If I tell he might get angry. What if this is all a big trick and he turns
into some monster and hurts me. I don't want him to hurt me. What if he
doesn't understand? He says he will but.........but what? Haven't I always been
able to talk to him? No. This, I can't tell him, it'll only hurt him.
That's right, it will only hurt him.
"I'm sorry." I immediately cover my head, expecting the first blow. It
doesn't come.
"Buffy, you're ok. I'm not going to hit you. We'll talk about this when
you're more ready." I try to relax but it's hard. He gently takes a hold of
me and rocks me. He feels so comforting.
She's scared of me. She covered her head after telling me that she didn't want to tell me. She has these moments where she looks at me as if I will hurt her. As if I would hit her because I'm not happy with her answer. She is still stuck in hell. Her mind still thinks that she is there and that she hasn't been taken out. As if I would ever hurt or her. I don't know if I should but I hold her, rocking her. Her eyes start to droop and I can't believe that she is sleeping so much. She must have not slept at all before I came. I wonder if the rest of the group noticed. Probably not. After making sure that she is safely asleep, I lay her onto her back. Grabbing my cell phone I call Buffy's house. "Hello?" "Hi. It's Angel." "Is Buffy ok, when is she coming home?" "Dawn, Buffy is ok. I'm not sure when she's coming home. I just called to let you know that I'm going to be staying with her for a while, here at the mansion." "Oh. Ok." "Bye Dawn" I hang up and move back to the bedroom. Ready to take care of Buffy again.
YOU GUYS I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO WITH THIS STORY. PLEASE GIVE ME SOME IDEAS.
She's scared of me. She covered her head after telling me that she didn't want to tell me. She has these moments where she looks at me as if I will hurt her. As if I would hit her because I'm not happy with her answer. She is still stuck in hell. Her mind still thinks that she is there and that she hasn't been taken out. As if I would ever hurt or her. I don't know if I should but I hold her, rocking her. Her eyes start to droop and I can't believe that she is sleeping so much. She must have not slept at all before I came. I wonder if the rest of the group noticed. Probably not. After making sure that she is safely asleep, I lay her onto her back. Grabbing my cell phone I call Buffy's house. "Hello?" "Hi. It's Angel." "Is Buffy ok, when is she coming home?" "Dawn, Buffy is ok. I'm not sure when she's coming home. I just called to let you know that I'm going to be staying with her for a while, here at the mansion." "Oh. Ok." "Bye Dawn" I hang up and move back to the bedroom. Ready to take care of Buffy again.
YOU GUYS I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO WITH THIS STORY. PLEASE GIVE ME SOME IDEAS.
