Maybe I should have let him calm down before I talked to him. After
Mariah kissed him, he let me calm down before talking to me about it. I
didn't immediately push her away and then I saw his face, that look of
betrayal, it still haunts me. We DID trust each other, I know we did, but
now I'm not so sure.
He pushed Mariah away immediately, I know because I saw, but I was still hurt. Why did I follow him earlier after he bumped into me, I don't know. He didn't even look up. He wouldn't even have known I was still around if I hadn't followed. When I heard him ask "Rei?" I almost went to him, but he has to sort out his feelings first. If Frankie hadn't kissed me, we wouldn't have these problems now would we. Okay we would have eventually had some problems, but that would have been in the future.
Was I subconsciously looking for a way out of that relationship? Was I just messing with him? Was he just messing with me to get my blood? We seem to fit together, vampire meet a nearly endless supply of blood. Whom am I kidding; he WAS probably just using me. I wanted to protect him from Boris after he told me what happened to him. I have to be blind; he probably made the whole thing up to keep me near him.
Great, I'm making myself angry. I would like to go beat some answers out of him, see if he was/is telling me the truth. He never lied to me before about anything. I don't know. I still have the ID bracelet he gave me; did he just want me to be HIS toy? Just HIS .property? No, that doesn't sound like the Kai I know. He did somewhat willingly tell the others his secret, well more like show them. I saw the looks of fear and hatred on their faces after they knew. They might do something to him, but they can't because he is still needed for the tournament, considering I'm not there.
He looked really stressed earlier. Luckily, the team made it through to the next round, even though he seemed really distracted. Maybe he was worried about me or maybe he was thinking about how to kill Takao, Max, or Kenny. I saw the Majestics in the crowd and Robert seemed slightly amused about Kai being distracted, the other three seemed worried. Yes, even Johnny looked worried. I was a little shocked because of that. I thought I saw the Dark Bladers watching the match too, but I'm not to sure about that. I saw the White Tigers too, Li looked in my direction, but thankfully, I don't think he saw me.
I was wrong, he saw me, but he didn't react immediately. He found me this morning and started yelling at me about loyalty to the team and to my relationship. He told me Kai barely left his room and seemed depressed as far as he could tell. He also told me that Robert had pissed him off yesterday and Kai wanted to kill him or at least that is what Max told him. I stared at him shocked for a second before I told him Kai needed to sort out his feelings and then find me before anything would go back to relatively normal. He quietly asked if I was all right, if I needed anything. I told him I was fine and had almost everything I wanted. He nodded and left me where I was, a park. I know he won't tell Kai he saw me and I know Kai probably didn't mention that he saw me to anyone.
He pushed Mariah away immediately, I know because I saw, but I was still hurt. Why did I follow him earlier after he bumped into me, I don't know. He didn't even look up. He wouldn't even have known I was still around if I hadn't followed. When I heard him ask "Rei?" I almost went to him, but he has to sort out his feelings first. If Frankie hadn't kissed me, we wouldn't have these problems now would we. Okay we would have eventually had some problems, but that would have been in the future.
Was I subconsciously looking for a way out of that relationship? Was I just messing with him? Was he just messing with me to get my blood? We seem to fit together, vampire meet a nearly endless supply of blood. Whom am I kidding; he WAS probably just using me. I wanted to protect him from Boris after he told me what happened to him. I have to be blind; he probably made the whole thing up to keep me near him.
Great, I'm making myself angry. I would like to go beat some answers out of him, see if he was/is telling me the truth. He never lied to me before about anything. I don't know. I still have the ID bracelet he gave me; did he just want me to be HIS toy? Just HIS .property? No, that doesn't sound like the Kai I know. He did somewhat willingly tell the others his secret, well more like show them. I saw the looks of fear and hatred on their faces after they knew. They might do something to him, but they can't because he is still needed for the tournament, considering I'm not there.
He looked really stressed earlier. Luckily, the team made it through to the next round, even though he seemed really distracted. Maybe he was worried about me or maybe he was thinking about how to kill Takao, Max, or Kenny. I saw the Majestics in the crowd and Robert seemed slightly amused about Kai being distracted, the other three seemed worried. Yes, even Johnny looked worried. I was a little shocked because of that. I thought I saw the Dark Bladers watching the match too, but I'm not to sure about that. I saw the White Tigers too, Li looked in my direction, but thankfully, I don't think he saw me.
I was wrong, he saw me, but he didn't react immediately. He found me this morning and started yelling at me about loyalty to the team and to my relationship. He told me Kai barely left his room and seemed depressed as far as he could tell. He also told me that Robert had pissed him off yesterday and Kai wanted to kill him or at least that is what Max told him. I stared at him shocked for a second before I told him Kai needed to sort out his feelings and then find me before anything would go back to relatively normal. He quietly asked if I was all right, if I needed anything. I told him I was fine and had almost everything I wanted. He nodded and left me where I was, a park. I know he won't tell Kai he saw me and I know Kai probably didn't mention that he saw me to anyone.
