Hiya! Here's the next chapter! Oh, a word of warning- there's sex in this chapter ok? So if ya don't want to read it, don't. But don't flame me, coz I think anyone who reads fics just to complain about them must not have very good lives…or brains. If you flame you'll be wasting my time, your time, and more importantly, my time!
Thanx to Dragonheart for helping me choose which chapter I should use!
Early the next morning, Goku woke up with a banging hangover. He got up and fell over.
"Oh god damn it… why me?" he struggled to his feet and headed into the living room. Vegeta was there, watching TV. Suddenly some of the memories of the past night came flooding back. Wosushi. Cocktail. Kiss… Vegeta crying over… something…
"Are you ok?" Goku asked without thinking. He then sunk to the ground as his head began to spin. Vegeta turned around to snap at him when Goku collapsed on the floor.
"Kakarott?" he rushed over to him.
"Why did this happen to me?"
"Because you're a baka." He said, though he was smiling.
"I… I don't remember everything…I remember… I kissed someone… someone I shouldn't have… oh god, it wasn't you was it?" Vegeta looked sadly at him. Did the idea really disgust him that much?
"No. It was Wosushi. And… he kissed you…"
"Ah… er… I had a drink…it didn't like me…"
"A cocktail. And you proved just how intolerable your body is to alcohol."
"Oh… and… you were crying… over something?"
"Nothing you need to worry about Kakarott."
"But I do worry." Goku looked up into his eyes. "I worry a lot about you."
"What? Why?"
"Well… it seems to me no one understands you… so I worry about you a lot." Vegeta flushed.
"You shouldn't. I can take care of myself."
"Then why were you crying?"
"Because I was upset that you kissed that fucking surfer alright?!" and he stormed out. Goku was stunned. Why would Vegeta care about that? For some reason that question sounded familiar. He shook his head and got shakily up off the floor. One thing was for certain- he wouldn't be able to look Chi Chi in the face for a while. He took a quick shower (Which he almost drowned in), got dressed quickly (And fell over again) and left.
Once he reached the beach, he scanned around for anyone he recognised. Seeing no one, he sighed in relief- until someone wrapped their arms around him.
"Morning Goku. How did you sleep?" he recognised the voice as Wosushi's.
"Hey what the? What are you doing?" the surfer let go and turned to face him.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Well, last night…"
"Ah, good you remember."
"Not a lot, but…" he was cut off by another pair of lips. "Mmph!"
Vegeta stomped onto the beach by himself. He had left, hoping Goku would come after him, but he didn't. Now, as Vegeta walked onto the beach, he could see why- Goku was already here, with Wosushi. The surfer had his arms around Goku, but they were too far away for Vegeta to hear what they were saying. Wosushi turned to face Goku and they talked for a while. Vegeta was hoping Goku was telling him what a mistake last night had been. Instead, Wosushi lifted his head up and kissed Goku for a second time. Vegeta felt his heart break.
Goku tried to move, but Wosushi had put his arms back around his waist. The guy was stronger than he looked- or maybe Goku was just still weak- probably a mixture of both. One of Wosushi's hands drifted down to Goku's thigh where he started rubbing gently. Goku tried his hardest not to moan, but in the end, he couldn't stop himself. The surfer parted their lips and Goku gasped for breath. He was still being rubbed up, but at least the kiss had stopped.
"Do you wanna come back to my place?" Wosushi asked.
"Uh…" Goku seriously didn't know anymore. His mind was still clouded and what Wosushi was doing to his inner thigh wasn't really helping him think straight.
"I think we could have a lot of fun." Goku stared into his eyes.
"Uh…" Wosushi let go.
"Come on. Follow me." Goku didn't really know why, but he did follow. None of this made sense! As far as he knew, he wasn't even gay, but what he felt with this guy was unlike anything else. Chi Chi never touched him like that.
