Shouldn't Feel This Way
By Ms, Kinnikufan
Disclaimer; Don't own the characters. It's not fair.
Kevin:
I don't know who you are. I don't know your real name. All I known is that you're there, no matter what I do or say.
You've seen me both at my best and my worst. Most people would have abandoned me if they had seen at my worst.
I wish I could bring myself not to trust you. To push you far, far, far, away. But I can't.
You bring out jumbled confused feelings in me.
I thinkI think its love. God damnit, its love!
I shouldn't feel this away about my own coach.
Do you know it? Are you aware? I hope not.
It would only screw things up.
GodI'm so messed up.
Croe:
If you know who I was, you would leaveor would you?
If you know who I was, it would destroy you emotionally.
In the end, I know I'm not the right thing for you emotionally.
I wish my emotions hadn't lapsed from professional to loving.
If only it was what people thought it was not what we know it to be.
If I had only kept my distancethings wouldn't be so complicated.
It's not right for you. It's even worse for me.
When I revealed who I really am, it will be hell.
God I've messed things up.
