Choose.
This game always seemed so trivial before.
Neither options were the best choice but it was all just a game - which always made it easier to choose which option was less worse.
Choose.
Anna Kornacova or Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
This was a harder choice when it was presented to the guys in our group. But once again, still a game, it has no effect on anyone either way.
No one gets hurt.
Nothing is at risk.
Friendships won't get confusing.
Life won't change.
Choose.
Travis Strong or Ray Brennan.
It's not a game anymore.
Now it's real life.
Gone is the comfy security of the idea that it's only a game.
How can you choose between two very different people?
How am I supposed to choose between the boy next door, the one I've had feelings for as long as I can remember, and the new guy, the mysterious guy, then one I've been drawn to from the moment we met.
They're asking me to choose between them now.
They seem to see it as a simple game of choose.
As if I can simply pick one of them.
As if my choice won't effect our entire world.
As if my choosing doesn't mean that the other will be hurt.
As if the other will be fine and we can all just be friends, like none of this ever happened.
I don't want to be the one to choose to change everything.
I don't want to ruin my friendship with Ray for Travis.
I don't want to ruin my relationship with Travis to be with Ray.
But most of all I don't want to play the game of choose anymore.
This game always seemed so trivial before.
Neither options were the best choice but it was all just a game - which always made it easier to choose which option was less worse.
Choose.
Anna Kornacova or Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
This was a harder choice when it was presented to the guys in our group. But once again, still a game, it has no effect on anyone either way.
No one gets hurt.
Nothing is at risk.
Friendships won't get confusing.
Life won't change.
Choose.
Travis Strong or Ray Brennan.
It's not a game anymore.
Now it's real life.
Gone is the comfy security of the idea that it's only a game.
How can you choose between two very different people?
How am I supposed to choose between the boy next door, the one I've had feelings for as long as I can remember, and the new guy, the mysterious guy, then one I've been drawn to from the moment we met.
They're asking me to choose between them now.
They seem to see it as a simple game of choose.
As if I can simply pick one of them.
As if my choice won't effect our entire world.
As if my choosing doesn't mean that the other will be hurt.
As if the other will be fine and we can all just be friends, like none of this ever happened.
I don't want to be the one to choose to change everything.
I don't want to ruin my friendship with Ray for Travis.
I don't want to ruin my relationship with Travis to be with Ray.
But most of all I don't want to play the game of choose anymore.
