With you

By Katia-chan

A/N: Okies, well, I'm supposed to be updating a lot of stuff, and this is definitely not it, but I have to write something to get me out of my rut. Please forgive me!

Anyway, as stated in the summary, this is a companion fic to "For You" It's sort of weird...scratch that, a lot weird, but it's going to have to do, because I'm running on chocolate and jelly beans and this is the best I can come up with.

Hope you enjoy!

Warnings: Ryou has an enormous potty mouth! He's really pissed off, so be forewarned.

Disclaimer: I do not state the obvious

Enjoy!

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So Yami. . .

you think I should love you.

You think I should adore everything your mind thinks, and your fingers do?

You, the egotistical fucking bastard you are think I should worship you.

Should I worship you for beating the shit out of me?

For forcing me to lie to keep myself out of the hospital?

I hate your fucking guts!

I hate everything about you!

You live in the past, when strength was so important to survival,

and you can't stand having someone who is no good with a knife.

Do you want to know something?

Do you. . . . ?

I am very gifted with knives.

Would you like to see my skill?

Just role up my sleeves.

There, do you see? Do you?

There is my skill

Carved in lines up my arms.

I should hate you with everything I have

And I do

Oh how I do

I have never hated anyone more.

Your acts of "love" are nothing more then signs of your lost mind

You're fucking crazy!

A goddamn psychopath.

But then why don't I throw the ring away.

Toss it out the window or into the flames and forget about it.

I should

I should erase every memory of you.

But scars do not fade, memories do not go away.

You've fucking screwed up my life and I hate you for it.

But I, like you, have my own reasons behind everything.

I too am an opportunist, though it doesn't show.

I keep you around for one reason

And yes I referred to you as the slave,

For I finally realized I am the master,

You're existence in this world depends on me.

I keep you here

I let you live

Because the cuts

The bruises

The broken bones

And hearts

All these things

Are better

Far better

Then suffering alone

And that is why you remain

To cause me pain

So I don't fall apart

All by myself.

Alone

Neither friends nor enemies

I suffer because of you

So I don't suffer because of me

And I don't want to die by my own hand

Alone

I'd rather submit to murder

With you.

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A/N: creepy, angsty, repeats the mood I've been in for the last few days. I am going to say right here that I didn't spell check because it's all fragments and the spell check would drive me nuts.

Anyway, review! And get me out of my mood.

TTFN

Katia-chan