minna! Last night I had one of my Japanese Inuyasha DVD's on, in the background, while I was packing and Kanna came on. Her voice in Japanese is very soft and lifeless and I guess it just inspired me. I know I said no more updates or stories 'till I got back from break, but I just couldn't resist. Enjoy! ^_^

Disclaimer: Only in my dreams do I own Inuyasha. ^_^;;;;;;

~Kanna POV~

I am Nihility




I am nihility. . .

To seek me is to seek a shadow.

There is no sign that I live,

There is no sign that I die

I am merely a void.




I am nihility. . .

Sent to do the biding of the devil, himself.

My voice will never raise,

My body will never revolt

I am merely a pawn.


I am nihility. . .

My mind is empty

My spirit is caged

My heart is controlled.

Freedom is a fleeting dream

And though I lust for it

Freedom is futile.

It is no reality for me. . .

It will never be reality for me.

I am merely a prisoner.




I am nihility. . .

Clutching my Kagami tight.

Frail. . .

Unworthy. . .

A hollow shell. . .

I am merely a lost cause.



I am nihility. . .

My body, alabaster,

My eyes, a darkening obscurity.

A Canna lily,

Pure and untouched

Yet utterly corrupted.

I am merely a figure in the distance.





I am nihility. . .

Held fast by invisible chains.

As others die for their own disobedience,

I watch. . .

Never to utter a word of rebellion,

Never to right any wrong,

Never to let a emotion other than apathy

cross my face.

Never to oppose my master.

I am merely a coward.




I am nihility. . .

A hushed whisper on the wind,

A chill in the air,

A shrouding, unseen mist

Vacant and empty inside and out. . .

I am nihility.




Author's Note: Like I said at the beginning, I just couldn't resist. ^_^ Check out, my story, "The Will of the Heart" if, for some reason, you like that angsty, weird kind of writing. Happy Eater!!!

Love you all, Mel-chan ^_^