Author's Note: The other day I logged into my email and you'll NEVER guess what I found. Since you'll never guess I'll tell you- 22 email review alerts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You guys made me SOOOOO happy! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you guys so much and I'm so glad you love this story!!! So THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So enjoy this special chappie just for you, (I post on death-curse.com too but they don't get the special chappie. They have to wait until they learn who to review. Don't you feel special???? Good you should.)
A VERY happy,
Allison
P.S. Yes, I know Lily is a little daft about being Harry's mother but by the end I promise all your questions will be answered. And in the last chapter that thing with Malfoy was just something I thought was funny so I put in there. I mean come on wasn't that funny???
I shouldn't have done that. I've told Potter for years not to pick on Snape then I go back and do just that! Okay, so it wasn't Snape but they're basically the same!
I'm a hypocrite!
I need to find somewhere to cry before I flood the hallway...
Too late.
I lean against the wall and slowly sink to the floor.
"What's wrong with me! Why the bloody hell am I crying???" I wonder out loud.
"PMS?"
I spin my head around faster than you would think possible.
"Merlin Potter! A girl can get emotional with out it being PMS!" I jump up.
"Don't blow your pretty little head off Evans!"
I glare at him. "Don't call me Evans," I mumble.
"Lily."
"Thank you." I sit back down next to him.
"PMS isn't for another week."
James starts to laugh, "Too much information!"
I stick my tongue out at him.
"You really upset Harry the other day."
"What? When?"
"The other night in the common room, I dunno what you said to him but he was really quite when he came up stairs."
"Oh."
What? Why should he care! I try to remember what I said. Rude, bad morals... Hum, I'm confused.
"Lils! Hello! Earth to Evans!"
"What?"
"Are we still on for this weekend?"
"I don't think that's such a good idea."
"What? Why not?" he seems upset.
"Your son is here! I don't feel comfortable dating you when your son is here and I'm sure Harry would agree with me. How would you feel if you say your dad dating another woman besides your mum?"
James stood up, "Merlin Evans, and I thought you were smart," and he walked away.
"I am smart!" I yell after him, but he ignores me.
And the water works start up again. Lovely.
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I walk back up to my dorm trying to hide the fact that I've been crying for the past hour.
What's wrong with me? Why do I feel so horrible?
Potter.
Both of them.
And here comes Jr.
I turn around trying to loose him but apparently he inherited his father's knack for not getting a hint.
"Lily!"
Great he caught up with me.
"Can we talk?"
"You can talk but I can't guarantee I'll listen."
"Good enough. Why won't you go out with James? If it's because of me I'm fine with it, really."
"Another trait you inherited from your father. The world doesn't revolve around you, you know. Maybe I just find James repulsive."
"Then why did you agree to go out with him in the first place?"
"Fine! You know what, maybe it is because of you! Why are you so set on us going out? Hum? I mean does James meet your mum through me or something? Does he meet her while we're out on a date? Is she our waitress? Why do I have to go through going out with him when I know in the end I'll loose him? Why do I have to put my self through that?"
"You don't have to put your self through anything. Just go out with him."
"What do you mean I don't have to put myself through anything? Going out with him is putting myself through something!"
"Lily! Would you listen to me! You don't loose him! You aren't putting your self through anything!"
I'm silent. What does him mean I don't loose him, obviously I loose him! It's not like I'm Harry's mother.
"Harry Potter you can say whatever you want but there's no way I'm going out with your father in this life time."
And I slowly walk away.
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I walk up to my dorm and, big surprise, there's Rachel still sitting on her bed.
"Rach?"
She closes the curtains on her bed.
Okay, so she's obviously doesn't want to talk to me.
"Rach, I'm really sorry! I was being inconsiderate, you've got ever right to avoid him I mean it is kinda extreme him throwing up..."
Still no answer.
"Tell you what, next weekend; you, me and Hogsmead. I'll buy you all the Honeydukes you can eat."
"Next weekends your date with Potter," comes her voice muffled by the curtain.
"Nah, I cancelled."
The curtain is flung open, "You cancelled??? Why the bloody hell did you cancel? You've only been in love with him for like forever!"
I'm confused. But then again, what else is new?
"Why do you care? I don't want my heart broken, thanks anyway. I mean I know we'll break up, so what's the point?"
"How do you know you'll break up?"
"Well, James' got to marry Harry's mum sometime-"
"Merlin Lily! How daft do you get!"
"Huh?"
Still confused here!
"Read my lips! You ARE Harry's mother!!!"
I raise my eyebrows, "And you're the queen of England."
"Oh my gosh! How can you not see it! Everyone else does!"
"Rachel, you're off your rocker."
"No Lily, your just blind."
And once again the curtain is closed in my face.
I go and plop down on my bed, thinking about what Rach said. Maybe she's right....
Holy shit! She is right!
Looking back on the last few days I can not believe how I didn't see that Harry was my son from the beginning of it all. He has pictures of my wedding for Merlin's sake! He has my eyes and while most of the time he's 100% James he had his Lily moments too. He's okay with me and James dating. He's practically pushing us to date...
"Rachel!!" I jump off my bed and on to hers. I don't think she appreciates this very much... "You're right!!! He's my kid! I marry James Potter! Ohmygod! I have a kid!"
"Yes, now would you please get off of me!"
But I'm already out the door.
I've to reschedule a date with Potter.
Because there is no way I'm making babies with out having dated first.
So?? What do you think? Good or bad? Lily finally figured it out. Took her long enough... But love makes you blind, or so they say.
So please review... You know the drill.
