You don't remember me

But I remember you

I lie awake and try so hard

Not to think of you

But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do...

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live to breathe

You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know

And all we had?

You saw me mourning my love for you

And touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live to breath

You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face

If I look deep enough

So many things inside that are

Just like you are taking over

(Taking Over Me by Evanescence off the album fallen. I hope you enjoy the chapter.)

Gave up Everything to Find You

Nissa woke up early next morning, she was still cold but not as much; she turned over and wrapped her arms around him beside of her and snuggled up to him but he didn't wake up. She smiled to herself she liked waking up beside of him, with him just being here with her.

She laid there for a while without him waking up or without her going back to sleep. She was feeling quite hungry not having anything since yesterday morning, so she carefully got up not disturb him and got dressed and went down to breakfast.

She walked down the corridor, with her still blue hair down; but now her eyes and nails were also blue, she still didn't completely understand what had happened to her. She had decided to wear one of her own outfits instead of robes, they were nice and all but just not her and they never minded at her old school. She was wearing a blue shirt with purple pin strips with a pencil skirt with was purple with blue pin strips, and a ¾ length jacket and knee boots. (I design clothes myself, that why I like to describe the different types she wears.)

She walked into the Great Hall it was still quite early so there wasn't really that many students up, but as soon as she entered they all looked up at her. They were quite surprised to see her after everything which had happened yesterday, Sirius Black coming back and telling her that he loved her, and asking her to marry him; oh yeah and the collapsing part as well.

She walked up in-between the tables with them all staring at her, she didn't think it helped because of the way she was dressed; which she didn't really care because she liked what she was wearing and didn't care what anyone else really thought.

Nissa sat at the teacher table eating well picking at her food, as the students slowly made their way down for breakfast; all of them noticing that she was sat there and that her hair was still blue and wondered what she was wearing today, and if anything else was going to happen to top yesterday.

Sirius came down a while later with Harry, drawing everyone's attention away from her and onto them as they walked up with Severus behind them trying to get past but Sirius wouldn't let him. Harry sat down with his friends as Sirius went up to the staff table.

Sirius smiled at Nissa, who smiled back and tried not to laugh as he and Severus pushed at each other to sit down next to her; but Sirius pushed him out of the way and quickly sat down.

"Very manly." Nissa teased.

Sirius smiled at her. "You should have woke me."

"I needed something to eat, and a bit of time to think on my own." Nissa told him.

Severus grumbled loudly next to Sirius, who decided to ignore him. Severus hated the thought of them being together let alone sleeping together, when she should be with him. He couldn't stand being so close yet so far away from her, with him in-between them keeping them apart; because it was only him who was really keeping her from remembering who she really was and her true heart and feelings, feelings for him

Severus couldn't take it anymore, he pushed back his chair and stood over the two of them; and demanded of her. "Do you think he was wroth it?"

They both looked up at him as everyone stopped talking and looked over, even the other teachers.

"What are you talking about?" Nissa asked a little confused by his statement and with his behaviour; though she had always thought that was strange, and the dreams didn't really help much.

"Was he wroth it?" Severus asked again as he walked behind Sirius and closer to Nissa, he reached out and touched her blue hair. "This? Giving him everything that you were and are; you gave up all of your magic and everything that comes with it to bring him back."

Sirius had been going to stop Severus touching her but his words alone had stopped him, and he found himself looking at Nissa for answers instead of Severus. Sirius knew it had been her who had brought him back but he didn't know that she had given up her magic in doing so.

"Is it true, is he telling the truth?" Sirius asked her.

"I don't know, how could I have brought you back." Nissa said. "But yes about the magic, I feel so cold like I've never felt before; and as though I've lost this incredible force with in me."

"This isn't right!" Severus shouted and then stormed off along the table and then out of the hall, they looked on until they couldn't see him anymore.

"Nissa." Sirius said.

Nissa looked over at him and then turned away again as though it hurt to much to even look at him; she had known somehow deep down that it must have been her she just hadn't thought about it until it was said aloud.

After about five minutes of silence between the two of them, Sirius spoke. "I don't normally agree with that git, but he's right about this; you shouldn't have given up your magic for me."

Nissa couldn't believe what he was saying to her as she looked over at him, with another cold wave rushing over her at his words.

"What do you mean?" Nissa asked him.

"It could have killed you, and then I would have..." Sirius started but he couldn't finish, he was going to say 'nothing' but he couldn't it would have hurt too many people.

"It didn't kill me, it wouldn't have." Nissa told him. "It was just a shock...to my mind and body."

Nissa stood up to leave as did Sirius, they both looked at each other anger with the other, but neither of them spoke to the other.

"Well then. "Dumbledore said calmly also standing. "Now that the two of you are finished for the moment, would you mind joining me in my office?"

Professor McGonagall also stood up her name not being mention but she was going to go with them anyway, which of course Dumbledore didn't mind at all. They left the Great Hall among talking students wondering what was going on now; and that she was the shortest Defence Against the dark Arts teacher they have ever had.

"Won't you sit down?" Dumbledore said point at the chairs in front of his desk once they arrived at his office, while he walked around to his own chair.

"I don't want to sit down." Sirius told him. "I want to know what's going to be done about this."

Nissa looked at him more hurt just from his words then he had ever seen before or even imagined seeing in her eyes, he had never dreamed about hurting in anyway; but that's all he seemed to be doing lately hurting her, when all he really want to do is make her happy.

"You want to die?" Nissa managed to say somehow, holding back the tears and anger. "You want to leave me again and everyone who cares for you, you just want to die; even after everything you had said yesterday."

"That isn't..." Sirius started, but she interrupted him.

"That isn't what, what you meant?" Nissa shot at him. "It could only mean that...what does it even matter if I don't have my magic, as long as you're alive. I'm alive and well, I just don't have magic."

"But...but you said that you didn't want to be with me." Sirius said.

"Well isn't it obvious if you're here because of the way I feel for you, it must mean that I do..." Nissa stopped herself shot from saying it.

"That you do love me, and you want to be with me." Sirius said as he walked over to her and stopped right in front of her inches away. She looked up into his beautiful eyes as he opened his arms and she fell into them.

"I'm sorry." Nissa whispered into his shoulder, but he heard her.

Sirius held her tightly in his arms and kissed her cheek as if to tell her that it was all alright, and that there was nothing to be sorry about.

McGonagall blew her nose smiling to herself, she and Dumbledore was quite pleased that they had sorted their differences; but that hadn't been the only reason he had asked them to join he for. He waited a couple of minutes until they looked up.

"Now that is all sorted." Dumbledore said finally smiling at the two of them. "There's is another matter that we need to decision now; we still need a Defence against the Dart Arts teacher. I'm sure that you are capable but we do need someone with magic of course."

"Remus." Nissa said suddenly.

"What?" Sirius asked.

"For what I've heard he was a great teacher here." Nissa explained. "The kids loved him, he is the best man for the job; come one I'm sure that we'll be able to get him back here."

"Of course I would have Remus back if he would come back." Dumbledore admitted. "But he did leave on his own accord, because..."

"Who cares that he's a werewolf." Nissa said.

"I agree." Sirius said.

"If he wants the job, then it is his." Dumbledore told them. "We'll deal with everything else afterward."