Wolfling: This suddenly came to me one night before dinner. Nothing to with
food. It's a letter from Ryou to Bakura who finds it when Ryou is late back
from school. NON-YAOI!!!!!
To Bakura,
I'll be late back today. It's not that I'm getting in a fight or anything it's just that I feel like the whole world has been turned upside down and shattered like a mirror into a thousand pieces.
You'll probably kill me for being late but just put something in the microwave and follow the cooking instructions. I need to think Bakura really. Ever since you came into my life I-I've been different felt different. I feel as though my life and soul has been torn in two as if I can't have any relationships just in case. As though.as though I'm just not me anymore.
When I was younger I was still troubled but now. Now I'm more important oh why Yami? Why can't I be like normal people why? Why am I stopped from being with others why?
I'm scared Bakura. So scared, I don't know what will happen to me in the future. Will I ever be able to be like Yugi? In a Nice family?
I'm not blaming this all on you. It's me as well; I just really want people to see beyond the face. Sigh I know you probably feel.so.ashamed of what you've done but really it's not you it's me.
Maybe, maybe it's everyone. Everyone who has anything to do with me, yes it's everyone. I feel so weird around them, they all think I'm made of glass and I'll break if mishandled. I can take it Bakura I know I can take it. And by it I mean anything, I survived years of torture I survived living alone half my life and sometimes, sometimes I wish I could just go and hide somewhere.
I look innocent and happy but that's just a face. It's not the real me. It's not who I am. I don't really know who I am anymore. Sigh
I love you Bakura. Not in that sense but I love as a brother. You beat and hurt my friends and me but it does me good. I probably wouldn't be as brave if it weren't for you.
Thank you, thank you for everything. Thank you for making me who I am. Arigatou.
-Ryou, your hikari
ps I'll always be beside you even if you don't really want me to be there.
Wolfling: Well? Do you think I should do something to connect to that? Like a letter from Bakura to Ryou?????
Reading then reviewing= happy authoress! ^______^
Reading than flaming= ANGRY AUTHORESS!!! GRRR!!!
To Bakura,
I'll be late back today. It's not that I'm getting in a fight or anything it's just that I feel like the whole world has been turned upside down and shattered like a mirror into a thousand pieces.
You'll probably kill me for being late but just put something in the microwave and follow the cooking instructions. I need to think Bakura really. Ever since you came into my life I-I've been different felt different. I feel as though my life and soul has been torn in two as if I can't have any relationships just in case. As though.as though I'm just not me anymore.
When I was younger I was still troubled but now. Now I'm more important oh why Yami? Why can't I be like normal people why? Why am I stopped from being with others why?
I'm scared Bakura. So scared, I don't know what will happen to me in the future. Will I ever be able to be like Yugi? In a Nice family?
I'm not blaming this all on you. It's me as well; I just really want people to see beyond the face. Sigh I know you probably feel.so.ashamed of what you've done but really it's not you it's me.
Maybe, maybe it's everyone. Everyone who has anything to do with me, yes it's everyone. I feel so weird around them, they all think I'm made of glass and I'll break if mishandled. I can take it Bakura I know I can take it. And by it I mean anything, I survived years of torture I survived living alone half my life and sometimes, sometimes I wish I could just go and hide somewhere.
I look innocent and happy but that's just a face. It's not the real me. It's not who I am. I don't really know who I am anymore. Sigh
I love you Bakura. Not in that sense but I love as a brother. You beat and hurt my friends and me but it does me good. I probably wouldn't be as brave if it weren't for you.
Thank you, thank you for everything. Thank you for making me who I am. Arigatou.
-Ryou, your hikari
ps I'll always be beside you even if you don't really want me to be there.
Wolfling: Well? Do you think I should do something to connect to that? Like a letter from Bakura to Ryou?????
Reading then reviewing= happy authoress! ^______^
Reading than flaming= ANGRY AUTHORESS!!! GRRR!!!
