(Authors Note : Short chapter, but Ill update again sometime this week.)

Mrs Weasleys voice sounded through the house, "DINNER!", and there were footsteps heard throughout the house, with Fred and George popping their heads around the corner to say "hi" to Harry and Ginny, who had stood up and were attempting to sort their hair out.

Downstairs in the kitchen sat Kingsley, Bill, Charlie, Lupin, Tonks, Ron, Hermione and Mr Weasley. Tonks was fidgeting nervously, Lupin was looking depressed, Bill and Kinsgley were deep in conversation about Gringotts and the Goblins, and idle chatter filled the room.

Fred, George, Harry and Ginny added to the noise when they walked in. Mrs Weasley began putting the pots filled with food on the tables.

"Wheres Lana?" Tonks asked Lupin, and she spilt her glass of water all over his robes. "Im so sorry," she said.

"I dont know," said Lupin, standing up. "Im going to change."

He walked out of the kitchen, thinking that Tonks had asked a good question. Where was Lana? Taking off his robe, underneath he was wearing a pair of dark blue denim jeans and a white t-shirt. He threw the robe down the laundry chute and walked into the living room. He disapparated and re- appeared in Lanas office.

It was empty. Usually there would be files scattered all over the place, but it was strangely bare. Frowning, he disapparated back to 12, Grimmauld Place.

He walked out of the living room and bumped into Tonks.

"I was just coming to look for you," she said, going to kiss him but he turned to the side and she kissed his cheek.

"Well now youve found me," he said, distantly.

"Are you okay?" Tonks asked.

"No. Ive just been to Lanas office and I cant find her."

"Thats because shes staying at the Leaky Cauldron," said Tonks, going on to explain, "She just sent Harry an Owl telling him not to worry and that she has work to do that she cant concentrate on here, that shell pop in to see him tomorow."

"Oh." said Lupin, putting his hands in his pockets.

"Something you wanna tell me?" she asked.

"What is it with you Tonks, always asking me 20 bloody questions." snapped Lupin, then he sighed. "Me and Lana have had a bit of a....Fall out. Shes not speaking to me."

"Why?" said Tonks.

"There you go again, always asking questions!" he said, and stormed off upstairs.

~*~*~*~*~*~ THE LEAKY CAULDRON 8PM~*~*~*~*~*~

Lana had the Death Eater files stacked up in one corner of the room, a few candles lit. She was sat on the bed, legs crossed, eyes closed, concentrating on her breathing. Hovering about a foot off the bed, meditating. Letting everything that was irritating her, go. Disappear for half an hour. She was hungry, but she wouldnt, couldnt eat.

Her mind was on the translation that Moody had given her. "From under the pale disc of moon..."

Something inside Lanas brain clicked, and fell back to the bed with a yelp.

"Ive got it! I know what it means....Oh God..." she scrambled for a pen and paper to write a note to Lupin, and them remembered that she wasnt speaking to him. With a sigh, she picked up the pen and wrote to Moody.

"Moody, Ive figured it out.

'From under the pale disc of moon, came that feeling like a shadow like a vision from a past time.'

Describes what happens on the Ghost Roads! Well, its what happens to me.

The shadow refers to the darkness, shadows all around, and theres one slant of light, which is the moon. Then I get this feeling inside, of what I dont know, but then I see Sirius' shadow, his outline, and feel his presence. At first he walks slowly, and I see him as he was when he died. But then when he steps into the light, under the moon, he gets younger, 'a vision from a past time', like he was before the end of the last war.

But Im still confused. I know what it means, but I dont know what it means. Im making a copy of this and sending it to Dumbledore.

Lana x"

Lana wrote out another copy, and she sent the owl she had just brought herself off with them.

Leaning back against the wall, Lana sighed. She missed Lupin. He hadnt know what hed said, he hadnt known that it would wound her more deeply than hed thought.

But she was still angry. Angry that she didnt have the files that she needed, angry that Lupin had hurt her, angry that he had gone on a date with Tonks, angry that Sirius was dead, angry that she wasnt dead, she wanted to be dead, just have all this pain slip away, and feel no more...

It was like before. Not knowing who to trust, but trust was the thing that kept you alive, when you trusted that your friends and family and co-worker will come back for you, wont let you die, and at the same time, put your trust in the wrong person, and it would be the key to your undoing. Like Lily and James and Sirius with Peter. Love was the same. Loving someone, and having them love you like nobody else on the Earth, in this Universe matters, was what got you through the rough times. But loving someone also left you open, weak, and gave people the opportunity to hurt you by hurting someone that you love.

There were no "safe" things to do in this world - everything comes with a risk, some small, some huge...Everything requires a sacrifice.

Lana slid down the wall into a sitting position, and stared ahead, but saw nothing...