Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and CO.

A/N: Hey ya'll! This is my new fic. It's been awhile since my last couple of fics that I just kinda abandoned but this one I put a lot of time and effort into this one. I know this one won't be discontinued. I planned it out like I should have done with the other ones. Anywho, this is a songfic based on Linkin Park "Numb." I didn't write this song. They did and I am giving them full credit for it since it is theirs. Read and Review. Please!

Bold words are lyrics

Prologue

He hit me. More than once. More than twice. More than a couple of times. He hit me everyday, every night. It was like it never stopped. It all happened just because I wasn't what he wanted me to be.

I'm tired of being

What you want me to be

I was lost, trapped in a world where I couldn't be myself. I had lost all faith that I would get out.

Feeling so faithless

Lost under the surface

I didn't know what he wanted me to be. All I knew was I was not it. I felt pressure to become a death eater, just like him. I had to be just like him. I couldn't get out it of. I was stuck. I felt like I could never do anything right.

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure

Of walking in your shoes

(caught in the undertow

Just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is

Another mistake to you.

I can't feel anymore. I have no feelings. Love, sadness, mad, those feelings don't exist anymore. I can't feel. I don't think I want to anymore. All I will get is pain and suffering.

I've

Become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired

So much more aware

I don't want to be like him. I want to be me. I want to be myself.

I'm becoming this

All I want to do

Is be more like me

And be less like you

I don't want to be you!