"No Kakarott…" Vegeta whispered as Goku followed Wosushi towards the houses on the other side of the beach. He suddenly found himself running towards Goku. Nothing else mattered except getting him away from Wosushi. He stopped infront of Goku.
"Kakarott listen to me!" Wosushi stopped behind him.
"Not you again! Listen, Goku wants me! How many times do I have to say it?"
"Kakarott, please…just come with me please." Goku looked from him to Wosushi. "You've barely know this guy a day and you're about to have sex with him! That's not like you!" Wosushi walked to stand beside Goku. He wrapped an arm around the Saiyan's waist.
"Maybe he's just finding his dark side." When Goku made no motion to remove his arm, Vegeta's heart sank even more.
"Please Kakarott… you can't honestly tell me this is what you want?"
"I'm not sure Vegeta…" he sounded confused…tired and disoriented.
"Then please, come with me."
"No Goku! You'll never know unless you try!"
"What if after, you decide it's not what you want? What will you do then? This baka's not gonna let you go Kakarott!"
"Goku don't listen to this freak! He doesn't know what he's saying!"
"You know me Kakarott! Listen to me!"
"Goku!"
"Kakarott!"
"Goku!"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" Goku screamed. His head was buzzing. "Please!"
"Who Goku? Me or him?" Goku clutched his head.
"I don't know…"
"Come on Goku, let's go…" Wosushi started leading him away, and because it was the only thing he could think of doing, Goku went with him. Vegeta watched as the only one he loved walked away from him with someone else. His breathing became ragged.
"Kakarott… don't leave me…" it was too late Goku was out of earshot.
"Welcome to my home." Wosushi said, opening the door of his apartment. The room Goku stepped into was the living room. Everything was dark reds and oranges with streaks of dark blue here and there in swirls. There were veils instead of curtains and candles everywhere.
"I woke up thinking of you so I had the room decorated for you." he whispered to Goku. He pushed him down onto the orange sofa and climbed on top of him. He pulled him in to a rough kiss while taking off his trousers with his hands. Goku gasped for air. This seemed so right… and yet so wrong…there was something stopping him from totally enjoying this…
Wosushi took of his t-shirt and trailed kisses down his bare chest as Goku moaned in pure bliss. What was holding him back though? Chi Chi? No. For some reason she no longer mattered at all.
The surfer then proceeded to remove Goku's pants, trailing kisses all the way down to his thigh. What the hell was it? Then it hit him- Vegeta! For some reason Vegeta was stopping him from enjoying this. For some reason he was all Goku could think about. He as near as begged him outside not to go with Wosushi! And he had been crying when Goku kissed him the other night… what did this all mean?
All thought was stripped from his mind when Wosushi closed his mouth over Goku's erection. God that felt good! But Vegeta! He hurt Vegeta and that was wrong! This was wrong!
"Wait!" Wosushi looked up. Somewhere along the lines he had discarded his clothes too. Goku could see he was aching for sex. He was panting and there was pure lust in his eyes. Curse me for letting him get this far! And curse me for wanting to please everyone! Just once, Goku thought. I'll let him do this just once. That's it. Then, I'll never go near him again. He changed what he was going to say.
"Don't waste time!" he said, "Please, just take me!" Wosushi grinned. He nodded and thrust up into Goku as hard as he could. Goku cried out in pain- was it supposed to hurt this much? Why was this hurting? But as Wosushi continued his assault, the pain was lined with pleasure, and then the pleasure overtook the pain all together. Goku needed release and badly! And by the look of him, so did Wosushi. Goku cried out and released all over his and his new lover's stomach. A moment later, Wosushi called out the Saiyan's name and released into Goku. He collapsed on top of Goku panting heavily.
"How come… you didn't c…call my name?" Wosushi asked still panting.
"It's too long and it has too many S's in it…." Goku slurred. He was totally exhausted. Wosushi laughed.
"I'll change it if you want… anything… for you…" uh oh, thought Goku. This guy was more serious than he thought!
"Well… I… really have to get back…" Wosushi looked strangely at him.
