A/N: Yup, another "English-paper-procrastinating-Ron/Draco-one-shot" fic of death… Yeah. You know the drill, I do not own, Rowling, flames…. Yeah.
Ron's POV
I Wonder
By Freakish Lemon
I wonder what you would do if you ever knew.
Even though we're best friends I still don't know a lot about you, Harry. I don't know what you believe, or what you're thinking. You keep things closed inside of you nowadays. You keep everything secret. It's like I don't know you anymore.
I wonder what you'd think if you ever saw those little glances we send one another when no one is looking. Would you think something bad of him? Of me? Would you care?
I wonder what you'd say if you ever heard him say something nice to me. I wonder what you'd say if I said something nice back. Would you think of it as some new twisted way to taunt eachother? Would you be glad that we overcame our differences?
I wonder how you'd react if I just started snogging him in the middle of one of our fights. Would you laugh? Would you yell? Would you do anything at all, or just stand there with your mouth hanging open? There is no doubt that you would be shocked, but would you be angry?
I wonder what you would do if you ever saw me with him. Would you think I was his whore? That I was being forced? Would you try to knock him off me, or pull me off of him? Would you scream and shout at us? Would you hate me?
He wants me to tell you. He tells me that I should share important stuff like this with you because you are my best friend. He says, if you really are my friend, you'll understand.
But I don't know what we are anymore. You never talk to me. You never really talk to anyone. But I don't want you to hate me. We tried hating eachother before and it tore us both apart. I don't think I can go through that again.
But I can't leave him either. I can't live without him anymore. He's as much a part of me as you are. I would surely die without him.
And as I curl up against his side, he watches the stars and asks what you would do if you knew about us.
I don't know.
And I'm not sure if I want to.
~Fin~
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