"Why?"
"If you're not there to sign in in the morning in my hotel they think you're gone and take your room…" he lied.
"Don't worry, you can live here…" Wosushi said, tracing circles on Goku's stomach.
"I… I'll lose my money if I don't go now…" Wosushi sighed in defeat.
"Come back soon?" he asked.
"…Maybe." As Goku was getting up, Wosushi took his arm.
"You are coming back aren't you?" he looked as if the answer Goku gave him was about to determine whether he lived or died. For some reason, Goku couldn't say no.
"Yes." Wosushi smiled in relief and let go of him.
"Good." He said. Goku smiled nervously at him and got dressed. He was very sticky and he ached slightly, but his head was much clearer now. But despite Goku being able to think straighter, he still didn't know what to do. Ok, so he found out he was gay alright, but what he didn't know was if he should stay with Wosushi or not, and for some reason he needed Vegeta's answers first. That sure was great sex though. Goku smiled to himself as he headed to the door. He wasn't thinking like himself, but it was still a better way to think. He no longer felt innocent.
He placed a quick kiss on Wosushi's lips and departed. Once he was a safe distance away, he translocated to his apartment room.
The first thing he heard was crying. He frowned and looked around for the source. He found it in the bedroom, where Vegeta was crying his heart out into a pillow.
"Vegeta?"
Vegeta jolted slightly. Oh please let him have not had sex! He silently pleaded. He turned around and saw Goku's ruffled clothes and tangled hair. He smelled of sweat and sex. Vegeta turned back around and cried harder. He no longer cared what he looked like infront of Goku. All his pride had already flown out of the window anyway.
"Why Kakarott? Why?" he asked hoarsely, his throat raw from crying. Goku went and sat down next to Vegeta but the prince edged away from him.
"I don't know. My mind was clouded…I didn't know what to do…"
"Then why didn't you just come with me?! You know me better than that baka!"
"I don't know…something was just driving me to him…"
"What about me?!" Vegeta choked.
"You never showed any interest in what I did before…why now?" Vegeta sobbed hard and didn't answer. Goku pulled him towards him, but Vegeta growled.
"Get away from me you whore!" Goku was stunned.
"Vegeta…"
"What? Didn't get enough at that baka surfer's house so you thought you'd come back here and try your luck with me did you?!"
"No…"
"Get away from me… you disgust me." Goku's vision blurred as a wall of tears built up. He shut his eyes and the tears leaked down his cheeks.
"Goodbye then Vegeta…" and he teleported out. Vegeta shot around too late to see Goku before he disappeared.
"Kakarott…"
Goku appeared infront of Wosushi's door and knocked. Wosushi answered and smiled warmly.
"Back already?"
"Yep all done…" and he burst into tears.
"What's wrong?!" Wosushi asked, bringing him inside. Goku sat down on the sofa that they had just used to have sex on and continued to cry. Wosushi pulled him close and stroked his back. It reminded Goku too much of the plane journey over here and he just cried more.
"I went over there… see if… Vegeta was ok… HE CALLED ME A WHORE! And he said… said…" Goku surrendered to his tears and stopped talking. Wosushi was beyond words as well. A whore? That was bloody uncalled for.
"Listen Goku, you shouldn't pay attention to him…" he tilted Goku's head up with his hands. "Come on. You should have a shower. Give me your clothes and I'll wash them for you. My clothes are all too small for you." Wosushi guided him to the bathroom. He waited outside for Goku's clothes. The Saiyan held them out to him and he went to the washroom to clean them.
An hour later, Goku was back to sobbing into Wosushi's t-shirt.
"Come on now Goku. You can't let him get to you like this. You need something to take your mind off things. Why don't I start teaching you how to do some tricks on a surf board?"
Vegeta's mind was in ruins. Goku had sex with someone else… even after I begged him not to… yet he comes back afterwards to see if I'm all right… and I call him a whore! Vegeta had stopped crying now. His face was now void of all emotion. He had to get out of the hotel. He had to go somewhere before his mind exploded.
He went to the beach, it being the only place he knew of. After sitting there for a while he couldn't help but look over to the expensive apartments on the other side. Did Goku go back there? As if in answer to his question, Goku and Wosushi exited the building with two surfboards laughing and joking. Vegeta's heart started to ache again. Oh yeah, he's really beat up about this…
For a while Vegeta watched. It appeared Wosushi was teaching Goku how to spin in the waves. Then Goku took to the sea, completing the trick with no trouble at all. After that, Vegeta couldn't stand it. He got up just as Goku came back on shore and was pulled into a kiss by Wosushi.
"Kakarott…" he muttered before walking away and going to the place where the luau was at night.
"That was great Goku!" Wosushi said breaking away from his lips. "You're a natural born surfer!" Goku smiled slightly but stopped when he saw Vegeta over Wosushi's shoulder. He was walking away looking sad. He must've been watching, thought Goku. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." Goku said, smiling down at him. "Let me try again?"
"No way! You're ready for the more advanced tricks!"
That evening, Goku and Wosushi went to the luau again. Goku had a small cut by his eyebrow where he'd fallen off trying to do three tricks in one.
"I think we'll leave that manoeuvre for when you're not so tired." Wosushi said smiling. "Still, you were terrific." Goku grinned shyly. "What do you want to drink?"
"Uh… can I just have orange juice?" Wosushi nodded and ordered an orange juice and another cocktail for himself.
Vegeta was watching all this. He had been here since the luau first opened. It was slowly killing him seeing his love and that surfer cuddling up to each other. He wondered if they had mated yet. He hoped not, but since there was no way of getting Goku back now, he supposed it didn't matter.
Goku and Wosushi got up to leave and Vegeta decided to try anyway. He got up and stood infront of them.
"Kakarott…" before he could say anything else a fist connected with his jaw, sending him flying backwards.
"You called him whore now you dare speak to him!?" Wosushi asked, glowering down at Vegeta. Vegeta didn't move.
"Please Kakarott…let me talk to you…" Wosushi raised his fist again but Goku grabbed it.
"I'll listen to him. Wait up for me at home ok?" Wosushi gazed at him for a while before nodding. Goku smiled and kissed him quickly. Vegeta looked away as he did this. When Wosushi left, Goku pulled Vegeta up and crossed his arms.
"Well?" Vegeta opened his mouth but couldn't speak. "This is a spirited conversation inst it?" he snapped. Vegeta looked into Goku's eyes. They were cold, uncaring.
"Why did you go back to him?"
"I'm a whore remember? According to you I just can't get enough." Vegeta flinched slightly. Goku had never been this cold to him before, and it hurt him.
"Kakarott, I'm so sorry." Goku's expression didn't change.
"I'm not interested in your lies."
"I hurt you, I know that! But you can't entirely blame me. Imagine how you'd feel if… if you…loved someone… for years and… then they just go off and have sex with some guy they met the day before."
"…Love!? That's a joke! You don't tell someone that they're a whore if you love them!"
"I was angry!" Goku shook his head.
"I'm still not interested. I'm going now. Goodbye Vegeta. Go back to your wife….how she can love you is beyond me." He walked away. Vegeta's whole body shook.
"KAKAROTT!!" Goku didn't turn back. The prince's whole body seemed to crumple and he met the floor again. He bashed the floor with his fists again and again until he drew blood. "You can't leave me…" he whispered.
Goku walked away quickly. He heard Vegeta yell his name but didn't look back. He couldn't. tears built up in his eyes but he refused to let them fall. Vegeta may love him, but 'whore' was the worst thing the prince had ever called him, and Goku couldn't forgive him- it had hurt too much. He had only gone back to see if Vegeta was ok. To ask him how he felt about he felt…
Goku continued walking straight to Wosushi's house. He was the only one Goku could rely on now.
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